False Poor and Real Boss

What Xin Rong didn't know was that the short 3 minutes in the restaurant was such a sweet and difficult torture for Yan Fei.

And at the last moment, he didn't kiss Xin Rong's lips, how much willpower and determination did he spend.

Yan Fei put his left hand on Xin Rong's neck, watching his sleeping face.

The dim street lights came in from the car window, making the man's facial features soft and warm.

Yan Fei looked down and landed on Xin Rong's lips.It was difficult for him to describe what Xin Rong's lips looked like, they seemed neither thin nor thick, neither light nor light, but somehow, he wanted to kiss them.

Yan Fei's Adam's apple moved, held his breath, and printed his lips on it.

The world has become very quiet.

Yan Fei has acted in many TV dramas, and when depicting the kissing scenes of the male and female protagonists, they always acted very exaggeratedly, making time stagnate at every turn, pink petals rained down from the sky, and the two kept spinning and staring in the pink love circle.Yan Fei sometimes finds acting ridiculous by herself.But it was only at this moment that he realized what it was like to be excited in an idol drama.

When he fell in love with Li Cha, the other party took the initiative, and basically they were together naturally, without any difficulties or twists and turns in the middle.It was the first time that she pursued someone so hard, was so uneasy about someone, and even kissed him secretly.

"Um……"

Maybe it was due to the obstructed breathing, he heard Xin Rong seem to let out a low moan, and then he saw his eyelashes move.

Yan Fei got up immediately like a thief, and sat back in the driver's seat with a guilty conscience.

There was still Xin Rong's unique smell on his lips, and his chest was even hotter.He clenched his sweaty palms and let out a soft breath.

Xin Rong slowly opened his eyes, looking at the front with a somewhat dazed expression.

"I just... fell asleep?" he asked.

"Yeah." Yan Fei also stared ahead.

"Have you arrived at Xin's house?"

"Hurry up, it's right in front. The car broke down suddenly just now, so I went down to check it." Yan Fei told a lame lie without changing his expression.

Fortunately, Xin Rong didn't seem to see through his lie, so he just nodded.

"Are you all right?"

"No, I'll take you there right away."

Yan Fei licked his chin and quickly started the car.

Xin Rong didn't want Xin Mi to catch him with Yan Fei, so he only asked him to park the car outside the courtyard.

"Just get here, thank you."

When he got there, he got out of the car and said goodbye to Yan Fei.

"Mr. Xin, when will we meet next time?" Yan Fei was unwilling to let him go.

Hearing his question, Xin Rong's expression became a little strange.

"I will contact you again."

"Then I'll wait for your call."

Before Xin Rong could make a decision, he suddenly heard a screeching sound of brakes.

He and Yan Fei turned their heads to look back at the same time, and saw a red Audi parked only five centimeters away from the rear of Yan Fei's car.

It was Xin Mi's car.

Xin Rong's face changed suddenly, and before he could let Yan Fei roll up the car window, he heard Xin Mi's excited voice.

"Brother, is Sister Fei Yan here too?!"

Xin Mi's cheerful voice came from behind the car window. She just came back from an appointment with her boyfriend, and unexpectedly ran into Xin Rong and the others.

When Yan Fei heard Xin Mi's voice, his expression became very subtle.

"You drive first."

Xin Rong said to Yan Fei.

Yan Fei nodded, rolled up the window, and quickly activated the accelerator.

Xin Mi, who was about to get out of the car to say hello, looked at Xin Rong suspiciously.

"Brother, why did Sister Fei Yan leave?"

"It's not Fei Yan. I'm a friend. He has something urgent to go back."

Xin Mi frowned, not quite believing his words.The expression on her brother's face just now does not seem to be directed at a friend, he is clearly talking to Fei Yan, it is strange that he still refuses to admit it!

"I haven't asked you yet, why did you come back from outside so late?" Xin Rong frowned and looked at Xin Mi.

When the topic shifted to himself, Xin Mi suddenly felt hot.She shrugged her shoulders and said disapprovingly: "What else can I do, just like you, I will be back after an appointment."

"Come back soon, don't play like this."

Xin Rong turned around and walked towards Xin's house.

"I know, you came back so late, and you still blame me." Xin Mi curled her lips, and suddenly realized something, and looked at Xin Rong in surprise: "Brother, why are you so red? Have you been drinking?"

Xin Rong didn't turn his head back: "Put the car in the garage, don't ask questions here and there."

"cut."

**

When Xin Rong returned to her room, the first thing she did was take a shower.

Taking off the crumpled suit and changing into casual and loose pajamas, Xin Rong's cold demeanor softened a lot.He wiped his hair, sat in front of the bed, looked at the night scene outside the window, and was a little lost in thought for a while.

When Yan Fei kissed him just now, he was actually awake.

He woke up when Yan Fei called "Mr. Xin", but he couldn't tell what he was thinking, so he didn't open his eyes for no reason.

Then, he felt Yan Fei's breath approaching him.He could even feel how hot his eyes were staring at him.

When Yan Fei's lips fell, his mind went blank for a few seconds.

Although he could probably guess that Yan Fei had a crush on him, he couldn't believe that he was really so bold that he dared to secretly kiss him in the car.

After a brief moment of anger, there was an inexplicably faster heartbeat.He thought he would repel and loathe him, and could not wait to push Yan Fei away, but in fact, except for the first few seconds of anger, he hardly showed any resistance afterwards.

Xin Rong was also dumbfounded.

