The Husky and His White Cat Shizun
Chapter 286 [The Peak of Death and Life] Lang Bolang's Love
"..." After a little silence, Jiang Xi almost sneered, but his eyes flashed with horror, "Wang Chuqing, are you crazy? Do you know what you're talking about?"
The hands under his sleeves were clenched into fists, and a rock seemed to have cracked inside his skull, and he was groggy and dizzy.
"What can he have to do with me?"
Although Jiang Xi's attitude is tough, Mrs. Wang's words have already made him startled to fear, from fear to suspicion, from suspicion to anger—he has always thought that he is alone and has no relatives in the world for so many years—— Heir?Tell him Xue Meng is his son at this time?It's just...absurd!
Mrs. Wang endured the blood bubbling up in her throat, and took a breath, she seemed ashamed, but she still insisted on saying: "Your brother knows what happened back then. What is the relationship between Meng'er and you, I will never lie to you. "
"..."
Jiang Xi was silent for a while, then suddenly started laughing, it was rare for him to laugh out loud like this, his eyes were full of sarcasm and fury.
The silver teeth were gritted, and the words were cold.
"My son? Senior sister wants to ask Gu, it's not necessary to talk to me about love, why bother to make up such a ridiculous story! How can your son's temperament, appearance, figure and temper be half similar to mine?"
Probably because of the strong uneasiness in his heart, he tried his best to deny it, baring his teeth and claws.
"How could Xue Meng and Xue Ziming be my son by using such indecent means to get me to clean up the mess that you and Xue Zhengyi left behind!!"
But his heart trembled violently, and there seemed to be a voice in the depths of his consciousness that said to him coldly, yes, he is your child, think about his age, think about how Senior Sister Wang left Gu Yue Ye , you ask yourself, the sky is above, Jiang Xi, think about it...
What can I think!
He bit back almost like a trapped beast, tearing the rationality in his heart to pieces.
Why do you think?
After more than twenty years of celibacy, he suddenly told him that he had a son, and that son was against him everywhere, and he gave birth to a look that he hated, and he had recognized someone else as his father for so long.
It's ridiculous.
He, Jiang Xi, is not a kind-hearted and kind person, and he will never be that mindless fool.He would never be fooled, never listen to this joke, never...
"Snow Phoenix."
Wan Lai shut up.
As if all the lights were extinguished at this moment, Jiang Xi was in a dark night, looking around in a daze.
For the first time he was so dazed.
Madam Wang looked at him and said, "Snow Phoenix."
"...What do you mean?" Her lips were murmured, gradually pale.
Mrs. Wang said softly: "Junior brother, you don't understand."
"..."
It is impossible for him not to understand.
Xuehuang is his divine power, although other people can use it, but they can't display its powerful power, only his blood relatives can convince Xuehuang.
Jiang Xi was speechless for a moment.
You don't even need to try, Mrs. Wang can talk to this extent, what is the return?He seemed to be cornered.
He was dumbfounded.
"……this matter……"
After a long time, Jiang Xi turned pale and spoke hoarsely.After the initial madness, he was almost exhausted: "He, Xue Zhengyong... also knows about this matter?"
Mrs. Wang said: "He has always known."
"..."
When she said this, her eyes were tender and painful.
——When Xue Zhengyi met her, she was 17 years old, and it was a good time for her to bloom.
That day, he rode a little donkey and passed Yangzhou with a piece of dogtail grass in his mouth. He happened to meet Wang Chuqing who came to the port to buy fabrics.Gu Yueye had a group of gorgeous female disciples, but he didn't take a fancy to any of them, except Miss Wang in the crowd.
Xue Zhengyi is a straightforward person, so he greeted her with a smile.
The other nuns laughed at him for being frivolous, but Wang Chuqing was gentle and a little embarrassed, she blushed and persuaded him a few words, then left in a hurry with her head bowed.
The girl was gentle and beautiful, Xue Zhengyi fell in love with her at first sight, so he went to Gu Yueye every now and then to look for her, one year, two years, three years, Mid-Autumn Festival, Dragon Boat Festival and Shangyuan Festival, he always came to look for her.Until the end, Gu Yueye was spreading the rumors that she had an affair with a gangster, no matter how good-tempered Wang Chuqing was, she couldn't take it anymore and drove him away in a fit of anger.
Xue Zhengyi was also a little rascal at that time, so he didn't leave.
Ms. Wang said, let's go, I am very embarrassed when you do this.
