The pursuit of rebirth is not easy

After getting along for a few days, the two of them also have a certain understanding of each other.

Chen Feng didn't like to talk, and he was always staring at the textbook in a daze, not knowing what he was thinking.Lin Ran was more cheerful, and talked to other students in the class.

Only facing Chen Feng, there is no way.

Even though these two sat together in class during the day and lived in the same dormitory at night, Lin Ran couldn't have a few words with Chen Feng, which made Lin Ran feel a little depressed.

Chen Feng is really boring!

Since the first night, after Chen Feng helped him put on the quilt, he said a few words, and then he completely regarded Lin Ran as a transparent person. That scene was just like what Lin Ran had seen before, and he couldn't help but feel a little sad.

Has this person been here all along?In his heart, in the end, what was he thinking.

During the evening self-study time, Lin Ran opened the paper that the teacher gave out in class, wrote his name crookedly on it, then turned his head and looked eagerly at the person beside him, "You should have finished your math homework long ago! Let me have a look."

The lights in the class happened to be above and behind Lin Ran. Looking at Lin Ran in the backlight, Chen Feng suddenly felt that he couldn't see the other person's face clearly, but the scene was very familiar at this time, and Lin Ran was still surrounded by his ears. It was a very loud voice, but my heart was already turbulent, and it was no longer calm.

Chen Feng suddenly felt that he seemed to have returned to a few years ago. At that time, he and he were not together. They were just sitting at the same table. His grades were very good at that time, and he didn't have the disgusting feeling about studying now. Homework has never been a problem, but he can't do it anymore. He hates studying and using his brain.So every morning he arrived very early, waiting for me to bring all the homework answers to help him complete the homework.

It was the same with him at that time, sitting next to him, with only papers on the table, blinking a pair of bright eyes, and opened his mouth to ask himself for homework.

Perhaps in the process of passing the homework back and forth again and again, the two of them had unusual thoughts on each other!

Lin Ran saw that Chen Feng was looking at him all the time, his eyes were dull, but the corners of his mouth were bent, feeling a little uncomfortable, he scratched his hair indiscriminately, then waved it in front of Chen Feng's eyes again, pouted and asked, "You Do you want to borrow it or not, but let me say, I have been acupunctured!"

Chen Feng's whole body seemed to come back to his senses suddenly, and there was light in his eyes, "Sorry, I was distracted, let me find it for you." After finishing speaking, he took out a completed paper from the math book, and handed it to him. Give it to Lin Ran.

When Lin Ran took it over, he accidentally touched Chen Feng's fingertips, and it fell apart when he touched it. Chen Feng didn't say anything and retracted his hand, but Lin Ran felt happy in his heart, and gently pressed his thumb under the table. Rubbing the finger that just touched him, he could feel the temperature from the other's fingertips.

Lin Ran couldn't help feeling a little ashamed in his heart. Lin Ran was afraid that he would become a pervert and would be excited about such a trivial matter, but when he thought it was Chen Feng, he felt that he had found a bargain.

Don't think about it, Lin Ran copied homework frantically, looked up from time to time to take a sneak peek at the deskmate, seeing that the other party didn't notice, and wrote homework contentedly.

After a while, Lin Ran returned the test paper to Chen Feng, and started playing with his mobile phone instead.

During the class break, Lin Ran went out to call his Da Gang, because when he was studying at night just now, Da Gang sent him a message saying that he understood the matter.

So, Lin Ran couldn't wait to take advantage of the time after class to call Da Gang.

"Da Gang, why did it take you so long to figure it out, hurry up and tell me what's going on." Lin Ran seemed a little anxious, and spoke much faster.

There was a rough voice on the other end of the phone, "Hey, why are you in a hurry, let me tell you, I have found several people for this crap, just like a fool, they always dislike me for being too gossip, thinking that I The girls are chirping! Damn, I'm obviously such a fucking man."

Lin Ran didn't want to listen to his ink marks, and urged him to speak seriously.

