Ask your heart and soul

Although the sales of the new album were not satisfactory, Bai Wan still tried his best to run the announcement for two months.Except for a few days of rest at home due to a sprained foot, the schedule hardly stopped.He himself was exhausted, but his loyal fans were overjoyed.You must know that he has been a high-cold character since his debut, and it is the first time that he has appeared frequently in publicity like this.It can be seen that no matter how big a star you are, in this era, you must please the market.

Cheng Yin's "If You Don't" received a good market response, and the celebration party held three consecutive performances in different cities.When Liu Kong told Bai Wan about the news, he had a look of resentment on his face: "Why didn't we know about holding a fan club fan meeting or something? Su Xu was so happy to see that he made another fortune for the company." Crooked."

Bai Wan recalled the company's rumors, and asked, "Is Su Xu personally leading Cheng Yin now?"

"Personally escort and escort the whole process." Liu Kong said in a low voice, "This is a seedling dug by Su Xu himself, and he must hold it firmly in his hands. You understand."

Bai Wan smiled sarcastically.At first, he naively thought that Su Xu was just a "Second Generation Ancestor", holding his brother's and Fu Ye's thighs.But now it seems that this Second Young Master Su is quite ambitious and has already begun to cultivate his confidants and contacts.It's no wonder that Su Xu has always had a lukewarm attitude towards him, and it's no wonder that he was recruited by Ye Chengen.No matter how harmonious the company is, it is an interest group after all; no matter how close the brothers are, there will be a day when they will turn against each other.In this world, there is no feeling that is truly reliable.

But Bai Wan didn't want to care too much about it, he wasn't interested in these twists and turns of fighting for power, he just wanted to sing well.

Just as he was thinking, Liu Kong came over again and asked gossipingly, "Which side do you think Fu Dashen will be on?"

Bai Wan was taken aback for a moment, he hadn't thought about it.Even though Fu Ye seemed to have an unscrupulous tone, he was still very pure and noble in his bones. Bai Wan could feel that he should be the same as himself, only interested in music.

"Fu Ye and Su Xu are old friends," Liu Kong said, "and Jiang Zhiming. I heard that the three of them went to college in the same place back then, and they had a very good relationship. Composer’s seat, but Jiang Zhiming wanted to come back to be a singer, Fu Ye resolutely followed him into Zhonghai as a producer. Su Xu was younger than them, uncertain, wandering abroad for several years, before coming back to help him Brother. Among these people, only Ye Chengen is an outsider, and we follow him, and we don’t know if it’s right or wrong.” Liu Kong patted Bai Wan’s shoulder, and said earnestly, “So you fight hard, and don’t let others take the position of Brother Zhong Hai. Robbed!"

Bai Wan listened to Liu Kong's gossip, but only noticed that he said that Fu Ye returned to China with Jiang Zhiming.He knew before that Fu Ye and Jiang Zhiming were classmates. They were not only twin stars in the music scene, but also like-minded on campus. To this day, many fans still hope that Jiang Zhiming will come back and cooperate with Fu Ye again.However, it was hard for him to imagine that someone as assertive as Fu Ye would completely follow in the footsteps of others, and even change his ideals for Jiang Zhiming.How good was their relationship back then?

"Hey! Did you listen to me!" Liu Kong slapped him in front of his eyes, "Why are you so dumb?"

"It's nothing." Bai Wan quickly calmed down.He felt a little strange these days, always thinking of Fu Ye inexplicably.I don't know if it's because after the publicity work is over, people like to think about things when they are free.

He wants to take a vacation for himself, go to an island, and relax.Although Liu Kong was reluctant, seeing the tired look on Bai Wan's eyebrows, he had to agree.

For the next two days, Bai Wan stayed at home and read various travel guides, but what Liu Kong brought back was not the news of the holiday, but a new job.

"The whole play music of "The Wind and Rain Tower" is entrusted to us Zhong Hai, and the film crew also appointed you to sing the theme song." Liu Kong was overjoyed, and his voice was raised an octave, ""The Wind and Rain Tower" is One of the most invested film and TV drama projects in recent years, it is an absolute hit, whoever sings the theme song, the nationality will definitely rise to a higher level, Bai Wan, you must take this job! The sales of the new album are not good, you don’t want to Fight a turnaround, and the road ahead will be difficult!"

