Ask your heart and soul

Fu Ye's expression changed instantly.

"What's the matter? Someone is knocking on the door?" Bai Wan's eyebrows twitched, feeling inexplicably frightened.

Fu Ye came to his senses and returned to his normal expression. He smiled at Bai Wan and said in a low voice, "It's nothing, maybe I went wrong."

As soon as he finished speaking, the voice of manager Cao of the restaurant came from behind the box door: "Mr. Fu, I'm sorry, Mr. Jiang is also eating here today. After knowing that you are here, I must come and have a look. Is it convenient for you now?"

Bai Wan looked at Fu Ye suddenly, her eyes were full of shock and disbelief.

Under his gaze, Fu Ye restrained his smile little by little, leaned back on the chair, and sighed inaudibly.Bai Wan saw the bewildered and melancholy look on his face again, just like when he was sitting on the teacher's seat watching Cheng Yin sing.He was thinking about someone in the process, and that person was Jiang Zhiming.Now, there was a little more helplessness in his expression.

For this coincidence of fate.

Bai Wan's heart sank to the bottom of the sea silently, and he didn't know what to do.If it was him in the past, he would definitely leave immediately without hesitation, but now he is a little bit reluctant.He felt that he was doomed, and in this situation, he was still reluctant to part with the confession and love that he was about to get, and he didn't want to leave, couldn't, and sat here with a stern expression on his face.He despises himself a little bit.

Bai Wan wringed her fingers and looked at Fu Ye nervously, expecting this man to let Jiang Zhiming leave.

But Fu Ye took a deep look at him, then looked towards the door, and said in a deep voice, "Please come in."

Bai Wan was discouraged all of a sudden, that's right, how could Fu Ye reject Jiang Zhiming.

The door of the box opened, Manager Cao bowed and made a gesture of "please come in", and a young man walked in unhurriedly from behind him.

This was the first time Bai Wan saw Jiang Zhiming's real person. He had an illusion in a trance, as if a person from another dimension walked out of the original world and came to reality.Jiang Zhiming's facial features are more refined than they look on the screen, and his temperament is more noble. He is wearing a blue cardigan sweater, with a casual smile hanging from the corner of his mouth.Like a ray of spring wind, turning the cold winter in the room into rippling spring feelings, but no one can catch him.

Jiang Zhiming stopped a few meters away from the dining table, looked at Fu Ye with a smile, and didn't speak.From the beginning to the end, his eyes never left Fu Ye.Bai Wan felt that she had become an air, an outsider.Because Fu Ye also stood up, took a step forward, and looked at Jiang Zhiming.

They stared at each other, their eyes were burning hot, as if they wanted to burn the parting of the past few years in an instant.Bai Wan couldn't break the barrier between them.

He knew that the best way was to leave quickly, leaving himself with the last trace of dignity.

But he was not reconciled.

Bai Wan thought with a wry smile, so he also had such an unwilling day.

In the silence of the three, Fu Ye spoke first.

"When did you come back?"

"Two days ago." Jiang Zhiming's smile deepened, revealing a faint unilateral dimple, "I came here for a meal today, I didn't expect Manager Cao to say you were there, so I came over to say hello, no Excuse me?"

As he spoke, he tilted his head, as if he had just noticed Bai Wan, and turned his gaze over.

"Who is this?"

Bai Wan also stood up slowly, stretched out her right hand, and introduced herself neither humble nor overbearing: "Hello, Senior Jiang, I am Bai Wan."

"Oh, I know you." Jiang Zhiming did not shake hands with him, but looked him up and down unabashedly, "You sing very well, and your development momentum is also good. You have the demeanor of mine back then. No wonder Fu Ye appreciates you so much. .”

Bai Wan secretly clenched her fists, and said bravely: "Senior, I laughed. Actually, my singing style is not at all like yours. You misunderstood."

"Oh? That's true. After all, there is only one me in the world." Jiang Zhiming smiled arrogantly, "But don't be modest, I know Fu Ye very well. Those who can eat alone with him must not be small characters."

His words contained both oppression and sarcasm, and Fu Ye couldn't listen anymore, so he changed the subject and said, "By the way, are you here alone?"

"Yes!" Jiang Zhiming blinked and said deliberately, "Why, you want to invite me to eat with you?"

"..." Fu Ye was speechless.

Jiang Zhiming burst out laughing: "Oh, just kidding, I actually had an appointment with someone to talk about, and I just came here to say hello. You guys talk. Let's talk about it another day."

As he spoke, he waved his hand smartly, turned around and walked out. When he was about to reach the door, Fu Ye couldn't help but stop him: "Why are you coming back this time?"

Jiang Zhiming's footsteps stopped, and after a long time, he turned his head and asked with a smile, "What do you think?"

He deliberately took a look at Bai Wan, stretched out his hand to gently caress the right earlobe, and suddenly a red light flashed, Bai Wan could see it clearly, it was a small red earring, like a lovesick red bean, It looked like a glaring drop of blood, exactly the same as Fu Ye's.

