Xiao Tong's appearance is too outstanding, and it is the kind of appearance that can especially attract the same sex.

Of course he is not a mother, and he is even very tough, but this does not prevent his overly beautiful face, which makes people daydream.

The first time he realized this was when his stepfather drank too much alcohol and tried to force/kiss him but failed.Xiao Tong speculated afterwards that the other party probably recognized him as Xiao's mother, because his stepfather never showed any similar behavior to Xiao Tong, not even a ambiguous look.

Of course, the development of the matter was that the stepfather couldn't force the kiss, but Xiao Tong opened the stepfather with a wine bottle.

But this incident left a deep shadow on Xiao Tong, that eleven or twelve-year-old boy, who has never felt attached to that family since then.

After that, he enrolled in Taekwondo class and started to practice Taekwondo.

What he thinks is that he has become stronger, and if he encounters this kind of thing again in the future, he can always protect himself.

In the third year of junior high school, on the eve of graduation, his roommate tried to molest Xiao Tong who was drunk.

Xiao Tong pretended to be crazy by drinking, and beat him until three ribs were broken.

Afterwards Xiao Tong became much more sensitive, no matter who it was, he would be able to immediately detect any thoughts about him in his eyes.Then he would always look for opportunities to show off his skills in front of the other party, and as time went on, fewer people dared to attack him.

But at the same time, his temper has also become particularly cold.

It is difficult to form relationships with people, and it is difficult to trust others.

Until that day downstairs at Shifang Entertainment, he saw Qu Xi in school uniform.If it were someone else, he must think that this person probably wants to be different to attract people's attention, but Quxi is different.

In the young man's eyes, there was a bit of bewilderment and calmness, which were very clean.

He had met Qu Xi before, in a training class.At that time, Quxi was worried about gains and losses, and wanted to use all his strength to do anything, but because of too much strength, he couldn't do anything well.Finally, at the end of the training course, Quxi got the last place.

The Quxi that day was not the same person he had seen before.

Maybe it was because of some life changes in the young man, or maybe he suddenly looked away, but no matter what the reason was, Xiao Tong was happy for him.

Since then, the two have gradually become friends.

And Xiao Tong also bid farewell to the life of the Lone Ranger.

When Xiao Tong met Lin Muyan for the first time, his evaluation of Lin Muyan was just one word: Sao.

Of course it's not the sissy kind of coquettishness, but the temperament of "if you don't seduce people, you will die" unconsciously exuded from the inside out.

To put it bluntly, this kind of person is cheap, who cares about teasing but not sleeping, or in other words sleeping regardless of love.

Although later Xiao Tong realized that his judgment was not very objective, but his initial impression of Lin Muyan was indeed like this.

In the hot spring villa in the suburbs, it was spring, and everything was revived, and everything was restless.

That day when Xiao Tong was fishing in the villa, Lin Muyan cheekily joined him.

Xiao Tong didn't even need to look at him, he could feel that Lin Muyan was full of thoughts of "wanting to sleep with him".A man is a kind of strange animal. When a primitive desire/desire arises in his heart, a colorless and odorless thing will be emitted from his body and mind at the same time. In front of the person he wants to sleep, it is almost difficult to hide it.

Xiao Tong sat on the fishing chair and thought for five seconds, realizing that beating someone would be troublesome at this moment.

So he resisted the desire to beat someone, and ignored Lin Muyan.

But Lin Muyan's performance that day surprised him.

There are no hints, no out-of-bounds teasing, not even any bodily contact that pretends to be natural but is actually intentional.

Xiao Tong remembered very clearly that when it rained suddenly that night, Zhang Yang carried the unconscious Qu Xi back to the room.

At that time, his relationship with Quxi was not particularly close, but he was always worried about him.

So he didn't sleep either, and kept guarding in the corridor not far away.Lin Muyan didn't care about Siliu, but he was not a heartless person. He knew that Xiao Tong was worried about Quxi, afraid that Zhang Yang would not be a gentleman and bully Quxi.

So Lin Muyan called Zhang Yang's cell phone in front of Xiao Tong.

Zhang Yang guarded the comatose boy, and told Lin Mu that Qu Xi had fainted and had a fever, and asked him to find a doctor.

Lin Muyan took advantage of the situation and asked Xiao Tong to take care of Qu Xi, which can be regarded as reassuring Xiao Tong's heart.

While Zhang Yang was going to communicate with the doctor, Lin Muyan said to Xiao Tong: "Zhang Yang is more honest than me."

"Oh?" Xiao Tong turned to look at him, thinking that you know yourself very well.

"I know what kind of guy I am, but your eyes are too straightforward, and it will hurt me." Lin Mu said.

Xiao Tong said: "If I look at you with sympathy, will you feel better?"

"Forget it, you should continue to despise me." Lin Muyan smiled wryly.

