summer love

A birthday is something we all have, and that day is the date we were born.I remember hearing a story before. I don’t remember which celebrity would starve himself for a day every year on his birthday, because that day was his mother’s good day.Mother suffered so much for our birth.Pregnant in October, I have tasted all kinds of hardships; the birth of a new life, let the mother go through the gate of hell once; it is no longer the mother alone but the whole family who raised us hard.

We are all meat that fell from our mothers.I don't like birthdays, every time I pass quietly and I never mention to others when my birthday is.But this year's birthday, I received a birthday gift for the first time, and it was very meaningful.

I remember the second chapter of "Dream of Red Mansions" No.60 describing Jia Baoyu's birthday. That day was not only his birthday but also the birthday of Ping'er, Baoqin, Xiuyan and others.Because Jia Mu and others were not at home, they had a lively day, and the writing that time was really wonderful.In fact, birthdays are just an excuse for everyone to have fun together.

It’s just that I don’t like excitement just like Lin Daiyu. I find it troublesome when there are too many people, and it’s too boring when there are few people. I prefer to be alone.But now I prefer to stay with Brother Tao, but I was afraid that he would feel bored, so I asked him: "Brother, will you be bored when there are only the two of us?"

Brother Tao said: "No, I used to hang out with them all day long, and now I know the benefits of being alone. In retrospect, it was boring when there were so many people. After Grandma Liu entered Rongguo Mansion for the second time, Xue Baochai met in Zilingzhou. Everyone said a word, "Although those jokes yesterday were ridiculous, they are boring in retrospect." ("Dream of Red Mansions" No.40, second chapter) My lively days before are also boring in retrospect, only the days with you That’s what’s fulfilling.”

"I hope so. I'm worried that you won't be used to my clean life. I'm afraid you'll get bored and leave me after a long time. I'm afraid, I want to have fun, but I really can't get into it."

"I know, I know everything. You have done a lot for me. You don't like crowded places. How nice it is for us to just stay in peace like this. I like this kind of life."

Brother Tao and I have been together most of the time since we were together, I don’t like excitement, he knows that, so we spend most of our time reading novels in the library.We seldom go shopping together, and we don't hang out with other people much.I know Brother Tao is always accommodating me, he is a lively person.

I think Brother Tao should be lively and lively, and now there is a very good opportunity.

I said to him, "I'm going to celebrate my birthday, what do you think I should do?"

"When? How come you never told me?"

"I didn't want to think about it. I was worried that you would be bored if there were only the two of us all day, so I thought of taking this opportunity to let you have fun. How about we have a lively time?"

Brother Tao smiled at me: "Baby Feather, believe me I want you to have a birthday you will never forget."

"Tell me, how do you live? I haven't passed it for so many years, you can figure it out yourself."

"Just wait and see!"

"By the way, brother, when is your birthday?"

"Me? It's not my birthday either. Besides, let me tell you that you can remember it, it's just your muddled brain."

I said: "You don't care! Tell me, okay?" Under my soft and hard palate, I finally found out my brother's birthday.

My brother's birthday is in spring, and spring is the season for the recovery of all things and the growth of life.I like spring, and spring is the time of the year, and I like spring even more because of Brother Tao's birthday.But my favorite is winter.

Snow is so white, I like snow the most.According to my mother, it was snowing heavily on the day I was born. I originally wanted to add the word "Snow" to my name, but it collided with the names of my elders, so I didn't include this word.So I like snow, I like winter, I can do so many romantic things in snow in winter.

The weather is getting colder and my birthday is coming up.Luckily it snowed heavily the night before my birthday and I was so happy it snowed.In the evening I told Brother Tao, let’s go out to play tomorrow, the next night it will snow heavily and tomorrow there will be snow everywhere, we can go play in the snow, it’s so romantic.

Brother Tao said, "Tomorrow, I'll let you play as much as you want."

I thought he would forget my birthday, but he gave me a special birthday present.

The next morning, the sky dawned very early. In fact, it was not dawn, but the light reflected by the heavy snow all night. It was really bright and beautiful.I like snow, the purity of snow, and the romance of snow.I got up very early that day. Although the sky was not very bright, it was already clear.I decided to get up and go to the playground, otherwise it would not be fun if someone had been there late.