Fu Ye was also stunned.

Jiang Zhiming said nonchalantly, "Eat slowly, see you later."

Then, he left like the wind.

As soon as Jiang Zhiming left, a suffocating silence enveloped the entire restaurant.The box slowly rotated, the night outside the floor-to-ceiling windows became darker, and the bright lights were like stars in the sky, reflecting each other's faces.

Sitting opposite Fu Ye, Bai Wan still had an unrealistic hope in his heart that Fu Ye would be able to finish what he hadn't said just now, so he mustered up his courage and asked, "Did you have anything to say before?" say to me?"

Fu Ye raised his eyes, stared at him for a long time, and said after a while, "I'm sorry, Bai Wan, I..."

There was a kind of fatigue in his eyes, which Bai Wan had never seen before, and he suddenly couldn't bear to embarrass him.

"Then let's go back."

"Go back?" Fu Ye was surprised, "But you haven't finished eating yet."

"I'm not hungry." Bai Wan said flatly, "I'm a little tired. Today I had a birthday party all day, and now I just want to go back and rest."

What he said was an excuse, Fu Ye didn't understand, but Bai Wan's seemingly flat tone contained some kind of cold persistence, Fu Ye didn't know what to do.

"Really. Let's go." Bai Wan didn't want to stay here any longer, he had already stood up.

Fu Yeyuan had no choice but to nod: "Okay, I'll take you back."

The Land Rover drove through one traffic light intersection after another, Fu Ye's speed was getting slower and slower, obviously he didn't want to end the night easily, and didn't want Bai Wan to leave.

But for the first time in his life, he didn't know how to ask him to stay.

Bai Wan didn't say a word, staring at the passing night scene outside the car window until the familiar Bishuijiayuan community was right in front of her eyes.

Fu Ye did not drive the car out of the parking lot, but parked at a hidden corner on the side of the road.

"Bai Wan..."

"Thank you. Goodbye." Just as Bai Wan was about to get out of the car, Fu Ye grabbed him abruptly.

"Bai Wan, today I... I didn't even know that Jiang Zhiming was back, let alone where he would go."

He finally tried to explain, but that explanation didn't seem to make much sense either.

Bai Wan asked quietly: "Did you go there often?"

He should have thought earlier, Fu Ye is so familiar with the "Roof of the World", and both he and Jiang Zhiming know Manager Cao, they must have been there together before.

Fu Ye acquiesced.But he chose that restaurant only because he liked the environment there, and had nothing to do with Jiang Zhiming, let alone meeting Jiang Zhiming.

It's him who keeps secrets.He originally planned to confess his love to Bai Wan today.For this day, he prepared for a long time, just making the music box with his own hands, he spent a lot of thought.During this period of time, on the one hand, he had to prepare for the opening of the studio, and on the other hand, he had to prepare birthday gifts for Bai Wan, so he was already very tired.As a result, when Jiang Zhiming came, his entire plan was disrupted, and his mood was even more chaotic.He doesn't want to confess his love to Bai Wan in such a chaotic situation, it's unfair to Bai Wan, and it's not in line with his ideal of perfection

"sorry."

"The number of times you said sorry today exceeded the limit." Bai Wan forced a smile and said, "The Fu Dashen I know never bows his head to apologize."

"I……"

Bai Wan suddenly asked: "What's the song he knocked on the door? The rhythm is pretty nice."

Fu Ye was silent for a while, and confessed: "That was the first song I wrote for him, and it was often used as a signal to knock on the door."

really.Bai Wan thought, there must be a lot of inconvenience in public figures' underground love affairs, every time they go out for a private meeting, they might have to use secret codes to meet each other.He pointed to Fu Ye's ear, and asked again: "What about this stud earring? Is it for a couple?"

Bai Wan vaguely remembered the last time he was drunk at Fu Ye's house, he seemed to have tried to touch the earring, but Fu Ye threw him down hard.Every time he thought he could get closer to Fu Ye, it was just an illusion, and he might never get into Fu Ye's heart.Because he always has another person in his heart, so now, it's good to ask clearly, and he can give up after asking clearly.

"When we were together, each of us had one, but he was afraid of being discovered, so he never wore it, and I didn't wear it either. I didn't expect to wear it after we broke up." Fu Ye smiled self-deprecatingly, and suddenly stretched out his hand He took off the earrings and threw them out of the car window forcefully.

He moved so fast that Bai Wan was startled: "What are you doing?"

"We are no longer lovers, there is no need to wear couple models."

"But maybe he came to get back with you."

"No, he's been gone for so long, I heard he's getting married soon."

"But what if he doesn't? What if he wants to go back?"

"..." Fu Ye looked at Bai Wan's aggressive expression, and suddenly smiled, "Why do you care so much?"

Bai Wan suffocated, yes, what right does he have to care? !

Whether Fu Ye and Jiang Zhiming are separated or united has nothing to do with him. He has already decided to give up.

