Earthy President

After Zhong Baihua turned off the video call angrily, I was about to send him a red envelope to express my apology when I heard Dai Yue in the front seat say, "I won't go."

I pressed the black phone screen, looked up at the back of Dai Yue's head, and said seriously: "I suggest you go. You know very well that Mr. Zhong has talked with me about this matter for a long time, and it is very reliable. I was going to give it to Ji's house before." You make a line. You should try it, in fact, you can already be on your own."

Although I always complain about him, in fact, he doesn't tell me all the truth, at least he can kill a lot of people in seconds.

Emma, ​​am I rounding up and engaging in a master-student relationship?So fashionable.

"I'm with you now—" Dai Yue looked back at me suddenly, "You throw me away, what do you want to do? You want to transfer me and investigate that matter by yourself, don't you?"

"No." I said calmly, "I didn't plan to investigate. If He Tianyu hadn't disappeared until now, I would have been completely out of that matter. You said that you want to support me, you must have a career, and now it is a chance."

Dai Yue was silent for a while, then turned her head, raised her eyes to stare at me in the rearview mirror, and then slowly looked away.

The lights in the driver's seat were not turned on, only the back seat was turned on, and it was late at night, and the dim street lights couldn't get in. Dai Yue almost melted into the darkness.

After a long time, he said, "I'm just talking about it. In fact, it's good for you to raise me. I'm used to it."

"..."

What habits are used to, a little promising?

"You said yourself that you are not short of money," Dai Yue whispered, "You just want me to be with you."

I corrected him: "I only said the first half of the sentence."

"Why did you throw me out because you didn't care about Ji's family and wished they would do nothing?" Dai Yue's voice was aggrieved.

I said, "This is different."

He asked, "What's the difference?"

"Relationships are different, and people are different. If they can't do it, I'd rather they don't. But if you can do it, you should give it a try." I hesitated, and continued, "I don't intend to keep hiding Regarding the matter between me and you, before it is made public, I hope you can be alone, so that the discussions you and I hear will be much better."

If Dai Yue keeps appearing in front of the world as my assistant, my relationship with him will be said to be ugly.

The main reason is that it would be difficult to listen to him. After all, the image of me as a tyrannical president is deeply rooted in the hearts of the people, and his face is very tsk.There are too many bosses in this world, and people generally laugh at those who are being lured, laughing at the poor but not at the prostitutes, laughing at the prostitutes but not at the rich.

And not the other way around.

If Daiyue climbs to the top, no matter whether I am devastated or recovering, this relationship will sound much better, and it will change from a power-sex transaction to a true love that will never leave.

Dai Yue was silent for a long time, then looked back at me.

I couldn't quite understand his specific expression, so I looked at him calmly and silently.

After a long time, he said: "No matter what, nothing is as important as being with you."

"..."

Is it good to have a little future?

I said, "This matter is non-negotiable. Go back, I'm a little tired."

Let me be dictatorial again, anyway, I have been dictatorial for so many years, so there is not much about it.

Daiyue is really a real vase, that’s all. It’s quite economical to raise him. He can eat whatever he wants. Now that he discovers his inner side, it’s even more cost-effective. You don’t need to buy famous brands. At most, there are some needs. A little bit more often, but it's not a problem.

The problem is that he is not a real vase.

Except for the fact that he can’t say anything to me in private, he is still the Derek Dai who I have trained for 14 years.

Before my family's accident, Daiyue was almost the second in command of the company in the actual sense. He was responsible for quite a few things, and he didn't need to ask me about the responsibility at all.If it weren't for this, I would have died of overwork alone.

I don't mind having a weak partner in a relationship, and I don't care if it's him or me, but if he has this power, why hide it?

The point is, Dai Yue is too dependent on people.

He himself is capable, but he doesn't know whether his luck is good or bad. It was his brother before, and now I am a person with a strong style of acting, so Dai Yue automatically weakens the aura for himself.I even suspect that this is why he occasionally goes crazy and thinks wildly. A person who has no confidence and confidence is easy to think wildly. Once he thinks wildly, it will be bad.

Daiyue’s psychotherapy process was not very smooth. The psychiatrist told me that Daiyue did not cooperate with the treatment at all, because he didn’t say anything important, and he played Tai Chi very well. Confident, suave, and promising people don't need treatment.

I almost changed my question about whether schizophrenia can be cured.

This psychiatrist is also related to me. He is the son of the mentor of my junior high school senior and college classmate in the hospital. His reputation in the industry is actually quite good. Hinting at me, he did not rule out that Daiyue was bluffing me for some purpose.

As for the purpose, he didn't specify, but he probably saw something unclear between Dai Yue and me.

As for why he was able to see it so quickly, then I don't know, I think he is very talented, or a bystander can tell.

I do thank him for his kindness in reminding me, but he must have misunderstood it.Strictly speaking, I was the one who started the fight between Daiyue and me, and Daiyue didn't have to sell this kind of misfortune to scare me.

It's just that I have to treat Daiyue's problems by myself.

The first step is to throw Dai Yue out.

According to my expectation, Daiyue would get angry with me after returning home, or make her petty temper hide in the living room and sleep on the sofa to protest.

My prediction was wrong.

What Daiyue should do, nothing else except talking less and looking colder, I don't even bother to cry, and I don't bother to scratch my arms.When it's time to go to bed, he will follow me to the bedroom to sleep, and exercise before going to bed is not wrong, which is very normal.

In other words, it's not normal.

I fell asleep with this thought in my arms and had a nightmare.I'm sorry for Dai Yue's nightmare.I said high-sounding words in my mouth, and dreamed that I woke up with an extra chain on my foot. Daiyue cried in a broken way while blackening that I forced him, and he decided to imprison me.

