summer love

It is said that tears are salty, but one day I found that the taste of tears is not salty, and I don't know what it tastes like.Just like life, only you can experience the taste of it, and sometimes you don't even know what it's like.

Me, my brother, and brother Jie, the fates of the three of us are always entangled, with constant cutting and confusion. Is it friendship?Is it love?Don't feel bad about it.

My elder brother was lying on the hospital bed and was already unknown. I didn't know what I should say to him, so I just sat beside him and watched him quietly.My brother's father and brother Jie have quietly left the ward, and there are only two of us left in the huge room.

I don't know when, hatred, guilt, and longing came to my heart for a moment, and tears wet my eyes.But my brother once told me that I can't cry at any time and can only cry in front of him.I remembered his words and tears just rolled in my eyes.

I lie on his chest, although it is still so warm, but he can no longer hug me, can no longer hold up a sky for me, and I can only protect him from the wind and rain in the future.

I want to say a lot to him, but I don't know where to start.

For a long time, I said four words: "Brother, I'm hungry." Whenever I said this before, he would take out my favorite snacks or cook me my favorite meals, but now he I can't do these things anymore.

I stared at him hard, seeing his nose from his chin, I couldn't see his face clearly.I want him to get up, but it's just wishful thinking.

Suddenly, I saw tears streaming from the corners of his eyes, and I thought it was my hallucination.I sat up and wiped my eyes to make sure it wasn't my hallucination, my brother was really in tears.I don't know what I'm thinking, I leaned close to the corner of his eyes and tasted his tears, I don't know what it's like but I'm sure it's not salty.

After examining my brother's body, the doctor said: "This is the patient's response to external stimuli. The family members should give the patient some stimulation to help his body recover. It's just..."

"We understand that it doesn't matter if you wake up or not, as long as you are alive. Thank you doctor." I said to the doctor.

Then the doctor said some precautions, and Brother Jie sent the doctor out of the ward.

At this time, only me and my brother's father were left.

I knelt down to him: "Dad, please allow me to call you that."

"Good boy, get up, get up, you'll always be my baby." He lifted me up.

"Dad, let me take care of my brother in the future. I don't want to leave him again."

"You are still young and need a new life, so we can't delay you."

"I am willing to take care of him for the rest of my life, as long as you agree, I will take care of other things myself."

"But?"

"Dad, it's nothing to worry about. I must be with him. I will take good care of him. Don't worry." Brother Jie had already entered while we were talking.

"Since this is the case, I won't say anything. You can handle your own affairs. But, children, you can't wrong yourself."

"I'm not wronged. It's been a long time. Let Shijie take you home to rest first. I'll be fine here."

What a smart man the old man is, he naturally knows what I want to do. "You don't need to ask him to drive me. I can just take a taxi and go back. I have to meet an old friend somewhere. You can stay with him here."

We knew that he had his own things to do, so we didn't insist on sending him home. Although his body is not as good as before, he is still very strong. After all, he can survive so many blows.

There are only three of us left, I don't know how our relationship should be smoothed out, I don't want Brother Jie to be hurt again, but what can I do?I can't be with him and take care of my brother, even if he agreed I wouldn't agree.

He took my hand and said: "Yu'er, I know what's on your mind. Don't worry, I respect your opinion, just take good care of him. We will be brothers from now on, and I will never complain to you again." Just think about it."

I hugged him tightly, and he hugged me very hard, and I knew he didn't want to give up on me.But he said, as long as you are happy, I will be happy. We all know that to love someone is to let him do what he wants to do.

In this life, I am destined to owe him something, and I have no way to make it up.I just hope that Huayu, the son of Sister Fan, can give some help and give Brother Jie a warm home.

As night fell, only my brother and I were left in the ward.I put the other bed and his bed together, and I lay down beside him.Although he can't sleep with me in his arms, I can feel his breath beside him. I am already satisfied. Finally, this man only belongs to me.

