The pursuit of rebirth is not easy

Lin Ran looked carefully at his miserable math paper. He got a few of the multiple-choice questions right, none of the fill-in-the-blank questions were correct, and only two of the major questions had answers, and they were all scored, because that question was mathematics. The teacher asked Lin Ran the question, and another question was similar in type to the one just now, and he barely got a few points.

He leaned over with a big face, but found that the last two points of Chen Feng's score were both higher than his.Lin Ran couldn't help but feel a little sad. Is there such a big difference in grades between him and Chen Feng...

Looking at the heartless Lin Ran, Chen Feng felt a faint pain in his heart, who could understand.A feeling called regret arose in Chen Feng's heart. He regretted transferring to here, regretting meeting Lin Ran, regret letting him enter his heart...

Without those pasts and intersections, maybe the two would continue to live according to their own trajectory, instead of experiencing different degrees of pain together as they are now.

What are they doing wrong?Perhaps Lin Ran did only one thing wrong, that is, she shouldn't like him.And he himself made a mistake from the very beginning, and every day after that, he went further and further down the wrong path until there was no way to turn back.

Chen Feng always thought that after coming to this school, he changed.It became different from before, he tried to laugh without Chen Ran, tried not to be alone, tried to dream without Chen Ran...

He knew that this was a good phenomenon, but he was resisting his change from the bottom of his heart, because he didn't want to forget Chen Ran and the treasure he cared about so quickly.He was trying his best to keep a distance between Lin Ran and Lin Ran, but he couldn't resist Lin Ran's approach.

In the past year, Chen Feng had the experience gained from rejecting countless girls, but it didn't play any role in front of Lin Ran. He couldn't treat Lin Ran as those girls, but he had to guard against Lin Ran. , because Lin Ran is obviously more dangerous than those girls.

He really didn't want to admit it, his heart was shaken, because in his heart, he couldn't help but think of Lin Ran as Chen Ran.This is obviously wrong, but it is always like taking drugs, sweet and beautiful, but with deadly toxicity.

While Chen Feng was thinking wildly, the math teacher walked into Class [-]. The pace of stepping on high heels was not slow, but even faster. Standing on the podium, he glanced at the sixty different pictures below with a sneer Looking at their expressions, the math teacher knew that he failed the test again this time.

"What's the matter, you don't feel anything when you get the test paper?" The math teacher used her usual mocking tone, and stabbed everyone in the heart again.

The spectacle lenses on the bridge of the math teacher's nose reflected the lights in the class, making it look like light was shining from the eyes, which was scary to watch.

She took out a copy of the math report card of class ten that her class representative had copied, and read it from top to bottom. There were also a few of class ten with very good grades, who could be ranked in the top 143 in their age, and their math scores were consistent. They are all good, but, "The grades of our class this time are not very good. The highest score is Chen Feng, with [-] points. This score is already very good, and it is two points lower than the first in the experimental class, but this time The average score of our class is still very low."

There is a huge gap in the grades of the tenth class. The math teacher has always known that the students in the front have good grades, but the students in the back are lagging behind. This time the average score was particularly low.

The math teacher found Lin Ran's seat, and gave him a hard look, "Lin Ran, your score is only over 30 points, how did you think about it, it's [-] points lower than your deskmate, and you're under him all day long. Sitting next to me, I didn’t learn anything. Why did you answer so slipperyly when I asked you the last time, and you stopped eating as soon as the exam came? I dare you to lie to me before!”

Lin Ran wanted to lower his head and get under the table. The students sitting in front couldn't help but look back, so they almost put up a sign on his and Chen Feng's table, with the word "zoo" written on it.

After this class, word spread throughout the second year of high school that there were two new students from Class [-], one named Chen Feng was a top student, and the other was a student named Lin Ran who was a scumbag.

For the next day, Lin Ran sat in his seat and accepted the ridicule from all the boys, as well as the test papers handed out by representatives of various subjects. Every time he handed out a paper, he felt that he became a little more idiotic.

The same people, how could the gap be so big.

When I returned to class in the afternoon, the big list had already been posted, next to the blackboard in front, and it was still posted by the monitor.This time, the class ranking has changed a lot. Chen Feng jumped up and became No.1 in the class. He also ranked 23rd in age. This is already the best result of Class Ten since the first year of high school.

Then Lin Ran became the bottom one of the new tenth class, with the lowest score in the class, and the ranking in terms of age can also be said to be the bottom one.It was precisely because of Chen Feng's excellent grades and Lin Ran's idiot's scores that the average score of class ten hit a new low again, but it didn't drop much.

The evening self-study class teacher did not leave early as usual, but stayed in the class.At first, I called the monitor and talked to him for a while.The class leader's grades have always been good. The class teacher has always been very reassuring.She came to the monitor mainly to ask about the status of Chen Feng and Lin Ran in the class recently.

