Ask your heart and soul

When Fu Ye said this possessively, Bai Wan breathed a sigh of relief.

From the moment he entered the door until now, he was just pretending to be calm, and quietly clenched his trembling fists so that Fu Ye could not see anything unusual.On the surface, the clouds are calm and breezy, but inside it is a gamble that loses self-esteem and love.

Bai Wan has always been a cautious person who is good at protecting himself. He never thought that there would be such a day that he would put all his eggs in one basket for someone.

He was drunk last night, but he was not as drunk as Fu Ye imagined. At least, when Fu Ye tossed him, he gradually became sober.He vaguely remembered what happened in the bar, and couldn't help feeling a little scared and regretful.And Fu Ye seemed to be punishing him, and his actions were extraordinarily rough.Bai Wan let him get whatever he wanted, clinging tightly to that person's body like a vine, feeling the ultimate joy in the pain.Such contradictory feelings were about to drive him crazy, and tears slowly leaked out of his panting pant. Fu Ye kissed his tears, as if he felt his emotions, and his movements softened.His hot lips brushed against his chest, leading him to bliss.

For a person whose emotional life has been barren in the past 30 years, doing happy things with a lover is like being injected with a terrible poison, drinking poison to quench thirst, and unable to stop.

Yes, he couldn't quit at all.

The sky was slightly bright, and Bai Wan lay quietly beside Fu Ye. The passion and drunkenness of last night had completely dissipated. He traced Fu Ye's outline over and over again with his eyes, and suddenly smiled helplessly.

Since you can't quit, then be brave enough to gamble again.

Betting that Fu Ye and Jiang Zhiming was just a misunderstanding, betting that Fu Ye likes him, betting that Fu Ye will eventually accept his ideas.

He secretly prayed that the good luck from the last confession was not exhausted, and that he could win again.

He wants to win Jiang Zhiming.

He thought it through very clearly, even if Fu Ye accepted Jiang Zhiming's investment, he would still be a shareholder.Jiang Zhiming has money, and so does he; Jiang Zhiming has no more affection for Fu Ye, and he has even more affection for Fu Ye; Jiang Zhiming can help Fu Ye's career advancement, and he is also one of the most popular singers now.He was no worse than Jiang Zhiming, and Bai Wan encouraged himself over and over again, just like after watching Jiang Zhiming's concert, he didn't give up asking Fu Ye to sing.

He waited for that song, and he also waited for this person.

He won't hold back anymore.

After making this decision, Bai Wan got up quietly, checked all her savings, and went to the bank again.In fact, the bank card is just a form, he just wants to tell Fu Ye in this way that he trusts him, he will fight for it, and he is willing to pay.

When Fu Ye stared at the two thin cards with astonishment, only Bai Wan knew that he was so nervous that he was about to faint, and he could only say so many words by pinching himself.He felt like a person who cut his heart out, showing his bloody heart to that person.Any hesitation, any polite refusal may kill him.

Fortunately, Fu Ye did not disappoint him.

Fortunately, God was on his side again.

Now that they have decided to advance and retreat together, Fu Ye will no longer hide it from Bai Wan.The studio he wants to set up is actually a music company, which is not affiliated with any large unit, and does not plan to make any financing in the early stage, so as to ensure that his music philosophy can be fully implemented.Only in this way, funding has become the primary issue.He seems to have had a lot of glory these years, but the money he earns is basically spent on musical instruments and music production, and his savings are not too much. Originally, he thought that starting from a young age, the company's registered capital could be less, but Bai Wan I gave him nearly 1000 million RMB, and the capital immediately rose.

With money, the remaining problems will be solved.

In the midsummer of this year, WW Music Company was officially listed. The name came from the cryptic initials of White and Wild, but almost no one knew that Bai Wan owned 55% of the shares in it, more than Fu Ye. His The name is also ranked in front of Fu Ye.

In this regard, Fu Ye's explanation is to let the wife, just like a loving couple buying a house, the wife's name is often written in front of the husband's name.

