Irreplaceable

Obviously the memories are so beautiful, but the reality in front of me is so heartbreaking.

Shen Zhiyuan looked away from the book.

He could almost clearly feel that his relationship with Cheng Yi was deteriorating step by step in a direction he didn't want.

The more reluctant you are, the more you want to grab it, but the more powerless you are.

What could be more frightening than being powerless?

However, the decision of their relationship is not in his hands.

Shen Zhiyuan suddenly felt a sense of powerlessness welling up in his heart.

Just then, the doorbell rang.

You can't expect Cheng Yi to go to open the door, Shen Zhiyuan had to adjust his state, and then walked over to open the door.

Standing outside the door was Xu Ning.

Shen Zhiyuan welcomed people in: "Excuse me, it's so late, what's the matter?"

As Xu Ning walked into the house, he said, "I came to Cheng Yi to get a document. I was in a hurry, so I came here at night."

As soon as he finished speaking, he saw Cheng Yi standing in the living room, and he could tell from his expression that something was wrong.

Subconsciously, he looked around again, and when he saw a mess of things, he probably understood it in his heart.

After Cheng Yi saw him, his expression didn't soften much, and he went straight to the study: "Come and get it."

Xu Ning followed in.

After closing the study door, Xu Ning asked, "Did you quarrel?"

Cheng Yi came over with a document: "Aren't you here to get the document?"

By implication, he didn't want to hear nonsense.

Xu Ning knew his temperament, and since he grew up together, he would not be afraid of Cheng Yi, so he continued directly: "Shen Zhiyuan is a very good person, among other things, in the past five years, he has treated you like Cheng Yi." Ask for anything, be humble, there is nothing I can do to you Cheng Yi, as long as anyone with eyes can see it."

Cheng Yi raised his eyebrows disapprovingly, and asked, "So?"

Xu Ning concluded: "He is different from your other lovers."

Cheng Yi seemed to be amused, and said with a sneer: "What's the difference, does Shen Zhiyuan have three heads and six arms, or does he look like a fairy?"

"I know that you have many lovers. In your eyes, he, Shen Zhiyuan, is one of them. He is nothing. But, ask yourself, which one of your other lovers only wants to benefit from you? Shen Zhiyuan is so stupid For you, he first got into trouble with his family, and then gave up a bright future, what else did he not do for you? Between you, he will always be the one who suffers, so be content, Cheng Yi. "

Now, Cheng Yi didn't speak, just lit a cigarette and smoked.

Knowing that he didn't listen, Xu Ning sighed helplessly and asked, "Why did you quarrel this time?"

"Just because I went abroad for a few days, I would give me a face when I came back."

After hearing his answer, Xu Ning was quite surprised: "That's it?"

Cheng Yi didn't say that he lied about working overtime. In fact, he wasn't sure whether Shen Zhiyuan believed it or not.

Xu Ning knew that Shen Zhiyuan would not be such a fussy person, but he didn't go any further, instead he said: "You go abroad this time, and your fiancée is with you, right?"

Cheng Yi took the cigarette from his mouth at once, stared at Xu Ning and said, "How do you know?"

Xu Ning shrugged helplessly: "Would it be strange to hear gossip? Once it spreads to ten, ten spreads to a hundred. I say this just to remind you that since I know everything, Shen Zhiyuan will know sooner or later." What are you going to do then?"

Cheng Yi said without thinking, "What else can I do? What happened to my marriage?"

In his opinion, even if he is married, as long as he is willing, he and Shen Zhiyuan can still live like this.

Xu Ning knew that it would be useless for him to talk too much now, so he just persuaded: "No matter what, it's all your fault, so go and apologize to others later."

After speaking, he took the document and walked out of the study.

When he went out, Shen Zhiyuan was picking up things on the ground one by one.

Seeing Shen Zhiyuan like this, Xu Ning only sighed.

After Xu Ning left, Cheng Yi came out of the study after a while.

Shen Zhiyuan tidied up the scattered things on the ground, and just when he straightened up, his gaze met Cheng Yi who was opposite him.

He quickly looked away, then walked to the bedroom.

Cheng Yi also followed in.

He had thought a lot in the study alone just now, since he wasn't tired of Shen Zhiyuan yet, so many coaxing people are still necessary.

Anyway, he has nothing to lose.

"Baby, let's have a good time and stop arguing, okay?"

Shen Zhiyuan was picking up his clothes, when he heard Cheng Yi say this sentence behind him.

He didn't answer. After a pause, he continued to arrange his clothes.

Seeing this, Cheng Yi stepped forward unwillingly, ready to hug him from behind.

As soon as Shen Zhiyuan noticed it, he avoided it.

The atmosphere condensed again.

Cheng Yi said in a bad tone: "It's almost enough, have you had enough trouble?"

After listening to his words, Shen Zhiyuan who "hasn't made enough trouble" put down the clothes in his hands, quickly found a quilt from the cabinet, and then walked out of the bedroom.