Bai Wan closed the travel website, and started searching for various news about "Feng Yu Xi Lou".

"The Wind and Rain Tower" is a drama of the Republic of China, which tells a soul-stirring love story in a precarious world.Bai Wan had heard of it many times before, but because she wasn't interested in film and television, she didn't pay attention to it.But Liu Kong repeatedly emphasized the great significance of this project, which made Bai Wan's heart fluctuate.

"Has the theme song been written yet? What's the name?"

"The theme song is called "The Wind and Rain Building", and there is an ending song "Looking for the Track". I heard Mr. Ye mean that I want to sing these two songs for you. Also, do you know who the producer is? ?”

Bai Wan's hand holding the mouse paused, her heart tightened inexplicably.

"It's Fu Ye!" Liu Kong laughed loudly, "Now he has to cooperate with you! Look how crazy he is!"

Hearing the name in his mind, Bai Wan lowered her eyes.He looked at the phone absently and said, "Then answer it."

After nearly two years, Bai Wan stepped into Fu Ye's recording studio again, feeling a little bit like a lifetime away.

Before Fu Ye came, Bai Wan sat on the sofa outside and waited, remembering that she was also sitting here back then, waiting for Fu Ye for eight hours.He waited from dusk till dawn, wanting to hand over his album to the big producer.What they waited for was a cold response.From then on, he and Fu Ye got into a fight, and they had to make an appointment with his song.Unexpectedly, after going around and going around, Song still didn't have an appointment, but the relationship between the two has undergone subtle changes as you come and I go.

Bai Wan couldn't sort out this change, nor could she define how she felt towards Fu Ye.Thinking wildly at home these days, he even began to wonder if he fell in love with Fu Ye, but he quickly rejected this idea.It is completely different from the sweet entanglement he had when he liked Sui Feng, his feelings for Fu Ye are much more complicated.It's like eating an unknown jujube, sweet, sour, bitter, spicy, everything is available, I can't tell what it's like; it's like opening a dojo in my heart, the gongs and drums are shaking, and the noise makes people dizzy. When I think about it carefully, there are no clues. No.

He couldn't help laughing at himself.

"What are you laughing at?" Fu Ye's voice suddenly sounded, and Bai Wan almost jumped up from the sofa in fright.

"So afraid of me?" Fu Ye stood at the door with his arms crossed, sizing him up undisguisedly, "I should be happy that my wish finally came true."

"What got what you wanted?"

Fu Ye raised the corners of his lips: "Didn't you want me to be your producer?"

Bai Wan turned her head away: "If love is not appropriate, it is no longer rare."

"So your wish has a shelf life?"

"Everything in this world has a shelf life, doesn't it?"

Fu Ye nodded: "That's right, so let's hurry up and don't let it expire. It's very likely that it will expire after the expiration date."

"..."

With a pun, he hit Bai Wan's pain point again.

Bai Wan gritted her teeth and made a grimace at his back.

When the recording officially started, Bai Wan realized who the real devil was.He himself is a person who has high requirements for music. When making albums in the past, the producers often passed, but he himself was not satisfied, so he would start over and over again.Unexpectedly, Fu Ye is more picky, more tricky, has sharper ears and speaks more poisonously than him.

"The pitch of the third bar has gone to Nantianmen, let's start again."

"Don't change the sound here, it's too oily to cook, so start over."

"The real voice is as stiff as eight catties of hyaluronic acid, can you add some falsetto? Do it again."

"This sentence is going to fade in. Are you taking medicine for being so fake? Do it again."

"Again."

"Again."

"Again."

"..."

That night, Bai Wan was so tortured that he vomited blood, his throat was about to split, and Fu Ye finally said, "Okay, let's stop here today."

Bai Wan relaxed her nerves and let out a long breath.

He walked to the tuning room, wanting to hear the result of tonight, and then he saw Fu Ye pressed a few buttons to delete all the audio that had just been recorded.

"What are you doing?" Bai Wan was so shocked that she pressed Fu Ye's hand.

