song called love

Bai Yanlan is so free and easy, I must be envious of An Yinxuan.

He lowered his head and glanced at his watch, and it was almost the time he had agreed with An Yinxuan.

Bai Yanlan shook the phone and said: "Brother Yueyang didn't reply to my message, maybe they are all stuck on the road."

Seeing that Zhou Han called An Yinxuan, but no one answered, he couldn't help feeling a little worried, so he suddenly asked:

"Brother, do you think the two of us are winners?"

Xiao Quan also raised this question in front of Zhou Han. The winner refers to the side that wins the competition. So what is his competition?Who is the competition?What are the chips?

Emotion is not a simple matter of winning or losing, nor is it a one-sided understanding of competition, but determination and courage without hesitation.

Zhou Han exhaled and said, "We just got happiness."

Yes, it is to get happiness, not to make others happy.

"Brother, you will always be inferior to Lu Yueyang in An Yinxuan's heart. Unfortunately, I am the same as you." Bai Yanlan wrapped the blanket tightly and said with a wry smile:

"They used to be separated by us when they were full of primitive passion and instinctive impulse, and it was over before they faced the trivialities of life or differences of thought. So what they left in each other's hearts is the best appearance, which is impossible for anyone Transcend. If we love such a person, we are destined not to be the one who is deeply affectionate in his heart. I don’t deny that An Yinxuan loves you and relies on you, and so does Brother Yueyang, but we still can’t win against that A love that was forced to give up, a memory that was worshiped like a god."

At a certain moment, in a certain situation, the emotion caused by a certain event cannot be reproduced. This truth is an objective reality, but it is difficult to accept.

Zhou Han's vision is always broader, and he can still choose to love bravely after recognizing the cruel truth.

He said: "There is no need to think too much about life, the most important thing is to think about the present moment. You and I have both got the person we want. We are very lucky. Love is a matter of a lifetime, and we will go nowhere."

Zhou Han may be right, he has a lifetime, and he can always wash away the traces of An Yinxuan on Lu Yueyang bit by bit.

In the parking lot of AceLounge, the driver had just parked the car when An Yinxuan opened the door and came down. Looking at the time, she was about to be late, but after thinking about it, let Bai Yanlan wait, her pace slowed down again.

Passing by a sports car that had just stopped, the high beams flashed, and it turned out that Lu Yueyang had just arrived.

He walked over and opened the co-pilot's door, and said, "Can you stretch your legs?"

Lu Yueyang was tall and long-legged, nestled in a sports car with a low chassis and a low ceiling, he was really aggrieved, and said, "It's okay, come up and try."

An Yinxuan sat in and closed the door, but Lu Yueyang turned off the engine instead, and the surroundings became quiet all at once.

Maybe at this time, they just need a talk to talk about. In fact, they meet very frequently, but they don't have the opportunity to be alone face to face in a small space.

The atmosphere lights turned on slightly, the parking lot was empty, the glass film on the car windows was very dark, and the surroundings suddenly became airtight.

At this time, I don't know how to speak.

An Yinxuan lowered her eyes and said: "Bai Yanlan's birthday is today, he and Zhou Han are waiting for us up there." This sentence was like a warning, forcing herself not to do anything out of line.

"You too." Lu Yueyang turned to look at him and said, "Happy birthday."

An Yinxuan heard this long-lost voice again at a close distance, and couldn't even say "thank you".

He took out an old Yuanjie Amulet from his pocket, the corners of which were worn off, handed it over, and said:

"Repay you, you didn't have time to bless you when you got married."

It didn't look like a blessing, but it seemed to be liquidating something. Lu Yueyang took it over and looked at it, and said, "I thought it was at Zhou Han's place."

"It was originally at his place, but I secretly took it back later." An Yinxuan licked her lips, lowered her eyes and said, "The night is very beautiful from the Ferris wheel in Port H, and there are no monkeys in the hot springs in the neighboring cities of the capital. Takeshita Tong’s crepes are too sweet, but the strawberries are huge. I listened to an event of an underground band on the tower, and they sang very well...”

His nasal voice became more and more intense, and he could no longer speak.

"Is the shrine still there?" Lu Yueyang knew that he had completed the agreement between them alone, so that shrine must be the end.