This was a completely unfamiliar experience for him. Confusion, apprehension, entanglement, contradictions, expectations, and all kinds of emotions were mixed together, crashing in his chest without a clue, desperately looking for an exit.

He couldn't pretend anymore, so he moved his eyelashes.

Yan Fei's lips finally moved away.

He opened his eyes and saw the young man biting his lip slightly, with a shy look on his side face.His gaze couldn't help but be attracted to his lips. The two thin lips, which were light pink and glowing with transparent water, looked like exquisite snacks placed in a transparent box, making people want to take a bite.

Xin Rong was taken aback by the association in his mind, and in a panic, he had no choice but to cover up his gaffe with lies.

Fortunately, Yan Fei didn't see anything.

Xin Rong drew the curtains, pressed her forehead, and exhaled heavily.

He felt that he urgently needed to make an appointment with Zhou Yan for another consultation.

The next day after get off work, he made an appointment in advance and went to Zhou Yan's studio immediately.

Seeing him, Zhou Yan was a little surprised and a little puzzled.

"Mr. Xin, what happened?"

From the moment he entered the consultation room, he felt that Xin Rong had a strong desire to confide.

"I..." Sitting on the chair, Xin Rong frowned, as if she didn't know what to say: "Did I tell you before that I met a young man much younger than me?"

Zhou Yan nodded, looked at him with a smile, and waited for his next sentence.

"I feel...as if...maybe I like him..."

Zhou Yan's face was a little surprised.

Xin Rong lowered her eyes, although she was expressing her love for another person, but her expression was a bit dignified.

"Mr. Xin, I take the liberty to ask, is that young man you mentioned earlier male or female?"

"man."

Hearing these two words, Zhou Yan's expression became extremely serious.

"You mean, you feel like you're in love with someone of the same sex?"

"Hmm...it should be..." Xin Rong clasped his hands, looking a bit tangled: "Yesterday...he secretly kissed me...I found that I didn't reject it, and seemed to be looking forward to it..."

Zhou Yan listened quietly.

"He was originally gay, and he seemed to have a crush on me. His appearance is outstanding, I don't know how to describe it, in short, I think everything is ridiculous..."

"Ridiculous?" Zhou Yan smiled: "You think it's ridiculous to like him?"

Xin Rong nodded, looking down at the water glass on the table, with a stern face: "It may be that I have been in contact with him too much recently, and I have some illusions that I shouldn't have, and mistaken these illusions for liking."

Shock flashed across Zhou Yan's eyes, and he looked at Xin Rong in disbelief.

Could it be that this relationship has not sprouted yet, and he wants to kill it first?

"Mr. Xin, can't you accept that you like men?"

Xin Rong didn't speak.

"I still can't accept that when I fell in love, I became so emotional, so fragile, and even completely different from my usual self?"

His light words accurately hit Xin Rong's sore spot.

He clasped his hands, his face was a little pale, and he said in a low voice: "My last relationship failed. I know I have a big problem, but my character is like this. There are some things that are imprinted in my bones and cannot be changed. Maybe he is right for a while. I have a crush on it, but once he gets to know me better, he'll be disappointed pretty quickly."

"It's really hard to change your personality." Zhou Yan looked at him with encouragement in his eyes: "But you haven't tried it yet, how do you know that he will be disappointed in you? Everyone is different, your ex-girlfriend If he can't bear it, maybe he can bear it and even help you change together. The chemical reaction between people is amazing."

Xin Rong laughed self-deprecatingly.

"He likes men, and I... can't even be considered a real man."

Zhou Yan sighed softly in his heart.

"Mr. Xin, let me say something boldly. With your outstanding appearance and temperament, it is normal for someone to like you and pursue you. You should have confidence in yourself, and there is no need to feel inferior because of hidden physical diseases."

Xin Rong didn't speak.

"Mr. Xin, I actually have a secret that I can tell you." Zhou Yan smiled: "Maybe you will feel better if you listen."

Xin Rong looked at him suspiciously.

"I like men just like you." Zhou Yan paused, and then said: "Besides, I have been with my family for almost seven years."

**

Coming out of the consulting room, Xin Rong still looked a little dazed.

In the past, he always talked in the consulting room, and the topic always revolved around him. This is the first time that Zhou Yan spoke about himself.

I have to admit that after hearing the story of how Zhou Yan and his boyfriend met and fell in love, Xin Rong felt much calmer.His trust in Zhou Yan has gone up to a higher level.

Before the consultation ended, Zhou Yan encouraged him to follow his heart.

No one ever said anything like that to him.In the eyes of Xin Rong in the past, this sentence was too selfish, even a little selfish.How can it be possible for a person to completely follow his own heart regardless of the vision and pressure of the outside world?

Xin Rong doesn't think he can do it, maybe Yan Fei is that kind of person, his personality is completely different from his own, he lives so casual and dazzling, unlike him, his life is so rigid and dull...

Surprised that he thought of Yan Fei again, Xin Rong pressed his forehead with a headache.

Don't fight your heart.

He seemed to hear Zhou Yan's voice again.

Xin Rong took a deep breath, gripped the steering wheel tightly, and accelerated the car.

It took less than 10 minutes to get home.

As soon as he got out of the car, he saw a familiar figure sitting on a bench in the garden.

"Lu Chen?"

He took the car keys and walked over with some surprise.

"How did you come?"

Lu Chen was holding a file bag in his hand, and when he heard his voice, he stood up slowly.

He looked at Xin Rong, and there was something indescribable in his eyes.

"I'm looking for you... for something."