Exploring the Entertainment Circle [Ancient and Modern]

Yan Dan looked at Tao Qingfeng's expression as if he had just understood these truths, that relieved and a little excited appearance, Yan Dan couldn't help feeling a little distressed in his heart: This child probably stayed in self-doubt and guilt before, burdened with Is he a normal person, and he can't think like this? Maybe it's because of this that his secret love ended without a problem.That kind of self-torture can push people to a very extreme point.

Yan Tan has never experienced this kind of pain - he learned things when he was young, and he understood many scientific principles very early.He is also an extremely confident and self-confident person, and he does not live under the pressure of worldly eyes.But after all, not everyone can be as detached and unrestrained as him. Obviously, Tao Qingfeng came out as if he suddenly realized.

Yan Tan was not surprised to hear the next sentence from the other party: "Thank you, Teacher Yan, for teaching me these principles."

Yan Tan thought, so now the pliers can gently pry open a little gap, and said: "Guangchuan, tell your story, if you want. And if it's true, it caused you so much pain... he Also a man?"

Tao Qingfeng's eyes widened, and he felt flustered, "I, what am I? A story?" He thought that he hid it so deeply that he didn't even know it before.After understanding his own intentions, he put Yan Dansheng in the deepest and farthest place in his heart even more severely, and only dared to take it out gently for a little aftertaste in the dead of night...Why can Teacher Yan see it?The other party is too smart.

Yan Tan said: "It's easy to see, you're not as good at hiding as you think."

Tao Qingfeng sighed, and thought with a wry smile, is that so.Teacher Yan's implication may be able to help him relieve those pains.For the sake of a friend doing this, Tao Qingfeng felt that it was worth being honest with the other party, a secret he would never treat as an embarrassment again: "Mr. Yan, I wish I had known these truths earlier. He is no longer here. He is very Well, he was excellent and took good care of me. But he is no longer here, I will never see him again, and I can no longer say those words to him."

The tip of Tao Qingfeng's nose was sour, and he quickly lowered his head, his blurry eyes could not be contained, tears were about to roll down.

Yan Dan watched Tao Qingfeng weeping, a thin layer of ice gradually thawed in his heart, and the crab in the water seemed to jump out of the water in the posture of a beast.

Yan Dan forcibly suppressed the urge to sit next to the other person and hold him in his arms: Tao Qingfeng didn't know a truth - don't cry in front of a man, tears will dilute a man's reason.

Beneath the stripped rationality, Yan Tan not only wanted to sit next to the other party and hug him into his arms.At this moment when the other party showed a rare weakness, he probably would not refuse the warm and comforting hug, and would even pour it on Yan Tan's shoulders docilely, letting the tears flow silently.Then, Yan Tan can lean close to his ear—a distance where he can feel the warm breath spraying softly on the ear, and say: Don't be sad, okay?I can comfort you, I am actually to you - you don't need to say the rest of the words, just press a soft kiss on the soft earlobe of the other party, without the signal of invasion.

As long as he did that, no matter how panicked Tao Qingfeng would push him away, this intention would always be conveyed.

But Yan Tan was still sitting opposite Tao Qingfeng and didn't get up.Sitting opposite each other, this is a distance where you can see all the expressions of each other and communicate on an equal footing, but there is a table in the middle, and you can't get close to each other.A certain force pressed Yan Tan on the seat, gathering his rationality that was about to be washed away by Tao Qingfeng's tears.

Hearing his own magnetic voice, Yan Tan said, "Guangchuan is sad. After all, people have to move forward, so that those souls who have become stars can be at ease when they are watching in the sky."

The wording that kills two birds with one stone is for Guangchuan as well as for himself.

When Tao Qingfeng heard this, two small flames gradually lit up in his dazed and tearful eyes, and said, "Becoming a star? That's right, he is the morning star... the brightest one, he is in the sky, watching."

An unprecedented sourness appeared in Yan Tan's heart, who said that the dead always have the privilege of being beautified infinitely, commonly known as the white moonlight cinnabar mole.It's a pity, Yan Tan thought, he didn't believe that if he was alive, that person would have any advantage over himself.Rice grains and mosquito blood, Eileen Chang wrote so well.

But Yan Dan's gentlemanly upbringing obviously did not allow him to lose his demeanor. He said to himself: This is not taking advantage of the situation, he is aboveboard. You can't move forward. Guangchuan, the dead are like a husband, maybe you should try to come out...buy that plant well, and then change to a flower pot, what do you think?"

