summer fireworks

Song Zhilin was stunned for a moment, then said politely:

"If you want to be friends, that's fine."

After that, she picked up the car keys and left Yan Shu's house.

That night, Song Zhilin suffered from insomnia.

The place where she lives now is a flat floor on the other side of the CBD area, with huge floor-to-ceiling windows.Usually, she likes drinking coffee at this place and looking at the lights of the CBD at night, but today she can only see the pale moon from this glass window.

That nightmarish moon.

Song Zhilin drew the blackout curtains tightly, swallowed two melatonin pills, and lay straight on the bed. She wanted to sleep, and when she fell asleep, she would not think about anything, but she couldn't fall asleep for a long time. As soon as he closed his eyes, things about her and Yan Shu began to flash in his mind.

Not only the things of the last few days, but also the things of the past were also revealed, endlessly.

She remembered that Yan Shu would wait for her at the school gate in the past, holding an ice cream in his hand, pretending to be passing by, but every time she came out of the school gate, Yan Shu's eyes seemed to be glued to her, She would never miss a moment, until she got on the bus, Yan Shu would reluctantly look away.

Yan Shu always felt that he was hiding well.Song Zhilin thought it was funny when she thought about it, she was a student of a private school, her school uniform was as beautiful as those worn by stars in movies, and she appeared at the gate of City No. [-] Middle School every day, which had long been a topic of discussion in the school.

Song Zhilin often hears the Omega in the school talk about her, saying that there is a tall and beautiful Alpha at the school gate, the smell of pheromone is very good, and there is an arrogant arrogance in her eyebrows and eyes. I don’t know whether she likes Omega or Beta. Many people If you strike up a conversation with her, she doesn't respond.

Suddenly one day, during the morning reading class, the prettiest Omega in her class walked in and threw her schoolbag on the desk with a dejected look. Her friend went to ask her what was going on. Filled with grievances, she was about to cry, and said, "The one at the door...she's here to wait for someone."

Her friend was in a hurry to comfort her, the class was chattering, and Song Zhilin could vaguely hear a few words.

Most of the words are "who is she waiting for", "a little jealous", "no wonder no one pays attention to".

Song Zhilin couldn't help being curious, who was she waiting for?

Until one day, when she was leaving school, Yan Shu walked up to her and asked, "Do you want to eat ice cream together?"

Song Zhilin was like a glow on her back.

She was hit by a ray of light, she was instinctively fascinated by the ray of light, and was afraid of burning her eyes.

It turned out that the person Yan Shu was waiting for was her.

That afternoon, Song Zhilin did not get on the No. 15 bus.She went to the alley behind the school with Yan Shu, and Yan Shu took her to his favorite ice cream shop. There was a huge ice cream model at the door, pink and very sweet.

Song Zhilin remembered that the ice cream was very sweet, and under the soft lighting, Yan Shu's smile was even sweeter.

She seemed to be possessed by this man.

Song Zhilin looked at the ceiling in the darkness, and thought in her heart, what would have happened if Ying Yanshu's words hadn't been there that day?

Then she shook her head again, overflowing with greed flowing through her heart, she turned over and buried her face in the pillow, Song Zhilin had never felt so weak before, she found that she was only imagining this matter ——Imagine that she has never met Yan Shu, she can't stand it.

She would rather accept that Yan Shu hurt her. No matter how she hurt her, she couldn't accept that she had never met Yan Shu, and she couldn't accept that she had never been in love with Yan Shu.

Even if Yan Shu wants to be friends with her now, Song Zhilin doesn't believe that Yan Shu can't see her mood, that she still likes her, but she still wants Song Zhilin to be her friend. It's not about breaking up with her, nor getting back together with her... It's annoyingly procrastinating and sticky, but Song Zhilin still thinks: If she can see Yan Shu once in a while, then she can bear it.

Song Zhilin turned over again, lay on the bed, pressed the switch of the electric curtain, and the huge transparent glass window appeared in front of her again. She stared at the pale moon for a long time, thinking of a name in her heart.Yan Shu.

While thinking about it, she fell asleep.

It's just that in this dream, Song Zhilin kept seeing Yan Shu walking in front of her, walking towards nothingness.

Yan Shu was sleepy, dreaming a lot, but when he woke up, he felt his mind was still in a daze.

She was lying on the bed, and the sun shone through the curtains on her quilt and pillow, which was a gentle golden color.Yan Shu stared blankly at the sun, trying to recall what she dreamed about last night. Most of her recent dreams were related to Song Zhilin, both good and bad.She hasn't been like this for a long time, so she has to think about it after waking up every day. Although she doesn't want to admit it, she knows in her heart... Whether it's good or bad, she really needs these dreams.

She really needed every bit of Song Zhilin, even if it was just a little bit, a little hallucination.

