Ask your heart and soul

Bai Wan left from the underground garage. He was supposed to look for Ye Chengen, but he walked out of Zhonghai Music's building in a daze.When I said harsh words, I pretended to be tough, as if I was an invincible iron man, but once I was alone again, I no longer needed to be brave, and I felt heartache unbearable.

In fact, he didn't really care who sang "Ask Your Heart and Love" to. What he cared about was the meaning of the song, which was Fu Ye's personal promise.

Only then did he sadly realize that he already liked Fu Ye so much?

Not only do I love his songs, but I love him as a person.

This liking is more menacing than the vague and ambiguous feelings towards Sui Feng in the past, because it is not the accumulation of companionship and getting along day after day. In the relationship between him and Fu Ye, there has never been a gentle, calm, steady flow. From the very beginning, swords were drawn and sparks flew.Fu Ye is much stronger than Sui Feng, like a hurricane sweeping through his territory, he thought about running away, avoiding, even thinking about giving himself a reserved place, so that those feelings could be imprisoned somewhere forever, but now Bai Wan discovered that what the book said was true. There are three things in this world that cannot be hidden—poverty, coughing, and love. At the same time, there are two things in this world that cannot be extricated—teeth and secret love.

But liking Fu Ye is definitely more terrifying than liking Sui Feng.

Bai Wan stood at the door of Zhonghai Building, looking up at the winter sun like egg yolk, squinting her eyes in despair.

He stood there for a while, but in the end he didn't go upstairs to look for Ye Chengen, but called him and told him that his repertoire hadn't been selected yet, so he couldn't go there for the time being.

"Ah? I heard from Liu Kong that you have chosen everything, haven't you?" Ye Chengen was surprised, "And Fu Ye also told me that there is a new song to write for you."

"Did he say that?" Bai Wan smiled sarcastically, and Fu Ye's words could never be distinguished from the truth, "Then please tell him, thank him, but I don't want his song for now."

"..." Ye Chengen was speechless, "What the hell are you guys up to? Weren't you doing well when you were on the island? How is it now? Are you having conflicts again?"

"I'm sorry, Mr. Ye." Bai Wan felt very sorry for Ye Chengen's kindness, "It's my problem. I have a new idea for the new song. I will tell Mr. Fu myself."

Although Bai Wan said that he would communicate with Fu Ye, in fact, he turned off his mobile phone as soon as he got home, cut off all contact with the outside world, and retracted himself into a thick shell.

For three days in a row, he stayed at home.On the third morning, while he was still asleep, he heard someone ringing the doorbell in a daze.

Bai Wan suddenly sat up in shock, gasped for a few breaths, and felt flustered in her heart.

He guessed that the visitor was not good, should he open the door?

After struggling for a long time, he still got out of bed and opened the door fumbling.

Fu Ye stood at the door dressed in black, raised his head, his face was livid.

"Are you playing with me?" He spoke harshly, and Bai Wan took a step back in fright.

Fu Ye pressed on step by step: "I spent so much time and thought on the song I wrote especially for you, if you say no, don't you?"

"..."

Bai Wan was forced to be speechless by his aura.

"What the hell do you mean? Make it clear!"

"I..." Bai Wan forced herself to calm down, "I just..."

"Is that how you trample on other people's hard work and fruits of labor?" Fu Ye asked.

"I..." Bai Wan was forced to be helpless, and said, "I didn't, it was Cheng Yin..."

Fu Ye interrupted him impatiently: "Don't mention him, I already said that Cheng Yin has nothing to do with me."

Bai Wan finally couldn't help it anymore: "But did he visit you often during this time? Don't you guys get together often? If not, why did you get photographed? Why does he know the song..."

Fu Ye was irritated by his repeated questions, and interrupted him again: "What does this have to do with you?"

One sentence made Bai Wan turn off the fire dumbly.

Yeah, what does it matter to him?Who is he from Fu Ye?Why does he ask such a question?Bai Wan could almost imagine the subtext in Fu Ye's mind.