"It's still there." An Yinxuan said briefly, "I threw the ema away."

"Yeah." Lu Yueyang turned around, raised his hand and wiped away a tear that he couldn't hold back even with all his might.

He didn't dodge, and asked, "Can I return my 'Little Note'?"

"Isn't that Zhou Han's? I lost it."

"He gave it to me and it's mine." An Yinxuan thought about it, threw it all away and explained why, "Forget it."

Lu Yueyang did not tell An Yinxuan that the 'little note' was broken after being beaten by Zhou Han that time. He simply removed the smallest note on it, found a watchmaker, and inlaid it in the strap , the place where no one can see the pulse.

The two of them fell silent again. As soon as they entered the car door, An Yinxuan was surrounded by Lu Yueyang's strong aura, and the pictures of the past appeared in front of his eyes.

This person once said, "Close your eyes, and I will teach you how to kiss", and whispered intimately, "You must not know how much I love you, I want to fuck, right now", and even confessed " I'm not crazy, I'm just in love with someone."

Passionate, happy, sad, and helpless emotions surged up, and when the first tear fell, it was like opening a gate and couldn't stop it.

Lu Yueyang suddenly clenched his hand, and pressed him against the back of the chair with his whole body, so close that the breath he exhaled hit his face.

This sense of familiarity made him fluctuate greatly. Lu Yueyang tried his best to hide the deep reluctance in his eyes, but his actions were no longer under control, and he closed his eyes and leaned over to kiss him.

But just when they were about to touch each other, An Yinxuan choked up and said:

"Lu Yueyang, I never regret loving you."

So the kiss didn't fall for a long time, Lu Yueyang opened his eyes, but pressed against him without relaxing his strength, as if letting go would mean the real end.

Lu Yueyang never thought that Bai Yanlan loved him so deeply, let alone that she loved An Yinxuan even more.So the disordered sex after drinking has become an unforgivable crime. Others can't forgive him, and he can't forgive himself.

He wants to say that it's not that he doesn't regret loving, but that he still loves now.

The nature is magnanimous, but he has become a liar.

A person he has never lied to, a person he plans to lie to all his life, he dare not say which one he loves more, fate will never give him the right to choose again.

Lu Yueyang just waited for An Yinxuan to cry until her eyes turned red, then to sobbing, and finally calmed down slowly. No matter how much she wanted to hug him and kiss him, now she could only be a pure companion.

Both of them have to sort out their emotions. Adults must have strong self-control. These sudden emotions will only dissipate after the outbreak, and will eventually be hidden deep in their hearts, otherwise they will harm others and themselves.

Half an hour late, the two came to Ace Lounge together. After seeing Lu Yueyang's figure in the distance, Bai Yanlan shook off the blanket and ran over, while Zhou Han just turned around and continued smoking.

The resident band in the hall played "Whatawonderful world".

An Yinxuan took off her coat to the clerk, walked to the terrace, and passed Bai Yanlan at the big glass door, until Bai Yanlan threw herself into Lu Yueyang's arms, he didn't stop or turn around, and stood still in front of Zhou Han.

Zhou Han put out the cigarette, took off the scarf and handed it to him, and said, "Your neckline is too open, and the wind is leaking."

This time he didn't refuse any more, and said, "You fasten it for me."

At the end of these 15 years, An Yinxuan saw Zhou Han who had been waiting for him all the time.

He envies but can't be Bai Yanlan. As a singer, he may have been depressed, but he has never left the stage in a real sense. He hasn't before and never will.He owed too many debts and failed too many people. He had to sing until he couldn't get on the stage and couldn't pick up the microphone. Even if there was only one audience, he would continue to sing.Because this is his favorite place, how could he be willing to leave.

He held Zhou Han's hand and said, "Am I sorry for everyone?"

"You are worthy of yourself."

"So I'm a selfish person."

Zhou Han hugged him tightly and said, "No, this is your attractive appearance."

They went in in the cold, and the waiter had already set up a sumptuous dinner, with a simple chiffon cake standing in the middle, with only the words "Happy Birthday" written on it.

Bai Yanlan took Lu Yueyang's hand and sat down. He has no obsession with being an artist, and firmly believes that he can still shine after changing his lifestyle.