Tao Qingfeng's eyes widened, as if he had heard something unbelievable, and said half aloud: "Mr. Yan, I am a person who doesn't have too many obsessions and takes many things lightly. I like those poems, but if I'm not allowed to Look, I can read Buddhist scriptures instead. I like sweet-scented osmanthus, but it doesn't matter if you have to replace sweet-scented osmanthus with lotus..."

Tao Qingfeng's voice became lower and lower, but when he said the last sentence, he raised it up and down again: "But him, this matter is very certain in my heart, and the matter of liking him must not be changed. No matter where he is, In the soil, or in the sky. Teacher Yan, you just said that the soul may exist and be awakened in someone. Then I have this expectation, maybe we can meet again—it doesn’t matter if we are not in this life , it doesn’t matter if you are not in this era. In the end, you will go to a place, and that’s probably the end.”

The crab in Yan Tan's heart started to knock on the ice again, he said in a deep voice, "You still don't want to let yourself come out."

Tao Qingfeng nodded: "I don't want to, and I can't. On my own, I don't have the strength. And no one can help me."

At that moment, Yan Tan almost wanted to slap the table and say loudly: I, I am the one who can make you come out the most, only I have this qualification and ability.And I can do it.

But he just held the red wine glass tightly, holding the belly of the glass with a pair of good-looking hands, with slender fingers, well-defined joints, and the taste of abstinence and control.

He looked at Tao Qingfeng, with a low and magnetic voice, full of tenderness: "Think about it carefully."

Tao Qingfeng looked at Yan Tan blankly, what did the other party want him to think?At that moment, Tao Qingfeng had an illusion: Teacher Yan wanted to say: Think about it, is there someone who can make you come out?Is that person me?Then he roughly understood: what Teacher Yan meant was that he had to think for himself, how to move forward, how to get rid of the shadow of the past.

Tao Qingfeng shook his head to drive away the unrealistic imagination in his mind, and replied: "Okay, I will think about it carefully."

He really needs to think about how to move forward, not emotionally, but in life.

Yan Tan revealed a demeanor between desolation and bewilderment: "Guangchuan...what do you like about that person? Tell me. Tell me, it will make you feel better."

The soft part of Tao Qingfeng's heart seemed to be bitten by a small bug, and a slight but lingering pain surged up. He hesitated and said, "It's hard to express for a while, he's just fine...everything is fine. "

Moreover, Tao Qingfeng had to organize his words so as not to reveal any clues about Yan Dan's life.

Yan Tan said: "I never liked people before. At that time, a senior from the Faculty of Arts confessed to me, quoting a sentence from a work, saying that liking is like holding a small wooden cup with Subtle lines are the slight nostalgia and little obsession in the world'※, until the person I like doesn't like me, I gradually understand this sentence."

Tao Qingfeng felt that this should also be "reciprocity", and said: "You don't need to talk about me all the time. Teacher Yan should also talk about it. The one Teacher Yan likes...isn't a girl?"

Yan Tan nodded.Tao Qingfeng thought to himself: No wonder Teacher Yan is so good at enlightening people.

Yan Dan sighed and looked directly into Tao Qingfeng's eyes: "He is very good-looking. He is very smart and motivated. He was born in a bad background, and the environment he grew up in was also smoky. But he can keep his heart and stay unsoiled. Experience After bad encounters, his heart is still kind and soft. When I look at him, I always feel like I am looking at a piece of beautiful jade that still maintains its original color in the filth, and I really want to... treasure it."

Tao Qingfeng listened to Yan Tan boasting like the sky and the earth in one breath, and a tinge of envy rose in his heart: To be praised by Yan Tan like this, he must be such a good person.Tao Qingfeng has always cherished and cherished talents, and really wants to have the opportunity to make friends.But looking at Teacher Yan's precious appearance, I'm afraid I'd like to hide him tightly, so I'd better not mention it casually.

And last time, Yan Tan was clearly in a bad mood, saying he only liked it a little bit, and saying that it would be fine if he couldn't wait, and he didn't know what was going on during this period of time.Tao Qingfeng then asked: "Then, has Teacher Yan's recent progress... been smoother?"

Yan Tan shook his head and said: "It's still useless. But I think I like him more, not just a little bit. It can't be so simple."

"And," Yan Dan paused, and said word by word: "There is another reason why you may sound absurd. I think I should like him naturally. I can't let it go."

Tao Qingfeng really felt wronged for Yan Tan this time: "Then what should we do?"

Yan Dan's eyes rolled, and the crab's pincers broke through the ice edge and poked out its claws: "I was thinking, is it because I have never liked anyone before, and I have never been in a relationship. So I have no experience, and I did not do it right. I don’t know how to get people to like me. I’d love to find someone to practice on.”