Xiao Tong stared at him for a while, but didn't say anything, but felt strange in his heart.

Since Xiao Tong became a taekwondo master, he seldom fights.

Probably there is a kind of invincible loneliness, he is rarely willing to fight with people weaker than himself.

But one day, he had a fight with his only good friend, Quxi.

The reason for the fight was that he asked Qu Xi to play the role of the eunuch in the movie, because he felt that the role itself was particularly brilliant.But Quxi didn't know what was wrong, and suddenly lost his temper. The two quarreled for the first time. For no reason, after a few words between you and me, it suddenly turned into a physical conflict.

But facing Qu Xi, Xiao Tong couldn't use any moves, the two of them were almost like children, pushing and tearing at each other, venting their emotions and dissatisfaction in a disorderly manner.Xiao Tong could feel that he might have accidentally touched a certain scar on Quxi, but he was also very wronged, and he didn't know what happened beforehand.

When the two got together, Lin Muyan and Zhang Yang came.

Lin Muyan was quite strong, he hugged Xiao Tong's waist tightly, and didn't let go until Quxi left.

Xiao Tong was very annoyed, and found that two of his buttons had been torn off, and he only found one after searching for a long time.When Lin Muyan got up, he was holding a button in his hand, with a half smile on his face.

Speaking of which, the two would fight, not because of that broken script!

Facing the owner of the script, Xiao Tong was really not in the mood, but he still picked up the script on the ground.

Lin Muyan didn't enlighten him like an annoying adult, just chatted a few words casually, and then sent him to the elevator.Xiao Tong looked at Lin Muyan outside the elevator, and the other party's eyes showed a little cautious restraint, Xiao Tong suddenly softened his heart for some reason.

So the moment the elevator door closed, he suddenly reached out to block the elevator door.

Lin Muyan's eyes obviously lit up, and then he got into the elevator with a smile.

That day was the first formal chat between him and Lin Muyan.

Unexpectedly, Lin Muyan didn't say much about acting or movies.To be honest, with Xiao Tong's talent-loving personality, if Lin Muyan showed off his resume and talent a little bit, it would not be impossible for Xiao Tong to be impressed by him quickly.

But Lin Muyan disagreed, he dragged Xiao Tong all afternoon, talking about the embarrassing things in the past.And he also tried to get Xiao Tong to talk about the story before they met, but Xiao Tong obviously didn't love his past, so there was nothing worth sharing.

Lin Muyan only thought that he didn't like chatting with him, so he looked very lonely all afternoon.

"I used to fight with my classmates and break their ribs." Xiao Tong said.

Lin Muyan turned to look at him and asked, "Why?"

"Junior high school and I slept together as friends for three years. When I was about to graduate, I drank one night and wanted to take advantage of my drunkenness to strip/my pants." Xiao Tong said.

Lin Muyan was taken aback when he heard the words, of course he knew that this stripping/pants was definitely not the kind of play between boys, otherwise it would be impossible to annoy Xiao Tong.

"I was very angry, so I pressed him and beat him up." Xiao Tong said: "Later, the people in the next bedroom heard his screams and slammed into the door. Fortunately, my hands were not heavy at that time, otherwise I don't know that he will be killed." What kind of beating."

Broken ribs are not considered minor injuries.

Lin Muyan turned his head to look at Xiao Tong with scrutiny.

Xiao Tong said: "Do you think I'm scary?"

Lin Muyan said, "Did you live very lonely in the past few years?"

Xiao Tong was taken aback, then turned to look at him, a trace of surprise flashed in his eyes.

"If I hug you now, you won't hit me, right?" Lin Muyan leaned over and hugged Xiao Tong, his movements were very light and cautious, but not because he was afraid of being beaten, but because he felt a little distressed for no reason This kid in front of me.

Xiao Tong was held in Lin Muyan's arms, and his heartbeat was a little abnormal.

But he calmed down quickly, and he attributed it to the physical/physiological response of hugging.

It was probably from that day that Xiao Tong realized that Lin Muyan's desire/desire for him was not as simple as "wanting to sleep".He felt that Lin Muyan might like him a little bit, although it was only a little bit, but he was sure that his judgment was not wrong.

But Lin Muyan, no matter his appearance or temperament, has a strong smell of "scumbag".

Xiao Tong is a little hedgehog who does not allow himself to take risks, he cannot allow himself to have any fantasies about Lin Muyan.

Frankly speaking, if Lin Muyan just wanted to sleep with him blindly, he might be able to think about it after a long time.

Everyone comforts each other, solves physical/physical needs, and does not need to consider emotional issues.

But once feelings are involved, it is bound to make things troublesome.

Xiao Tong is most afraid of trouble, so he can only keep away from those who may cause trouble.

Xiao Tong hasn't beaten anyone well for several years.