WW Company did not sign artists at the beginning, but specialized in creating and producing music.This is Fu Ye's strength, and it is also the content he wants to specialize and subdivide the most. He recruited a large number of professional and folk musicians, not only set up a pop music production department, but also opened up Western classical music, Chinese folk music, and electronic music. There are different music research departments, and even an experimental department to explore the direction of future music development.In WW, the singer and vocals are no longer the most important part.In a sense, WW Company is no longer a music company in the entertainment industry, it is more like an idealized product of Fu Ye music.

This is also the reason why Fu Ye was unwilling to accept any investment, and it was also his concern that he didn't want to pull Bai Wan into the water at the beginning. He was worried that Bai Wan would gradually pass away, lose popularity, and step down from the altar if he followed him. He was afraid that Bai Wan would not be able to bear such a gap after becoming a starlet that no one cares about. After all, it was hard for him to get to where he is today.

However, he did not expect that Bai Wan would be so resolute and firm, and he also did not expect that Bai Wan would agree with his ideas very much, almost unconditionally supporting whatever he wanted to do.

"I have long been dissatisfied with the way you lied to the audience," Bai Wan said with a smile, "Do you remember what I told you? Most of the albums you made are just a kind of secularized extreme sensation, A collective emotion that becomes uninteresting when it's consumed. Now, that's what you really want to do."

"Yeah," Fu Ye was recalled by him, and murmured, "This is my ideal all along. I thought it would never come true before, but I didn't expect..."

He suddenly held Bai Wan's hand, and said softly and solemnly, "Thank you, Bai Wan."

For some reason, Bai Wan felt that this thank you was more beautiful than a hundred words of love.

While Fu Ye was working hard on his business, Bai Wan's "Ask Your Heart and Love" album was finally released, and it became the hottest Mandarin album in the early autumn of that year, and it also won him the best win-win results in terms of word-of-mouth and sales since his debut.In the music world, strength always speaks for itself. In the face of strength, all kinds of black material such as plagiarism, playing big names, and scandals before have become nothing to mention. Bai Wan has returned to her peak state.

Before leaving the company, Ye Chengen told Bai Wan that he had high hopes of winning the triennial Philharmonic Best Singer Award with this album.The Philharmonic Award is a music award jointly set up by [-] music companies from Hong Kong, Taiwan and mainland China. It is a higher level than the Universal Award. The best singer is the award with the highest gold content. To win this award is not only a professional ability recognition, but also a recognition of status.Even if you stop singing from now on, you will always have a place in the Chinese music scene.

For such an important award, one can imagine how fierce the competition will be.As far as Bai Wan knew, Cheng Yin would also be participating this time, but he didn't care about Cheng Yin, what he cared about was another person——

Jiang Zhiming.

Since Jiang Zhiming was rejected by Fu Ye last time, he seemed to have disappeared, and Bai Wan never heard from him again.Jiang Zhiming was more arrogant than himself, Bai Wan put himself in his shoes and thought, if he were him, maybe he wouldn't stay in the country.In his heart, he hoped that he would no longer deal with Jiang Zhiming, because no matter how strong his mental strength was, he would still feel a little weak in the face of this powerful opponent and rival in love.

It's a pity that Bai Wan bumped into Jiang Zhiming head-on in Zhong Hai because of what he was afraid of.

It was after a regular meeting, Bai Wan came out of the conference room, and heard a commotion from the artist department.

"My God, is that him?"

"It seems that the ancient god is back!"

"Oh, it really lives up to its reputation, so handsome!"

Colleagues in the artist department usually see a lot of handsome guys, and ordinary celebrities don't pay attention to them at all. What can make them so excited-Bai Wan's heart thumped, and she looked out through the gaps in the crowd, and she saw that people.

Jiang Zhiming was wearing a blue cardigan sweater and beige slacks, with a polite and calm smile, nodding slightly to everyone, like a light blue lake, clear and clear.

There should be no one who is not overwhelmed by his demeanor and appearance.

He was accompanied by Su Xu, who obviously knew him very well, with his hands still affectionately on Jiang Zhiming's shoulders, he looked like a good brother, without the posture of a director.

"You, you, be careful!" Su Xu smiled and pointed around, and said triumphantly, "Zhiming will re-sign with Zhong Hai, and everyone will have opportunities to get close to the male god in the future!"

The girls cheered with joy, but Bai Wan's heart completely cooled down.

