Beginning and ignorance

Jiang Hanxun couldn't remember when he fell asleep. He had a long dream, so long that his own subconscious was telling himself that it was time to wake up.But he couldn't wake up, the heavy eyelids seemed to be stuck together, and he tried his best to open only a crack, a little light leaked in, and there were blurred figures... Then he fell into a dream again.

In the dream, he kept switching between the age of five and 15.

At the age of five, he followed his father Han Bin.In the autumn of that year, they were stationed in the mountains of a small coastal town in the south, and the team led by Han Bin shouldered a heavy responsibility.He was too young at that time to understand the tasks of Han Bin and his comrades-in-arms. He only remembered that since he was stationed in the mountains, the daily training of that team was harder and more rigorous than others.

Someone said to Han Bin: "It would be too much to take Xiaoxun with you in the future. If something happened to you, it would be considered an honorable death in the line of duty. What's the matter with the child following you to see these things?"

Faced with such a proposal, Han Bin just smiled and said, "It's okay, this kid has a strong heart and can handle anything."I don't know if others take this seriously, but Han Xun has heard it too much, so he took it seriously, always believing that his heart is stronger than others.

But Han Bin, who always said so, finally made a report to his superiors and declared that he would not bring Han Xun with him in the future, hoping that the organization could make a suitable arrangement for the child.On the day the report was submitted, he took Han Xun to the jungle where they trained.

Five-year-old Han Xun was riding on his father's shoulders, listening to him talk about how he usually trains and what is the use of each training.They walked out of the jungle all the way. There was a river in front of them, and the jungle was still on the other side of the river.

Han Bin said: "Son, did you see it? That's Vietnam, and Dad will go there soon to perform a mission. You have to wait here for Dad to come back, and Dad will send you to school when the time comes, you know?"

Han Xun lay on his father's head, squinted his eyes and looked there, nodded, and replied: "Got it."

Not long after, when winter came, Han Bin and his team left the base for half a month.One evening, gunshots came from the jungle, and the entire base immediately entered a fighting state, and Han Xun was placed in a safe air-raid shelter.At first, he was accompanied by others, and then all the members went out to participate in the battle.

Regarding the events of that day, Han Xun's memory has long been blurred. Even if he deliberately recalls, he only remembers the gunshots, the sunset, and the last person who left him said "Don't be afraid, we will be back soon." up".As for how he climbed out of the air-raid shelter alone, how he ran to the river, and how he was shot, he forgot everything.

But all of this was very clear in the dream.

He saw his five-year-old self staring at the opening of the air-raid shelter that was not compressed, touched by the fading light outside, and finally opened the opening, followed the route that Han Bin took him, under the cover of trees, until he reached the river. side.It was getting dark, and the insects and ants in the forest did not know that humans were fighting fiercely, and followed their own living habits and croaked from time to time.

Han Xun lay prone in the grass, listening to the movement of human beings, and when the surroundings became quiet, he slipped to the river.

At that time, due to the fall of night, the situation of the battle changed, and both sides entered a period of crawling again. As long as one side made any movement, they would fight again.This movement is both a danger and an opportunity.

No one expected that the movement would be brought out by a child named Han Xun.

The sound of gunfire seemed to be rubbing against his ears. Han Xun had lived in the army for a long time, and he was more affected by his ears and eyes. He was not afraid of this kind of sound, and he just got down on the ground again by instinct.But immediately after, someone lifted him up.

In the dark, he couldn't tell who the other party was, he only heard the sentence "be quiet", and let the other party manipulate him.

He thought that the person who spoke Mandarin must be a member of the team, an uncle he was familiar with, so that when the bullet grazed his left chest, he still firmly trusted the people around him... In fact, until he walked away from the ghost gate After a circle, a small life was rescued in a thrilling manner, and he didn't know who was the one who used him to block the gun at that time.

But that's not important anymore. The news that caught him off guard was Han Bin's sacrifice even more than when he got injured by rushing into the battlefield.He didn't even get to see Han Bin's body because he himself was in a coma for too long...

The dream about the five-year-old ended abruptly by the river.

Looking down at the five-year-old from the current perspective, he has great curiosity about that person back then.There is no hatred, just want to know who the other party is, even if it is a teammate, an enemy or an undercover agent, it is fine.But the subconscious didn't store that part of the information for him, and the dream couldn't dig it out for him.

Meng turned around and brought him to 15 years old.

At this time, he had been "Jiang Hanxun" for ten years. He was the second young master of the Jiang family, Jiang Dongwei's inseparable brother, and... a brother with evil intentions.He didn't know when that thought came from. At the age of 15, it was the period when he was desperately hiding and suppressing. In order not to be discovered, he had just begun to restrain himself from intimate contact with Jiang Dongwei.

However, that ordinary but unusual morning gave him a fatal blow.

The gunshot wound at the age of five still left some after-effects on his body, or in the deep psychological level.The most obvious manifestation is that every time near the time of the injury that year, he would have a short-term cardiac arrest for no reason.

The Jiang family knew his physical condition, so every November, the family doctor was always at home.But that year, his symptoms came very early.It was late October, three days short of November, and he didn't wake up as usual in the morning.

