Wanjia is dimly lit

Nuan Nuan, my dearest Nuan Nuan, how are you doing now?Are you still working in Ocean Electronics as before?Is Nuan Nuan still in the purchasing department?Have you been promoted to department manager?

Today, we haven't seen each other for three years. I think Nuan Nuan has already started a new life. No matter what, we must be happy.

I think you must be very angry with me, angry that I broke up with you resolutely, changed the phone number, left Bangkok, left our home, and left you.

For our separation, I don't blame anyone. I think only my departure is the best result for you and your parents.

At that time, your mother found my phone number from your mobile phone address book and went to Bangkok to meet me without telling you.Before arriving at the station in Bangkok, that was the first time I saw your mother. I watched her look at me, with great anger in sadness, which I tried to suppress but was about to explode.

In the coffee shop not far from the station, I sat face to face with your mother quietly. She looked out the window with a cold and distant expression. I knew she was adjusting her emotions and suppressing the anger in her heart.

There are people coming and going outside the window, but I feel that I can hear the heartbeat in my chest. In the noisy station, I only hear the buzzing in my ears.I want to say hello to your mother, but I opened my mouth, but I couldn't say anything, I just sat there, and I can only sit here.

Finally, I heard her say, Kongphop, I am Arthit's mother, hello.

Nuannuan, you once asked me about my vision for the future, and you said that no matter what I do, you will support me.In fact, I understand that you are worried about our future. You once said with me that you want to go home and confess our relationship to your parents. It's okay to make it public this time. My Nuannuan is really brave.

Nuannuan, on the weekend when you said you would go home and confess to your parents, I came home and I confessed our relationship to my parents. I said that we have been together for nearly five years since the freshman year, and I I want to spend the rest of my life with you.My attitude is sincere and firm.My father was angry with me, angry at me, and made me kneel in the study, while my mother sat alone in the living room wiping tears.My two sisters and brother-in-laws all rushed back when they heard about it.Fortunately, when you were in a cold war with me before, my sisters saw that I was disappointed and asked me about my life with concern. I will tell you all about the things I have with you. Although the sisters were surprised and astonished after hearing it, they did not object.This time, it was my sister and brother-in-law who persuaded me to go back to our home on Sunday night.

Since that day, my father did not speak to me for many days. During this period, my mother secretly called and said that my father was not as angry as before, and hoped that I could go home and apologize to my father in person.However, although I am willing to ask for peace, I don't know how to apologize. I love you so much, how can I say that I can let go with just a word of apology.But I went home anyway, and my mother asked me with a worried face, how have I been living these days, and whether I have really determined my determination to go on with you.I nod my head and swear that you are the only one in this life, and there will be no one else.My mother knew it well, and asked me to go to the study to meet my father.Although my father didn't have the angry face that day, his words were still strong. He asked me if I was determined not to break up with you, thinking about the future between us.I kneel down to my father, begging for his permission, and finally want to marry you.The father was dumb, exhausted and lost in his expression, and after a long silence, he said, only you can really think what you think, and wish you what you want.

That evening, the sunset was magnificent, I invited you to go for a walk by the river, and I expressed to you the attitude of my parents agreeing and approving us, under the crimson sky, your eyes were red, and the brows were full of happiness, you said it was dazzling , makes you feel moved.

I like to see the way you smile, the corners of your mouth are raised, your eyes are curved like crescent moons, and your eyebrows are like stars.

I want to see the stars, but I want to see the sun more.And you are my only sun.

Not long after, you told me you were going home this weekend and that you were going to tell your parents about us as well.On the one hand, I sigh that my warmth and bravery make me feel distressed, but on the other hand, I am worried that your parents' attitude makes you sad.I wished to go with you, even if I just waited at the door, but you smiled and reassured me.

You haven't come back for many days. I was able to contact you by phone a couple of days ago. During the phone call, you asked me to take a long vacation from your company. You said that your parents just had a tough attitude and it was difficult to accept the fact for a while, but you are still fine.Gradually, the phone calls turned into text messages, and then the phone was turned off.

I always remember the address of your home, or you told me before, you said you hope one day you can take me home together.

On the sixth day of your absence, I finally went to this place. I parked the car not far from your yard, sat quietly in the car, and stared at the windows on the second floor. I imagined that maybe you I would see me when I opened the window, I would sneak out the door, I would tap on the car window to ask me to go home with you, but all of this was just my imagination, the door of your yard was opened all afternoon.

For ten whole days, I failed to wait for you, but it was your mother who waited.

She suppressed her anger, seemingly calmly asked about the past between us, from the beginning to the present, from acquaintance to love, she just listened without saying a word, but I saw her holding the coffee cup tightly with her hands Trembling.

In the end, she asked the same question as my father, thinking about the future between you and me.I said, I want to have a home with you.

Hearing this sentence, she buried her head and covered her face and sobbed, her shoulders trembled slightly. I wanted to go up to her and hug her, but I was afraid of causing more resentment from her.All I can do is hand her the papers on the table one by one.

The sun outside the window was warm, and I suddenly had the urge to cry. I thought the sun must be too dazzling.

Nuannuan, I hope that you can forgive me, but I also hope that you can forget me.

I have already planned our blueprint for the future.But on that windy and sunny afternoon, I couldn't remember how to move forward.