Exploring the Entertainment Circle [Ancient and Modern]

Tao Qingfeng took a lot of effort and finally took off Yan Tan's suit pants.It's late autumn now, so Yan Tan was still wearing a pair of thin trousers, so Tao Qingfeng's embarrassment didn't intensify.Then he carefully covered Yan Tan with the quilt.

After finishing all this, he called and asked the waiter to bring up a bowl of lotus root noodles, in preparation for Teacher Yan waking up halfway, so he could hangover for him.Originally, he wanted to ask the waiter to deliver some kudzu root, but there was no traditional Chinese medicine store nearby, so Tao Qingfeng had no choice but to give up the idea of ​​making anti-alcohol powder.

Just as he brought the lotus root powder into the room, Tao Qingfeng suddenly heard Yan Tan behind him, and called out: "Guangchuan."

"I'm here." Tao Qingfeng turned his head, thinking that Yan Tan had woken up, but Yan Tan's eyes were still closed, it seemed that he was just dreaming.

Tao Qingfeng was a little moved: Did Mr. Yan think of himself when he was dreaming?Should he be honored, or ashamed?Maybe both.In any case, I have the opportunity to take care of Teacher Yan tonight. Although I can't repay his kindness for helping me in case of emergency, he is willing and happy in his heart.

Yan Tan called out again in his dream: "Guangchuan." When he called out, his brows were very tightly frowned, as if he was experiencing some kind of painful event.Tao Qingfeng felt uneasy: Why did Teacher Yan show such an expression?Could it be that I was too worried about myself, alas, I really felt sorry for Teacher Yan, and caused him a lot of trouble, and now I still have a mental burden...

Tao Qingfeng sat by the bed, stretched out his hand in a daze, trying to smooth Yan Dan's brows, but when he was about to touch Yan Dan's eyebrows, he suddenly froze again. s face.

How could he touch Yan Dansheng?He didn't dare, and he couldn't.

Yan Dan is his friend.There is no scholar or family between them, if he caresses Yan Tan's eyebrows, he should be qualified.

It was as if a window had opened in Tao Qingfeng's heart, and the wind passed through his chest. The gust of wind brought a new breath, and also took away the things that were about to be extinguished and deeply buried in his chest.For a moment, his heart was empty, and a half-sad, half-sentimental thought surged in his mind.

——There has never been a moment when I am more determined than when I am about to touch a familiar face.

He will never... never see Yan Dansheng again.

No matter how similar Yan Dan's face was to Yan Dansheng's, Tao Qingfeng felt that he could calmly treat them as two people from now on, and would not make the mistake of substituting delusional thoughts from his previous life again.

Because it is impossible for him to touch Yan Tansheng forever, but now he can sit by the bed calmly and take care of Yan Tan.

From now on, Yan Dansheng will stay in his heart quietly, but it is in a place where he can't touch it.Even in a dream, you can tell the difference clearly.In this way, it will be fair to both of them.

But why is it so uncomfortable? Tao Qingfeng blinked his eyes. This should be a good thing for him to be relieved. Why are his eyes sour and his heart aching.Is it greedy for something that doesn't actually exist, just occasional resemblance to cause illusions, the illusion that the other party is still there, is it a hypocritical and self-deceiving weak emotion?

This is the same as the emotion of coveting laziness and comfort, and it is something that should be thrown away when one is determined to study hard.

"Guangchuan." Yan Tan called out again, if you listen carefully, you will find that it is a precious and gentle tone, but still a little sad.

However, Tao Qingfeng's thoughts were chaotic at the moment, and he couldn't distinguish them at all.He just gently pulled up Yan Tan's quilt a little bit, and for the last time, in his mind, with an unknown thought, to answer him, to the him who didn't know who it was.

"I'm here."

Tao Qingfeng closed his eyes.

Suddenly, he was suddenly covered by a warm body, Yan Tan sat up in his dream, and shouted "Don't die", the tone was especially flustered and painful, while hugging Tao Qingfeng tightly, he refused to let go with such force, like To embed him deep in his chest.

Tao Qingfeng was strangled a bit out of breath, he couldn't see Yan Tan's face, he could only feel his head resting on his shoulders, his hands passed under his armpit and around his waist, Yan Tan was still wearing alcohol. fragrant.

"Teacher Yan?" Tao Qingfeng called out tentatively, wanting to know whether he was dreaming or waking up.

