All the worlds of me and you in quick time travel

My mother said, the deeper the hatred, the less strong it is because the hatred is not enough. If I am strong enough, no one will be able to interfere in my life, and I will not be as unhappy as her, and I can’t even keep myself...

My mother said, sorrow must come by itself, pain must come by itself, all joy and joy, sorrow and sorrow, all have to hide in a corner, and enjoy it alone without seeing the sun...

My mother said that everything you can’t get is good, but what you get is not necessarily bad. When you throw it away, you have to think about it for a second. It’s best to keep it incompletely discarded.

The mother also said that the mask should grow on the face, and it can only be taken off in front of the family. You can't show any skin until you see through other people's thoughts. As her gentle son, he was born to be...

what is it then?Oh, come to think of it, it should be the one who can't get love.So, to be outstanding, to please, he has nothing, outsiders are not reliable, and others cannot be trusted, what you want, you have to hide in your heart silently, secretly spying, and then what?Oh, yes, relying on your own means to coax, snatch, then possess, and then throw away...

Yuehua took advantage of the opportunity of throwing away things to buy things a few days ago, and asked Jin Yan to deal with the things Chen Ze gave him. Taking advantage of the time when Wen Rou went to church, he found someone to install a pinhole camera by hanging small ornaments. He also specially inspected the site and installed two more in the place with the fewest people, but he didn't expect it to come in handy so soon.

The Wen family is indeed too loose. That's right, the bodyguards are very powerful. Many of them are retired special forces, and some are recruited and sent by Wen Min. Naturally, their abilities are beyond words.But no one should be allowed in. That woman is obviously an old acquaintance with Jin Yan, and she might be a member of the same family.

It was only now that he realized that everything was beyond his imagination. He suddenly realized that everyone around him seemed untrustworthy. He really answered that sentence. Under the unicorn skin, there are no good things...

What puzzled him the most was that the 17-year-old boy who seemed so-so hid himself so deeply.

Yuehua felt that the whole Wen family was like a big stage, everyone was colorful and wrapped themselves up layer by layer.Gentle on the surface is soft and weak, but actually has a delicate mind and deep scheming; Wen Ai looks like a sunny boy, but from the video Kunlun gave, it seems that he is not like that, and seems to hide many secrets; Have any good intentions; Mingyu has extremely low self-esteem, and is even a little abnormal; Wen Feng, maybe he is also wide on the outside and deep on the inside... Forget it, let’s not mention him, anyway, one by one, it’s not easy to save money. .

I'm afraid that even Wen Ya is not kind in this game, and the Buddha's mouth and snake's heart are not necessarily...

I hope, it is because he thinks human nature is too evil, and he is the one who judges others by himself, and uses the stone to ascend...

However, what kind of hole cards, what kind of confidence, and how thick of nerves can make the old man so assured that he can gather a bunch of juniors together to live together?Let the enemy find it, wouldn't it be a mess?

And... did he get it wrong?Isn't the protagonist supposed to be the darling of heaven, the son of luck? Jin Yan is okay, but gentle... The Wen family's neglect of her is a bit too much.

"Kunlun, as the heroine, how could Wenrou be in such a miserable life?" He felt that asking Kunlun was the quickest, even if what Kunlun said was useless in many cases, he would hold back what was useful.

"Host, this is stipulated in the world line. The world line says so, and they live like this."

Write? "You just said to write? You mean this is not the real world?" Yuehua felt that he had grasped something crucial.

"Yes. This is not the real world, and all the people don't really exist. The only thing that exists is the host."

The only thing that exists is... only...

Yuehua felt chills all over his body. What he saw, touched, smelled, and heard didn't exist?Everything around him suddenly broke into pieces, and endless darkness stretched out around him, without sound or light, and he returned to the darkness, lonely, cold, pitiful, alone...

"elder sister!"

It seems that someone's voice came from far, far away, in a trance, hollow, the voice gradually became louder, a bit noisy...

"Here, my sister won't be stupid, right?" The boy in pajamas with messy hair lay on the side of the bed with a worried expression on his face, asking the people around him.

In Yuehua's room, the half-white-haired family doctor hung up the infusion bottle, adjusted the infusion set, and smiled when he heard this, "Don't think about it, young master, it's not an infectious disease, besides, the eldest lady is not a child, where is it?" It’s so easy to burn out the brain. It’s just that I’ve been exposed to allergens, I’ve got a slight fever, I’m too tired, and I’ve caught a cold, but it’s okay, the most dangerous stage has passed, just put this bottle infusion and have a good sleep, it’s almost done. Wait until you wake up Enough."