He never expected that Jiang Zhiming would return to Zhong Hai, but when he thought about it carefully, there was no trace.Zhonghai is where Jiang Zhiming started, and Su Xu is so familiar with him, there is nothing wrong with returning here.

However, in this way, he had to leave as soon as possible.

One month later, Bai Wan's contract with Zhong Hai expired, and he quietly signed with WW Company, becoming Fu Ye's first singer. Since then, WW Company has also opened an artist management department.

Although Bai Wan tried his best to keep a low profile, there were a lot of celebrities and WW was a new company that had recently emerged, so the news broke out.All of a sudden, gossip and rumors continued, saying everything.The happiest ones are of course his and Fu Ye's Xipi fans, this group of fans who are always excluded, did not expect that there will be a day when the clouds will bloom and the moon will shine, and they can't wait to cheer on Weibo.And those old fans who hoped that after Jiang Zhiming's return and Fu Ye would join forces again to achieve greater glory, hated Bai Wan.

In fact, they don't have to be so aggrieved, because after Jiang Zhiming joined Zhong Hai, he released a comeback album soon, and this album called "Your Dream", although there is nothing innovative, Jiang Zhiming has always been delicate , Sensational music style, brought fans and listeners to relive old dreams.And because it is a comeback, the topic and sales are very hot, not even losing to "Ask Your Heart and Love".

At the major music award ceremonies at the end of the year, "Your Dream" and "Ask Your Heart" became the biggest winners, and it was inevitable that Bai Wan would meet Jiang Zhiming.Every time Jiang Zhiming saw him, his smile was faint, and he acted like a senior, with elegant demeanor and perfect etiquette, as if he would never lose his composure.

But Bai Wan is very sensitive, he always feels that there is a piece of frost hidden in Jiang Zhiming's smile, which will melt at some point.

At the Universal Music Awards in early November, they met again.Bai Wan won Jiang Zhiming by a narrow margin of four awards.After the ceremony, the hustle and bustle disappeared, and he stood at the side door of the venue waiting for his nanny car to come.Under the flickering LED lights, a person walked slowly.

"Talk?" Jiang Zhiming walked up to him with a faint smile on his lips.

Bai Wan had a premonition that such a day would come sooner or later, he nodded, dismissed the assistant, and got into Jiang Zhiming's RV.

In the dark car, Jiang Zhiming didn't seem to want to put on airs anymore, and asked bluntly, "Are you with Fu Ye?"

"Yes."

"Do you think he loves you?"

"Yes."

"Aren't you afraid that you are just a second choice?"

Bai Wan finally turned her head and looked at Jiang Zhiming: "I'm sure our relationship is true. Besides, it was you who gave up on him first."

"He told you that?" Jiang Zhiming chuckled, "That's right, because I'm tired, and he's tired too. We've been together for too long, seven years, the most in my life The best seven years were spent with him." He changed the subject and asked sharply, "Do you think you can stick with him for seven years?"

"..." Bai Wan couldn't answer this question. He and Fu Ye had just started, and no one could predict which would come first, tomorrow or the accident.

When they fall in love, they always promise to last forever, but he and Fu Ye never seem to have made such a promise.They're just together, every day, in the moment, against the clock.

As if that was enough.

"What kind of ending can two men get together in the end? What's more, I am still a big star, and we are both public figures. In the later stage, not only these problems cannot be reconciled, but our music philosophy cannot be combined. I am a singer, not a professional musician, and I have been trying various types of music with him. In the end, I couldn't even find the joy of singing, so I had to leave." Jiang Zhiming mocked, "If you think it's me giving up If you leave him, that's it."

Bai Wan thought for a while and asked, "If that's the case, why are you coming back now?"

"Because of love!" Jiang Zhiming laughed even louder, "Do you really think he loves you? Do you think he loves you by rejecting my investment and accepting you? Then do you know that his current company The creation idea, model, and even the way of naming are all conceived by us bit by bit. Even if we later disagreed, this is our original intention. And you, why don’t you spend a single soldier, Take my place?"

Jiang Zhiming's questioning was so loud that Bai Wan felt his heart tremble.

