Ask your heart and soul

When their lips met, Cheng Yin froze in place, not daring to make any further movements.This was the first time he kissed someone, even though Xiao had thought about it countless times in his heart, when it really happened, just touching like this would give him a feeling of suffocation like lack of oxygen.Different from the cold touch as imagined, Sui Feng's lips were soft and warm, and his scorching breath hit Cheng Yin's face, bringing shock like a volcanic eruption.He closed his eyes as if dying, not daring to open them, let alone breathe, just counting silently in his heart, one second, two seconds, three seconds...

Three seconds later, he stood up abruptly, without staying for a moment, and quickly ran out of Sui Feng's room.

He didn't even dare to look at Sui Feng, he always felt that the impulsive offense was already disrespectful to Sui Feng.But at the same time, a subtle feeling spread from his lips to his limbs, making him a little unsteady when he stood.Cheng Yin sat back on his bed in a trance, touched his lips, and tentatively stretched out his tongue to lick it. There was a lemon juice-like taste, with a hint of sweetness in the thick sourness.Cheng Yin buried his head under the quilt all at once, feeling the violent heartbeat and rapidly rising body temperature, he swore secretly that even if Sui Feng's "Don't go" just now was not for himself, he would never leave him.

His feelings for him are irreversible.

Sui Feng slowly opened his eyes, staring at the dark ceiling as if out of focus.In fact, when Cheng Yin's lips touched him just now, he woke up.He has always had a very light sleep, plus there have been too many disturbing facts during this period of time, and he has continued to have nightmares.

In the dream, he was also constantly losing, and the important people in his life left him one by one, as if it was the epitome of real life.

First, the younger brother who died by drowning, then the parents who were drifting away, then Bai Wan, friends from the band... Finally, even Cheng Yin had to leave.

Cheng Yin was holding a piece of performing arts contract, with red eyes, standing under the tree in the compound like a poor little rabbit.

Here, it used to be a paradise for them to play when they were young.

Cheng Yin bid farewell to him here.

"Brother Sui Feng, I'm leaving, take care."

"Where are you going?" Sui Feng in the dream was very surprised, he never thought Cheng Yin would leave.Since his younger brother passed away, they moved to this compound, and the child next door has been stalking him. At first he was quite impatient, but the more he looked at him, the more cute he became, as if his younger brother had been reincarnated.The more he missed his younger brother, the better he treated Cheng Yin. He thought that their relationship was already closer than brothers.

Cheng Yin looked at him with tears in his eyes, but his words were extremely firm: "I'm going to be a star, I want to make a lot of money, I will have a lot of love, I don't care about you anymore."

As Cheng Yin said, he stepped back lightly.

Sui Feng felt a pain in his heart, and rushed forward to grab him.

"Don't, don't go, don't go...

"I only have you."

Sui Feng wanted to say this, but he couldn't say it, and he was so anxious that he scratched his ears and cheeks.

"Brother Sui Feng, have you forgotten? You told me to go." Cheng Yin looked at him quietly, then suddenly rushed forward, and lightly touched his lips, Sui Feng woke up suddenly.

He really smelled Cheng Yin's breath on his lips.

It turned out that this was really not a dream.

But Sui Feng didn't dare to wake up.

He clenched his fist tightly, for one second, two seconds, three seconds... With a light touch on his lips, the heavy burden disappeared.

Sui Feng slowly opened his eyes, and sighed softly facing the seemingly endless darkness.

Bai Wan of China Overseas Music, Artist Management Department knocked on the door of the director's office.

Su Xu was wearing a floral shirt, and was sitting on the swivel chair carelessly. When Bai Wan came in, he raised his sunglasses seriously.

"what's up?"

He was still wearing sunglasses inside the house during the day, and with this extremely coquettish look, he knew that he went fooling around again last night.

But the director's private life is not something he, a little singer, can comment on. Bai Wan only came here this time for one purpose, to persuade Su Xu to give up Cheng Yin.

"Give up? Why?" Su Xu was incredulous, "Do you know how much we posted the video of him singing in the bar online, and how much it has been uploaded?" He stretched out two fingers and waved them in front of Bai Wan's eyes.

Bai Wan was annoyed by his shaking, she said without thinking, "Two thousand?"

"It's more than 2!"

Su Xu was very excited: "He really has potential, and he looks like the most popular natural and harmless little white rabbit, which can super stimulate the motherhood of those local tyrant sister fans. Bai Wan, he will definitely become popular !!!”

Bai Wanfan is troubled here, he doesn't want Cheng Yinhong.In other words, he didn't want Cheng Yin to be more popular than him.It doesn't matter if he is narrow-minded and has no manners, or he is jealous and has no taste, anyway, he is not a saint.The so-called one mountain cannot accommodate two tigers, if Cheng Yin becomes the first brother of China Overseas Music, it will be even more difficult for Bai Wan to find good resources to make music.

"He's the lead singer of the 'Mad Eagle Band', isn't that good?" Bai Wan said.