Yan Dan didn't answer him as expected, and the sound of falling asleep breathing was breathing regularly in his ears.

Tao Qingfeng sighed: Teacher Yan, is this a dream?Teacher Yan is so calm and calm, would he show this level of panic in his dream?Tao Qingfeng wasn't arrogant enough to think that Teacher Yan had dreamed of him, after all, "Xiao Tao" should only be regarded as a new friend to Teacher Yan, right?

Although Yan Tan was worried that he would have suicidal tendencies, since he made a promise, Yan Tan should not be so worried in his dream, right?

The second time I ran into Yan Dan that day was at the cemetery, Tao Qingfeng thought to himself: Teacher Yan is dreaming now, and the person who shouted "Don't die" in a panic is probably similar to the role of a relative who lost when he was young?Only at that age, a thought will bring people back to their original shape.

Tao Qingfeng didn't dare to think too much, if he didn't think about Yan Dan calling "Guangchuan" several times just now, followed by "Don't die", Tao Qingfeng felt that it was impossible.But he didn't move, he let Yan Tan hold him obediently, and patted him on the back comfortingly, hoping that Teacher Yan could sleep well early.

But Tao Qingfeng didn't move for a while in Yan Yan's sleeping position holding him, only to feel that his back was very hard to support. After all, he was such a heavy body. Although Teacher Yan was sitting on the bed, half of his body All the weight was put into Tao Qingfeng's arms.

Tao Qingfeng tried to carefully free himself from Yan Tan's hands, but the other's hands were still hugged so tightly without letting go.Tao Qingfeng was afraid of waking Yan Tan up, so he thought about it, found an angle, and slowly fell sideways, so that Yan Tan lay on his side on the bed, and he could only lie on his side opposite him.

It's just that in this side-lying position, Yan Tan seemed to be more dependent on Tao Qingfeng, he put his hands into Tao Qingfeng's armpit and hugged it deeper, as if he had found a large pillow.Yan Tan's head also slipped from Tao Qingfeng's shoulder into his embrace, leaning against a warmer place.

Tao Qingfeng had no choice but to use him as a pillow if Teacher Yan wanted to. He couldn't figure out what he owed Teacher Yan, and he would never refuse what Yan Tan wanted to do to him.unless--

Tao Qingfeng froze suddenly, Yan Tan was holding him in his arms, and before he stopped, his legs were also entwined like octopuses, and one leg even tried to squeeze between Tao Qingfeng's legs.Tao Qingfeng was originally tossed by him, but he might as well have been pushed into his crotch by some hot and hard object...

Alcohol, what a scourge.

Tao Qingfeng's face was flushed, he didn't mind being hugged so tightly, but it was too embarrassing to be pressed against by that thing.But if you struggle to get rid of it now, Teacher Yan will definitely be woken up.

It must be even more embarrassing for Yan Tan to understand the reason after waking up.Tao Qingfeng didn't want to make things difficult for the other party. He didn't struggle, and it didn't matter if he didn't struggle, so he lay stiff all over and lay motionless, letting the other party hug him, with his legs pressed against him.I said silently in my heart: the effect of the wine will disappear after a while, and it will disappear after a while.

As a result, after a stick of incense, the effect still did not fade.Tao Qingfeng learned and used a modern vocabulary that he just understood:

——This, this is not scientific!Why, after so long, still...

Tao Qingfeng quickly stopped himself from thinking too much, probably because Teacher Yan was in good health.He is tall and thin, and he is so heavy, probably because of his relatively strong body.nature……

Tao Qingfeng was tired and sleepy. Although he wasn't drunk after drinking, he was really tired from all the hard work just now.But he didn't dare to close his eyes and fall asleep, for fear that if he fell asleep in this position, what would Yan Tan do if he woke up before him?Teacher Yan will definitely be very embarrassed.Tao Qingfeng kept his eyes open all the time, wanting to get up quietly after Yan Yan let go.

After an unknown amount of time, Yan Tan still hugged him, and the thing didn't show any sign of going away.Tao Qingfeng was at a loss, gritted his teeth, and tried to gently break away Yan Dan's hand on his waist.

However, as soon as Tao Qingfeng moved his hand, Yan Dan also rubbed it, the thing was still pressing against Tao Qingfeng's leg, and Tao Qingfeng was too stiff to move again.