"When he was at his lowest point and loneliest, I was by his side. We have experienced so much together. What do you have with him? Have you known each other for a year? Has he pursued you seriously? Has he officially confessed to you? Ever? He could die for me, what has he done for you? You say he loves you? Why? Just because he took your money to start a company?" Jiang Zhiming finally shot the most ruthless shot Jian, "Bai Wan, don't lie to yourself, just let go."

Bai Wan felt that a big hole had been pierced in his heart, but he didn't want to show weakness, let alone admit defeat, especially in front of Jiang Zhiming, he had to hold on no matter what.

He pulled the corner of his mouth and smiled softly: "It's okay, it doesn't matter even if he doesn't love me as much as he imagined, as long as I love him enough." He stared at Jiang Zhiming, and said word by word, "Senior Jiang, There is an old saying in China, "A broken mirror is hard to get back, and a flooded water is hard to get back. You are the one who should let go. Don't lie to yourself."

He returned the words to Jiang Zhiming exactly, opened the car door, and strode away.

Wait just one more second, and his weakness may be revealed.

He was not as strong as he thought.

When Bai Wan came home, the house was lit with orange lights, and Fu Ye was nestling on the sofa watching a movie.

After leaving Zhonghai, the two began to live together.Fu Ye didn't go to the Huanyu Awards Ceremony. He has now completely turned into a behind-the-scenes boss and hardly shows up.Usually after dealing with company affairs, I go home and stay, either doing creative work, or cooking for Bai Wan and cleaning the house.

Who would have thought that Fu Dashen would wash his hands and make soup, and he just enjoys this kind of life very much.

"Aren't you full? It's definitely not good for that kind of occasion." Fu Ye stood up, "Today I made dumplings and soup, and I'll heat them up for you."

"Ah."

Bai Wan went to the bathroom to remove her makeup, washed her face, and sat back at the dining table.Steaming soup and dumplings were already placed on the table, and he lowered his head to eat in silence.

Fu Ye rubbed his chin and looked at him thoughtfully: "What's wrong? You should be happy to win the award. Why do you seem unhappy?"

Bai Wan put down the bowl and chopsticks. He actually wanted to say a thousand words, but when he met Fu Ye's inquiring eyes, he suddenly couldn't say a word.

The lamp is warm, the dumplings are hot, and the people in front of us are alive, so what else can we say?

He smiled in relief, and said in a low voice, "It's nothing, the dumplings are delicious."

Since that brief confrontation with Jiang Zhiming, Bai Wan had never seen him again.But their competition was still fierce. Not long after, Bai Wan learned that he and Jiang Zhiming had both been shortlisted for the Philharmonic Awards for Best Male Singer and Best Album. It is still unknown who will win the final awards.

The Philharmonic Awards Ceremony is scheduled for mid-December, and the intense discussions have brought infinite heat to this severe winter.But the focus is basically on Bai Wan and Jiang Zhiming, the fans of Bai Wan and Jiang Zhiming are arguing, even with Fu Baixipi fans and Fu Jiangxipi fans, they also fight round after round wheel.

Bai Wan, who was at the center of the topic, was actually very nervous.He wants to win the best male singer, which is a higher recognition than the best album, but Jiang Zhiming is older and has more achievements than him, so he is not sure that he will win the award with "Ask Your Heart and Love".

Fu Ye comforted him and said, "It's okay, even if you don't get an award, the focus of that day must be you."

"why?"

"Because you are the most handsome!"

Bai Wan couldn't laugh or cry, this was really Fu Ye's way of comforting others.

On the day of the awards ceremony, Bai Wan was shocked when he woke up in the morning, because Fu Ye was standing by the bed in a neat suit, looking at him with a smile.

"You, you go too?"

"Of course." Fu Ye pulled him up and kissed him lightly, "I will definitely accompany you on such an important day."

The Philharmonic Awards were star-studded, but as Fu Ye expected, the two of them walked the red carpet together and murdered countless films. No matter whether they won the award or not, they would definitely have a place in the pages of the major media the next day.

When they arrived at the venue, Fu Ye and Bai Wan were arranged in the first row. Not long after they sat down, Jiang Zhiming walked in, wearing a silver-gray tuxedo.But he didn't go directly to his seat, but stopped in front of him and Fu Ye.