Xue Zhengyi said, you don't have a girlfriend, and neither do I, so I'll come and see you, and if you get married someday, I'll disappear right away.
Miss Wang was speechless.
Xue Zhengyi just laughed, really, it is guaranteed to disappear faster than lightning.
He paused, then asked her with some concern: "You...you don't already have a sweetheart, do you?"
Miss Wang's face turned red in an instant, she lowered her head and said softly, "No."
But it is not a truth.
She naturally has a sweetheart, and that person is not only her sweetheart, but also the dream lover of many female cultivators in Gu Yueye - she likes Junior Brother Jiang Xi very much.
But every disciple of Gu Yueye knew that Jiang Xi was a scumbag.
Among his peers, he has the most handsome appearance, the most powerful martial arts, and the most beautiful voice.
And the heart of the most oily and salty.
This person has a withdrawn personality, harsh words, but strong ability, ruthless wrist, and extremely good-looking - this kind of hero can easily harvest the hearts of girls, but Jiang Xi only treats her heart as a pig's heart, and he never cherishes anyone , women dedicated their true feelings to him, he thought they were crooked, men dedicated their true feelings to him, he called the other party perverted.
Jiang Yechen just lived in his own world like this, always hurting others without knowing it.
Like many seniors and sisters, Wang Chuqing has always secretly liked Jiang Xi, but she knew that she was not stunning and was older than Jiang Xi, so she didn't dare to confess boldly, after all, Jiang Xi had never accepted any woman's kindness .When others praised him, he couldn't hear him, when others praised him, he didn't appreciate it, if others dared to show love to him, he would scold him until he didn't even recognize his own mother and ran away crying.All in all, those who can confide in Jiang Xi are heroes.
Mrs. Wang didn't think she was a hero, so she thought that this affection would eventually fade away with her time, and finally put it in the coffin and sealed it.However, one day, the master found them both.
The head said: "Gu Yue Ye is the sect that is best at cultivating longevity and nourishing the soul. Most of the disciples can live to be over a hundred years old. And the heads of all generations have been practicing the method of prolonging life, hoping to find a way to live forever. Ascension can also be free in the world."
Indeed, for the sake of immortality, the head of Gu Yueye made various attempts, which naturally included the method of double cultivation left by Nine Heavens Profound Girl.
One of her and Jiang Xi is of the purest water element, the other is of the purest fire element, and both of them are innocent, so they are most suitable for practicing together.At that time, the head of the sect found them in order to let the two of them practice together.Wang Chuqing was extremely happy because she had admired Jiang Xi for a long time.But Jiang Xi didn't feel happy or unhappy. He was devoted to Taoism and hated trifles in love, thinking that it was troublesome and useless.I really don't know how there are so many idiotic men and women in the world, it's just beyond his comprehension.
"Talking about love is a disease. If you are sick, treat it early."
——These words came from the mouth of Gu Yue Ye's most beautiful man, Jiang Xi, and I don't know how many girls' hearts have been broken.
In Jiang Xi's eyes, even Xuannv's room art should not bring any emotion, double cultivation is double cultivation.Since the head of the sect asked, he didn't bother much, and he and his senior sister practiced in closed doors according to the scriptures in the dossier.
However, the love in the girl's eyes couldn't be hidden, and Jiang Xi gradually understood the senior sister's feelings for her.
It made him very irritable and uneasy.
He practiced with her only because of orders, without selfishness.What's more, the secret technique of dual cultivation itself requires not to be mortal, and when a man and a woman are married, it is also for the sake of spiritual harmony, and there must be no love or lust.
For this reason, Jiang Xi and her senior sister seriously mentioned it many times, telling her to calm down and stop thinking about what is there or what is not.
"If you have distracting thoughts in your mind, if you continue to practice dual cultivation like this, you may become obsessed and your spiritual core will be violent."
But how can Miss Wang control her feelings?Finally, one time, after the end of her practice, her spiritual flow was in turmoil due to unstable mood, and her spiritual consciousness was also unclear.It took Jiang Xi a lot of effort to suppress her Yanyang spiritual core, and he was furious because of this, and asked her why she refused to listen to persuasion repeatedly, and kept thinking all day long.
"If you continue like this, stop cultivating, it will kill you."
She was also very sad at that time, and she didn't know where the courage came from, but with tears in her eyes, she went out and asked him: "Yechen, are you practicing just for the order of the head?"