Not long after, the class leader returned to his seat and told Chen Feng that the head teacher let him go.Chen Feng glanced at the teacher standing at the back door, stood up, walked around Lin Ran and walked out.

The head teacher likes students like Chen Feng very much. He is smart and has good grades. He is a good boy at first glance.Putting on a gentle face, "Chen Feng, are you still getting used to school recently?"

Chen Feng nodded, "Very good, the students are taking good care of me."

The head teacher's smile deepened. This child is sensible, "Chen Feng, your grades really surprised the teacher. Of course, the teacher is even more happy. The first monthly exam score is so good, and you can go ahead again in the future." Yes. I think your current seat is a little farther back. If you can’t see the blackboard clearly, the teacher can adjust it to the front for you. Of course, if you want to change the seat at the same table, you can also tell the teacher..."

Lin Ran's heartless face appeared in Chen Feng's mind, but he shook his head and refused, "Teacher, I have always had good eyesight, so I don't need to go to the front, and I am also tall, sitting in the front may block To other students, the current position is quite good.”

The head teacher encouraged Chen Feng a few more words, and then asked him to go back and inform Lin Ran to come out.

When Chen Feng went back, Lin Ran was so sleepy that he couldn't open his eyes. He was woken up by Chen Feng, blinked his eyes, and under Chen Feng's signal, tilted his head and saw the figure of the class teacher at the door, and immediately regained his energy. Zipper up the school uniform, and walk slowly to the head teacher.

The head teacher closed the back door, leaving only her and Lin Ran standing in the corridor. The head teacher was wearing [-]-[-] cm high heels, which made him a little shorter than Lin Ran. Lin Ran lowered his head slightly, looking pitiful. The head teacher originally wanted to reprimand Lin Ran severely, but he didn't say anything when he got to his lips.

His serious face loosened a bit, and his voice lowered a little, "Lin Ran, have your grades always been like this? Or did you transfer here suddenly, and you don't get used to it?"

Lin Ran still lowered his head and pretended to be pitiful, "Teacher, my grades have never been good, and the teachers at the previous school also said that I am too stupid, so no matter how I study, it will be a stick."

Lin Ran didn't need to draft a lie, he just opened his mouth.Anyway, the head teacher wouldn't know what he was like before, so it doesn't matter.

The head teacher showed a concerned look, "Look, Chen Feng's grades are so good, you sit with him, and if you don't know how to do it, you can ask him to see how he studies. There are no stupid people, just Your way of studying is wrong, just learn more from Chen Feng..."

The head teacher has been encouraging and comforting him, as if he is a poor child who has been hurt. Although it is good to have such a gentle head teacher, Lin Ran wants to go back and sit.The head teacher finally let Lin Ran go after he finished what he wanted to say.

The head teacher also talked about the problem of changing the same table with Chen Feng just now, which means that Chen Feng is willing to sit next to you. He has such good grades, so you can ask him more. Don’t be shy to ask, he should be willing too. It's for you.

When Lin Ran found out about this, he was overjoyed. Chen Feng didn't want to sit with others, so did it mean that Chen Feng didn't hate him yet, did he still have a chance!

One night, Lin Ran behaved quite normally, as if the broken-hearted Lin Ran in the morning did not exist, leaving only Wang Haifeng secretly sad, with no one to accompany him.

The excitement remained until Lin Ran went to bed, and it hadn't completely dissipated.Lin Ran couldn't sleep, he couldn't sleep because of excitement.Tossing and turning on the bed without falling asleep, I kept turning on the phone, looking at it and turning it off.

After twelve o'clock, Lin Ran was still staring at the ceiling with his eyes open. Various sounds came from outside the window from time to time. They were sounds from nature that could not be heard at all during the day. Hate it, but enjoy it.

Hearing Chen Feng's steady breathing, Lin Ran tiptoed out of bed, stepped on his slippers, walked to Chen Feng's bed and squatted down.Chen Feng habitually leaned his back against the wall, and faced the side without the wall.

Lin Ran's dark eyes seemed to be shining in the dark night, and he stretched out his hand to gently draw on Chen Feng's face, sliding down from his forehead, it was Chen Feng's first bridge of nose, skipped over his lips, and pinched it Chen Feng's clean chin, Lin Ran leaned forward and said, "Brother Xiaofeng, I haven't kissed for a long time, I really can't help it, I'm sorry..."

Sealing Chen Feng's icy lips with his own lips, he tasted it repeatedly, as if he had eaten his favorite dessert. Chen Feng's originally closed eyes suddenly opened, but he didn't stop Lin Ran's movements, instead faintly gave Lin Ran responded little by little.

Chen Feng would also be greedy for this familiar feeling, the long-lost feeling of happiness.

The hand pulled out from the quilt pressed Lin Ran who was about to leave, and then a deep voice rang in Lin Ran's ear, "Who the hell are you?"