Wen Rou stood at the door, looking at the people in the room indifferently, her chest was tight, she bit her lip unconsciously, she never thought that Wen Ya would be so fragile.

Jin Yan stood aside, pursed his lips tightly, lost the smile he had been carrying all the time, was a little stiff, his eyes were a little confused and empty, he just stared blankly at Yuehua who was sleeping on the bed and couldn't wake him up no matter what.

The doctor put away the equipment on the table and gave some precautions, "You should eat lightly, and you must not scratch the rash, as it will leave scars. Before it's done, it's best not to touch anything with fluff, or it will hurt you if it starts to itch. I can't take it." Closing the box, he turned around, "Oh, yes, there's that..." Jin Yan didn't respond, so he turned his head to ask Wen Ai, with a very kind smile on his face, "Can you send me?" Shall I go down? The old man has bad legs and feet, he really can't get out of this big house by himself."

"Oh, I'm sorry, we were rude and asked Jin Yan to see you off. Jin Yan?" Wen Ai turned his head and called out in doubt. Jin Yan came back to his senses and looked at Wen Ai, but Wen Ai frowned, a little Dissatisfied, "What are you doing! Go to the doctor."

Only then did Jin Yan realize that he had lost his composure, and bowed slightly, "I'm sorry," he helped the doctor lift the box, made a gesture of asking, and was half a step ahead, "Please go this way."

Jin Yan glanced at the sleeping Yuehua again, and gently closed the door.

Wen's house is big, but not too many people, because it was night, Yuehua's illness didn't alarm too many people.In the boundless darkness, the dizzy lights illuminated the way forward, and Jin Yan walked in front, neither too fast nor too slow.

"This..." The doctor spoke first. In such a gloomy environment, if you don't talk to someone, wouldn't it be too psychologically challenging.

"My surname is Jin." Jin Yan slightly bowed his head sideways.

The doctor waved his hand to indicate that there is no need to be so restrained. I am not your boss, and I will not eat you. You don't need to be like this.

Jin Yan didn't speak, the doctor just said, "Look at you, you're new here, I've never seen you before."

Jin Yan opened his eyelids slightly, showing a questioning look in the night, and replied, "Yes, I am the lady's deacon." After a pause, he asked again: "Doctor, do you come here often?"

"Ah?" The doctor smiled, as if thinking of something, "Yeah, I come here every day, I come here often, I can see you growing up, hahahaha..."

Jin Yan narrowed his eyes, come often?Because of who?He didn't want to think about that person...

"Deacon...the Wen family unexpectedly has another deacon..." The voice was soft, as if recalling the past.

"What did the doctor say?" Jin Yan was vague and didn't hear clearly.

"It's nothing." The doctor sighed and exclaimed, "A deacon is not something that ordinary people can do. Especially with a delicate and fragile allergic constitution like your lady, you should pay more attention to some small things. Allergies can be big or small. , What should I do if I accidentally go into shock? As her deacon, you should pay more attention." Otherwise, it is possible to accidentally die...

"Allergic constitution?" He never knew that his young lady still had such a troublesome constitution.

"Well, don't you know?" The doctor showed a questioning expression, and said earnestly, "How can you be so negligent? Your lady is allergic to many things, young man, you need to practice more. Alright, arrive."

The driver parked outside opened the door, took the box from Jin Yan's hand and put it in the car.The doctor patted Jin Yan on the shoulder, "Do well, you will have a bright future as a deacon of the Wen family, ah, hahahaha."

Jin Yan bowed to see him off, "Go slowly." The doctor walked a few steps, then turned around when he heard the voice, and looked at Jin Yan who was bowing politely. The past was vague, and he seemed to be an old friend. Chen..."

Jin Yan raised his head suspiciously, but the doctor woke up like a dream, Na Na laughed to cover up his gaffe, hesitated for a while, and said as if with advice, "Human, you still have to guard the boundary, if you accidentally cross it I have crossed the border and done irreparable mistakes, and it will be futile to make up for it. Mr. Jin, I hope you will be a good deacon." After speaking, he bowed and said goodbye, got into the car, and drove into the dark night.

There were no lights on the dark mountain road, and a car was driving steadily. The orange-white headlights cut through the darkness, revealing the true colors of the gloomy surroundings.

Looking at that Jin Yan, he seemed to see the person 20 years ago, elegant and decent, gentle and polite, a rare gentleman, but not a qualified deacon.

Because, he made his master fall in love with him, but he fell in love with someone else...

Now, the Wen family has another deacon, a proud lady, an elegant and perfect deacon, what a familiar combination...