Jiang Xi's face was extremely ugly, and he asked: "Otherwise, what else could it be for?"
Although I already knew that Jiang Xi was as cold as a cold spring, and her heart was as hard as a stone.But when she really heard him say these words, she still couldn't bear it, and tears flowed down her cheeks.She felt ashamed, and raised her hand to wipe it away, but the tears continued, making her even more embarrassed, she got up in a hurry, choked up and said, "I'm sorry."
Then he turned and left, never looking back.
After that, Jiang Xi didn't look for her again for several days, and when he saw her on the road, he didn't talk to her anymore.
Some of Gu Yue Ye's young and beautiful Xiu saw the clue, and they all gathered behind her back to laugh at her: "At the beginning, I eagerly approached her, thinking that I would be able to climb up to Brother Jiang, how could it be possible."
"Double cultivation is double cultivation, she just pretends to be passionate. If she cultivates to the point of going crazy, she will also implicate our Senior Brother Yechen for no reason, which is really harmful."
"Forget it, what double cultivation. Senior brother and her do these things for the public. She and senior brother do these things for selfishness. Everyone knows what she has in mind. Heh, I think she just wants to do it for nothing." Taking advantage of my brother."
"Senior Sister Wang is older than us, and has a thicker skin than us."
These words were passed on, and they reached the ears of Xue Zhengyi who came to find Miss Wang for the Mid-Autumn Festival as usual.
Xue Shaoxia is straightforward but not stupid, and he understands the ins and outs of the matter after a while.Immediately, he angrily cleaned up the videos of those chattering little girls, and then ran to find Miss Wang.Seeing her, he didn't know what to say, so he just stared at her blankly: "You..."
Wang Chuqing raised her eyes, which were red from crying just now.
Xue Zhengyi hurriedly said: "Don't cry, don't stop those people's gossip, you, you...I think you are very good, I...I..."
Standing by the willow tree, Wang Chuqing turned her gaze to the sparkling lake: "I didn't tell you the truth before, but I have someone I like."
"……Um."
"Then why don't you leave?"
Xue Zhengyi scratched his head: "But that person doesn't like you...he doesn't like you, I...I can still talk to you, but he can't control it."
"..."
Seeing her silence, Xue Zhengyi hesitated: "Can he control it?"
Miss Wang lowered her head and said softly, "He won't care."
What is Jiang Xi to her?From the beginning to the end, it was just an order from the teacher, and it was her own wishful thinking.
Everyone in the faction said that Jiang Xi was a scum, but Wang Chuqing felt that it would be too mean for a man to be judged as a scum just because he refused to accept other people's love.
Jiang Xi never lied to anyone's feelings, never gave anyone hope, they are like moths to a flame, knowing that he is ruthless, but chasing him wishfully.
At this point, she actually felt embarrassed and wanted to let go.
However, what happened was probably because the disciple in charge of the medicinal diet was confused, and there was a mistake in mixing the medicine one day before, or it might be because of other reasons—Miss Wang found out that she was pregnant.
She just felt flustered and helpless. She didn't know how the teachers and sisters would talk about her and laugh at her after the news got out, and she didn't know what Jiang Xi's attitude would be.She couldn't move left and right, fidgeting anxiously, and finally decided to go to the head.
But when she came outside the head's room, before she knocked on the door, she heard a cold voice from inside, it was Jiang Xi who was speaking.
"Senior Sister Fan's heart is uncertain, and her spiritual core is becoming more and more violent. Now she can't control her spiritual flow even with a small spell. If this continues, she may hurt her body. I implore the head to take back the double cultivation order, and I can no longer be with her." Let's practice together."
"Hey, Xi'er, why don't you talk to her again, maybe you can..."
"No more. I've told her many times, but she's not suitable for this." Jiang Xi said, "Chuqing's mind is too easily shaken, it's useless."
The head asked: "...Then what are you going to do next?"
Jiang Xi said: "If no one can purify and give up thoughts, then they will not practice."
The head of the sect sighed: "... I see, you can go. Purification and renunciation are the most difficult hurdles in the way of dual cultivation. I don't know if Gu Yueye can have a person who has no other thoughts like you in the past few decades." .”
Jiang Xi didn't leave immediately, he stood there for a while and asked, "Is this difficult?"
"Extremely difficult." The headman glanced at him, "You and Wang Chuqing have been together for so long, and you haven't wavered in the slightest?"
Jiang Xi asked almost puzzled: "...why am I... shaken?"