"Didn't you say that Chen Feng was expelled at the beginning? He was indeed expelled because he had a conflict with a student in the same class, and then he injured that person. It seems to be quite serious. It is said that he saw blood. I really didn't expect that there would be such a powerful person as Chen Feng in their school, which is full of top students!"

Lin Ran knew about Chen Feng's temper. If that person hadn't said too much and did too much, Chen Feng would not have done such a thing. "Keep talking."

"Chen Feng is very ruthless. That person seems to be the first in age. He is very good at studying. When Chen Feng beat him up, his parents quit and went to school. The school originally wanted to suppress him. Turning big things into small ones, I don't really want to make a big deal out of it, it's not a big deal if Chen Feng's family takes the money and pays that person some compensation. The leader seems to be persuading her all the time, but I feel that the parent probably wants more money, you don't know, that college bully, the family conditions are not particularly good, wait a minute, let me drink first."

Lin Ran smiled, and he heard the sound of Da Gang drinking water on the phone.

"His family's conditions are not good, so he wanted to take advantage of this to get some compensation. The lion opened his mouth. I heard that Chen Feng's family is not short of money, and the school leaders seem to take care of Chen Feng in this matter. I guess His family is so powerful, in fact, it’s over if they just give more money, but Chen Feng didn’t do it, he would rather be fired than let that person be proud. Later, Chen Feng was fired, and then the family only got medical expenses. Even if it's over. But it is said that the family's life is even worse now, and the school seems to have some opinions on this first-year-old."

"That's what he deserves, what did he do to provoke Chen Feng!" Lin Ran sneered. People like this kind of blackmailers can't get rid of them if they are addicted to them. They all wanted to kill that man.

"There are even more exciting ones! You know why Chen Feng and that No. [-] fight."

Lin Ran said he didn't know, he really hadn't thought about how such a calm person like Chen Feng, who could sit still for a whole day every day, could fight with others.

"It is said that it is because of a girl who seems to be the prettiest at their age. She is the class flower of Chen Feng's class, the number one, she is at the same table as Ban Hua, and also likes class flower, but Ban Hua seems to like Chen Feng, and also Always wrote love letters to Chen Feng, but Chen Feng ignored her, probably because Banhua was sad, she couldn't see it at first, so she quarreled with Chen Feng a few times. Speaking of this, it's even more funny, the first angry blushing neck He kept scolding Chen Feng, but Chen Feng didn't care about him, just pretending that he didn't exist."

Lin Ran smiled, this is indeed Chen Feng's way of doing things. People he cares about are more careful, and those he doesn't care about die in front of him. People, but this is actually just that he is too affectionate, and there is only room for one person in his heart.

"In the end, the number one said something that shouldn't be said, which made Chen Feng angry, so Chen Feng beat him up. The number one is a crispy guy who can only say, can't hit, and Chen Feng is also ruthless in his attacks. Yes, blood came out of the mouth and nose after a few strokes, and it seems that there is something wrong with the ribs. As for what the first one said, "the phone paused for a while, "I'll ask for you too, haha! How about it, Am I great?"

You big-headed ghost, Lin Ran cursed in his heart, and said, "Bang, hurry up!"

Da Gang went on to say, "The youngest and Chen Feng are from the same junior high school, and they have known each other before, so he said two words to Chen Feng, one is that Chen Feng doesn't like class flowers, so he can't be gay, and then Added a sentence, it means that Chen Feng would not like that dead boy! You said what this man said, I was angry when I heard it, and then I inquired about the junior high school they went to together, it seems that there is such a person , died of a heart attack."

With Da Gang's words in Lin Ran's ears, his heart was beating violently. He even felt a little pain in his heart. The hand that was not holding the phone gently pressed his chest, feeling his heartbeat.