"Tonight's recording is rubbish, all of which are invalid." Fu Ye said coldly.

Bai Wan looked at him in disbelief: "Are you kidding me?"

"What right do you have to let me play?"

Here it is again, he changed into this cynical tone again, Bai Wan only felt a surge of anger in his heart, he slammed the table and was about to leave.

Fu Ye said in a deep voice behind him: "Have you read the original work of this drama?"

"what?"

"Do you understand the love in it?"

"..."

"Have you ever wondered why this song is written like this? What does each line of the lyrics mean? What emotion does each melody want to express? Have you ever thought about it?"

"I..." Bai Wan wanted to defend herself, but couldn't say anything.

After he got these two songs, he just sang them by heart, and he really didn't study them seriously.In his eyes, this kind of film and television drama songs cater to the public, and there is no challenge. If it is not for the mediocre performance of the new album, he does not need to rely on this to turn himself around.And the film studio chose him to sing, but it was also because his popularity had not been exhausted.

Fu Ye's dark and deep eyes locked on him firmly, and he said word by word: "Your voice has no emotion in it, it's as dry as confetti, no matter how well you sing, it can't move people. I remember you said you wanted to You want musical resonance, but Bai Wan, let me tell you a word, if you haven’t given your sincerity, don’t want the sincerity of the audience.”

Bai Wan stood there silently for a long time, then said in a low voice, "Okay, I see."

He walked out of the recording room quickly without looking at Fu Ye again.

Bai Wan spent three days at home, not only finished reading the original work, but also borrowed the script from the film studio and read it carefully.He was surprised to find that, unlike what he had imagined, this was not a story of desperate love, but the feelings of the hero and heroine were very depressed throughout the whole process. In the 45 episodes of the TV series, the bright lines are all about the ups and downs of the revolutionary process, and the emotional line is very obscure. The heroine has a crush on the hero for [-] episodes. Recalling all the clues and details before, I can't help but feel heartbroken.

Bai Wan was also very heartbroken, but even his heartache was only faint, like a thin layer of ice floating on the sea.He never understood why love is such a dangerous and painful thing, yet so many people flock to it throughout the ages.He didn't understand why a person could keep another person in his heart so deeply and for a long time, just like a clam shell wrapping a foreign body with a soft heart, a pearl can only be bred with blood and blood for a long time.

Is it worth it?

Bai Wan asked herself, do you dare?

He was brave, but failed.

Sui Feng used to be the only light in his closed emotional life, but now, this light may be shining on Cheng Yin.

Bai Wan huddled in the darker and deeper darkness, the ice on the sea surface was cracking, and the feeling of heartache became more turbulent.He thought, well, this is good, let him hurt a little more.

In this way, he can sing those two songs well and won't be scolded by Fu Ye again.

Sure enough, during the next recording, although Fu Ye didn't say anything, his expression brightened obviously.After recording a song, Bai Wan habitually touched the chewing gum. As soon as she unwrapped the wrapper, Fu Ye snatched it away.

"Eat less sugar." Fu Ye said, "Sugar sticks to your throat, and it's not easy to let go of your throat. Drink tea."

As he spoke, he took out a tea bag, poured it into boiling water, and put it in front of Bai Wan: "This is ground by Pang Da Hai, it's very moisturizing, you should drink more of this."

"Thank you." Bai Wan took his tea and blew it gently twice.

Amidst the mist, Fu Ye's tough brows were suddenly blurred.

"Baiwan?"

"Ok?"

"Have you ever liked anyone?"

Bai Wan's fingertips were scalded by the hot tea, and she shivered from the heat, almost unable to hold the cup.

Seeing that he didn't answer for a long time, Fu Ye whispered: "Singing love songs is not enough without emotional experience, you can recall the feeling of loving someone..."

"What about you?" Bai Wan interrupted Fu Ye.

"What am I?"

"Have you ever liked anyone?" Maybe it was because the recording studio was too quiet, Bai Wan actually asked what was in his heart.

Fu Ye snorted and didn't hide it: "Yes."

"Oh." Bai Wan held the teacup tightly. The cup was very hot, which actually gave him a kind of masochistic pleasure.

"I never liked anyone." Bai Wan said.