Woke me up.

It was still midnight when I woke up, the room was dark, and Dai Yue was messing around right above my field of vision.

The light was so dark that I couldn't see his appearance clearly, but I felt that those eyes were particularly bright.But he didn't let me look at him for too long, he turned me over when he saw that I woke up, and wouldn't let me look at him.

I vaguely felt that the air conditioner was broken, because I was sweating profusely and it was so hot.

I fell asleep again in a daze for no reason, and woke up again this time, the window was dimly lit, but it was still after four o'clock in the morning.In summer, the dawn is very early.

Dai Yue is gone.

The air conditioner was back on again, but I still felt a little cold, so I got up and went to find my hand warmer, and found him on the balcony of the living room.

There used to be a sliding door on the balcony of his living room. During the renovation, I suggested that it be removed, so that the view would be wider, so he removed it, and only installed a curtain to isolate the balcony from the living room.

At this time, the curtains were pulled openly, and Dai Yue was sitting on the floor in the corner of the balcony, leaning against the corner, with a disposable cup filled with water, full of cigarette butts, beside him.

He might have heard the voice, but he didn't turn his head. He lowered his head and put out the unfinished cigarette into the cup, saying, "In the middle of the night, you were talking in your sleep."

I didn't speak.

He continued: "Did you dream that I did something to you? You were quite afraid."

I was just about to explain that dreams are reversed, whoever takes dreams as real would be stupid, and he said: "You are afraid, but you are crawling into my arms. I asked you if you were afraid of me. Why did you hold me tighter and tighter? Are you still afraid?" You are dreaming, of course you didn’t answer me.”

I don't know what to say again.

I feel like he doesn't need anything from me.

After a while, Dai Yue said: "I talked with Zhong Baihua, I'll go over to him."

I was startled.

If I remember correctly, Zhong Baihua, a serious young man in the new era, has a very standard schedule. Which Zhong Baihua does Daiyue talk to at three or four in the morning?The understanding Zhong Baihua in the dream, or the furious Zhong Baihua who was woken up at three o'clock in the morning to talk about a matter that was not very urgent?

I feel that Daiyue's original intention is more like Zhong Baihua is mad at death.

Poor Zhong Baihua, sooner or later Daiyue and I will get angry.

Dai Yue said, "Actually, I'm not sick."

I knelt down in front of him.

Dai Yue finally looked at me, he looked at me, his face was still a little pale, and after a while he said softly: "So don't be afraid of me."

I especially wanted to tell him that I was really not afraid of him, it was just a dream.

But I can't speak.

I have been hurt by many elders, trusted by many people, questioned by many people, and hated by many people. I have experienced quite a lot, but Dai Yue is the only one who puts almost all his feelings on the line to me man.

Except for his mother and his father who was shadowed by his childhood, and his brother who didn't know whether he was dead or alive, he only had me.

From the perspective of maturity that a rational and restrained adult should have, I certainly hope that Dai Yue can get out of this abnormal vicious circle.

But the very thought of it made me shamefully vain, shamefully throbbing in my heart, and shamefully secure.

My childhood and adolescence were actually pretty good. Except for Ji Chenyang who made me unhappy, everyone else was nice to me.It's just that after all, everyone else knows that I am not my own. After all, there is such a layer of barriers, and it is very good to get by on the surface. This is human nature.

My uncle's family is actually very kind to me. When they saw me, they smiled and praised me for being obedient and sensible, saying that it would be great if my second brother had good grades like me, and it would be great if my third brother was as obedient as me.Normal people don't like being told that by their parents all the time. Fortunately, the third brother has a personality since he was a child. He didn't take his dissatisfaction with his parents on me like Ji Chenyang. He just intensified his resistance and tossed his parents.

Even so, the uncle and uncle still love the third brother very much. Their family is more spoiled than my parents, and they are always reluctant to beat the children.

I am quite envious of them.

My parents are also quite "used" to me, the main reason is that I have never made any mistakes as a child. I eat actively, love to eat vegetables, work hard and love hygiene, study hard, don't swear or fight, and talk about everything Just pass, and was also approved by the thirteen princes as a good Wangjiawang family.

Ji Chenyang is different, he is more skinny than my third brother.To put it bluntly, my third brother has a vicious tongue and disobedience to discipline. He has a strong personality and likes to talk back, but if he really gets into trouble, he won't do it himself.Ji Chenyang is very different, stealing chickens and dogs, forming cliques, going to houses to expose tiles, and going into water to fry fish, bear is not enough to describe him.He didn't meet Daiyue's brother at that time, otherwise he didn't know if it would be a two-lord fighting for hegemony or colluding with each other. Probably the whole village could be slaughtered by them together.

My parents often beat Ji Chenyang, and they beat him hard. After the beating, he was locked up in the room and starved.But it won't really make him hungry, so let me secretly deliver food to Ji Chenyang.Also let me act, don't tell Ji Chenyang that they asked me to give it.

Of course, I'm not a masochist, and I don't envy Ji Chenyang being beaten.But I can't tell the reason, but I feel a little envious.I don't know what I'm envious of. They asked me to send food to Ji Chenyang. In fact, I also have a share. I have everything Ji Chenyang has. I am very equal. Except for objective conditions, I mostly inherit Ji Chenyang. Except for Yang's old clothes, whatever my parents buy for Ji Chenyang, they won't forget me. At most, they will share it equally.

But I still envy Ji Chenyang.

There is no reason to envy, and I can't explain why.

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Zhong Baihua: After calling at three o'clock in the morning, I went to make sandbags.