"Long time no see." Jiang Zhiming stared at Fu Ye and stretched out his right hand.

"Long time no see." Fu Yexu shook his hand.

"Congratulations, your wish has come true." Jiang Zhiming glanced at Bai Wan, leaned into Fu Ye's ear, and said, "Our ideal."

He didn't lower his voice, the words clearly reached Bai Wan's ears, Fu Ye's face changed, and he subconsciously looked at Bai Wan.

Bai Wan smiled lightly, as if she didn't hear it.

After Jiang Zhiming left, Fu Ye explained to Bai Wan in a low voice: "What he just said..."

"I don't care." Bai Wan said, "Even the company is mine now, what am I afraid of? If you treat me badly, I'll kick you out!"

Fu Ye was stunned, and laughed again and again: "Don't dare, the little one will definitely take good care of you."

Bai Wan couldn't help laughing either.

The awards ceremony was proceeding in an orderly manner, three hours passed in a flash, and soon the best album award was announced.

Bai Wan held his breath and stared intently at the thin envelope in the award presenter's hand. He knew that if his name was inside, he would probably miss out on the best male singer.

The audience was so quiet that even a needle could be heard falling on the ground.

At the most tense moment, Fu Ye secretly squeezed Bai Wan's hand, and then let go, which gave him great strength.

He heard the host holding the envelope and reading with a smile on his face: "The best album, Bai Wan, "Ask Your Heart"!"

The audience burst into warm applause, Bai Wan was stunned for a moment, a huge disappointment hit him, and he couldn't recover for a long time.

It was Fu Ye who gently hugged him that woke him up suddenly.

Fu Ye whispered in his ear: "Bai Wan, you are already great. I love you. Go and receive the award."

He looked at Fu Ye's slightly moist eyes, and nodded slightly.

It wasn't until he stood on the podium that Bai Wan felt joy belatedly. He looked at the dark crowd below the stage. Among them were professional judges who affirmed him, audiences who liked him, fans who supported him, and His lover, he should be content.

Bai Wan read out the words of thanks, and finally he said: "I would like to thank my producer, my boss—" He paused, as if he wanted to say the title, but he hesitated, "Fu Ye—— —If it wasn’t for him, I wouldn’t have achieved what I am today, and I wouldn’t be who I am today, and I wouldn’t be standing here. Thank you, thank you, everyone who loves me and supports me!”

Bai Wan bowed deeply and stepped off the stage amidst cheers and applause.

He met Fu Ye's gentle eyes and walked back to his seat, knowing in his heart that this night that belonged to him was over.

He sighed, but he was also relieved.

Everything was expected, Jiang Zhiming won the best male singer award.

But he didn't seem to be very happy, and he stepped down after only saying two or three sentences to accept the award.

Bai Wan didn't bother to manage Jiang Zhiming, so Fu Ye booked a room at the Blue Harbor Jingjiang restaurant, saying that he was going to celebrate his achievements, and he couldn't wait to enjoy the romantic time.

As soon as the awards ceremony was over, they headed straight to Blue Harbor.

This time Fu Ye changed to a convertible sports car to pick him up. The wind blew his hair and his good mood flying everywhere. The little bit of regret that he didn't win the grand prize disappeared long ago.

Bai Wan was humming and singing all the way, and Fu Ye's face was also full of smiles.

Suddenly, a loud ringing sound came from Fu Ye's cell phone. He picked it up to look at it, and said to Bai Wan, "Su Xu."

Fu Ye picked it up, and Su Xu's panicked voice sounded on the phone: "Brother Fu, where are you? Something happened to Jiang Zhiming!"

His voice was so loud that even Bai Wan was taken aback and immediately sat up straight.

"Don't worry, what's the matter, talk slowly!" Fu Ye's heart rose to his throat, but he still maintained his composure.

"He, he, he was backstage just now, and was thrown acid by a radical fan. Now we are in Tokugawa Hospital, and he went to the emergency room for rescue."

"What?!" Fu Ye was struck by lightning, "How could this happen?!"

"I heard that fan is Bai Wan's brainless fan, and I'm dissatisfied that he took Bai Wan's award." Su Xu was so anxious that he almost cried, "Brother Fu, come and see, I can't hold on alone!"