The head of the sect stared at Jiang Xi for a while. From the young man's eyes, he didn't see an inch of hypocrisy, which surprised him. He thought for a while and asked, "Jiang Xi, in your eyes, is Wang Chuqing really a person?" What?"
"Elder Sister."
"What about the double cultivation?"
"...the object of double cultivation."
"Nothing else?"
"Nothing else."
"..."
Seeing the complex look on the head's face, Jiang Xi frowned: "Is there something else?"
"No." After a long while, the old master with already blond hair sighed, "For so many years, the disciples' double cultivation has never been able to pass the love test. You are the first one....But unfortunately, I don't know who can complete this with you It's a big deal."
That day, whether it was Jiang Xi or the head of the sect, none of them knew that all of their conversations had fallen into Miss Wang's ears.If we say that the former Fanwang girl still has a little fantasy, a little bit of hope.But this dialogue made her feel cold all over and lost all face.
It's embarrassing.I really don't know how to get a foothold in the sect again, and how to show my face to others.In the past, her back was about to be punctured by her senior sisters. If people found out that she accidentally had a child with Junior Brother Jiang...
Just thinking about it made her shudder, and she dared not stay in the sect anymore.Xingye escaped from Linling Island.
"...Didn't you elope with Xue Zhengyi?"
Mrs. Wang said: "No."
Jiang Xi suddenly closed his eyes, not knowing what to say.
He is indeed a fickle lover, and he only has his own way.Except for Mrs. Wang, he has never been in contact with any female sex in his life, and he also felt that he had no feelings for this senior sister back then.But later when he heard that Mrs. Wang and Xue Zhengyi had eloped off the island, he still frowned somewhat.
He felt that love in the world is not as long-lasting as flowers and plants, and women in the world are really unreliable, even this senior sister who is full of affection for him, doesn't mean to go with others just to go with others.
Since then, he has become more and more disgusted with love affairs, even a little bit cold.
After 20 years, until today, he finally heard the truth about this past from the elder sister.It's just that the "Miss Wang" at that time has become the "Mrs. Wang" today, and the best years of their lives have passed.
After a long time, Jiang Xi said very bluntly: "Then you...why do you want to leave Gu Yueye?"
"I can no longer live under the same roof with you, Junior Brother." After 20 years, Mrs. Wang was finally able to look at him calmly, "Everyone has dignity, I don't have the face to gain a foothold in the sect."
"..."
"I wanted to kill Meng'er in my stomach, but I couldn't bear it." Mrs. Wang said indifferently, "So I traveled to many places alone. Later, I gave birth to your child and me in Baidi City. Zhengyong Meng'er was already one year old when he found me and stayed by my side. He has always known his identity."
As she spoke, she started coughing up blood again.
Back then, he became obsessed and cultivated to the point where his spiritual core was tyrannical. He has been suppressing it all these years, and never used magic.Now, the phoenix is on fire, and the flames are soaring into the sky, and her life has come to an end.
Mrs. Wang stopped coughing slowly, her breathing became a little disordered, and she said: "Junior brother, the so-called Zhengyong kidnapped me and brought me back to the summit of death and life to get married, that's what he said to the outside world. He was always afraid of embarrassing me...... Afraid that Menger will be embarrassed."
Her eyes lingered for a long time before falling on Xue Zhengyi's body.
But it was only a moment before he was stung.
When she thought about the wedding that year, Xue Zhengyi said to her with a smile: "Okay, from now on, don't think about the past anymore. In the lonely moon night, that bad guy made you lose face. I won't."
"You are with me, and I will make you beautiful in this life."
"As long as I'm here, I won't let you suffer any more."
Mrs. Wang turned her face away, she was trembling slightly.
A gentleman makes a promise, but a horse is hard to chase.
Xue Zhengyi did it. When he was around, she never had to show her face, and she would never be embarrassed by others.The tears she shed, the humiliation she suffered, and the blood she shed were all after he left.
"For so many years, he didn't care that I was weak and couldn't get pregnant again. He didn't care that Meng'er was not his own flesh and blood, he regarded him as his own. Xue Meng... Xue Meng grew up so big, he didn't suffer much ..."
She closed her eyes, her face pale to transparent.
"Now we can no longer protect him."
Jiang Xi stood numbly.
"Junior brother, you can count these 20 years as my revenge against you...resent, hate, or loathe...just count it on me alone."
Mrs. Wang's voice became weaker and weaker.
