Shanhaijing continuation of the rebirth of Fuja

My name is Sisi, and I am the Xuannv Xuannv of Beiming. Since I was born, my identity as Xuannv was predicted by the high priest of the tribe.

But until I was ten years old, there was a flood in Beiming. Although it was a natural disaster, the Xuanwu God Beast is the god of water in the north. Why didn't it protect everyone?So I hate Xuanwu God Beast, I hate the identity of Xuannv, and I swear that I will never summon God Beast again forever.

However, I was also lucky. Although the whole family was drowned, I was lucky to be rescued by a nobleman. She is a kind and beautiful shark, and her name is An An.

I said I wanted to repay her, but she shook her head slightly.

Although she doesn't ask for anything in return, I can't help it.

Since then, I have cherished every day of my life with a grateful heart every day.

Although everyone's attitude towards me has changed drastically after the flood, but I don't care about it, and I still face every day positively and optimistically.Because my life was saved by sister An An, so I have to live to repay her.

Gradually I grew up and became a big girl, but Beiming became more and more dry, and everyone's attitude towards me changed again. They asked me to summon the beast to get water, but I was unwilling.It's God's will to trick people, how can you break the oath you made? ?

But in the end I broke my oath, because of Sister An An?Or is it for Brother Shangguan?I don't know the answer.

Because I learned the news of Sister An An's unfortunate death, in order to repay her for saving her life, I decided to revive her at all costs, so I took the Seven Stars to Yudao Island in the North Sea.

Daoist Lu Ya is really powerful, he gave me a shark bead, I am very happy!Although the premise is that I will break my oath to summon the beast, but in order to revive Sister An An, I have no choice but to agree.

Destiny really loves to play tricks on me, and unexpectedly killed the White Tiger Xuannv on the way, snatched the Shark Orb, and threatened me with the request that I give up summoning the beast.God!At this point, I'm almost on the verge of breaking down.

I went back to Beiming in despair, and since then, my life has never been full of joy and laughter, and I just locked myself in the room with a sad face all day long and refused to go out.

Until one day later, when I finally walked out of the room to get some air, I happened to meet the love of my life.Is this God's will?

It's a pity that fate is too tricky, he is also sister An An's lover, because he said his name is Shangguan Jin.

How could I not remember the name that sister An An mentioned to me?

I know I shouldn't be in love with him, but feelings are really out of control.The first time I saw him, I couldn't help falling in love with him. Later, the more I hid it, the more out of control I became.

But he doesn't have me in his heart...

Su Mo, this name is really nice. Hearing Shangguan Jin keep mentioning him in my ear every day, I can’t tell what it’s like, but I don’t mind, being able to be by Brother Shangguan’s side, Listening to his voice, I am already very satisfied...

Brother Shangguan said that he has a wish, that is, to be able to watch peach blossoms in spring and pick peach blossoms to make cakes with his beloved one in spring.

Gradually, after getting along with Brother Shangguan day and night, I also longed for this sentence, so I wanted to fulfill Brother Shangguan's wish.

After walking through the iron shoes and finding nowhere to go, I finally found a peach garden, but now it is autumn, and the peach trees have already withered...

Is there really no other way?I caressed the bare branches in frustration, but I accidentally hurt my finger. A drop of blood seeped into the trunk, and the peach tree recovered a little bit of life...

great!At this moment, my mood is indescribable, as happy as a child getting candy, so I bit my finger, and then continued to input my spiritual power, insisting on watering the trees once a day, although it is very tiring and painful, but as long as I imagine Seeing Brother Shangguan's satisfied smile, I think everything is worth it.

Soon, all the peach trees have become luxuriant!Looking at the peach blossoms in full bloom all over the garden, I couldn't help but burst into joy in my heart.

I want to give Brother Shangguan a surprise!

But the dream is beautiful, but the reality is cruel, hehe, did things backfire?That time was actually the most unfeeling time he had ever been to me. Those words were heard in my ears, and they all tormented my body and mind.

In the end, looking at the back of his resolute departure, all I could do was cry silently...

He said he had that wish, but that person was not me.

Pain... I don't know what words to use to describe it other than pain, and I didn't even have the chance to let him taste the sweet-scented osmanthus cakes I made for him...

I finished two servings of sweet-scented osmanthus cakes by myself, I don’t know the taste anymore, I just feel my tongue is numb...

Brother Shangguan, do you know that these trees are not only irrigated by my spiritual power, but also irrigated by my blood from fingers to heart!I gave you my heart and you couldn't see it...

In the days that followed, we never spoke again. I knew that Brother Shangguan was deliberately avoiding me, and I could only cooperate with him and pretend not to care.

I was finally sure that I no longer existed in his heart, and finally I could give up, and finally I could let go and bless him.

So I suddenly thought of Sister An An, alas, it seems that we are really sisters...

They are all the same obsessed with a person who doesn't love themselves, and they can give their all for it...

But compared to Sister An An, what is my contribution?Sister An An is the one who has paid with her life for Brother Shangguan, time and time again, so unknown, without asking for anything in return, and never even letting him know...

Thinking of this, I couldn't help feeling sad and ashamed. I felt sad because of Sister An An's dedication and sacrifice, and at the same time I was ashamed because my efforts were not as good as Sister An An's delusion to get rewarded.

Yes, Sister An An, who has paid so much, has not been able to win the heart of Brother Shangguan, and how can I have the right to expect Brother Shangguan to like me?

But in the end when I was able to do it without hesitation, when I was desperate for him... I finally understood how much I love him.

It turns out...my love is no less than An An...

Brother Shangguan, if there is an afterlife, I hope that the first person you meet will be me, the one who will accompany you to watch peach blossoms in spring and pick osmanthus flowers to make cakes in autumn will be me... okay?