He pushed the car door open: "I'm leaving, thank you for spending my birthday with me."

Fu Ye didn't expect Bai Wan to leave as soon as he said he would, and was startled, trying to catch him, but in vain.

Bai Wan quickly jumped out of the car and ran into the community without looking back.

As soon as he entered the community, tears flowed out.

Can't cry!Bai Wan, don't cry if you're a man!

what is this?You are not together, Fu Ye is not someone to you, why are you crying?What's there to cry about?You didn't lose either.

Bai Wan kept admonishing herself, but for some reason he couldn't stop crying.He felt that after being with Fu Ye for so long, he became weak because he knew that there was someone he could rely on.

In the past, he would never have cried because of this kind of thing.

When he left Sui Feng, he was stronger and more decisive than anyone else.

But now...

Bai Wan walked into the house, closed the door with a slam, and slumped on the ground.

The music box in his arms fell down, and somehow the switch was touched, and the music of "Ask Your Heart for Love" immediately flowed out.

The familiar melody reverberates in the living room, and Bai Wan can't help but think of every little bit about Fu Ye.He thought of the indifference at the first meeting; he thought of the tit-for-tat and fits and starts of that person when "you listen to me sing"; he thought of the night Fu Ye took him home when he was drunk, and improvised this song under the moonlight; Thinking of how Fu Ye fought for the theme song of "Feng Yu Xi Lou" for himself; thinking of diving together on Suhuan Island, they survived danger and miraculously escaped; thinking of the plagiarism incident, he defended himself and might even go to Sui Feng to help him Clarification; thinking of Zhicheng, he became his only support; thinking of the kiss in the heavy rain, thinking of Fu Ye whispering to him: "You still have me"; thinking of Fu Ye taking out this music box tonight The tenderness and smile in Shi's eyes... It turned out that they had experienced so much together before they knew it.Bai Wan suddenly found out that at some point, Fu Ye had quietly sneaked into his heavily guarded castle and integrated into his life. It was impossible for him to part with Sui Feng like he did to Sui Feng in the past.

Since he can't let go, what should he do?

Bai Wan recalled what Fu Ye said to him back then: "You are so closed and never dare to open your heart, so why do you want to have empathy?"

"If you don't give your heart, don't want the heart of the audience."

In love, isn't it the same?

He remembered what a passer-by said in that forum before: "If it's a boy, shouldn't the host himself be braver?"

Yeah, they're all boys, why can't he be braver?

Why did he give up such a good person to Jiang Zhiming? !

Bai Wan only felt a wave of blood rushing to his heart with overwhelming momentum, breaking through the heart lock that had been imprisoned for many years. There was only one thought in his chaotic mind - no matter what, he would fight once.

Bai Wan got up quickly, and was about to go out when the phone rang.

Trembling, he pressed the answer button, and there was Fu Ye's eager and determined voice: "Bai Wan, come down, I have something to tell you."

"You, where are you?"

"I'm at the gate of the community, and the security guards won't let me in."

Bai Wan said loudly: "Don't go! You must not go, you wait for me!"

He hung up the phone and walked out the door quickly. He couldn't wait for the elevator and ran down the stairs directly.

The night wind was blowing on his face, drying away the tears, he was like a bird that was indomitable, flying to his sun without hesitation.

Panting, he ran up to Fu Ye, staggered forward, and Fu Ye quickly caught him.

Bai Wan raised her head and looked at Fu Ye intently, her eyes were full of crystal light, whether it was tears or starlight.

At this moment, time suddenly froze, and the night seemed to be far away.

There are only the two of them left in the whole world, and they are the only protagonists on the boundless stage.

"Bai Wan, you..."

Come on, Bai Wan, you can do it.

Just like standing on stage to sing for the first time that year, that is your dream, this is your love.

You can fight for it!

Bai Wan finally gave it his all. He closed his eyes and said word by word: "Fu Ye, stay with me, I like you."

Fu Ye was stunned.

He never expected that these words would come out of Bai Wan's mouth, and the affectionate confession was forced to hold his chest tight, but another kind of ecstasy rose up and swept his whole body in an instant.

He was stunned for two seconds, he couldn't care about anything, and hugged Bai Wan tightly.

Bai Wan was so strangled by him that he couldn't breathe: "You, you, let me go first, what are you thinking?"

"Isn't that enough proof?" Fu Ye relaxed and rubbed the tip of his nose lightly, "What about this?"

Bai Wan's face was so red that it was going to explode: "Then you are not allowed to get back together with Jiang Zhiming."

"When did I say I wanted to get back together with him?" Fu Ye said aggrievedly, "I even threw away the earrings, it's because you didn't listen to what I said and ran so fast."

"I……"

"Besides, you stole my lines," Fu Ye teased him, "Tell me, how am I going to punish you!"

Bai Wan stammered, "Then, what do you want?"

"That's it." He bowed his head and kissed his lips.