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After staying for a while, Yun Xiang lowered his head and said, "I'm sorry, I made you say that because of me, you recorded that video."

Wu Yue said: "After I finished speaking, I realized that the real knot is a secret that will always be rotten in my heart. If you don't tell it, you will never get over it. It is a kind of relief to say it. I don't blame you, but you helped I."

Yun thought about it for a while, and laughed at himself: "Yeah, the real suicide should never be told to anyone, and it is to ask for help. I don't dare to commit suicide at all, so I will tell you. It’s all pushed to you, it makes you want to save but you can’t, it makes you blame yourself forever, the worst person is someone like me.”

This is when Wu Yue heard Yun Xiang's confession that she wanted to commit suicide, her eyes suddenly became wet.

Yun Xiang said: "From the first step into this room, and the first time I saw you in the hospital, the first thing I wanted to say was 'I don't deserve such a beautiful girl' .I hate myself for dragging you into the water. I don’t understand why I have a dark mind and want you to get involved in my life. What I said at the beginning was to help you, but in fact it asked you to help me.”

"Yun Xiang," Wu Yue couldn't listen anymore, interrupted, "Really dark people will not feel so much guilt like you, they will take it for granted to drag others into the water, and they will not take it for granted. You are not at all as you said, you..."

Yun Xiang raised his head to look at Wu Yue, both of them had tears in their eyes.

Yun Xiang said, "Thank you, I wanted to commit suicide today."

Wuyue: "Why today?"

Yun Xiang: "I was fed medicine wheel* five years ago today, on December 12st, New Year's Eve. Since then, every year at this time, I really want to die. I can't cure myself, the more I want to forget The more I can’t forget it, every year on December 31st, it breaks me down. The reason why I choose to broadcast live on these days is because when someone is watching me, I can act like a normal person, so that I can quietly take sleeping pills and commit suicide. Not to die like a lunatic, too ugly."

It's not like what he said at the beginning that he didn't dare to commit suicide. He obviously even chose the method, which is the real suicide. Anyone for help.

Wu Yue's tears couldn't be held back anymore, the moment the tears fell, she wanted to run away to wash them, but Yun Xiang held her back.Wu Yue raised her head to look into Yun Xiang's eyes, and the moment her eyes met, Yun Xiang stopped hesitating and hugged Wu Yue tightly into her arms.Wu Yue only felt that this embrace of the two of them had exhausted all their strength, they both suffocated each other, and finally, when the intense emotions dissipated, Yun Xiang only said in Wu Yue's ear: "You Take me away."

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The plane took off from Ying City at nine o'clock in the morning on December 12st, none of them said anything, Yun Xiang even took nothing with him, and went to Yan City with Wu Yue.During the flight, Wu Yue felt as if she was hallucinating, she brought herself, the most distant dream, back home.

When the two of them sat next to each other on the plane, they were both a little embarrassed, and they didn't know why the eyes they met always ran away in a hurry.If one of them understands, they will know that it is the heartbeat of falling in love with someone, but they have never experienced these things, they have no first love, they are all children who have not been cared for by love when they are growing up, and they are all in love. An adult who was pushed by time and grew up in panic.

After getting off the plane, Yun Xiang saw that Wuyue received several messages in succession as soon as she turned on her phone, and asked curiously, "Is there something wrong today? So many people are looking for you."

Wu Yue shook the phone, and said a little embarrassedly: "It's not that I need something, but today is my birthday, and someone sent me a blessing."

Yun Xiang: "Your birthday? December 12st?"

Wuyue: "Yes."