An Yinxuan snuggled up to Zhou Han, this is a person who still loves him deeply after he has removed all the gorgeous makeup and perfect personality.

Snowflakes are falling outside the big glass windows, and the lights in the buildings are lit up. It is Christmas again. On this day, people should do kind things to those around them, so that they will never lose help, give, and share. and the ability to forgive.

Isee friends shaking hands saying How do you do,

They're really saying I love you.

I hear babies cry I watch them mgrow,

They'll learn much more than I'll ever know,

And I think to myself what a wonderful world.

This year, An Yinxuan was 35 years old and Bai Yanlan was 37 years old.

——Finally finished——

Volume Four Extra Volume

Extra: Light and Shadow Bai Yanlan's Retirement

"Donghua Net" Entertainment Edition - Today's Focus

At midnight on December 12th, two hours after Bai Yanlan's last farewell concert, I came alone to Tunli Road, which was still full of people.

The bar called Lotus Pond was shut down two years ago and turned into a year-round Internet celebrity milk tea shop. So far, it is difficult for bar singers to stand out like their predecessors.

I was at the end of the long line, calming down the excitement just now.There are many friends around who watched the concert wearing white cultural shirts, holding flashing sticks in the shape of wild goose, still lingering here and refusing to go home. The feeling of saying goodbye can't go away for a long time.

At the concert, I was sitting in the media area in the front row, separated from the VIP area. Looking back, there was an endless sea of ​​lights. The stadium with 5 people was full of seats. , This is the way modern people say goodbye, noisy and lonely.I turned my head and looked forward, and a familiar figure was embedded in my eyes. An Yinxuan was not tall and very thin, wearing an inconspicuous black sportswear, silently looking at the gorgeous stage that hadn't started yet.

I think he is alone at the moment.

Bai Yanlan's singer career is very bumpy and legendary. When he debuted as an idol singer, he had countless fans. With brightly colored hair, delicate and strong makeup, he sang songs with strong rhythm.At that time, he was so dazzling and outstanding like the proud son of heaven.

But the good times didn't last long. When the team's popularity reached its peak, they were exposed to a drunk driving incident.This incident is still a mystery today 13 years later. The question I raised at the press conference was not answered positively. Is there a third person in the car? Who is the third person? The truth will never be heard. It cannot be traced back.

Not long after that, Bai Yanlan was sent to the Imperial Capital Hospital for emergency treatment due to an overdose.

This series of changes in a short period of time makes it difficult for us not to connect them, and it also binds his fate with another well-known singer-An Yinxuan.

When Bai Yanlan was sent to the hospital that day, an unofficial website reported that someone saw An Yinxuan at the scene. The evidence I could get was only a few highly blurred photos, so I couldn't make wild guesses, but the bond between the two must be deep. of.

I once interviewed Mr. Yin Fengyu, an honorary professor of the Dance Academy. Bai Yanlan and An Yinxuan were his students before their debut, and they trained together in his dance classroom for several months.

It is hard to imagine that the two who were good friends before their debut would face each other after becoming famous. We can't help feeling that this entertainment industry, while providing entertainment to everyone, is also piled up with cruel fights under its glamorous appearance.

Bai Yanlan once said that the technical content of the Golden Melody Awards was extremely low, and An Yinxuan unceremoniously mocked him for dancing like a monkey.So the former will no longer receive awards from then on, and the latter will never show dancing on stage after his comeback.While the conflict between the two is escalating, can we also understand in a disguised form that they really care about what the other party says?

When An Yinxuan's debut album broke Mr.Right's record of dominating the charts for half a year with a single-digit advantage, the relationship between the two deteriorated to the point of incompatibility.There were rumors that An Yinxuan was slapped by Bai Yanlan in public at Xingyun. At that time, many employees were present, and it was suspected that there was a recording, but in the end it was all gone.

In view of the identities and status of the two, many rumors can only be speculative.

Teacher Yin spoke very highly of Bai Yanlan, with a good family background and strong personal qualities, she was a perfect top student; on the other hand, An Yinxuan was far from it.Perhaps it is this kind of ugly duckling transformation that makes people amazing. No one can match An Yinxuan's turning out in the sky, and this can better explain Bai Yanlan's unwillingness.