"What's wrong? The champion of 'Listen to Me Sing' three years ago was the lead singer of 'Mad Eagle Band'. If Cheng Yin can also win the championship this time, wouldn't it be more topical?"

"But this will involve me!"

"Hey! I just want to involve you!" Su Xu squinted at him, "You haven't released a song for half a year, and now your popularity has dropped sharply. If you don't find something to talk about, you will be cold!"

"..."

Bai Wan had nothing to say, he knew that Su Xu would not give up on Cheng Yin easily.

After being silent for a while, Bai Wan had no choice but to ask: "Then he is competing in his own name this time?"

"Yeah, he's alone."

Could it be that Cheng Yin and Sui Feng also had a deadlock?

Bai Wan was wondering, when suddenly a familiar smoke came in from the slant: "Why is the door open?"

Fu Ye leaned against the door at some point, frowned slightly, looked straight at Su Xu, and pointed to his eyes: "How late did you play last night? Dark circles can be used as smoky makeup, right? Boss Su doesn't care about you and makes you sleep every day." fool around!"

Bai Wan was a little surprised that Fu Ye was so rude to Su Xu.

Su Xu quickly sat upright, and said with an embarrassed smile: "Why, am I busy looking for good seedlings every day? Look at the singer I found to come to the gym this time——Cheng Yin, you watched his singing No?"

Fu Ye strode in and flipped through the materials on Su Xu's desk: "I haven't had time to read it yet, I've been too busy recently, so let's just watch the performance while recording the show."

In order to change the subject, Su Xu pointed the finger at Bai Wan: "Bai Wan still doesn't want Cheng Yin to kick the gym!"

Fu Ye turned around, as if he had just noticed him at this time, nodded slightly, and said deliberately: "What? Is it because the new player will steal your limelight?"

Bai Wan lowered her eyes.For some reason, when he saw this person now, a strange emotion surged in his heart.It's not like the uneasiness that was made me breathless by Fu Ye's fierce aura before.On the contrary, after getting along with Fu Ye for a long time, this person is not so scary anymore.But it was replaced by another very complicated feeling—every time he thought that Fu Ye was looking down on him, Fu Ye would save him time and time again, affirming his singing skills; After changing his mind, this person always satirizes him in a few words.Bai Wan felt like a kitten with its teeth and claws, being played around by Fu Ye with a ball of wool.However, this person has a strange power, which can always see through his thoughts.Thinking that there is someone in this world who can be so close to his heart, Bai Wan felt an unspeakable throbbing and panic.

Seeing that Bai Wan didn't speak, Fu Ye clicked his tongue: "No way? Was I right? Really?"

"Mr. Fu likes to think so much, he really should make a TV series." Bai Wan avoided his eyes and looked at Su Xu, "I'll go first, you two talk."

Su Xu looked at the back of Bai Wan leaving, and laughed heartlessly at Fu Ye: "Hahaha! I didn't expect you to run into trouble!"

"You're quite angry!" Fu Ye smiled indifferently, "Is there any smoke?"

"Haven't you been quitting for a long time? Why did you start smoking again?" Su Xu took out a pack of Marlboro from the drawer and threw it to him.

Looking at his expression, Su Xu thought of something: "Hey, you didn't see the news on the Internet a while ago, did you?"

"What news?" Fu Ye lit a cigarette, sat on the corner of the window sill, overlooking the endless traffic, his eyes gradually drifting away.

"Zhiming, he, he..." Su Xu didn't know if he should say it, although the three of them were brothers who were good enough to wear a pair of pants back then, but that was when they were studying in university abroad. Ten years have passed, no matter how good brothers are There is also a gap.In fact, Jiang Zhiming left so suddenly that even he didn't quite understand what happened between the two of them.

"Are you going to get married?" Fu Ye asked casually, and slowly exhaled a smoke ring.

His smoke rings were completely blown out, circle after circle. In school, he often competed with Jiang Zhiming in this way.

But in fact, there is no perfect circle forever.

"Oh, it's all rumors!" Su Xu waved his hands, as if he wanted to drive away something, "If you really want to get married, can you not tell us?"

Fu Ye's voice was flat, without any emotion: "It's been three years, and it's time to get married."

As he said, he snuffed out the cigarette that had only been smoked for a few puffs with his bare hands, and threw it into the ashtray: "I'm leaving."

"Hey..." Su Xu wanted to stop him, but he didn't know what to say.

Fu Ye walked to the door and turned around: "By the way, if I really send you an invitation card, I will count the gift money. I won't go. Blessings will bring it for me. I wish him happiness."

Su Xu: "..."

As soon as Fu Ye came out of the artist department, he saw Bai Wan.

Bai Wan was standing at the end of the aisle, looking out the window, her back was tall and thin.

With a thought, Fu Ye walked towards him.

"Why haven't you left yet?"

Hearing his voice, Bai Wan's shoulder blades trembled slightly like two butterfly wings, as if reluctantly, but she still turned around.

"I'm going to the recording studio later, waiting for someone."

"Who are you waiting for? Ding Xiaoqi?"

