Irreplaceable

From then on, Shen Zhiyuan became more and more silent.I often sit in a daze, sitting in one place for a long time, and I don’t know what I’m thinking about.

The rare thing is that Cheng Yi has been going home every night recently.

He could tell that Shen Zhiyuan definitely had something on his mind, and it was very serious.In fact, he more or less guessed something, it should be because of what Cheng Jinghua said.Every time he thought of this, he wished he could immediately go back to the Cheng family's old house, drag Cheng Jinghua out and beat him up.

However, it was obvious that he couldn't leave right now, Shen Zhiyuan's condition was really bad, so he thought about taking Shen Zhiyuan out for a walk to relax.

When Shen Zhiyuan heard what Cheng Yi said to him, he recovered from his daze and forced a smile: "Why do you want to go shopping all of a sudden?"

Cheng Yi sat down next to him: "Baby, I mainly want to take you out for a walk. You seem to be very preoccupied recently."

Shen Zhiyuan didn't answer his words, but asked: "Where do you want to go shopping?"

"you decide."

Shen Zhiyuan lowered his eyes and thought for a while: "Go back to university, I want to go back and have a look."

At this time, Cheng Yi naturally followed Shen Zhiyuan, and immediately said: "Okay, let's go back to the university to have a look."

On the weekend, the two drove back to the university campus.

After getting out of the car, even Cheng Yi felt a little emotional. It has been five years since he and Shen Zhiyuan were together in college.

Shen Zhiyuan looked at the gate of the university, the security guards guarding the gate were no longer the same people as before, and had put on several new faces.

Come to think of it, it hasn't been long since I left university, so why is everything changing so quickly?

He walked towards the campus.

Seeing this, Cheng Yi hurriedly followed.

Fortunately, the scenery has not changed much, and it is still familiar.

When he and Cheng Yi were still in college, they often wandered around the campus.

I remember one time, the two were sitting on the lawn blowing the wind.

It was afternoon, and the sunset glow dyed half of the sky red.

Cheng Yi was sitting, and he lay down on Cheng Yi's lap.He looked at the sunset and sighed sincerely: "Cheng Yi, look quickly, the sky is so beautiful."

Cheng Yi looked down at him: "How can you be more beautiful?"

Shen Zhiyuan was amused: "What is beautiful, what are you talking about?"

Cheng Yi raised his brows: "You can't talk nonsense, so what if I do nonsense?"

After finishing speaking, he adjusted his posture, pressed Shen Zhiyuan on the lawn, and kissed him...

At that time, the two would also visit the roadside stalls outside the school.

Of course, Shen Zhiyuan went shopping.A young master like Cheng Yi has a serious obsession with cleanliness. Every time he sees small vendors sprinkling condiments on various snacks, he will frown: "Is this edible?"

However, when Shen Zhiyuan bought it for himself to eat alone, Cheng Yi would come up to him again, take a bunch of barbecue over with a disgusted face, and eat it bitterly.

Shen Zhiyuan was amused by his appearance: "It's fine if you don't want to eat, don't force yourself."

He could clearly see Cheng Yi's reluctance.

Who knew that Cheng Yi didn't appreciate it: "No, I want to eat what you eat."

Shen Zhiyuan usually didn't understand what kind of logic this was, but after many times, he didn't bother to think about it.

Every time in the future, he will silently and deliberately order more weight for one person.

When I returned to the campus again, the past scenes came back to my heart.

The tree-lined path we walked together...

Some delicious restaurant we ate together...

Together……

Too much together.

There are so many things that make people feel heavy and can't let go.

It was already afternoon when the two walked out of the campus.

Shen Zhiyuan turned his head to look at the university behind him.He had a strong premonition.It seems that coming here this time is just to draw a full stop.

He and Cheng Yi started here, and it seems that they will also... end here.

"Okay, don't be reluctant, we'll just come back when we have time." Cheng Yi saw Shen Zhiyuan looking back all the time, thinking that he was reluctant to leave here, so he said comfortingly.

What he didn't know was that Shen Zhiyuan couldn't bear to be here, he couldn't bear to be with the people he had been with here and what happened.

"Let's go." Shen Zhiyuan looked away.

Coincidentally, just as the two walked down the steps, they ran into several business partners they had worked with before.

The reason why he was so impressed was because these few people were met by Cheng Yigang when he founded his own company. At that time, Shen Zhiyuan was still working with him.

They are all "comrades in arms" who fought together in the past. Although Cheng Yi's company is naturally the best developed now, after meeting each other, they immediately became acquainted again.

One of them yelled, "It's such a coincidence that we met here."

"Let's go back to the university and take a look." Shen Zhiyuan answered his words, and his dull mood eased a lot during this time.

A person walked towards them in surprise: "Okay, you are still working together."

He turned his head to the other people behind him and said, "Look, let me just say, who is willing to let go of an employee like Youzhiyuan who works harder than the boss?"

The rest of the people also came over, and someone joked: "Zhiyuan, why don't you come and work for me, I will double the salary Cheng Yi gave you."

Cheng Yi laughed and scolded: "Prying the corner of the wall in front of me, I'm getting impatient."

Hearing what he said, Shen Zhiyuan turned his head to look at him, and then looked away.

Cheng Yi realized in an instant that he had just answered the wrong words, but it was impossible to change his words now.

In fact, as they said, Shen Zhiyuan has a strong working ability. When the two started their business together, Shen Zhiyuan was completely his right-hand man.

But then he suddenly realized that he couldn't let a lover get involved in his career.