I clearly remember that at the end of the interview, Mr. Yin sighed: "It would be great if the two could be on the same stage." Then he smiled, presumably realizing how difficult this wish is to achieve.

As a matter of fact, it took as long as 15 years for such a long-cherished wish to be realized through the efforts and efforts of many people.

During this period, Bai Yanlan also experienced a confrontation with the god of death.

I can still vividly remember the press conference after the suicide attempt. Suffering from depression, Bai Yanlan bowed her head and humbly apologized to her teammates, staff, and fans one by one.

While I was sorry, I also sighed that he played a good hand of cards to a pulp. How many people's hearts have been touched by his smile, and how many people's eyes have been fascinated by his appearance.Now when we watch that sunny boy become skinny and bruised, we can't help but feel uncontrollable sadness in our hearts.

Only the person involved knows the truth. No matter whether it is related to Lu Yueyang and An Yinxuan or not, this is an irreversible result. Is it worth ruining one's life because of others?He must have figured this out during more than two years of convalescence before deciding to come back.

During the period when Bai Yanlan faded out of the entertainment circle, An Yinxuan seized this unique opportunity, occupied all the markets, and became No.1 in the Chinese music scene without any suspense.

And when the public had gotten used to An Yinxuan's dominance, Bai Yanlan's return was beyond everyone's expectations.No one expected that he would come back with a song, removed his exaggerated makeup, abandoned his gorgeous dance steps, sat alone in front of the piano, and sang an ethereal melody of nature.

The person who crawled out of the abyss possessed an almost crazy charm. His refined temperament successfully crushed An Yinxuan's gradually commercialized style.

This is the beginning of the real confrontation between the two.

Whether it's the excellent playing and singing performance at the end of the movie, or Bai Yanlan's strong declaration "Fuck you" in the backstage of Xingyun SummerTour, all of them declared his nirvana and rebirth.We can only infer how much his return will affect An Yinxuan from the established facts. For example, after "Ferris Wheel" lost to "Wild Goose", An Yinxuan has been silent for more than a year, which is unprecedented. passed.

Of course, the disappearance during this period is also inextricably linked to a very important person in An Yinxuan's life - his vocal tutor, Shen Meiming.

The reason was that an indecent video was leaked, and then Teacher Shen passed out in his arms in full view. This kind of blow was huge and heavy. Even if I found An Yinxuan's video at that time, I can still read it from his eyes. Feelings of despair and fear.

Records show that Liang Xu, Chen Junshan, Bai Yanlan and An Yinxuan carried the coffin for Teacher Shen Meiming at the funeral.

It is the most appropriate arrangement for her to be sent off by relatives, students, and juniors for the last time.Bai Yanlan did not hide her painful emotions, her eyes were swollen from crying. On the contrary, An Yinxuan was not caught crying by the media throughout the whole process.One is exposed and the other is reserved. They express their grief in completely different ways, but the pain is equally heartbreaking.

After that funeral, everyone thought that they would never be in the same frame again in this life.

Whether it is An Yinxuan or Bai Yanlan, they have faced extremely malicious public opinion environment, but they also struggled out of the quagmire, leaving behind the dirty mud and moving forward again. This is the power of dreams.

It didn't take long for Bai Yanlan to have a detail change, he had an extra ring on his ring finger.Some people speculated that he was doing promotion for sponsors, and some bold people said that he was married, but no matter what, he brought a subversive "concert revolution" to fans after that.

There are only a handful of singers who have cooperated with the National Philharmonic Orchestra, and all of them are mainly Bel Canto. He is the first pop singer and the only one so far.

The feast of that year did not lie in the success of the fare, but created a new form of interpretation, and on the basis of the right time, place and people, it became an unrepeatable glorious history.

After the silence, An Yinxuan also ushered in another peak in her career. The best-selling of "Born" made us sigh the eternal truth that "creative inspiration is born from pain".

This is true for An Yinxuan, and even more so for Bai Yanlan.

Afterwards, the two entered into a life-and-death situation again, performing with vigor and effort.

No one realized that the opportunity for cooperation was approaching quietly, and it was finally revealed in a life-and-death disaster of the producer Mr. Chen Junshan.