But I found that there were already people in the playground when I went there. Yes, I am not the only one who likes snow.I just walked slowly on the playground by myself. I like walking in the snow like this. It was still early so I didn't ask Brother Tao to join me.It’s been a long time since we spent such leisure time alone. The time we spent together was wonderful, and sometimes we miss the time when we are alone.It's not that I don't want to be with him, but I like being alone, not only the romance of two people but also the loneliness of one person, but I don't feel lonely walking alone with Brother Tao.When I was single, I often walked alone in the snow, especially after a night of heavy snow, the feeling of walking in the snow was very comfortable.

I was walking slowly in the snow like this, and suddenly saw a familiar figure in the middle of the playground, it should be Brother Tao, I will not admit it wrong.I walked towards him, yes it was him, he stood there watching me walk towards him.

I walked over and saw him draw a heart shape on the snow in front of him, and he said to me: "You stand in it".

I stood in very obediently, and he said, "Now you have entered my heart."

I love his little romance.

Speaking of this, he knelt down on one knee and said, "Promise me that you will always be with me." As he spoke, his hand stretched out from behind, holding a book in his hand.It is the first book of Jin Yong's complete novels, "This is a birthday present for you".I love it so much.Just let him stand up quickly and hug him.We just kissed in the snow.

Life is for yourself, why should you care about other people's eyes.They don't like two men together, you don't have to watch it if you don't like it, and we didn't let you watch it.We don't care about other people's eyes. Brother Tao and I are encouraging each other. Although we are two men in love, our love is not different from that of the opposite sex. Our love is more pure and sincere.We have brought no stain on this world.

Brother Tao said, "Open the book and have a look, there is a bookmark inside."

I said, "Where is there? There is no bookmark, take a look."

He said: "How could it not be there?" He took it over and checked that it was not there.At this time, he became anxious and said, "Did it fall in the snow?" As he said that, he squatted in the snow to look for it, and I watched him worry there.He searched for a few minutes and found that I hadn't moved, so he knew I must be hiding.

Stand up and say, "Take it out."

I said, "You put it on for me." He bought a pair of rings, one in the book, and he should have another.So I just reached out and asked him to put it on for me.He took out the ring in his down jacket next to his chest pocket and put it on the middle finger of his left hand for me. It was a sterling silver ring with his body temperature on it.I also put the ring in my hand on the middle finger for him.

Brother Tao said: "I don't have any money now, so I bought a pair of simple silver rings first. I will buy a better ring in the future, but I don't know what kind of ring I can buy. Then I will wear the ring with my own hands." onto your ring finger."

"Brother, I'm waiting. I'm waiting for the day you put a ring on my ring finger. Let's go eat. It's been a long morning and I'm hungry."

"What do you want to eat?"

"Drink porridge."

"How do you know how to drink porridge every day, and your brain becomes muddy?"

"That porridge is delicious." My breakfast is basically fixed, a few vegetarian buns and a bowl of porridge.Brother Tao is also used to it, as long as we go to have porridge together every morning at school.

I asked my brother, "Brother, how did you know I would come here in the morning?"

My brother said: "I don't know what's going on in your mind. It snowed all night yesterday, and I thought that you would come back to the playground to enjoy the snow in the morning. Do you still remember the time in Lu Xue'an in "A Dream of Red Mansions", Baoyu is I went there early in the morning to see the snow scene.”

"I also want to be Jia Baoyu and live a carefree life. But my brother is smart and always knows what I am thinking. When did you buy the ring? You are with me except for class."

"You don't have to go in person, do you?"

"Did Brother Jie buy it?"

"You guessed right. Don't worry, I chose the style. I just asked him to run an errand for me."

"OK then."

I am very happy on this day. Although it is winter, it feels as warm as spring.

"Brother, come back to the dormitory with me after dinner."

He nodded, and when I returned to the dormitory, I gave him a plush doll, which was a long caterpillar.He asked me, "What the hell is this?"

"Plush doll! A birthday present for you."

He said angrily: "Do you think I will like this thing? Besides, today is not my birthday but your birthday, and is this thing new?"

I smiled and said, "I don't think you like it either. If you don't like it, I'll keep it for myself. Aren't you afraid that I'll forget your birthday, so I bought it last week and held it by myself for a week. Do you want it or not, I will keep it for myself."

He also turned his anger into a smile: "Why don't I want the one you gave me? I'm going to class, so go and play by yourself." He took it and left.