Hey, it's all evil fate, I can't control it, I don't want it, I don't want it...

Sitting in the back seat, the doctor sighed as he looked at the ever-reversing vegetation and guardrails faintly visible outside the window.

Jin Yan looked at Yuanchi's car, rubbed the thumb and middle finger of his left hand twice, then stopped suddenly, and walked back with pensive eyes, not knowing what he was thinking.

Yuehua felt that he couldn't move his hands and feet, as if he was imprisoned by something, immersed in the bottomless sea water, the cold, suffocating current rushed up, pressing him tightly, he couldn't open his eyes, and he couldn't open his eyes. I can't make any effort, I can't see or smell anything, the surrounding is very quiet, only the gurgling sound of the turbulent water, and the tinkling sound that is not very clear through the thick diaphragm.He could feel something surrounding him, skimming his skin and running up, bumping into something and falling down, rubbing against his neck.His skin felt numb, unable to feel temperature and pain, as if he had been anesthetized and out of control.He wanted to frown, but found that he didn't even have the strength to frown, like a corpse sunk in the sea, tied hands and feet, swayed by the impact of ocean currents, and finally returned to the original place.

It was as if something was touching his lips, soft. He felt that he was slowly withdrawing from the deep sea and gradually approaching the surface of the sea. He heard people walking around and felt the faint light. The feeling of pain also came back slowly, the chest was stuffy, the head was dizzy as if soaked in ice water, the hands were pulled up by someone, wrapped by something, warm and hot.

Jin Yan wrapped Yuehua's infusion hand with a hot towel to keep her from being so cold.

Yuehua's face was very pale, and her lips, which used to be red without embellishments, had lost all color, and her dry skin was chapped. Even if Jin Yan moistened him with a cotton swab, she still looked pale and terrifying.

Jin Yan has always known that people are very fragile, and a little thing may kill a person.In the past, when he looked at those people who did stupid things for their so-called lovers, he would laugh stupidly. What kind of lover, for one person, gave up so much, what is not stupidity?

He once ridiculed Merrigan for remembering a dead woman, blindly wanting to hand over the family to Darren; he didn't understand that old K killed a political official for a woman, and degenerated from a promising special soldier to a shameless killer ; do not understand Vincent's desire for his family, always want to intervene in any of their affairs; do not understand that after Alice killed her father with her own hands, she desperately smoked her father's favorite cigarette, in the name of remembering her mother Lessons……

Just half a month ago, he had told Alice that he would not give up his position for some unimportant things.

However, now, he felt that if he could use his power, his property, or even his hatred for Melligan, if these could be used to exchange for Yuehua's improvement, he would not hesitate to offer it respectfully.

He who recovered his memory laughed at him who lost his memory, thinking that he was naive and stupid, he was obedient to a little girl, and even gave Wen Ya the things he found with great difficulty.She also looked guilty and sorry, for fear that Wen Ya would be angry.His subsequent connivance towards Wen Ya, his heart softening whenever he sees Wen Ya, these feelings are all regarded as the sequelae of amnesia, as long as he gradually distances himself from Wen Ya, human beings, with distance, there will be no feelings.Although during this period, his eyes and ears would always unconsciously follow Wen Ya, he tried hard to control himself not to think, not to do, and even began to let Wen Ya do some things that he was not allowed to do before amnesia, and then A person is suppressing the strangeness in his heart.

Until now, when something happened to Wen Ya because of his evasive dodging, and seeing the pale young lady's heart pounding like a knife, anger, resentment and strong regret pounding his chest and brain, making him unable to think, he realized that childish It's not Jin Yan who has amnesia, but he is naive. He obviously likes it, loves it, and doesn't want to part with it. Why should he do something that he hates like self-torture? The things that restrain the Wen family, now that I think about it, Alice must have seen such a clumsy lie, and the thing that can restrain the Wen family, the most restraining thing, is nothing but gentleness.That's why she left happily without fear of serious troubles and stopped persuading him to go back. She must be looking forward to seeing herself struggling and regretting in the future.

Jin Yan laughed at his timidity, that's right, how could he be so stupid and cowardly, if he hadn't hesitated, hadn't evaded, hadn't flinched and wanted to leave, and let Wen Ai and his young lady go out, wouldn't he have been punished? If someone hits him, he won't be splashed with that damned juice, he won't... he won't lie here and suffer, until now he's unconscious, with rashes all over his body.

Who can he blame?He can't blame anyone, it's just an accident, an accident that happened when he wasn't around his lady, the only one who can blame him is himself, and the only one who should blame that bastard named Jin Yan...