But he didn't move, Yan Tan was still moving, not only that, Yan Tan turned over and held Tao Qingfeng down, but lifted his head from his chest, but leaned down to his face again, with a look Dreaming about kissing him.

Tao Qingfeng was so shocked that he almost suffocated, and what made his mind go blank even more was Yan Tan's face, which was so close at hand and getting closer. Why did Tao Qingfeng's head feel like it was blown out by fireworks when that face was enlarged before his eyes, and his mind was full of the scene of Yan Dansheng coming to kiss him.

No, this is Teacher Yan.Tao Qingfeng's rationality was telling him this.But what about Teacher Yan?Teacher Yan is his benefactor with deep affection, what can he do?Did he kick him away like he did to Xie Guomin, embarrassing Teacher Yan?Teacher Yan was drunk, and it wasn't on purpose...

Forget it, they are all big men, if they are kissed, they will be kissed, and they will not lose a piece of flesh.Tao Qingfeng felt that his mentality was strangely relaxed, which was different from the nauseating memory when he dreamed that the original owner of his body was forced by Xie Guomin.It is clear that he can't move now (although he doesn't dare to move, dare not wake Yan Dan up), but he doesn't feel any resistance or nausea at all.Just a little... ashamed, or rather, ashamed.

Yan Tan leaned over and touched his lips lightly, Tao Qingfeng only felt a little soft touch, and tapped like a dragonfly, with the smell of wine.While staring at each other, Yan Tan dimly opened his eyes and murmured: "It's so good in the dream."

Tao Qingfeng's face was flushed, and when he saw Yan Tan open his eyes, he was so frightened that all his souls went away.How much he wanted Yan Tan to close his eyes and go to sleep, and wake up as if nothing happened.However, not only did Yan Tan not close his eyes, his eyes that were foggy from the smoke became clearer.There was a moment of bewilderment in the eyes at first, and they became deeper and deeper.Yan Tan's already pale red face gradually turned pale.

Yan Tan supported his temple with one hand, showing a headache, and supported Tao Qingfeng's shoulder with the other hand, pushed himself back, staggered back a few steps, in the dim light of the bedside light, his body The outline reveals a certain calmness for no reason.In Yan Tan's voice, there was a hoarseness from alcohol:

"what happened……"

Tao Qingfeng quickly got up, climbed down from the bed, saw that Yan Tan was not standing still, and looked like he was about to fall, and wanted to help him, saying: "Teacher Yan, are you alright?"

Yan Dan didn't answer him directly, his eyes lingered on Tao Qingfeng's lips, the touch just now was very real, although Yan Dan actually just touched him lightly, but Tao Qingfeng also drank wine because of his blushing, his lips were so real. It looked particularly rosy, as if it had been bitten.

Just now when he opened his eyes and kissed the other party's lips, Yan Tan had already woken up at that time, he thought it was a continuation of his dream, but now he knew it clearly.He saw the messy bed again, and the unresolved part of his body...

"What was I doing to you just now?" Not only did Yan Dan not catch Tao Qingfeng's hand that reached out to help him, but he even took a step back, with a rare sense of loss in his tone.

"It's nothing." Tao Qingfeng quickly shook his head, praying that Yan Tan would treat what happened just now as a dream.

"Nothing?" Yan Tan observed Tao Qingfeng's posture when he got up from the head of the bed, it was obvious that he was pressed by him just now, and there were so obvious wrinkles on the bed.In the dream, I was hugging and rubbing against each other, but the other party remained motionless.Yan Dan thought that he was dreaming according to his own will, Yan Dan's face turned paler and paler.So in fact, everything is true. It was Tao Qingfeng who was hugged and pressed by me just now, and allowed to hug and kiss me.

There was an inexplicable anger in Yan Tan's tone: "Why... why don't you resist, just let it go..." Although he was embarrassed that he was the one who started these things, he looked at Tao Qingfeng's expression of wanting to smooth things over, pretending Nothing happened, but he couldn't hide the expression on his face at all. Thinking of how stiff Tao Qingfeng's body was when he was half awake and half dreaming, he couldn't get angry.

Tao Qingfeng definitely didn't want to, otherwise he wouldn't have that stiff reaction and trembling touch in his hands.But Tao Qingfeng didn't move at all, and his face was red, and he didn't resist even though he was unwilling, which made Yan Tan very angry.