But that day in the clubhouse, he made a move.

If Quxi hadn't arrived in time, he felt that his end would be to grab any person present and beat him to death, and after beating him half to death, he was beaten to death.

In short, he is the kind of person who can risk his life.

Xiao Tong often feels that he always brings his own buffs, wishing to fight with others in a conflict.

That night, he didn't fight well, because once Quxi appeared, he couldn't fight hard.

If something really happened, they couldn't bear it, and they couldn't hurt Qu Xi who put himself in danger for him.

Xiao Tong was so aggrieved that night that he wanted to die.

Until later Lin Muyan appeared.

He applied medicine to Xiao Tong's wound, as if he was taking care of his lover carefully.Then he didn't vent his anger on Xiao Tong like the domineering president on TV, but told Xiao Tong that if you want to beat someone, you can beat him, but don't hurt your own hands.

Then, the person he wanted to beat appeared in front of his eyes.

Xiao Tong didn't beat Yang Qingli that hard that night, but he did it in a very humiliating way. The beating was not heavy, but he beat Yang Qingli 360 degrees without any dead ends, which probably humiliated Yang Qingli enough.

"Are you still angry?" After coming out, Lin Muyan looked at him and asked.

"I'm not angry anymore." Xiao Tong said.

He really wanted to say thank you to Lin Muyan, but he felt that it was too flirtatious and unworthy of Lin Muyan's favor.But after thinking about it for a long time, he didn't know how to express his gratitude to Lin Muyan.

So that night, in Lin Muyan's car, he suddenly asked the other party: "Do you want to sleep with me?"

Lin Muyan was stunned for a moment, and then cursed, apparently frightened by Xiao Tong's words.

Xiao Tong put his hand on Lin Muyan's lap, Lin Muyan turned to look at him, hesitated for a few seconds, and then pressed him on the back of the chair.It was Xiao Tong's first time kissing/kissing someone, to be honest, it felt pretty good.Lin Muyan's mouth is very soft, and his kissing skills are clumsy, which makes Xiao Tong a little excited for no reason.

The two kissed for a while, then Lin Muyan suddenly let go of him and said, "I have to go shopping... I can't just do this..."

Xiao Tong was noncommittal and agreed.

Lin Muyan got out of the car in a hurry, but when he was blown by the cold wind outside, he immediately woke up.

What is he doing?No name, no division, no explanation, just put Xiao Tong to sleep?

What will he do after dawn tomorrow?How to explain to Xiao Tong?

After hesitating for 2 minutes in the cold wind, Lin Muyan returned to the car instead of going to the convenience store.

"What do you mean?" Lin Muyan asked Xiao Tong.

"That's what you think." Xiao Tong said.

Lin Muyan gradually calmed down, and said, "I've accepted my wish, I'll take you home."

Xiao Tong took a deep breath and said nothing.

He didn't know what Lin Muyan was thinking, he only knew that Lin Muyan was really sexy that night.

He is from the bottom of his heart, wanting to sleep with the other party, or to be slept by the other party.

After the movie "Setting the Storm" was released, Lin Muyan organized a small celebration party.

It is called a celebration, but it is actually drinking.

Xiao Tong didn't drink any alcohol that night, because Lin Muyan drank so much that he almost got drunk.

Lin Muyan was a bit annoying after drinking too much, he babbled endlessly like a chatterbox.

It was rare for Xiao Tong to hear him talk so much, and he never coaxed him to leave, just playing games with his mobile phone.

"Did you know? That day in Sheffield, Qu Xi said on the podium that he would give the trophy to the person he cares about the most." Lin Muyan was drunk, but he could speak clearly: "Later I saw Zhang Yang holding That trophy, suddenly a little bit sad."

Xiao Tong couldn't help but pause his fingers while playing the game, but he still didn't turn his head to look at him.

Out of the corner of his eye, he could see that Zhang Yang and the others in the corner were waiting for him to strike Lin Muyan.

Lin Muyan continued: "I graduated from university at the age of 21, and I won the New Director Award that year. Since then, there have been works almost every year, and I have won many awards, but... I never knew that I won the award. Who should we celebrate with afterward?"

"You can't say that, Zhang Yang and the others are interesting enough." Lin Muyan said: "In the past, every time they won an award, they would celebrate with me, but...it's different now, everyone knows how to spread dog food."

Xiao Tong thought, aren't you a sellout?

Why did the style of painting change halfway, it's a bit funny?

"Xiao Tong, do you remember the last time you were in City S?" Lin Muyan asked.

Xiao Tong was startled, remembering the kiss they had in Lin Muyan's car that night.

"At that time I asked you, what do you mean, and you said it was what I thought." Lin Muyan said: "What I thought at the time was, I will vent your anger on you, and you want meat/payment. I admit that I want to sleep with you, From the first time I saw you, I wanted to sleep with you. I dreamed of you countless times, and I wanted to sleep with you. Even at this moment, I still want to sleep with you..."