It was a major accident, whether it was physical or public opinion, and it was even labeled as a "disgrace to the entertainment industry".

It was this scandal that shook the entire entertainment circle that brought An Yinxuan and Bai Yanlan together again. The results of the "Re-Singing Duan Shang's Song" project have led to bloodshed in the scandal. With the efforts of nine top singers, people have appreciated the charm of Chen Junshan, and it has also made people realize that it is not just because of character. Deficiency in denying his ability.

Before the popularity of "Re-singing Duan Shang's Song" hadn't dissipated, Xingyun announced that An Yinxuan's hearing was damaged, the album was delayed, and the commercial performance was halved, which added a lot of grayness to that year.

With the previous foreshadowing, the chorus of the two in the Spring Festival Gala two years later is no longer accidental, but a matter of course.I don't know when, in the attention and struggle, the two have already recognized and appreciated each other. The emotions of musicians are not affected by the world, and they are simply attracted by their talents. This is an instinct.

Looking at it from another angle, I think they definitely don't want to see Teacher Chen's disappointed face anymore.

But just after the cooperation in the century, Bai Yanlan's choice once again made everyone dumbfounded—he announced his retirement in front of all the media.

I was one of the reporters present and witnessed that important moment with my own eyes, but my subconscious reaction was to go to An Yinxuan next to me first.

He was shocked, obviously ignorant, and although there was no exaggerated expression on that cold face, I could still see his disbelief and a hint of imperceptible anger.

It must be that I can't forgive this old opponent who has chosen to leave early. I presumably interpret this emotion as reluctance.

At the concert that just ended, as the AR wild goose flew into the distance, I saw An Yinxuan standing up straight ahead and applauding Bai Yanlan.

He did not agree to be a guest who sang side by side, but chose to be an ordinary audience, feeling Bai Yanlan's final performance as a singer up close.

At midnight, Xingyun announced the deletion of Bai Yanlan's social account. Bai Yanlan personally bought out all the copyrights, and all the songs on the audio-visual app were taken off the shelves.

People can't help but sigh while being sad, such courage is too enviable.

Bai Yanlan is one of the most successful singers in the history of Chinese pop music. "Goose" is currently the best-selling single album. Not only does it have a large number of fans, it is also the object of worship of many professional singers.

With the end of an era, one resolutely quit the stage, and the other is still tenaciously persisting. Their very different personalities destined them to choose completely different paths.Now we are no longer discussing the entanglements between them. No matter what is right and what is wrong, they have written an epic legend.

Sometimes I feel lucky that I was born in a period of cultural explosion. The fullness of the spiritual world, the collision of art and culture, and the richness of songs and works are all rare.

As a fan, I would like to thank Bai Yanlan and An Yinxuan for allowing me to have a long dream that lasted 15 years. In this dream, a noble son from a prominent family and a boy from a poor area joined hands to change my spiritual world.Waking up now, I sincerely hope that Bai Yanlan can still achieve the next stage of her journey after she turns 37.

In the future, when An Yinxuan can't sing, I don't want it to be the arrival of "there are no more singers in the Chinese music scene".

Donghua Satellite TV reporter Yang Xiaozhu recorded on Tunli Road in the early morning of Christmas

postscript

First of all, congratulations to the five protagonists for their final results of 15 years of messing around, Chi Chi Chi Chi Chi Chi.

The original intention of writing this article is because a singer I liked very much retired from the music scene at the age of 41, and bid farewell to the public in an extremely old and nostalgic way.At that moment, a small theater in my heart closed its doors forever, so I came up with the idea of ​​writing an article on the entertainment industry, more precisely, an article on the music scene.

I used to be a senior star chasing girl, but I entered the media industry because of my hobby. Only after entering the industry did I realize that the entertainment industry is entertainment for others, but it is just work for practitioners.And I chose to treat my interest as a job, and the result was that I lost this interest.Sometimes I come out to sing K with friends who are singers. I really like singing, but it is also really annoying to work.This may be the critical point that people have been looking for in their careers. With the last bit of pride left in my heart, I will not drive myself to death.

