After going bald, I got stronger in front of my ex

027

My body has been beaten like this, but I still want to have an operation, at least there is still the possibility of recovery after the resection, or the possibility of living a few more years.

I hate big brother.

I was really reluctant to part with this person who pulled me back from the brink of death twice. I touched the big brother's face and said, "I wish I could have met you sooner."

The big brother didn't speak, just rubbed my face, "It's not too late."

During the day my elder brother had to go out to work, and at night he came back to accompany me. I was always squatting at home bored. He was afraid that I would be bored. That night he hugged me and asked me, "Do you want a dog?"

I was stunned, silent for a while, and rejected him.

He didn't seem to expect this, and I said, "If you have a pet, you should be responsible for it. I don't think I can do it."

He didn't say anything, just kissed the corner of my lips.

In fact, I like dogs very much, but I have never been satisfied with just looking at them at the pet shop on the way to class.There is a silly Akita there, who always smiles and pounces on me when he sees me. The soft fur is always very comfortable.

It's a pity that the good times didn't last long, and he was sold out by the store manager.

I think it was when it went to a new home to enjoy the blessings. The Akita was sent back. One of his legs was broken. The owner disliked him and didn't want him. He picked a more expensive one and threw him in the pet store. the door.

I look at it and it looks at me.

Later, the manager of the pet shop couldn't take it anymore, so he gave it to me. I didn't know how to take care of this little creature.So I happily went to find Tang Ming who was kind to me at that time, he taught me to go to the pet hospital, and called it "coffee" with me.

That was probably the only time my father pampered me. Tang Ming would come to the house from time to time to watch coffee, but what I didn't know at that time was that most of Tang Ming's attention was on that proud and beautiful younger brother.I saved all my pocket money to buy dog ​​food and toys for him, but when I was sent out to buy things for Tang Ming, coffee also ran out.

The scorching heat made the coffee suffer from heatstroke, and when Tang Ming and Wu Ji found that the coffee was already dying.

Later, I buried it crying.

I was walking on the road and passed a pet store. There seemed to be a lot of people in the pet store. I squatted outside the door and looked at the puppies inside. This seemed to be a store specializing in selling Akita.I seemed to see the puppy with three legs running back and forth with me.

The clerk came over and asked me if I wanted to go in and have a look.

I shook my head, after all, I probably don't want to face the pain of separation a second time, no matter which one of us let go suddenly.I suddenly felt a little selfish, the eldest brother was still young, and I was just a stumbling block by dragging him like this.

"Wu Yuan."

I heard someone calling me.

I turned around to see a strange yet familiar face.

I smiled: "Tang Ming."

028

I thought I would never meet Tang Ming again in this life, but fate is really elusive.

He faded away the youthfulness in his youthful memory, and became more mature.

I can't help sighing that life is mostly time pulling people forward. Before you want to grow up, time has already urged you to start quickly.

"Long time no see." I greeted him.

"Well, long time no see."

The word has been uttered countless times, with different objects, with different hysterics.

But it was the first time that it was so calm, I sighed, and there was nothing wrong with it.

At that time, the little rabbit only wanted to be nice to others. Even if there was no ice cream, the candy house decisively gave it away.

"sorry."

I froze for a moment.

Tang Ming was apologizing to me, I smiled and didn't care, "No need to apologize, it's just that I forced you."

That was just my wishful thinking when I was young. It kidnapped Tang Ming's sympathy and forced him to associate with myself. That sunny boy gave up a piece of blue sky and was stumbled by a dirty quagmire.

Tang Ming just doesn't like me.

He was silent for a while.

"Would you like to go in and sit down? This is my shop." I was startled. Although Tang Ming likes pets, I really didn't expect him to run a pet shop.

The boy at that time just hugged the ball and shouted: "I will definitely make a lot of money in the future! Let the world be scared by me!"

What I didn't expect was that he would live in a corner and open a pet shop.

Suddenly a puppy was stuffed in my arms. The puppy was very clingy, its head arched in my arms, its yellow fur was very soft, and there was a small blue square scarf around its neck. Wet, he pawed me curiously, then stuck out his tongue to lick my chin.

"He looks like a coffee bar." Tang Ming's words made me stop playing with the puppy.

"Not like."

