when i used to love you

half an hour later. In front of the door of "seven", Dr. Lu in a white coat obviously just got off work stood there. In stark contrast to his clean white clothes, his face was as black as the bottom of a pot.That's right, I did something like finding my best friend to come out to overeat after a broken relationship—although this metaphor is a bit inappropriate, I didn't expect that Dr. Lu would really come.

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry!" I hurried over, folded my hands and hurriedly apologized.After a long time of no reply, I raised my head quietly, but what I saw was Doctor Lu's helpless expression, and my heart dropped instantly.

"As an apology and thanks, I'm here to treat you today!" After the crisis was over, I patted my wallet boldly.

"Well, I must order something expensive today, ah, and it should be paired with red wine." Dr. Lu shook his head and showed a slight smile.Then two hours later, I was in deep regret.If you talk about falling in love and overeating, what about the expensive number on the price list!So, the expensive steak was chewed into my belly by a few mouthfuls of beef like I vented my anger.Dr. Lu sitting across from me glanced at me slowly, then put a small piece of steak into his mouth, and chewed it gracefully.But after I had finished eating, I could only look at him resentfully.

Perhaps because he couldn't stand my eyes, Dr. Lu wiped his mouth and said slowly, "I didn't ask you just now, why did you come to me suddenly? Isn't there something important?"

"Ah..." Those memories returned to my mind, and I said awkwardly, "Well, he is also accompanied by someone, and I am not missing..."

"Oh..." Dr. Lu blinked slightly, and said meaningfully, "I'm jealous..."

"Eh..." I didn't refute.Dr. Lu didn't speak any more, so our first meal ended in silence accompanied by the clanging of knives and forks.

"Well, if it's inconvenient, you can go first." I watched Doctor Lu hang up the phone for the ninth time, and said seriously.

"It's impolite to answer the phone during a meal, and it's a gentleman's etiquette to send the other party home after the meal." Dr. Lu actually said something that didn't match his image in a very serious tone, so he was drinking water. I couldn't help but spit it out.

"Hehehe... Yes, I'm sorry..." I wiped the water marks on the table in embarrassment, and secretly observed Dr. Lu's expression.How should I put it, it's weird, not like disgust, more like... trying to hold back a laugh?Well... I pretend I didn't see it.

"Isn't it okay to send the lady home after dinner? But unfortunately, I'm not a cute girl, so you don't have to worry about it at all. And it's my rudeness to call you out suddenly today. I really appreciate you coming out."

Doctor Lu was silent for a moment, then stood up.He didn't wear glasses today, and a pair of gray pupils stared straight at me.Just when I thought I was going to be seen through by him, he looked down at the watch on his wrist and said, "Be careful on the road, I'm leaving first."

"Well, thank you today, Dr. Lu." I also stood up and smiled at him.

On the way back, the street lights were very bright.There are still many pedestrians on the street even at night.It's a big city indeed.I looked at the colorful neon signs and billboards, and walked the streets, surrounded by people I didn't know.

Very lonely feeling.I don't know why.

I secretly despise my sudden literary thoughts.Then I couldn't help thinking in my heart, if I have him by my side now, how great it would be.I hope I have him by my side, only him, I put him in a special position from the very beginning, and there will never be anyone else to replace him.But from the very beginning, I couldn't be the only one by his side.

I shook my head to get those thoughts out of my head.But, we will meet again.