Yan Shu thought for a while, but didn't think of yesterday's dream, and got out of bed to wash up a little disappointed. She looked haggard in the mirror, with drooping eyebrows and bloodless lips.

She took out a lipstick from the frame and applied a light layer of pink.

The man in the mirror finally looked refreshed.

Now that Yan Shu thinks about what happened yesterday, he still feels unreal.

Why did Song Zhilin appear downstairs in her house?She obviously came here on purpose, Yan Shu began to regret that she treated her so badly yesterday, what would Song Zhilin think?Yan Shu found that he still cared about her thoughts.

She felt uneasy, she remembered that when she asked Song Zhilin last night, "Are we still friends?" Song Zhilin's expression was very cold, and he said something like "You think so."

Did Song Zhilin feel unhappy, but didn't say it?

Yan Shu was thinking wildly, picked up his phone and checked Moments, wanting to see if Song Zhilin had posted anything.

However, Song Zhilin is obviously the kind of person who likes to play in Moments. Yan Shu turned to Moments three days ago and didn't see Song Zhilin's activity. I just looked at the circle of friends, and had no idea of ​​contacting her, and then entered the circle of friends from the chat page.

Song Zhilin's circle of friends is very formulaic, basically all about work needs, without any personal dynamics.

The few photos are all memorable moments.Graduating from school, wearing a bachelor's uniform and holding a graduation certificate, standing in front of the school lawn and smiling, taking photos with classmates, commemorative photos when entering the company, photos with grandma when moving into the apartment...

Yan Shu quickly finished flipping through it, and after flipping through it several times, he couldn't find anything.

She lay down on the sofa, looking at her phone in every possible way, feeling that since Song Zhilin appeared again, her whole life had changed.

If she doesn't show up...

I won't get any better.Yan Shu said to himself.

She sighed deeply, but the phone rang, Yan Shu quickly picked up the phone, it was Yu Wei calling.

"Shushu, do you have time the day after tomorrow?"

Yu Wei seemed to be at the seaside, the whistling sound of the sea breeze came from the phone, accompanied by her voice:

"We came back from Xiadao, come to pick us up? Let's have dinner together."

It is an old habit among their friends to pick up the wind and wash the dust, and they want to have a lively and happy time.

"Okay, what time is it?"

Yan Shu immediately agreed and asked:

"What to eat?"

"Let's eat something soft and warm, I'm really tired of eating western food here," Yu Wei said with a smile, "I'll send you the time later, we'll see you then."

Yan Shu said hello, and after hanging up the voice call, he called the restaurant he was familiar with and made a reservation for the day after tomorrow.

She continued to play with her mobile phone, from Match [-] to Plants vs. Zombies, and planned to go out for breakfast when she was in a better mood.

Yan Shu concentrated on playing the game for over an hour, when he suddenly remembered something.

She doesn't have a car now.

Almost instantly, Yan Shu thought of sending a message to Song Zhilin, asking if she could go pick up the plane with him.

The second this idea popped up, Yan Shu scolded himself severely in his heart, how could he think like this!Isn't this rushing backwards?Although she asked Song Zhilin for help, as long as she talked to Song Zhilin first, wouldn't she lose?

Yan Shu looked at the screen of the mobile phone very tangled, renting a car or finding other friends is certainly not difficult, but the temptation of "letting Song Zhilin pick up the plane together" is too great, like a An overly sweet candy was placed in front of her, within reach, as long as she had a little more courage, she could eat it. Yan Shu stared at the phone screen for a long time, she wanted to send a message, but felt ashamed.

The phone suddenly vibrated, Yan Shu's hand trembled, and his heart beat wildly.

Looking at the screen, it was just an advertising message.

She was so angry that she deleted the account on the spot, and then continued to stare at the phone.

Yan Shuduo hoped that a friend would ask her if she wanted to pick up the plane together, so that she would not have to worry about it anymore.

But she waited for a long time, but no one asked her about it, maybe Yu Wei only called her.

Yan Shu dawdled, waited until it was almost time for lunch, and finally wore out his patience.

Send a message as soon as you send it, at worst, you will be rejected by her, and you will lose face again.

Did she still lose face in front of Song Zhilin?

Yan Shu thought too much, and her mood calmed down. With a fearless smile on her lips, she sent a message to Song Zhilin: "Do you have time the day after tomorrow?"

Song Zhilin replied very slowly, and it took about half an hour before she replied with precious words: "What's the matter?"

Yan Shu gritted his teeth, what does this mean?Have to see what it is, and then decide if you have time?

She felt upset, as if she had been humiliated by Song Zhilin, she endured a feeling of discomfort and replied: "Go to the airport to pick up Yu Wei, and then have dinner."

This time Song Zhilin replied quickly and said, "Okay, you can send me the time."

Yan Shu stared at this reply for a long time, but this time he agreed very simply, dare to love Yu Wei more important than her?