Tao Qingfeng was surprised and said, "Can you still find someone to practice this kind of thing?" The habit of modern people can really give Tao Qingfeng a fresh surprise no matter what time it is.He really came to a strange era, some places are good, some places still need to work hard to adapt.

Anyone who understands modern common sense will not believe the nonsense that falling in love requires someone to practice, but Yan Dan has spotted Tao Qingfeng's lack of common sense, whether it is memory loss or soul possession. , just talking nonsense in a serious manner without blinking an eye.

"Of course I have to find someone to practice." Yan Tan coughed twice, "Some people increase their experience by dating a few more times. But now that I have someone I like, naturally I can't really date other people to increase my experience. Experience, it’s best to find someone to cooperate with rehearsal exercises, pretend to be in a relationship, know how to like others correctly, what precautions and better behaviors..."

Tao Qingfeng seemed to have opened a new door, admiring the degree of freedom and way of thinking of modern people, which was unthinkable in their era anyway.

Tao Qingfeng noticed that Yan Tan was staring at him without blinking, and then he said nervously: "Then Teacher Yan, are you going to find..."

Yan Tan pretended to be very serious with this serious temperament and said: "I want to find someone who has acting skills and understands me."

Tao Qingfeng would be stupid if he didn't understand anymore. He waved his hands at a loss and stammered, "It's me? Teacher Yan, you just want to tell me this? But I don't have any experience in love, how can I act? I can't help you this?"

Yan Tan said confidently: "You can. I don't know how to fall in love. Only in this way can I have a more realistic reaction. Because the first time you fall in love, there are always many problems. Besides, where do I know others who are young and my friends? What about people who can act? Guangchuan, you can help me with this. And for you, if you act in emotional dramas in the future, it will also help you. If you have never been in love, how can you express yourself on the screen? "

What Teacher Yan said makes sense.But Tao Qingfeng was still a little confused, pretending to be in love?But to act out the experiences and problems that arise in love?This is too difficult, it is even more difficult than him only sleeping four hours a day, changing the script until he has a headache, running around on the set every day, trying to persuade the old actors to perform well-although those things are tiring, at least Know the direction to go.This thing is completely scratching my head, and I don't know how to play it at all.

Tao Qingfeng quickly said: "I still think it's too weird. I don't know how to do it. What do I want to play? This is not a role. If no one sets a standard to imitate..."

Yan Tan smiled and said: "Yes. The person I like didn't like me at the beginning. So what you have to play is the mentality of changing roles from 'don't like me' to 'like me'. It should be easy at first, you don't even need to act, you don't like me, right. Then what I have to do is to try to win your love as a suitor..."

Tao Qingfeng was frightened again, and kept waving his hands: "No, no, no...how can I let Teacher Yan pursue me, I can't even pretend. It's too...too...it shouldn't be."

Tao Qingfeng thought: For a person like Teacher Yan, the right thing to do is to wait to be liked by others, to be held in the palm of others, to be enshrined on the altar by others. He is so good and deserves to be treated like that. How can he be condescended? chasing someone?

Yan Tan's voice revealed a trace of grievance: "Guangchuan, are you unwilling to do me this favor? Do you just have the heart to watch me suffer? Or, do you think playing that kind of relationship with me will damage your career and take up your precious money?" time?"

Tao Qingfeng's heart was suddenly softened by that bewitching voice, and he quickly denied: "I'm not. I didn't think that way. I will never think that Mr. Yan's affairs are a waste of time. But our company does have regulations. This kind of thing can't be publicized, it must be done in secret. I might miss Teacher Yan's business, and I'm afraid I can't act well."

Yan Tan continued to laugh and said: "Artists are not allowed to fall in love. I understand this. But being chased by a star is not only not against the rules, it should be a common occurrence. Don't be afraid that you can't act well. You don't have to act like you in the early stage." Me, what should you do, watch how I chase after you, and then you evaluate which behaviors are more satisfactory and make your character feel more like me, that's enough."

Tao Qingfeng always felt that something was wrong, he felt that he had stepped into a trap.Still can't refuse.Although what Yan Tan said was so sincere and candid——Tao Qingfeng entered a strange logic circle: if he refused, he would not give Teacher Yan face.If I don't agree with Teacher Yan's pursuit, I don't respect Teacher Yan.But obviously that is the correct way to end this matter, why can't he implement it immediately after being told by Teacher Yan, and it seems that there is no other way out except agreeing.

Seeing this, Yan Tan struck while the iron was hot: "Guangchuan, you once said that you will give me whatever I want. I don't want anything, as long as you do me this little favor. I hope you agree."

Tao Qingfeng had no choice but to surrender: "Okay, I promise. Teacher Yan, I promise to play that role for you. I never like it until I like it. I accept your pursuit, is that right?"