So this is an article from a different perspective on the entertainment industry, with my shallow insights into the entire industry. Although the composition of the story is very dramatic and idealized, it is in line with my logic in cognition-the entertainment industry is not just for fun, but for business. .

In the closed-loop structure of the entertainment industry, each practitioner has his own role and responsibility, and everyone performs their own duties. Therefore, behind an artist's name is not just one person, but countless people in the construction process. dedication in.

With a cavity of emotion and enthusiasm, I wrote this full-fledged article in the entertainment industry.

(It must be empty, I dare not write without overhead)

About being a writer for the first time

I happened to be on vacation at the time, and I had a story in my head, and I started it on impulse.And at that time, there was a sudden cute male and male CP, so I chose pure love to write. In fact, male and female are not very important to me.The original plan was 15 words (really have no concept of the number of words), and there is no outline, mobile phone code words, whatever is written.When I realized it, I had already written 30w words, and then in order not to write in vain, I worked so hard to finish the latter. Looking back, I saw 76w.

However, until I finished the last word, I never got tired, which shows that I really love it.

About rivalry

I personally like this kind of opposite setting, from friends to enemies to complex emotions of identification.It is a very lucky thing to meet a person who is worth spending time and energy to understand, because there is still someone who understands oneself in this world.

About the setting of "all scumbags"

Let me laugh for a while, I didn't deliberately focus on describing the scum, I just wrote it and it floated away, the plot needs it.No matter how many shortcomings my characters have, they are at least tenacious and not easy to be beaten. I have a special interest in such personalities. As for the bad points, they are also attractive characteristics to me.

About the problem of unsteady CP

Yes, just standing still.Can a person stand firm on his CP when he is in love?Can you guarantee that the people who talk this time will love each other for a lifetime?cannot.Those who can stand firmly are from the perspective of God, and those who cannot stand firmly are ordinary people, so it is normal to be unstable.

about thanks

First of all, I would like to thank three people very much.

The first one is my proofreading girl Yang Qingqing (Liang Andang). She endured countless flaws in the plot, and still carefully proofread the entire article twice, correcting the typos and nonsensical sentences flying all over the sky. , Every time it was a torment for her.Until the last chapter, she was still in a difficult mood, it was too difficult.

The second is my font girl Yang Xiaozhu (Lu Andang). Her characters are as wild and cute as her characters. In my heart, she is the CPY library.She said that what I wrote was not a love essay in the entertainment circle, but a popular science essay in the entertainment circle, and I said that everything was made up.Of course, she also gave me a lot of advice in the field of CPY, such as telling me what the thunder point is usually considered by everyone (although this is what I said after I finished writing), but it still didn't stop me from writing a dense essay unconsciously. minefield.

The third is my cover girl, Miaoyin (fortunately, she is An Duwei). When we were having afternoon tea, the first time I sent the article to her, she asked me if I could draw my character.Meow, you are true love to me.Later, I got the picture on the cover of An Yinxuan, and I felt that the person in the painting seemed to have really come to life.

Thank you for being forced to be my first three readers. If you hadn't encouraged me all the time, I think it would be very difficult for me to complete this work.

Then, I am very grateful to the readers of Changpei.

The goal at the beginning was 100 favorites, but now I am quite surprised that it has overflowed by more than ten times. It is really touching that so many people can persist in reading such an article that breaks the honeypot.Thank you for everyone's favorites, and thank you for everyone's messages, I have read them carefully.Although this is not a serious literature, I still hope that it can bring readers a little bit of thinking about career and the insignificance of the entertainment industry.

And then there is, thanks for my edit.

I signed the contract during the renewal process, which is also an affirmation of myself.During the serialization process, it was you who took the trouble to tell me the scale and other matters, so that I, a newcomer, quickly became familiar with the rules of the web. Thank you very much for your help. I will continue to work hard to write articles in the future.

For this article, I will summarize it in one sentence:

Life is full of regrets, but it is still fascinating.

The next article is going to be a very, very light-hearted comedy, the length will not be too long, and the subject matter is still the media industry that I am familiar with.The work is relatively busy, and the paper will be published next year, and the specific time is undecided.

Finally, let's say goodbye to the advertising circle.

Stay tuned for "Legal Marriage Fraud" in 2020