That's why.

So, he called Shen Zhiyuan to the office and expressed that he did not want him to stay in the company any longer.Fortunately, apart from being surprised, Shen Zhiyuan didn't refute him, and accepted it obediently, which made it easier for him to deal with it.

Another partner also came to join in the fun: "Then I will pay ten times the head office."

The words were addressed to Shen Zhiyuan, and Shen Zhiyuan did not expose Cheng Yi, but followed the man's words and said: "Mr. Jiang, you also come to poach the wall in front of my boss."

A group of people walked into a restaurant laughing and joking. Since they met, it was inevitable to eat and drink.

During the meeting, everyone talked about the situation since the start of the business to the present. Naturally, some people succeeded in starting a business, while more people ended in failure.

It was during the meal that Shen Zhiyuan noticed that there was a person who kept looking at him, hesitant to speak.

He thought about it in his mind, and finally remembered such a person.

This person's name is Xiao Chi, he is a native northerner, tall and thin, with a dark complexion, honest and shy at the same time.

Shen Zhiyuan guessed that the other party had something to say to him, so he used an excuse to go to the bathroom.

He waited by the sink for a while now, and sure enough Xiao Chi also walked in.

Shen Zhiyuan had a good impression of him before, so now he asked politely, "Did you ask me for something?"

Xiao Chi did have something to tell him, but he was hesitant to meet him face to face.

Shen Zhiyuan knew his shy temperament, so he was not in a hurry and just waited.

Finally, Xiao Chi opened his mouth: "Why are you and Cheng Yi still together?"

Shen Zhiyuan was stunned for a moment, and said with a smile: "Why do you ask such a question?"

In fact, Xiao Chi was the only one who knew about the relationship between Shen Zhiyuan and Cheng Yi among the people who started the business together. Although he didn't talk much, he was careful, so he saw it.

However, even if he saw it, he kept it in his heart and never told anyone else.

This was also one of the reasons why Shen Zhiyuan had a good impression of him.

Xiao Chi said hesitantly: "Well, actually, I saw Cheng Yi...Cheng Yi, he was with someone else."

After he finished speaking, he didn't know if it was right for him to do so, so he lowered his head worriedly.

After a while, Shen Zhiyuan said: "I see, thank you."

"you……"

"Don't worry, I'm fine, you go out first." Shen Zhiyuan cut off his words.

Xiao Chi is not a person who is good at facing these problems, and he didn't know how to comfort him, so he nodded and went out.

After Xiao Chi went out.

Shen Zhiyuan propped his hands on the sink, as if his strength had been taken away from his whole body, he looked at himself in the mirror blankly.

why?

Why the more he wanted to escape, the more he didn't want to admit it, the more someone came to remind him.

Remind him that Cheng Yi is just playing for a while.

Remind him that from the beginning to the end, he was the only one who plunged into it foolishly, and was intoxicated without knowing it.

There are two forces in his mind pulling desperately.

While telling him, Cheng Yi said, you have to believe him, you, Shen Zhiyuan, are the only ones for him.

And the voice on the other side is louder, are you still awake?You have been playing like a fool for five years, are you still obsessed with it?

Then, Shen Zhiyuan smiled in the mirror, the smile was uglier than crying, desolate and decisive.

After saying goodbye to those people, Shen Zhiyuan and Cheng Yi returned to the car and prepared to go home.

Shen Zhiyuan got into the car, leaned back on the back of the seat, turned his head to look out the window, and didn't speak.

Cheng Yi had never seen Shen Zhiyuan like this before, he seemed extremely exhausted and lost all vitality.

He asked uneasily, "Baby, what's wrong with you?"

After a long time, Shen Zhiyuan turned his head, looked at him and said: "Cheng Yi, tell me, one person doesn't love another person, why can you pretend to be the real one?"

He was asking Cheng Yi, but it was obvious from the tone that he didn't care about Cheng Yi's answer.

Such Shen Zhiyuan made Cheng Yi panic for no reason, he stopped starting the car, and just talked to Shen Zhiyuan: "Baby, what are you talking about?"

Shen Zhiyuan looked at him, as if he wanted to engrave him in his heart forever, unwilling to miss anything.

Then he opened his mouth: "Cheng Yi, do you remember? You said you would treat me well for the rest of your life."

As soon as I finished speaking, tears fell.

Cheng Yi watched him burst into tears, and was so shocked that he couldn't speak for a moment.

Shen Zhiyuan bent down, buried his head on his knees, and finally cried out, sobbing like a helpless child: "You obviously said it, why didn't it count?"

As soon as he cried, Cheng Yi immediately comforted him in a panic: "It counts, counts, I will agree to whatever you say."

"Obviously I said that." Shen Zhiyuan murmured in pain, crying uncontrollably.

It seems that all the grievances of the past five years have been vented at this moment, which is almost unbearable.

A great unspoken sadness hung over the small compartment.

It made people feel their hearts tugging into a ball.

Cheng Yi didn't know what to do, he clearly noticed that from this moment on, something was about to change.

"Baby, Xiao Yuan, don't cry, okay? From today on, I will do what I say, and I will listen to you in everything, okay?"

He wanted to hug Shen Zhiyuan into his arms, and stretched out his hand, but he didn't move because Shen Zhiyuan began to repel him, not letting him touch.

Cheng Yi didn't quite understand why things suddenly became like this.

I don't know how long it took, but when Shen Zhiyuan finally cried enough, he didn't speak, just pushed the car door and walked out.