"……how do you know?"

"Ye Chengen managed to invite this great master back from the United States. Of course, he must hurry up and let him try his skills. You can't delay your new album any longer, can you?"

Looking at Fu Ye's calm expression, Bai Wan suddenly felt a sense of resentment: "That's right, brother Xiao Qi has more qualifications than you, but he is much more talkative than you."

Fu Ye snorted, "It's quite affectionate." He slowly approached Bai Wan's ear, his hoarse voice rubbing against his skin, "But let me tell you, you have to be careful, I heard that he I don't like girls."

Bai Wan got goosebumps behind her ears, and tried to calm down: "So what?"

"It's nothing," Fu Ye raised the corners of his mouth evilly, and said in a breathy voice, "You are so thin and tender, be careful not to be eaten."

After speaking, he laughed happily.

"..." Bai Wan really had enough, she pushed him away and left.

Looks like it's overdone?Fu Ye shrugged, and said behind him: "Since you have hired a great master as the producer, I will not interfere. However, I can help you choose songs."

"Choose a song?" Bai Wan stopped involuntarily.

"Aren't you going to choose the title song? Add WeChat and send me your candidate song." Fu Ye walked up to him and shook his phone.

"Why help me?"

Fu Ye thought, I can't say that seeing you like this is funny and pitiful.

So he made up a reason: "Su Xu forced it, do you believe it?"

Of course Bai Wan didn't believe it, but he didn't bother to pursue it. Anyway, he would never be able to say no to Fu Ye, so he simply opened WeChat and handed it to this person.

"Just trust me like that?" Fu Ye looked up at him while scanning the QR code.

Bai Wan said with a stern face: "I have nothing to lose by listening to you."

Looking at Bai Wan's icy face, Fu Ye felt dazed for a moment.Really can bend and stretch!If it was Jiang Zhiming, he would have ignored him a long time ago.

"Okay," Fu Ye made an OK gesture, "Send me the demo, and I'll listen to it tonight."

At night, Bai Wan was nestled on the sofa, and he had been scrolling through Fu Ye's Moments for almost two hours.

This guy actually didn't set any restrictions, it has been seen several years ago.Fortunately, Fu Ye doesn't talk much, and his circle of friends is basically full of songs and photos shared.

At first, Bai Wan thought that Fu Ye had found those photos elsewhere, but later found out that he took them himself.Because Su Xu liked almost every group of photos, and even posted a comment saying "Brother Fu's photos are really good".

Bai Wan felt that she had to re-examine the relationship between the second generation ancestor and Fu Ye.He has been in Zhonghai for more than a year, and the number of times he has seen Fu Ye can be counted on the fingers, not as frequent as in the past two months. I really don't know that Su Xu treats Fu Ye so badly.

However, Fu Ye did a pretty good job.It's not that the technique is so superb, it's mainly because of the good sense of art, even a person like Bai Wan who doesn't understand photography can feel various emotions from the photos.

Happiness, depression, sadness, joy, confusion, pain...

Bai Wan's hands hurt so much that she turned to the bottom. The beginning of Fu Ye's circle of friends was a photo.

The photo itself is nothing special, but it is a portrait.

There are no portraits in Fu Ye's circle of friends, and this is the only one.

Jiang Zhiming was wearing the white shirt embroidered with gold thread, leaning lazily on the sofa, smiling at the camera with his pointed chin raised.He smiled brightly, and the lines at the corners of his eyes bloomed, as if he was very happy, but Bai Wan saw a kind of fatigue in his eyes.

I don't know if it's the photographer Fu Ye's exhaustion or Jiang Zhiming's own exhaustion.

This photo has been faded, as if the frozen time has also been diluted.

Bai Wan guessed that this should be the one that Fu Ye took for Jiang Zhiming in the lounge after the concert five years ago.

Not long after this photo was taken, they broke up.

Bai Wan suddenly felt tired. It seemed that the emotion in the photo had also infected him. Just as he was about to close WeChat, a message popped up.

It's Fu Ye.

His head is a pure black color, without any pattern, but impressive.

Bai Wan opened his message, only seven words.

"I heard it, it's all rubbish."

Bai Wan can't laugh or cry, this person is really straightforward.

It seems that these songs are really unusable.

After a while, Fu Ye sent another message:

"You really want me to write songs for you. I told you my conditions. If you agree, I will help you."

Bai Wan remembered what Fu Ye said in the car that day: "My singers must give themselves to me from the inside out, do you dare?"

From the inside out, from the inside to the outside, does this mean that he has to tell Fu Ye the cold past?Or was it his indiscernible and unspeakable feelings for Sui Feng?Or is it his "disease" that rejects intimacy?

No, this is too dangerous.Fu Ye is like a very aggressive beast, just resisting his aura is difficult enough, if you want to give yourself wholeheartedly into his hands, tearing down the walls of your heart and attracting wolves into the house, this is absolutely impossible!

He can't do it!

Bai Wan thought for a long time before replying to Fu Ye's message, and returned to the original politeness and caution: "Thank you, no need."