"Please help him... don't let others harm him..."
In the end, her murmured voice was as light as fluttering: "Yechen... Please..."
The phoenix fire covered the sky and the sun, Jiang Xi stood in this sea of flames, the sky and the earth were equally blazing scarlet.He looked at the woman on the high seat.She closed her eyes and lowered her eyes, as if she was asleep.He felt that she probably still had something to say, not to mention that she had clearly promised Xue Meng just now that the mother and son would meet in the Frost Sky Palace—so he waited patiently.
He waited for her to stand up and told himself that it was all a lie, a joke, a farce.
He waited calmly for a long time, until his face became more and more gloomy, his heartbeat became more and more dull, and his blood became colder and colder.
She never spoke again.
Mrs. Wang died together with Xue Zhengyi.
She used to be a high-ranking female cultivator of a famous family, gentle and virtuous. Later, people said that she was kidnapped by Xue Zhengyi and became his wife, and some people said that she was married to Xue Zhengyi after elopement. There are many different opinions, and no one knows the truth.Over the years, many people at the summit of life and death felt that Mrs. Wang might not like her husband very much, but because she was timid, she dared not complain.
However, no matter what others said or thought, the moment she learned of Xue Zhengyong's death, she already had the intention to go.She didn't know whether it was love or something else.Perhaps in the end, even she herself didn't understand what this woman was thinking.In her life, was she grateful or loving to her husband?Has the love for Jiang Xi long since disappeared?She can't see through it.
Many things in this world, there will not be a clear answer.
In the end, what she actually thought of vaguely was only a poem she read by the window many years ago——
"Weijiang will keep his eyes open all night long, and repay his life without raising his eyebrows."
At that time, she and Xue Zhengyi were newly married, and she would vaguely think of the years spent in the lonely moon night when she was a girl.She looked out the window, and the fog in Sichuan was always so thick, gathering and dispersing, as if the ground was full of white clouds that no one swept away.
I don't know heaven and earth.
Someone came over, she was in a daze, and vaguely thought it was Jiang Xi.But when a cold coat is draped over the shoulders.The dream woke up.
Because she knew that Jiang Xi would never know whether she was cold or warm.
Mrs. Wang turned her head, the candles in the west window were bright, and it was raining at night in Bashan.
The young and handsome husband was looking at himself with a smile, scratching his head: "It's cold, be careful not to freeze."
The Danxin Hall is covered with a thick duruo pattern carpet, which is Mrs. Wang's favorite flower decoration.Jiang Xi walked out from the room full of Du Ruohua, his expression was still indifferent, even more indifferent than usual.
With a sound of "squeak", the door of the palace was pushed open.
He was about to leave here, but the moment he opened the door, he saw Xue Meng, whose face was pale and motionless.
The hands under his sleeves were clenched into fists, and a rock seemed to have cracked inside his skull, and he was groggy and dizzy.
"What can he have to do with me?"
Although Jiang Xi's attitude is tough, Mrs. Wang's words have already made him startled to fear, from fear to suspicion, from suspicion to anger—he has always thought that he is alone and has no relatives in the world for so many years—— Heir?Tell him Xue Meng is his son at this time?It's just...absurd!
Mrs. Wang endured the blood bubbling up in her throat, and took a breath, she seemed ashamed, but she still insisted on saying: "Your brother knows what happened back then. What is the relationship between Meng'er and you, I will never lie to you. "
"..."
Jiang Xi was silent for a while, then suddenly started laughing, it was rare for him to laugh out loud like this, his eyes were full of sarcasm and fury.
The silver teeth were gritted, and the words were cold.
"My son? Senior sister wants to ask Gu, it's not necessary to talk to me about love, why bother to make up such a ridiculous story! How can your son's temperament, appearance, figure and temper be half similar to mine?"
Probably because of the strong uneasiness in his heart, he tried his best to deny it, baring his teeth and claws.
"How could Xue Meng and Xue Ziming be my son by using such indecent means to get me to clean up the mess that you and Xue Zhengyi left behind!!"
But his heart trembled violently, and there seemed to be a voice in the depths of his consciousness that said to him coldly, yes, he is your child, think about his age, think about how Senior Sister Wang left Gu Yue Ye , you ask yourself, the sky is above, Jiang Xi, think about it...
What can I think!
He bit back almost like a trapped beast, tearing the rationality in his heart to pieces.
Why do you think?