But Tao Qingfeng also said: "Because it's Teacher Yan, I don't want to wake you up. You don't know how to do anything, it will be fine in a while..."

It was very rare for Yan Tan to spit out a sentence, which would never appear normally, a word to vent his emotions.But he didn't care about maintaining his image anymore, Yan Tan was about to be carried away by Tao Qingfeng, his voice trembling: "Can't do anything? You just...wait a minute."

Yan Tan stepped into the bathroom, slammed the door shut, and solved the source of the trouble first.Tao Qingfeng also realized that Yan Tan was a little incoherent this time.Tao Qingfeng seemed to have grasped a bit of thread vaguely. Why was Yan Dan so angry? Is it because this indulgence was actually an offense?For modern people, it is probably the two parties who suffer from this kind of unwillingness. My inaction is actually an expression of sorry for Teacher Yan?

He didn't know that what Yan Tan was really angry with was Tao Qingfeng's defenseless mentality of "you can't do anything".When Yan Tan was dealing with it in the bathroom, he was really scared for a while.If that dream continues, he will have Guangchuan rectified... In this kind of matter, it is irrational for a man to be drunk. Doesn't Tao Qingfeng understand?

After a while, Yan Tan came out of the bathroom, her face was no longer red, and her body became natural, but her expression was still angry, not only angry with herself, but also angry with Tao Qingfeng.

Tao Qingfeng saw him coming out, and quickly apologized sincerely: "Mr. Yan, I'm sorry."

Yan Tan smiled instead of anger: "What are you sorry for? Do you know why I am angry?"

Tao Qingfeng took it for granted, "Yes, isn't it, Teacher Yan is actually unwilling, so he should stop..."

"Of course we have to stop it!" Hearing his understanding, Yan Tan turned pale with anger, his voice trembled a little, and he raised his voice, "But it's not whether I want to or not, it's you! You can't! Let me Do whatever you want! It's me! I should say I'm sorry!"

Tao Qingfeng was taken aback for a moment, he looked at Yan Tan with some confusion, he wanted to say that it didn't matter.Kindness and righteousness are the most important thing, even if Yan Tan took half of his life, he didn't complain, so what's the matter with a few kisses?

Or is this another taboo that modern people cannot touch?Tao Qingfeng didn't dare to speak rashly, for fear of revealing too many flaws.But his still ignorant expression fell into Yan Tan's eyes, which made Yan Tan's heart even more shadowed.

Yan Dan took Tao Qingfeng's so-called "ignorance" for granted, although he made up a wrong direction, he thought sadly: Maybe that's how Xie Guomin gave Xiaotao to...

Yan Tan never smoked, but at this moment he suddenly wanted to take a sip of smoke, as if in this way he could spit out the uncomfortable stuff in his chest through the smoke ring.

He fixedly looked at Tao Qingfeng, sighed a lot unconsciously, and said:

"It's a pity that it wasn't me you met back then."

As expected, he saw that Tao Qingfeng couldn't understand, and the other party was indeed chewing on this sentence even more confusedly.A pain rose in Yan Tan's heart.He waved to Tao Qingfeng who didn't know what to say, and sat by the bed by himself.

Tao Qingfeng walked up to Yan Tan, and Yan Tan said, "Bow your head."

Tao Qingfeng lowered his head as he said, and was about a foot away from Yan Tan, Yan Tan was expressionless: "Come a little more."

Tao Qingfeng did as he said, no matter how low he was, he could smell the alcohol in Yan Tan's breath.But he still didn't understand what Yan Tan was going to tell him.

Yan Tan stared at Tao Qingfeng who was close at hand with his open eyes, and he could see the reflection in Qing Qing's pupils. He was still calm and restrained. He paused and said, "Remember this distance."

While groping, Yan Tan picked up the lamp from the bedside table, and taught Tao Qingfeng: "When someone is drunk, if he crosses this distance and wants to do something bad, hit the back of the head. Call the police after smashing."

Tao Qingfeng was stunned for a moment before he realized that Yan Dan was struggling while teaching him how to be oppressed?

Tao Qingfeng couldn't believe it, but he grasped the point: "So Teacher Yan thinks that I should hit you with a desk lamp just now?"

Yan Tan said succinctly: "If you are really like that, I will only be angry with myself, not with you."