He looked at me slightly surprised, "Coffee is not so clingy, it's always smart as hell, and only when it gets into trouble will it take the opportunity to please me like this. Usually it doesn't even like me, it's very afraid of people, afraid of meeting another hit his master."

Tang Ming looked at me for a long time and said, "You really have changed a lot."

"People should grow up." I hugged the milky puppy, and he still sniffed me curiously. I touched his chin, and he made a comfortable sound.

Tang Ming squeezed out a sentence: "Very good."

"It seems that I'm the only one who just runs around in place." He said, "At that time, I obviously liked Wu Ji but dated you. While enjoying your liking, I was killing your heart little by little. When you leave, I just realized that I fell in love with you a long time ago."

"Love at first sight or love after a long time, I don't know which is my heart."

I interrupted him: "It's okay. I already have a lover."

"Wu Ji quite likes you, treat him well."

Tang Ming struggled to say something, but I didn't care anymore. I returned the dog to him and never looked back.

When I went back, my elder brother asked me, what was on my body?I froze for a moment, only to realize it was a pile of dog hair.

I joke: "I have other dogs out there."

The big brother came over to help me undress, "The hot water is ready, go and wash off the smell on your body, the dog is not happy."

I hugged his waist, "together."

【Pull the lamp】

Afterwards, I always like to stare at the big brother’s face. It took me more than a few months to love this young face. I looked at him, and he looked at me. He kissed me until the two The person stopped panting.

I looked at him and cried for some reason.

Perhaps the memory of burying pets in childhood is too deep, and the fragile side of life comes to mind again and again.

He asked me what was wrong in a panic, and I said, I can't bear the way you stand beside others in case I die.I'm going crazy with jealousy just thinking about it, but I can't be so selfish.

He hugged me, "I'm glad you like me so much. It's okay. We won't be apart until death comes."

That was probably the most collapsed time since I knew I was sick, crying and telling others: I am afraid of death.

029

Death had never been so close, not even when my mother died, with such clarity.The ignorant feeling of about to lose someone came too suddenly and too violently.

People are always like this, when they have nothing to worry about, they don't cherish life, but when they are really reluctant, they complain about the injustice of fate.The big brother likes to put me to sleep and go to work secretly, and the lights in the study are always on until late.

And I can't do anything.

I feel pretty incompetent more than ever.

The eldest brother probably sensed something was wrong with me, so he hugged me to calm down my anxiety.

"Get up well, so you can support me."

His words may be like a powerful potion, and my nerves that were about to collapse were suddenly glued together.He was like a driftwood, and I was holding on to him with all my strength.

I was reluctant to let go of my big brother and even got into a bad habit of seemingly needing him every night to fall asleep.Suddenly one day, the elder brother struggled for a long time and said to me: "I want to take you to meet your family, and then we will get married."

I was caught off guard.

"Although we can only marry abroad, I still want to legally register with you." He kissed my eyelids, then knelt down solemnly, and took out a ring from the bedside table.

I don't remember what happened next, I just remember how happy I was—

My dream is probably to have someone I like who can accompany me for the rest of my life.But this wish failed to come true after several twists and turns. I have loved many people, but they don't love me.I feel that I am too cheap, and I will never learn to be chic.

Worrying about gains and losses is like a dead sissy who only has a love brain.

But God is always merciful. In the end, he gave this terrible love brain dead woman a hero with feet on colorful clouds.

030

I went to see the elder brother's father. Mr. Wen was a very imposing man, and he gave me a few lukewarm glances.

"Are you going to marry this man?"

The big brother nodded.

"Do you know that this way you have no inheritance rights?"

"I don't care." The big brother replied very quickly.

Mr. Wen was silent for a long while, and looked at me: "It really is my son, stubborn." He paused, "Then live a good life."

I didn't think it was so simple, my father nearly broke my leg when he found out I was gay.

Mr. Wen lit a cigarette: "This brat has been stubborn since he was a child, and he was very stubborn when he said he ran away from home. Although he came back later, I know he did it for one person."

"That person is you."

After listening to Mr. Wen's words in a daze, after dinner, he was blown by the cold wind after walking out the door before he realized it.

"Does your dad really agree with us being together?"

"Ah."

"Really?"

"Ah."

The big brother held my hand, as if saying: I will accompany you on this rough and rough road.