Autobiography of a beast

My name is Huatian, and I am a black beast.Like Lu Shu, it is also a divine beast.

But unlike him, I have a name.When I returned from my first trip out of the forest, I gave myself a human name——Hua Tian, ​​so that I could blend in with the crowd more conveniently.

I have lived in this forest since I was a child, but unlike Lu Shu's dull temperament, this mountain forest is really boring for my escaped temperament.I'd go crazy if I was like that guy, who'd stuck to the same place for thousands of years.I'm not him, and I won't fool myself and trap myself for the rest of my life with the falsehood of being born with responsibilities.That guy, he seems to be tolerant and optimistic towards others, but he is actually very cruel to himself.If you want me to say that a beast is happy, you have to have fun, and you have to play what you have to play while your body is still strong.

In the first half of my life, it can be said that I have tasted all the ups and downs in the world, but I have never tasted what it is like to be bitter, and of course I don’t want to taste it.Over the years, the scenery of the world has been so complicated, just watching them all be troubled by love, worry by love, and trouble by livelihood gives me a headache.I can't figure out why they still have to try something they know they can't do, and even more can't figure out why they are so poor that they can't even afford a meal.It is really puzzling.I am too lazy to think deeply about such things. If I run into Lu Shu, I will ask him a few words if I still remember. Although he spends himself bored in this forest all day long, he always has his own opinions about these things. opinion.

Every time I come back from outside, I will talk to Lu Shu for a while.Because I was afraid that he would suffocate to death in this forest alone.But every time this guy sees me, he can’t dodge in time. At first, he can listen to me patiently. If I talk too much, he will get impatient and drive people away. I really, kindly fed the dog .Get mad at him.But what can be done?The years in the mountains are long, and there are only two of us as companions, and I can't strangle him to death, I can only pamper him.

I thought about taking him down the mountain to play together, and always hooked him up with some delicious food and new gadgets.But he always dismissed me with a straight face.I know that he is carrying this mountain on his back, for fear that if he is not around, his home will also be gone.I can't justify this stubbornness, so I can only let it go.

I still remember, it seems to be hundreds of years ago, I can't remember exactly when it happened, I just remember vaguely, according to the counting method of our gods and beasts, it should barely be the age when we just came of age.At that time, like now, I slipped out for a walk when I had nothing to do, and the world outside the woods was always full of attractions.So I don't know when that person met Lu Shu.By the time I found out, the two were already very familiar.This makes me a little depressed.After all, for so many years, Lu Shu has only been close to me.Suddenly being penetrated by an outsider, I always feel that what belongs to me has been taken away, and I feel uncomfortable all over.

However, Lu Shu told me that the man was very interesting, knew a lot of things, and would talk to him to relieve boredom.I think I also often tell you how things outside may not be interesting to you, and I think I'm annoying.

I thought so in my heart, but I was still a little happy.After all, this guy has already trapped himself here for some years, and he can't even persuade him to get out.So for him, even if he can't go out, it's good to hear about the outside world from outsiders.I didn't interfere much.

Since meeting new friends, Lu Shu has become much more cheerful.Will take the initiative to ask me something about the mountain.For example, I heard that a tea shop has opened again, and the taste is quite good; a restaurant has opened again, what is the taste of the wine, etc.Thinking about it now, he still has a little longing for the outside world.

However, it has to be said that human life is always short.Especially soldiers, they don't know when they will encounter an arrow in the back and be killed.

That man stayed with Lu Shu for several years and then left.Although Lu Shu didn't say anything, I could see that the person's departure was a big blow to Lu Shu.As for me, I didn't feel much at all. At first I was not familiar with that person, but now that I've seen him a lot, I naturally know that human beings, a short-lived species, are bound to leave.For us two old guys, the only thing that can accompany each other is each other.

The man must have left something before he died.After leaving the battlefield, someone sent his body to the forest.Said he had ordered him to be sent here.

It was Lu Shu who picked him up.

Lu Shu, who was still young at that time, just took his body, thanked the visitor, and then walked deep into the forest without saying a word.

He didn't cry, but it made me very worried. I couldn't help but quietly followed him and looked at him, for fear that he might not think about doing something stupid for a while.He is so innocent, I don't know if he can accept it.

I don't know if he has understood the principle of life and death, I am afraid that he will not be able to withstand such a parting.But he was very calm all the way.

But fortunately, a divine beast is a divine beast, and will not be easily defeated by a small matter.He found a sunny place, then calmly dug a hole, put the man in the hole, stared at it for a long time, as if confirming his death, and then filled it with soil.I breathed a sigh of relief as I watched the last pinch of soil leak from his palm.Xindao, it's okay, it's okay.

Looking at it like this, things are almost done, and it's time to leave.But Lu Shu didn't intend to get up.The heart that I just let go hangs up again.I saw that he has been silent, silent.Then he opened his mouth:

"I guessed it. I know that you probably won't be able to come back. Although I haven't experienced this kind of thing, I just have this feeling. It's very strange...I know, I can't stop you. I have no position to stop you. So, the only thing I can do is to stay with you all the time like this... Well, now you don't have to run around and fight anymore, it just happens that I and the beast can keep this side quiet, drink tea and chat Let's chat..."

"Let's do this today. I'll see you tomorrow"

Then I watched as he patted the sharp grave.Say goodbye to a grave like saying goodbye to an old friend countless times.Turn around and walk towards me.I can't help but worry.

"He's dead, you know?"

"I know"

"What is death, do you know?"

"Like that rabbit I had? Eaten by a tiger?"

"Although it is not very accurate, the reason is interlinked. Aren't you sad?"

After asking, I regretted it.Because I saw a moment of dimness in his eyes.I kind of want to smoke myself, why remind him over and over again.

"A little bit. But it seems fair. In the past, he didn't think I was bored, and told me about the outside world over and over again. Now, he can't talk. I don't think he's boring either. I'll tell him about it. Interesting things in the forest are also good”

"Then I'll tell you what happened outside, why don't you care about me so much?"

"You? You always tell me messy things, I don't like it very much. But when you become like him, I will naturally treat you like this"

Although I understand that he wants to express his unyielding to me, but no matter how I hear these words, my ears are scratching.Aside from the fact that I am a divine beast, I do have a little kung fu. Although it is true that there is only a little bit, it is impossible for ordinary people to get close.I don't need to worry about my safety.This is also the reason why I don't want to make progress and practice hard after living for so many years.Because I firmly believe that there is no divine beast superior to me at this time, and no one is more powerful than me.

My identity is already the best in the world.

As the storyteller in the teahouse said, a handsome man like me who hides his identity and plays in the world will always be the protagonist in the storybook, and he will always be able to turn danger into good fortune.So, why bother, go through a lot of suffering to practice.It is enough to have a little bit of skill, and I am not pursuing invincibility.

I am different from Lu Shu, what he keeps is the peace of the years.And I live a life of carefree life.

I like the lively fireworks outside the mountains. Whenever I see a beautiful girl, I can't help but go forward and flirt; every time I listen to an interesting book, I can't help but go back and talk to Lu Shu; what good food did I get? I can't help but take it back for him to taste.It's just that the guy never appreciates it.

Lu Shu always said that I couldn't pick out one truth out of ten sentences, but he didn't know that, for him, I never told a lie.