Tao Qingfeng was even more unbelievable, feeling very absurd for a while, although he thought that this might be some kind of taboo established by modern conventions, but it has exceeded his bottom line of value: "Mr. Yan, I don't think you accidentally kissed me a few times when you were drunk. It's a bad thing. I think it's unacceptable for me to hurt you for this. So I can't listen to you."

Standing up Yan Danhuo, his body exuded a sense of tall oppression, took a deep breath, and exploded: "Do you have to make me speak so badly - do you have to ask me to explain something clearly?" It’s a bad thing, to be clear, what does a man want to do when he’s drunk? Kiss a few times, Xie Guomin only kisses a few times? Haven’t you learned enough?!”

Yan Tan spoke indiscriminately, and his face turned pale when he finished speaking. He accidentally poked Xiao Tao's most painful wound in his heart.Yan Tan showed a remorseful and guilty expression. Just as he was about to apologize, he saw that Tao Qingfeng had been listening quietly, like a delicate green pine, without saying a word, but now he spoke in a very calm tone:

"Mr. Yan, please don't compare yourself with people like Xie Guomin." Except for a gloomy look in Tao Qingfeng's eyes, there was no such traumatized expression on his face.After all, this is the matter of the original owner of the body, he can only sigh with emotion.

Tao Qingfeng changed his direction to think about the values ​​and preferences of modern people.Of course he could understand what Yan Tan said just now. What Yan Tan meant was that beyond a certain distance, a man would easily lose control of himself when he was drunk and would do things he shouldn't do.

But: The Master said: Food and sex are also sexual.The Great Confucianism also said: Clear your mind and see your nature.Tao Qingfeng didn't think Yan Dan's reaction was out of the ordinary.Although Tao Qingfeng didn't have much experience, according to his superficial understanding, even if he was ashamed to show it, at least he shouldn't suffer from it.After all, it was just an accidental kiss, nothing else happened.

"I know Teacher Yan's good intentions, and I also know Teacher Yan's warning." Tao Qingfeng paused every word: "People like Xie Guomin make me feel disgusted even if I touch them. What happened just now... To be honest, because it is Teacher Yan, I feel sick. It’s just not moving. Others don’t do this. I can’t repay Teacher Yan, and of course this is not repayment. But Teacher Yan really doesn’t need to blame himself or worry. Just now…”

Tao Qingfeng looked a little shy, but he felt that everyone was a man, so it didn't matter if he said it, "...Just now, it's not a big deal. And I think..." Tao Qingfeng's voice became smaller and smaller, "Next you won't...you probably Just fall asleep...it's easy to fall asleep..."

There are mixed feelings in Yan Dan's heart, the primitive anger of worrying that Tao Qingfeng won't protect him has finally subsided, but there is a feeling of being confident, relying on Tao Qingfeng to give him anything, and not having any reservations about himself. attitude, and even stranger anger.In fact, he couldn't tell if it was anger, anxiety, or an undeserved... sense of superiority?

——Tao Qingfeng really treated him like this, thinking of counting the money for him after selling it.

As soon as Yan Tan thought that if he really didn't wake up just now, relying on his physical impulse after drinking, maybe Tao Qingfeng would be punished. Tao Qingfeng was still worried about whether he would repay him, so he felt that the air was too stuffy and his clothes were too tight. up.He clenched his fists tightly, nails deeply embedded in his palms, let out a deep breath for a while, and said to Tao Qingfeng in an extremely complicated tone: "What if I didn't fall asleep... Oh, it's okay, I woke up."

While talking, Yan Dan recalled what he experienced in the dream in his mind.While thinking suspiciously: I had a very realistic dream that seemed to like Tao Qingfeng.When the dream was about to end, he took the initiative to kiss Tao Qingfeng, and his body responded accordingly.

Although this is probably just a reaction that is easily catalyzed after drinking, it is just a physiological impulse.But Yan Dan deeply felt that, as a physiologically normal man, after waking up from such a dream, he immediately restrained and soberly warned Tao Qingfeng that he was too—— Yan Dan never had any embarrassing thoughts when he boasted, He just doesn't show the pride—too gentlemanly.

In addition, the realistic scenes in the dream, the many detailed details, and the events that he vaguely felt could be compared with history deeply made Yan Tan feel suspicious, and secretly reviewed the dream in his mind. .