Cheng Yi didn't know what he was going to do, so he grabbed him: "What are you doing?"

Shen Zhiyuan raised his head and looked at him, there was something Cheng Yi couldn't understand in his eyes, he said slowly: "Cheng Shao can't see it? I'm going to keep making trouble."

Cheng Yi couldn't believe it: "Are you going to sleep in the guest room?"

"Cheng Shao is so smart." Shen Zhiyuan broke away from Cheng Yi's hand with all his strength, and went to the guest room without looking back while hugging the quilt.

Only then did Cheng Yi realize that Shen Zhiyuan called out "Young Master Cheng" one after another. For some reason, after hearing this, he felt extremely uncomfortable.

He walked around twice, but was still so angry that he broke a glass on the table with a wave of his hand.

Since he was a child, he always followed his own will, and no one dared to go against him, but Shen Zhiyuan ran into this problem.

"Who do you really think you are?"

He cursed angrily and lay down on the bed.

In the past, whenever he came home, two people would lie on the bed together, but now there is only one person. For no reason, it makes people feel that the bedroom is terribly quiet, and the bed is also so big that people can't touch things.

Although he was a little unaccustomed, Cheng Yi was not affected much and fell asleep quickly.

Room.

Shen Zhiyuan stared at the ceiling blankly, his mind went blank, he could not think of anything, and he was unwilling to think of anything.

In the middle of the night, I barely fell asleep.

Strange to say, after he and Cheng Yi quarreled in the past, even if he was dreaming, he would still dream that they were very sweet.This night, I unexpectedly had a sad dream.

He dreamed that he and Cheng Yi actually had a wedding.

In foggy weather, the sea is gray.

On a cruise ship, he and Cheng Yi are getting married.

Even though it was such a big day like getting married, none of the relatives and friends came.

There were only him and Cheng Yi on the entire cruise ship.

He put a ring on Cheng Yi and waited for Cheng Yi to put it on him, but Cheng Yi didn't move around.

In a hurry, he reached for it and prepared to put it on himself.

However, in the next second, he fell into the sea inexplicably.

The sea water was so cold that it made people shiver. He kept thumping and begging for help from Cheng Yi.

Cheng Yi on the cruise ship was indifferent, with a ferocious smile on the corner of his mouth, he walked to the side of the cruise ship, took off the ring that Shen Zhiyuan put on him, and threw the ring that Shen Zhiyuan didn't put on together. Into the sea.

Then, he turned and left without any regrets.

Shen Zhiyuan was left to soak in the icy sea water, desperately searching for the two rings.

Where can I find things thrown into the sea?

"what--"

Shen Zhiyuan suddenly woke up from his dream, the first thing he did was to touch his ring, it was still on his hand.

On Cheng Yi's birthday, the two of them had already put it on.

"Am I in a daze?"

Shen Zhiyuan laughed at himself, but he couldn't fall asleep anymore.

Since that night, the two have entered a state of cold war.

Cheng Yi doesn't come back several times a week.

Shen Zhiyuan usually goes home after get off work, settles the puppy, and then makes dinner for the two of them.

If Cheng Yi doesn't come back, he will throw away that share.

That's how it goes.

On this day, when he was working in the company, Shen Zhiyuan went to drink tea instead of water, and bumped into Wang Qing who hadn't seen him for a long time.

"Mr. Wang."

After Wang Qing received the water, he turned around and was a little surprised to see it was him, but that surprise soon turned into shock.

When did Shen Zhiyuan become so thin?

Originally, Shen Zhiyuan had a thin body, but now he was that kind of haggard and pale.

In just one month, what did he go through?

Wang Qing restrained and restrained, so that his words did not sound so abrupt: "Director Shen, you are very busy these days? It seems that you haven't taken good care of yourself."

Shen Zhiyuan smiled at him: "The weather is hot, and I don't have an appetite to eat, so I lost some weight."

He was sorry that he used a bunch of lies to deal with Wang Qing's concern every time, but it was impossible for him to tell the truth, which would be very embarrassing for both of them.

Wang Qing answered his words: "That's right, it's getting hot recently, so eat more refreshing food."

"Well, I remember what Mr. Wang said."

"That's not true. Only when employees are healthy can they earn more money for the company. You must pay attention to your health."

Shen Zhiyuan smiled and said, "Then I'll go back to work and try to earn more money for the company."

"Well, let's go."

After Shen Zhiyuan left, Wang Qing stood alone in the tea room, lost in thought.

If it is said that when he first came into contact with Shen Zhiyuan, he still cared about him out of politeness, then now, he can almost be sure of his deepest thoughts, that he wants to protect Shen Zhiyuan, wants to make him truly smile, Instead of having to deal with laughing in front of people.

It's a pity that he can't even be Shen Zhiyuan's friend at present.

Because, compared to his inner desire, he would rather choose to respect Shen Zhiyuan's decision.