"That boy used to be at the same table as Chen Feng, and the two had a very good relationship. Chen Feng didn't seem to be what he is now when he was in middle school. They said that he liked to laugh at that time, and he was also very good to that tablemate, so they said It was rumored that the two of them were gay. Although rumors were crazy on campus at that time, everyone knew about it, but no one dared to mention it. Moreover, Chen Feng and that deskmate seemed to be very popular in school. Probably everyone around him knew too. What's going on, just don't say it."

Seeing that Lin Ran hadn't spoken for a long time, Da Gang was a little perplexed, "Lin Ran, what's the matter with you? You won't fall asleep, I've been so fucking obsessed for a long time, did you hear me?"

Lin Ran's ears were shaken by Da Gang's loud voice, "Listen, let's continue." He was indeed a little dazed just now, and inadvertently remembered something from the past.

Dagang got a response, and continued to mutter, "I feel, Chen Feng and that boy are probably really together, you think, Chen Feng is so handsome, but he has never had a girlfriend, even that class girl He can't even look down on it, maybe it's because he doesn't like girls, it's okay to be gay, it's such an era, there are still such rigid people, and the first age deserves it."

Lin Ran also felt that being the first in age was a hindrance, "What is the first age called?"

"The first age? It seems to be called Wang Xu, right, you know that Chen Feng's tablemate is called Chen Ran, and his name is the same as yours. It's a pity, it seems to be quite good-looking. "

Lin Ran thought about it, but he didn't have a deep impression. Wang Xu's name is quite common, and there are probably many people with this name, but he will remember this person.

After hanging up Dagang's phone, Lin Ran stood against the wall, suddenly felt very tired and uncomfortable, he walked back to the class slowly, in order to avoid people, he called at the corner of the stairs The phone should have been ringing for a long time now, the corridor was empty, saw the sign of Class Ten, opened the door and went in, and returned to his seat.

Chen Feng knew that his deskmate ran out just now and only came back now, but seeing that something was wrong with his deskmate, his face was a little pale, his lips had lost their previous rosy luster, and he looked miserable.

Because some students were studying in class, Chen Feng could only get closer and asked in a low voice, "Lin Ran, what's wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell?"

Lin Ran heard Chen Feng calling his name. This was the first time he heard Chen Feng calling his name. When the two of them talked before, they didn't call each other's name. After all, I was the only one in the room besides you.

His eyes were a little moist, and after blinking twice, he felt something slipping across his face, Lin Ran reached out to wipe it, and found that he was actually crying.

Chen Feng originally wanted to ask, if Lin Ran was not feeling well, he could take him back to the dormitory. After all, these few days together, Chen Feng felt that this person was not very good at taking care of himself, but he didn't expect that after he opened his mouth, he I saw my deskmate crying...

"Are you OK?"

Listening to Chen Feng's deep and gentle voice, Lin Ran burst into tears. He couldn't control his tears, nor could he control his heart.

His heart hurts so badly, as if it has been cut open, it's hot, it hurts, it hurts.

Lin Ran clenched his lips tightly, and couldn't help but cry out. He really couldn't hold on any longer. He raised his hand and put it down again. After repeating this two or three times, Lin Ran still couldn't help it, and hugged him Chen Feng leaned over.

Chen Feng felt a pair of hands tightly encircling him for a moment, and he felt a little pain in his back, and then a small head leaned over his shoulder, it was Lin Ran.At such a close distance, Chen Feng could clearly hear Lin Ran's very soft sobs. Such a small voice could only be heard if they were very close to each other.

In order to comfort Lin Ran, Chen Feng stretched out his hand and patted Lin Ran's back lightly a few times, as if teasing a child. Lin Ran couldn't stand this, and hugged his hands even tighter, as if he was afraid of losing Same.

"I miss... home..."

Lin Ran uttered these words in a low voice, feeling scared for a while.

Chen Feng didn't take it seriously, "How old is he, still homesick? A big boy, still crying!"

His voice was very soft, but there was no sign of mocking Lin Ran. Lin Ran could tell that he cared about him, which made him both happy and sad.