After more than twenty years of celibacy, he suddenly told him that he had a son, and that son was against him everywhere, and he gave birth to a look that he hated, and he had recognized someone else as his father for so long.
It's ridiculous.
He, Jiang Xi, is not a kind-hearted and kind person, and he will never be that mindless fool.He would never be fooled, never listen to this joke, never...
"Snow Phoenix."
Wan Lai shut up.
As if all the lights were extinguished at this moment, Jiang Xi was in a dark night, looking around in a daze.
For the first time he was so dazed.
Madam Wang looked at him and said, "Snow Phoenix."
"...What do you mean?" Her lips were murmured, gradually pale.
Mrs. Wang said softly: "Junior brother, you don't understand."
"..."
It is impossible for him not to understand.
Xuehuang is his divine power, although other people can use it, but they can't display its powerful power, only his blood relatives can convince Xuehuang.
Jiang Xi was speechless for a moment.
You don't even need to try, Mrs. Wang can talk to this extent, what is the return?He seemed to be cornered.
He was dumbfounded.
"……this matter……"
After a long time, Jiang Xi turned pale and spoke hoarsely.After the initial madness, he was almost exhausted: "He, Xue Zhengyong... also knows about this matter?"
Mrs. Wang said: "He has always known."
"..."
When she said this, her eyes were tender and painful.
——When Xue Zhengyi met her, she was 17 years old, and it was a good time for her to bloom.
That day, he rode a little donkey and passed Yangzhou with a piece of dogtail grass in his mouth. He happened to meet Wang Chuqing who came to the port to buy fabrics.Gu Yueye had a group of gorgeous female disciples, but he didn't take a fancy to any of them, except Miss Wang in the crowd.
Xue Zhengyi is a straightforward person, so he greeted her with a smile.
The other nuns laughed at him for being frivolous, but Wang Chuqing was gentle and a little embarrassed, she blushed and persuaded him a few words, then left in a hurry with her head bowed.
The girl was gentle and beautiful, Xue Zhengyi fell in love with her at first sight, so he went to Gu Yueye every now and then to look for her, one year, two years, three years, Mid-Autumn Festival, Dragon Boat Festival and Shangyuan Festival, he always came to look for her.Until the end, Gu Yueye was spreading the rumors that she had an affair with a gangster, no matter how good-tempered Wang Chuqing was, she couldn't take it anymore and drove him away in a fit of anger.
Xue Zhengyi was also a little rascal at that time, so he didn't leave.
Ms. Wang said, let's go, I am very embarrassed when you do this.
Xue Zhengyi said, you don't have a girlfriend, and neither do I, so I'll come and see you, and if you get married someday, I'll disappear right away.
Miss Wang was speechless.
Xue Zhengyi just laughed, really, it is guaranteed to disappear faster than lightning.
He paused, then asked her with some concern: "You...you don't already have a sweetheart, do you?"
Miss Wang's face turned red in an instant, she lowered her head and said softly, "No."
But it is not a truth.
She naturally has a sweetheart, and that person is not only her sweetheart, but also the dream lover of many female cultivators in Gu Yueye - she likes Junior Brother Jiang Xi very much.
But every disciple of Gu Yueye knew that Jiang Xi was a scumbag.
Among his peers, he has the most handsome appearance, the most powerful martial arts, and the most beautiful voice.
And the heart of the most oily and salty.
This person has a withdrawn personality, harsh words, but strong ability, ruthless wrist, and extremely good-looking - this kind of hero can easily harvest the hearts of girls, but Jiang Xi only treats her heart as a pig's heart, and he never cherishes anyone , women dedicated their true feelings to him, he thought they were crooked, men dedicated their true feelings to him, he called the other party perverted.
Jiang Yechen just lived in his own world like this, always hurting others without knowing it.
Like many seniors and sisters, Wang Chuqing has always secretly liked Jiang Xi, but she knew that she was not stunning and was older than Jiang Xi, so she didn't dare to confess boldly, after all, Jiang Xi had never accepted any woman's kindness .When others praised him, he couldn't hear him, when others praised him, he didn't appreciate it, if others dared to show love to him, he would scold him until he didn't even recognize his own mother and ran away crying.All in all, those who can confide in Jiang Xi are heroes.
Mrs. Wang didn't think she was a hero, so she thought that this affection would eventually fade away with her time, and finally put it in the coffin and sealed it.However, one day, the master found them both.