He clenched his fists, lowered his head and smiled slightly, and when he looked up again, there was no clue on his face: "Oh, it's nothing, it's my troubles. In fact, I have a new choice. I think the song The song is more suitable for me than "Ask Your Heart and Love"."

He spoke calmly, but Fu Ye was startled suddenly, and he didn't recover for a long time.

The two of them faced each other coldly, Bai Wan saw a hurt look in Fu Ye's eyes in a trance, but in the next second, there was nothing.

He must have read it wrong.

Because Fu Ye suddenly smiled, and the smile didn't reach his eyes just like the previous few times they met.

"That's fine." He took a deep look at Bai Wan and said, "Then don't regret it."

Fu Ye left.

Looking at his back, Bai Wan suddenly felt physically and mentally exhausted.

Those words just now seemed to have exhausted all his strength, and he stood holding on to the door frame for a long time before he regained his strength.

I can't sleep anymore, so I put on my hat, mask and coat at night, and I'm going to go downstairs to buy something to eat.

I just ate instant noodles at home for three days, and I couldn't hold on anymore.

As soon as Bai Wan went downstairs and turned on the phone, Liu Kong's life-threatening serial calls chased him over.

"My ancestor, are you playing this trick again? Do you know that the Music Awards will be broadcast live next weekend, and you haven't prepared anything yet, how will you be on stage then?"

Bai Wan said impatiently, "Just sing the old songs."

"You don't want to play a new song with such a good opportunity? Forget it, I don't care about you. Do whatever you like!"

Liu Kong hung up the call with a snap, and Bai Wan held up the phone with a look of astonishment on his face. This was the first time Liu Kong hung up on him. It seems that no matter how good-tempered a person is, his patience is limited.

Maybe I was really hated to a certain extent.

Knowing that self-pity and self-loathing are the most hypocritical, Bai Wan can't get rid of this emotion no matter what.It seemed to be a curse, which had been firmly imprisoned around his neck since childhood. It usually seemed to be no different from a normal person, but he didn't know when it would suddenly tighten again, strangling him out of breath.

Bai Wan shook her head with a wry smile, pulled on her mask, and walked towards the convenience store on the corner of the street.

Just as he came out after buying Oden, someone suddenly stopped him at the corner.

"It's almost noon, big stars still eat these? Why don't I treat you to a big meal?"

Bai Wan turned her head abruptly, and saw Fan Tian's smiling round face.

He was so elusive that Bai Wan couldn't help showing a look of vigilance.

"Don't be so nervous, I won't hurt you." Fan Tian smiled, "Don't say anything else, I really wanted to lure you here. Now that I'm not a member of Jincheng Entertainment, I don't have to make trouble with you."

Bai Wan inquired about this matter later.In the past few years, Jincheng Entertainment has not developed well. Fan Tian has fewer and fewer artists who can stand on his own, and has more and more conflicts with the company. Recently, he has indeed left Jincheng Entertainment and started a new career.

"I said, I have no intention of going to your place."

"It doesn't matter." Fan Tian shrugged his shoulders, expressing that it doesn't matter, "If we can't cooperate, we can let go of the past and be friends. Let's have lunch together?"

"Not interested in."

Fan Tian was not discouraged, and said mysteriously: "Actually, I came to you for dinner, not just to reminisce about the old days. I have a song here, I think about it, it is the most suitable for you to sing, I wonder if you are interested?"

"..."

"The Star Music Awards will be held soon, I wonder which song Star Bai is going to sing?"

"..."

Fan Tian's behavior style was still the same as before, and he immediately caught his weakness.

Bai Wan stared at the knife and fork on the dining table without moving, while Fan Tian on the opposite side took a sip of juice gracefully and said with a smile, "You really don't want to try it? The food here is delicious."

Bai Wan looked up at him: "You said you want to sing me a song? Where is the song?"

"You are very impatient." Fan Tian dug out a small speaker from his bag and handed him a pair of headphones, "Listen, this is the most intuitive way to listen."