Jiang Dongwei is usually used to his younger brother calling him to get up, but this day he slept until he woke up naturally. He was very surprised that Jiang Hanxun would also wake up late, so he triumphantly rushed into Jiang Hanxun's room, trying to arrest him.Approaching the bed, he lifted the quilt directly, only to find that Jiang Hanxun was eerily quiet, with no sign of breathing.Stretch out your hand to confirm that the person is sick.

In the past, there were doctors around, and they took precautions. Once this happened, they would be put on a ventilator immediately, supplemented by defibrillation.There was no doctor at the moment, Jiang Dongwei didn't even think about it, and immediately leaned over and hugged Jiang Hanxun, and gave him artificial respiration.

According to the doctor's advice, this was not an appropriate, or even a safe, method, but Jiang Dongwei had no choice but to do artificial respiration with all his might. He lost Jiang Hanxun's breath, and finally managed to save him.

When Jiang Hanxun woke up from a coma, the first thing he saw was Jiang Dongwei's face, which was already a little blue due to too much and too fast breathing. The first five senses to regain consciousness was the touch of Jiang Dongwei's lips against his own. .Even though he knew that the other person was out to save lives, he was incorrigibly attached to this touch, and he was so determined that he could no longer make any corrections to this person.

Sometimes looking back on his past life, Jiang Hanxun would think that the winter when he was five years old was the moment when he lost a heart.And the winter at the age of 15 was the beginning of his gaining another heart.The beating strength and vitality of this heart are no weaker than the one he lost.He lived like a walking dead for ten years, and this day he really got a new life.

So, who is Jiang Dongwei?

Regarding this question, he has repeatedly asked and adjusted himself, and over the years, he has gradually come to a tentatively accurate position: Rather than saying that Jiang Dongwei is the love he can't ask for, it is better to say that he is the love he is willing to pay for. All saviors.Jiang Dongwei saved his life, not only physically, but also spiritually.

This thought lingered in his mind, covering the dream that he couldn't wake up from, and gradually broke free from the consciousness of the dream and said to himself again, "Wake up, wake up".Following the guidance of the voice in his head, he opened his eyelids again, as if the light of the real world leaked into his vision again.

"Second Brother, Second Brother!" A figure wavered in front of him.

who is it?He subconsciously questioned.

The man turned his head and yelled loudly: "Brother, Brother Xun seems to be waking up!"

A slightly majestic reprimand came from a distance: "I won't go over by myself, what are you shouting, what should I do if I wake him up?"

"What nonsense..." The person in front of him muttered in a low voice.

At this time, Jiang Hanxun's consciousness has become much clearer, and the doubts in his heart have been basically cleared with the awakening of consciousness. Although his eyelids are still heavy and difficult to open, he still clearly knows that Jiang Xichen is in front of him.Then, the person Jiang Xichen shouted was naturally Jiang Dongwei.

He habitually thought, what time is it now, did Jiang Dongwei use his illness as an excuse not to go to work again?Is there any important meeting today?Do you want to go out and do activities?Which outfit do you have?Has the speech been reviewed... Questions flashed through my mind one by one, but I found that there was no answer to any of them, and I finally recovered.

——This time he is not in the United States, he Jiang Hanxun no longer has the function of preparing everything for Jiang Dongwei's work, and Jiang Dongwei...Jiang Dongwei should not have appeared in his ward at all!

Why is he here?

Puzzled and anxious about the abnormal situation stabbed his nerves fiercely, he finally opened his eyes.

The first thing that catches the eye is Jiang Dongwei's frowning and dignified face.He was stunned, staring blankly at this face, forgetting again when and where it was.

Just as Jiang Dongwei pushed Jiang Xichen away and took a seat beside the hospital bed, Jiang Hanxun just opened his eyes.He looked at this person carefully, compared it with the memory of more than a month ago, and after confirming that he was neither thin nor fat, nor black nor white, he was more satisfied.But immediately after meeting the eyes that had just opened, he felt a little displeased again.

Why are you staring blankly?

He reached out and patted that face, and called softly: "Xun, Jiang Hanxun, do you feel it? Do you know me?"

Jiang Hanxun: "..."

Jiang Dongwei turned his head to look at the young master next to him: "Why is your second brother ignoring me... Sigh, go find the doctor and see what's going on, is it because their medical conditions are not good here, don't make your second brother stupid gone."

Hearing this, Jiang Hanxun wished he could jump up and give this big fool a slap.

This big fool's giving orders has always been useful to the little brother, Jiang Xichen got the order, "Oh", and went out, closing the door behind him.In this single VIP ward, there were only the two of them left.

Jiang Dongwei pulled up a chair, sat on the edge of the bed, clasped his index finger, gently pressed Jiang Hanxun's cheek with his knuckles, and asked with a smile: "Do you feel better, do you want to drink water?" After finishing speaking, Jiang Hanxun nodded Chin, immediately brought over the water that Jiang Xichen had prepared on the table, helped him up with his empty hand, fed him and drank half a glass, and then asked, "Are you still lying down? Sit down, so you can talk."

Jiang Hanxun said "um", and sat on the bed, Jiang Dongwei also sat back in the chair, and the two faced each other.