The head said: "Gu Yue Ye is the sect that is best at cultivating longevity and nourishing the soul. Most of the disciples can live to be over a hundred years old. And the heads of all generations have been practicing the method of prolonging life, hoping to find a way to live forever. Ascension can also be free in the world."
Indeed, for the sake of immortality, the head of Gu Yueye made various attempts, which naturally included the method of double cultivation left by Nine Heavens Profound Girl.
One of her and Jiang Xi is of the purest water element, the other is of the purest fire element, and both of them are innocent, so they are most suitable for practicing together.At that time, the head of the sect found them in order to let the two of them practice together.Wang Chuqing was extremely happy because she had admired Jiang Xi for a long time.But Jiang Xi didn't feel happy or unhappy. He was devoted to Taoism and hated trifles in love, thinking that it was troublesome and useless.I really don't know how there are so many idiotic men and women in the world, it's just beyond his comprehension.
"Talking about love is a disease. If you are sick, treat it early."
——These words came from the mouth of Gu Yue Ye's most beautiful man, Jiang Xi, and I don't know how many girls' hearts have been broken.
In Jiang Xi's eyes, even Xuannv's room art should not bring any emotion, double cultivation is double cultivation.Since the head of the sect asked, he didn't bother much, and he and his senior sister practiced in closed doors according to the scriptures in the dossier.
However, the love in the girl's eyes couldn't be hidden, and Jiang Xi gradually understood the senior sister's feelings for her.
It made him very irritable and uneasy.
He practiced with her only because of orders, without selfishness.What's more, the secret technique of dual cultivation itself requires not to be mortal, and when a man and a woman are married, it is also for the sake of spiritual harmony, and there must be no love or lust.
For this reason, Jiang Xi and her senior sister seriously mentioned it many times, telling her to calm down and stop thinking about what is there or what is not.
"If you have distracting thoughts in your mind, if you continue to practice dual cultivation like this, you may become obsessed and your spiritual core will be violent."
But how can Miss Wang control her feelings?Finally, one time, after the end of her practice, her spiritual flow was in turmoil due to unstable mood, and her spiritual consciousness was also unclear.It took Jiang Xi a lot of effort to suppress her Yanyang spiritual core, and he was furious because of this, and asked her why she refused to listen to persuasion repeatedly, and kept thinking all day long.
"If you continue like this, stop cultivating, it will kill you."
She was also very sad at that time, and she didn't know where the courage came from, but with tears in her eyes, she went out and asked him: "Yechen, are you practicing just for the order of the head?"
Jiang Xi's face was extremely ugly, and he asked: "Otherwise, what else could it be for?"
Although I already knew that Jiang Xi was as cold as a cold spring, and her heart was as hard as a stone.But when she really heard him say these words, she still couldn't bear it, and tears flowed down her cheeks.She felt ashamed, and raised her hand to wipe it away, but the tears continued, making her even more embarrassed, she got up in a hurry, choked up and said, "I'm sorry."
Then he turned and left, never looking back.
After that, Jiang Xi didn't look for her again for several days, and when he saw her on the road, he didn't talk to her anymore.
Some of Gu Yue Ye's young and beautiful Xiu saw the clue, and they all gathered behind her back to laugh at her: "At the beginning, I eagerly approached her, thinking that I would be able to climb up to Brother Jiang, how could it be possible."
"Double cultivation is double cultivation, she just pretends to be passionate. If she cultivates to the point of going crazy, she will also implicate our Senior Brother Yechen for no reason, which is really harmful."
"Forget it, what double cultivation. Senior brother and her do these things for the public. She and senior brother do these things for selfishness. Everyone knows what she has in mind. Heh, I think she just wants to do it for nothing." Taking advantage of my brother."
"Senior Sister Wang is older than us, and has a thicker skin than us."
These words were passed on, and they reached the ears of Xue Zhengyi who came to find Miss Wang for the Mid-Autumn Festival as usual.
Xue Shaoxia is straightforward but not stupid, and he understands the ins and outs of the matter after a while.Immediately, he angrily cleaned up the videos of those chattering little girls, and then ran to find Miss Wang.Seeing her, he didn't know what to say, so he just stared at her blankly: "You..."
Wang Chuqing raised her eyes, which were red from crying just now.
Xue Zhengyi hurriedly said: "Don't cry, don't stop those people's gossip, you, you...I think you are very good, I...I..."
Standing by the willow tree, Wang Chuqing turned her gaze to the sparkling lake: "I didn't tell you the truth before, but I have someone I like."
"……Um."