Bai Wan dubiously took the earplugs and put them on, the melody hit him like a sharp arrow.There is no vocals, but the melody style of this song is very familiar to him.Light and comfortable, like dandelions flying in the wind, and like a river of time quietly going back, but the chorus part has a touch of coldness, with a realistic metallic texture.

The two styles interweave, forming a large net of tenderness and reason, just like the color of life itself, which seems ordinary, but it is amazing when you savor it carefully.

Bai Wan listened carefully and asked eagerly, "Do you have the lyrics?"

"Of course." Fan Tian swiped open the phone screen to show him.

This is a very wonderful lyrics. It uses numbers and mathematics to describe love and life. There is no fancy rhetoric, but it is very romantic and novel. Bai Wan was immediately attracted.

Nothing in this world attracts him more than music.

Fan Tian understood very well.

Bai Wan raised her head, her eyes brightened: "Who wrote this song? Can you really sing it to me?"

Fan Tian laughed: "Of course. As soon as I heard this song, I felt that this song is very suitable for you. It doesn't need to be sensational, and it is also very difficult. It is simply tailor-made for you. By the way, this is a new one I signed. Musician's work, I will let him meet you some other day?"

Bai Wan had already shown a look of joy, but suddenly thought of something, and flinched again.

He looked at Fan Tian suspiciously: "What is your purpose?"

"I've made my purpose clear to you." Fan Tian said sincerely, "I want to lure you to my place, and I won't force you if you don't come. Let's settle our suspicions and become friends, and send you a song to express our affection. Besides, if you make this song popular, our studio will also benefit!"

He's so honest, it's hard for Bai Wan to speculate on others, and this song really suits him very well.

"Okay, thank you in advance."

Fan Tian acted swiftly and resolutely, and brought Jia Ren, the creator of the song "Mathematics and Physics", to meet Bai Wan the next day.Jia Ren looked to be in his early twenties, like a student who just left school, he was quiet and honest.Bai Wan chatted with him about the reason and feelings of creating this song, and he opened the conversation carefully.

He also showed Bai Wan his other works, with various styles and uneven quality. Indeed, "Mathematics and Physics" is the most amazing.Fan Tian's vision is indeed good.

"Then let's do this first." It was getting late, Bai Wan got up and shook hands with Jia Ren, "I'll ask the people from Zhonghai to talk to you about the copyright of this song. I hope we can cooperate again in the future."

As the Star Music Awards approached, Bai Wan finally decided on the repertoire, and reported "Drifting in the Sky" and the song "Mathematics" to Ye Chengen.

Ye Chengen also felt quite good after hearing this.

"Where did you find such a talented creator?"

Bai Wan didn't directly talk about Fan Tian's poaching, because he was afraid that Ye Chengen's heart would be broken after hearing it, so he only said that he was a freelance creator.

Fan Tian also instructed him in the same way.

"You don't need to declare the name of our company, just say that you are a freelance creator. When this song becomes popular, and then sign with our studio, you can still hype it."

Bai Wan didn't think much, and told Ye Chengen as she said.

Ye Chengen nodded and sighed: "Actually, although this song is good, I still like Fu Ye's song better. I've never seen him put so much effort into a song, not even writing a song for Jiang Zhiming. You really don't sing?"

Bai Wan smiled: "I have a new song here, let Cheng Yin sing it!"

Ye Chengen shook his head dissatisfied: "Why are you singing to him? Forget it, if you don't sing, don't sing, let it go." He asked again worriedly, "You and Fu Ye really didn't lose your temper?"

"No really." Bai Wan insisted, "We don't have any problems."

Seeing that he didn't want to talk, Ye Chengen had no choice but to stop talking.

After Bai Wan left, Fu Ye pushed open the door of the director's office and walked in.

"Have you heard the new song he chose?"

"Yeah. Not bad." Ye Chengen said, "Do you want to hear it?"

The emotions in Fu Ye's eyes gradually condensed, his pupils became darker and darker, but after a while he shook his head and said, "Forget it, no need."