I said, "You can give me your birthday gift next year! You can't ask me for it again next year." I don't know if he heard it, but I think he just didn't bother to talk to me.

The fourth child in our dormitory said: "You are really shrewd in your calculations. Hurry up and pack up. We have to go to class later. You are very strict about this matter. You didn't tell us on your birthday. You have to treat us to dinner, we Buy something for Lao Liu to celebrate your birthday."

While packing up my books, I said, "It was originally a birthday, but he insisted on it. I'll ask him later if he has time to go together."

Suddenly the second child grabbed my left wrist and said, "What is in my hand, it dazzles me."

They all leaned over to watch.Said: "Why is it on the middle finger?"

I said: "The middle finger is very good. After all, we are only in a romantic relationship. Well, don't make trouble and go to class, or it will be too late." Our love is as pure as snow.

Our classroom is not far from Taoge’s classroom. I went to him during recess and said they were making trouble about me wanting to eat.

"It's all your fault, are you going or not? When are you going?"

Brother Tao said: "Let's go to the shopping mall closest to the school at night. I bought a movie ticket and we'll go to the movies after dinner."

"Okay, remember to call Brother Jie. I won't have dinner with you at noon, and you haven't played with the seniors and sisters in your class for a long time. You can do whatever you want at noon." After I finished speaking, I left and had to catch up. Go back to class.Sure enough, he didn't ask me to have dinner with me at noon that day. We used to do the same thing. When two people had classes at noon, they didn't eat together. When one of them had classes, the other one who didn't attend classes went to buy food.

In the evening, the wishes of the other five people in our dormitory were satisfied, and going out to eat was regarded as improving life.Brother Tao also came with Brother Jie, and Brother Jie bought me a gift, which is also a plush doll, which I really like.Because I have a habit of sleeping on my side when I sleep. If I sleep on my side, it will be very uncomfortable if I don’t hold something.

"Thank you Brother Jie, I can sleep with it in my arms in the future."

Brother Tao said to Brother Jie: "I have to trouble you where to get it, put it on my bed, and we will go to the movies later."

Brother Jie said angrily: "You bastard, why didn't you say it earlier, I saved myself trouble."

Brother Tao said: "Birthday gift, of course I have to give it in person." Brother Jie had nothing to say, I knew Brother Tao was jealous again, I only saw that doll once and then never saw it again, no Know how he handles it.Brother Jie never bought me a doll gift again.

The five people in our dormitory bought me a big cake. Brother Tao said with a look of disgust: "This is also your filial piety, how can you get it?" I gave him a white look and said: "The cake is very good. If you don’t like to eat it, don’t let others buy it.”

But Brother Tao was very happy after opening the cake, because he was very satisfied with the words written on the cake—"May Brother Tao and Ziyu live forever".I made a wish and hope that the two of us can go on happily like this.

We were very happy at the dinner that day, and I was very satisfied with this birthday, because there will be movie tickets bought by Brother Tao to go to the movies later.

It was very late after watching the movie, probably past eleven o'clock.Brother Tao said: "Anyway, tomorrow is the weekend and there are no classes, so let's not go back. It's so cold at night, so let's stay here for one night?"

I said: "I listen to you."

We asked for a room in the express hotel in the mall, which was a big bed room.

Walking into the room, I shyly said: "According to the normal development of the plot, should I be moved to agree with me?"

Brother Tao said: "I don't mean that, but if you want, I have no objection." Seeing his **** expression, I really wanted to slap him twice, but I couldn't bear it.

I said to him, "I want to take a hot bath. I'm sick after two days without a shower. Can you rub my back?"

He smiled and said, "I am willing to serve our feathers."

So the two of us went to the bathroom to take a shower, and he rubbed my back.I was always shy and afraid to look at him, Tao brother asked me: "Why do you keep turning your back to me, and it's not like you haven't seen me." Then he forced me to turn around, and I said: "You are the first Two men who shower with me."

He said: "Impossible, I know the first one must be your dad, but the second one must not be me. It's the men I don't know in the school bathroom."

I didn't expect him to eat such dry vinegar. "Don't go to the bathroom to take a bath in the future. I'll take you out to wash, and I can't let them see you."

"Okay, I'll listen to you."

He rubbed my back and I rubbed him too.Taking the opportunity to take a closer look at his body, he is really a man who exercises a lot, with no fat on his body and beautiful lines.As expected of our tie grass, not only has the appearance but also the body.

