when i used to love you

he's changed.About half a month ago.

It started one afternoon, he didn't look for me, and went home alone.Since then, every time I went to him, he would falter or evade something.I wondered if it was he who had discovered something.But that doesn't seem to be the case.

So after school this afternoon, instead of blocking him at the door of their classroom as before, I chose a roundabout tactic - to follow him.I quietly followed behind him.He turned around, and when I was about to be dizzy, he finally slowed down.I took a closer look and was instantly furious!

At the end of this alley is the town's hooligan stronghold.I hid behind a broken wall and watched him greet a yellow-haired boy very familiarly, sitting on the broken container, took out a cigarette from his pocket, lit it skillfully, and it was gone Leaning against the wall like a bone, he began to puff.

I was almost blinded by the smoke.Those bastards in fancy clothes with cynical expressions on their faces are the people I hate the most!However, how did you go there too?

I seemed to see that young man with a bright smile drifting away and finally blending into the smoke.I don't understand, what is the reason that made this pure white boy look like this in an instant?

I didn't linger any longer, the smoke almost suffocated me.I ran away from there.At first, what I liked was nothing but the boy who was not stained with dust.now……

I spent two days in a trance like this, and there seemed to be a mess in my mind, entangled me.I even thought pessimistically, that's it, this secret love ended without a problem, and we were like two straight lines, after a long journey, we finally intersected, but gradually drifted apart.

On the third day, my spirit gradually improved.But my heart still felt empty, as if something had been dug out.

Today, it rained again.I didn't bring an umbrella, so I had to wait at the door of the building.In a trance, I seem to have returned to the not long ago, under the bus stop, he with a smile on his face handed me an umbrella...

Suddenly, I figured out something, and rushed to the first floor.Yes, the person I like, no matter what he becomes, he will be the same...with a heart that will never change!

From a long distance, I saw him in the bustling crowd.He is still the same.She has short chestnut hair with slightly raised ends, old-fashioned plate glasses, and a slender figure like bamboo.

I pushed through the crowd and went straight there.She pulled him away and walked into the building.He froze for a moment, found it was me, and began to struggle desperately.I dragged him all the way to the empty hall.

"Why did you go to that alley?" As soon as I came up, I went straight in.

He was obviously taken aback, and shouted like a small animal: "Where am I going, with you..."

"It has nothing to do with me, right?" I sneered, "It's a big deal! Abandoning my friends, fooling around with a group of ignorant people every day, and learning so many bad things... Yue Zhiyu, You are getting fatter!"

He suddenly became quiet, and mist filled his eyes.He squatted down slowly, burying his head deeply in his knees.

My heart suddenly ached.This little guy must have happened.

I leaned against the wall and waited patiently for him to speak.

After a long time, his voice came, a little hoarse: "Half a month ago...she left."

I was startled.

"She separated from my dad when I was very young, and she pulled me up alone. When I was ten years old, someone came to pick me up suddenly, saying that he was my dad. I went to beg my mother, begging her to let me stay. But she... just touched my head and told me to go to the new house to listen to my dad and auntie. Since then, I hate her so much why she sent me away... Went to the new house, with Big house with a swimming pool. Got an aunt who was pretty but kept beating me behind my back. And a new sister - Dad made time to take her to the park every weekend. I've since Locked myself in the room. At that time, I almost got depression... She would send me something every week, sometimes it was the milk tea powder I like to drink, sometimes it was her pickled pickles... A month ago, she called I went to see her... I didn't, because I was still angry... But, I don't know, I missed it, even for the rest of my life..."

Speaking of this, Yue Zhiyu was sobbing.His voice was low, as if he didn't dare to see the light.My heart suddenly hurts, it hurts.I'm willing to do anything - as long as it makes him happy...

I knelt down and hugged him gently.Clumsy, like my mother patting me when I was a child, patting him on the back.His crying suddenly became louder, crying like a baby.Then he hugged my waist tightly.The two of us, like lunatics, hugged each other tightly in the empty school hall, with tears on our faces.It was as if the whole world was just the two of us.