Xiao Tong's fingers for playing the game have stopped, but his gaze has always stayed on the phone screen.

"But I dare not." Lin Muyan said, "It's not because I'm afraid that you will beat me up, but because I'm afraid that I will regret it myself."

"I know what kind of person I am, flirtatious, irresponsible, courageous, and evasive..."

"I also know what kind of person you are, the kind of person who is let down once, and may never fall in love with anyone in his life."

"So I dare not mess with you."

Lin Muyan was silent for a long time, as if falling asleep.

Just when Xiao Tong was about to lose his composure and turned to look at him, Lin Muyan sighed.

He said: "But I don't know what to do. I have neither the confidence to get you nor the way to forget you. I feel like a coward, but I am not willing to be so cowardly for the rest of my life."

"Xiao Tong, what I want to ask you today is, that day in City S, in my car, you said you meant what I thought, what do you think I meant?" Lin Muyan asked.

Xiao Tong was silent for a while, then said, "I want to sleep with you."

Lin Muyan didn't make a sound after hearing the words, and was silent for nearly 5 minutes.

After a long time, he finally asked, "Then do you still want to sleep with me now?"

The corners of Xiao Tong's mouth curled up slightly when he heard this, but he didn't answer.

Lin Muyan couldn't bear it, but Xiao Tong didn't deny it.

That night, Xiao Tong drove Lin Muyan back home.

Of course, Lin Muyan was so drunk that he couldn't even stand firmly, so naturally he couldn't do anything.

Xiao Tong took care of him after washing and sleeping, but he didn't leave.

Lin Muyan said so much last night, rambling on and on, he probably understood some meaning.

Lin Muyan loves him, but he doesn't have the confidence to love him forever, so before having him, Lin Muyan began to fear that he would hurt him one day.It's like he has a crush on Lin Muyan, but he can't let go of his guard and accept him completely.

Neither of them has the courage to love.

In other words, they don't have the confidence to manage their love well.

Because of fear and fear, they are even willing to give up that possibility altogether.But even if he could give up completely intellectually, the nostalgia in his heart could not cool down for a long time.

Last night Lin Muyan asked Xiao Tong, do you still want to sleep with him?

Xiao Tong's answer was yes, so he stayed honestly.

Since they are unwilling to get close to each other in the name of love, is it possible that they are not together in the name of love?They can do all the things that people in love do, but don't define this relationship as love, so...they don't have to worry about disappointing each other one day.

Early the next morning, Lin Muyan got up and took a shower. When he came out of the bathroom wrapped in a towel that day, he found Xiao Tong sleeping soundly on the sofa in the living room.

He quickly played back what happened last night in his head, making sure that he had done nothing out of the ordinary.

What does Xiao Tong mean?Why spend the night at his house?

Oh... maybe he was afraid that he would drink too much and have an accident!

Lin Muyan thought so.

However, after Xiao Tong woke up, Lin Muyan realized that he might have guessed wrong.

"You asked me last night if I still want to sleep with you. I was afraid that you would not be able to remember the answer if you were drunk, so I have been waiting for you to wake up." Xiao Tong said.

"Huh?" Lin Muyan suddenly felt that something was wrong, probably about to be beaten.

Xiao Tong said, "The answer is yes."

"What... mean." Lin Mu said.

Xiao Tong said calmly: "I have passed my 20th birthday, and I have physical needs, and I need a sexual partner who does not need to talk about feelings. I think you are a good candidate. If you also have the same needs, we can try. "

Lin Muyan stood on the spot and looked at Quxi in a daze, with a very complicated expression on his face.

"Are you serious?" Lin Muyan asked.

"Am I joking?" Xiao Tong asked.

Lin Muyan took a deep breath and said, "I... when shall we start?"

"Today." Xiao Tong said lightly.

……

Thus, Lin Muyan started a relationship with Xiao Tong in such a muddle-headed manner.

When he looked at Xiao Tong's sleeping face beside him countless times, he had the urge to live with Xiao Tong for the rest of his life.But in a blink of an eye, he felt that it was impossible for him to do it, and Xiao Tong would not believe him.

After a long time, Lin Muyan realized that it wasn't that he didn't love Xiao Tong enough, but he just didn't know how to love.

Many years later, when Xiao Tong and Lin Muyan finally became old husbands and old husbands, he thought of his cowardice and evasion in the past, and felt incredible.

But human beings are like this, not everyone is born knowing how to love or be loved.

Some people give up trying to love in the process of making mistakes constantly.

But fortunately, Xiao Tong and Lin Muyan chose the most wrong start, but gradually found the right way through the mistakes, and finally achieved the right result.

The ending of love may be single, but the process will always lead to the same goal.

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