I was very happy, slowly thinking about what to do tomorrow.I told him one by one: "Brother, tomorrow I will give you a thorough personal hygiene, you have a smell on your body. You are a clean and shy person. People do these things to you. You must be embarrassed and uncomfortable, aren't you? If you feel comfortable, I'll hit you. Now you are no match for me. Then, I have to change your bedding and clothes. Hospital things use It's too uncomfortable, I'm not comfortable wearing this thing, let alone you, although you don't care about these things, but I do, you have to listen to me about this matter. Do you understand? Brother, do you want to go out and have a look, you It seems that there is nothing in this ward. Let me ask the doctor when can I go home for observation? Although the hospital has complete medical equipment, you can’t use them. It’s better to go home. Everything is convenient when you go home. I’m not In order to save money, I am doing it for your own good. Although I don’t earn money, I am not short of money. Tell me, there is something I didn’t think of. Hey, I forgot that you can’t talk. In this case, I will take it as your consent .”

Suddenly something interrupted my train of thought. If this matter is not resolved, he will not belong to me after all.

The moonlight shone into the ward, and everything looked so peaceful. It had been several years since we had watched the moon together like this.He is like the unmoving moon, and I am like the moonlight he casts, moving with him, illuminating this dark world and bringing light to the night.He will light up my night, and I will only bring light to him.

After a good night's sleep, I was awakened by the sound of the door opening.

Rubbing his eyes, he opened his eyes and saw that it was Brother Jie: "Brother Jie, it's early. Why did you come so early in the morning?"

He smiled and said, "It's too early for you to look at the sun? It's all on your ass."

Yes, it's getting late.I said sleepily, "I'm so sleepy."

"Get up quickly, I've bought breakfast for you. This is in the hospital, not at home, so don't be too lazy."

When I washed up and walked out of the bathroom, I saw a familiar figure.is her.

"You are here."

"Thank you for taking care of him. I've been busy with work recently and come here less often."

"It's okay, I have nothing to do anyway, it doesn't matter who can take care of him."

Brother Jie knew that our relationship was awkward, so he smoothed things over and said, "Qingtao, since you're here, let's go back first."

She said, "Don't worry, I have something to say this time."

I said: "If you have anything to say, just say it, as long as I can do it, I will do it."

She said: "Yesterday, the grandpa of the child came to find me." I glanced at Brother Jie, who was also looking at me, and we suddenly realized that the acquaintance the old man mentioned yesterday was his daughter-in-law. "He advised me to divorce him."

I also thought about this last night. If the two of them hadn't divorced, I would never be able to be by my brother's side in a fair manner.Originally, I planned to ask brother Jie to take me to see him today, but the old man had already made the plan for me.

I quickly said: "Marriage is yours, I can't interfere. But whether you are divorced or not, I will always be by my brother's side to take care of him, please rest assured."

"Don't worry, I will divorce him as soon as possible." She said very calmly and calmly.

"However, it's bad for your reputation..."

"Reputation? Reputation is nothing. As long as he is happy, I will do anything. I should fulfill you, shouldn't I?" After finishing speaking, she walked away.I can feel her reluctance and sadness, but I can't persuade her, she has already convinced herself.

Suddenly one day, Brother Jie came to me and my brother with Hua Yu and told us that they were getting married.I'm so happy, and I'm sure my brother is too, that we're going to their wedding.The two of us have never had a wedding, but we are going to take care of it for them.For those of us who cannot get a marriage license, the wedding is the most important moment in our life.

Their wedding was simple but grand, it was like my dream wedding.Some relatives and friends witnessed the important moment of the couple's union on the beautiful grass.It's neither Western style nor Chinese style big fuss, just such a simple and luxurious wedding.

The breeze blows, and the fragrance of flowers comes.

"Brother, did you see it? Did you smell it? When you wake up, you will make up such a wedding for me. You have always owed me such a ceremony."

Suddenly I heard someone calling me, and I turned around to see that it was Sister Fan.

"Sister Fan, congratulations! But I can't call you sister anymore."

"Why? Don't you want to deal with this old woman like me?"

"How dare you? Hua Yu and Brother Jie are together, I have to call you Auntie, otherwise the seniority will be messed up."

"Yes, yes, you are right. How is Long Tao?"

"he's good."

"Come on, I'll push him, I haven't seen him for a long time." I didn't refuse, I took my brother's hand, and we walked forward together.

Brother, you must wake up, we are all waiting for you.