After taking a shower, we were lying in bed and getting ready for bed when he suddenly reached out.

I yelled, "What do you want?"

"Why not, I can't hug you." Then he hugged me, and I lay quietly in his arms.

I asked him, "Brother, what are you thinking?"

"I miss you."

"Aren't I in your arms, what else do you miss about me?"

"I can miss you when you are in my arms."

"You don't want to fuck, do you?"

Brother Tao said: "Of course I want to get your body, but I won't now. We have to wait for the best moment until the night of our bridal chamber."

"Brother, will we have that day?"

He said resolutely: "I will, baby, you have to believe me."

"Brother, I believe in you. Brother, do you know that I had a very happy day today, and I want to thank you for giving me so much love." He seemed to want to say something, and I continued: "Brother, don't talk, listen to me Finish the sentence. Brother, do you know that when I saw you, I liked you at the first sight. At that time, I just liked you. Since I knew that I liked men, that was the first time I knew what it is to like a person Feeling, this feeling was given to me by you. I know that I am ugly, and I don’t expect to have anything with you, as long as I look at you from a distance. Isn’t the so-called liking just to make the person I like happy? I was surprised when you told me you liked me, I thought you might be playing with me or that you just find someone to play with because you are bored. But I can't control that much and I just want to be with you. So I cherish every day with you, because I don't know which day you will abandon me, my heart has been hanging, hanging for these two months. Until today, my hanging heart finally landed, You gave me hope, you gave me promises and you gave me reality." I took my hand out of the bed and looked at the ring on my finger, "This is the reassurance you gave me, brother, I love you, listen clearly I understand that loving you is not liking you. Loving someone is different from liking someone. Maybe you can give up liking, but you can’t love. You see, this ring has a mark on my hand after wearing it for less than a day. "At this time, I was playing with the ring on my hand, flicking it on the top of my finger to show him. "Love is like the imprint of this ring that has been engraved in my heart. This imprint will never be removed. Even if the scar is removed, it will continue to exist. If one day you abandon me, I will not keep this finger , I want him to be my eternal mark. You also have to remember, if you want to abandon me, I will not let your finger exist. Love is so selfish, you have to forgive me."

My brother said a word: "Ziyu, you remember that I love you, and I love you engraved in my heart."

"Brother, I know."

"I may have said too much and said it seriously, but it is all from my heart. I have always wanted to say these things to you, but I have not found a suitable opportunity. Tonight is the right time, because you gave me this morning The ring let me see your promise to me, and what you said about us at night told me that your promise is not just for me. Brother, I only have you besides my family. You know I care too much about you. Don't think I'm hypocritical, maybe I won't say so much to you in the future, it's better to say everything clearly now."

My brother didn't say anything, just hugged me tighter.

I fell asleep in his arms that night and he held me tight all night.

As I write this, I suddenly feel so cold. Although it is summer now, summer on the plateau is also very hot.But look at the time is already early in the morning, how I wish he could hug me to sleep again, his embrace is so warm, and the smell on his body is so familiar.

But there will never be a next time.It's time for me to shut down and go to sleep.

When I woke up in the hotel the next day, I felt something pressing against me from below, and I subconsciously touched it with my hand, it turned out to be his pillar.I quickly let go of my hand, rubbed my eyes and opened them, and saw that he was looking at me.

"Wake up, you look so beautiful when you sleep."

"You are handsome too." I looked at his handsome face.

But immediately he returned to that shameless look: "Do you want to touch it again?"

I said, "Okay, then I stretched out my hand and pinched him."

He cried out in pain, "You are murdering your own husband, cutting off your future happiness."

"I don't care." As I said that, I turned over and lay on top of him, "Brother, we are so happy, we don't want to get up." As I said that, I kissed his lips.I just kept lying on top of him and couldn't get up, and his things kept hitting me.Then we released it with our hands, which was our first sexual contact.We didn't wash out of the room until noon.

I had a happy and peaceful life that day.

Love, it's right in front of your eyes, but it's so far away.Time is gone forever, looking at the couples in love in the lobby of the youth hostel, I sincerely wish them well, and I also sincerely envy them.

The love song of Xihai not only describes love but also admires ideals.

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There is no plot in this chapter, just thinking about some practical issues, and the readability may be slightly poor.