"Then why don't you leave?"
Xue Zhengyi scratched his head: "But that person doesn't like you...he doesn't like you, I...I can still talk to you, but he can't control it."
"..."
Seeing her silence, Xue Zhengyi hesitated: "Can he control it?"
Miss Wang lowered her head and said softly, "He won't care."
What is Jiang Xi to her?From the beginning to the end, it was just an order from the teacher, and it was her own wishful thinking.
Everyone in the faction said that Jiang Xi was a scum, but Wang Chuqing felt that it would be too mean for a man to be judged as a scum just because he refused to accept other people's love.
Jiang Xi never lied to anyone's feelings, never gave anyone hope, they are like moths to a flame, knowing that he is ruthless, but chasing him wishfully.
At this point, she actually felt embarrassed and wanted to let go.
However, what happened was probably because the disciple in charge of the medicinal diet was confused, and there was a mistake in mixing the medicine one day before, or it might be because of other reasons—Miss Wang found out that she was pregnant.
She just felt flustered and helpless. She didn't know how the teachers and sisters would talk about her and laugh at her after the news got out, and she didn't know what Jiang Xi's attitude would be.She couldn't move left and right, fidgeting anxiously, and finally decided to go to the head.
But when she came outside the head's room, before she knocked on the door, she heard a cold voice from inside, it was Jiang Xi who was speaking.
"Senior Sister Fan's heart is uncertain, and her spiritual core is becoming more and more violent. Now she can't control her spiritual flow even with a small spell. If this continues, she may hurt her body. I implore the head to take back the double cultivation order, and I can no longer be with her." Let's practice together."
"Hey, Xi'er, why don't you talk to her again, maybe you can..."
"No more. I've told her many times, but she's not suitable for this." Jiang Xi said, "Chuqing's mind is too easily shaken, it's useless."
The head asked: "...Then what are you going to do next?"
Jiang Xi said: "If no one can purify and give up thoughts, then they will not practice."
The head of the sect sighed: "... I see, you can go. Purification and renunciation are the most difficult hurdles in the way of dual cultivation. I don't know if Gu Yueye can have a person who has no other thoughts like you in the past few decades." .”
Jiang Xi didn't leave immediately, he stood there for a while and asked, "Is this difficult?"
"Extremely difficult." The headman glanced at him, "You and Wang Chuqing have been together for so long, and you haven't wavered in the slightest?"
Jiang Xi asked almost puzzled: "...why am I... shaken?"
The head of the sect stared at Jiang Xi for a while. From the young man's eyes, he didn't see an inch of hypocrisy, which surprised him. He thought for a while and asked, "Jiang Xi, in your eyes, is Wang Chuqing really a person?" What?"
"Elder Sister."
"What about the double cultivation?"
"...the object of double cultivation."
"Nothing else?"
"Nothing else."
"..."
Seeing the complex look on the head's face, Jiang Xi frowned: "Is there something else?"
"No." After a long while, the old master with already blond hair sighed, "For so many years, the disciples' double cultivation has never been able to pass the love test. You are the first one....But unfortunately, I don't know who can complete this with you It's a big deal."
That day, whether it was Jiang Xi or the head of the sect, none of them knew that all of their conversations had fallen into Miss Wang's ears.If we say that the former Fanwang girl still has a little fantasy, a little bit of hope.But this dialogue made her feel cold all over and lost all face.
It's embarrassing.I really don't know how to get a foothold in the sect again, and how to show my face to others.In the past, her back was about to be punctured by her senior sisters. If people found out that she accidentally had a child with Junior Brother Jiang...
Just thinking about it made her shudder, and she dared not stay in the sect anymore.Xingye escaped from Linling Island.
"...Didn't you elope with Xue Zhengyi?"
Mrs. Wang said: "No."
Jiang Xi suddenly closed his eyes, not knowing what to say.
He is indeed a fickle lover, and he only has his own way.Except for Mrs. Wang, he has never been in contact with any female sex in his life, and he also felt that he had no feelings for this senior sister back then.But later when he heard that Mrs. Wang and Xue Zhengyi had eloped off the island, he still frowned somewhat.
He felt that love in the world is not as long-lasting as flowers and plants, and women in the world are really unreliable, even this senior sister who is full of affection for him, doesn't mean to go with others just to go with others.
Since then, he has become more and more disgusted with love affairs, even a little bit cold.
After 20 years, until today, he finally heard the truth about this past from the elder sister.It's just that the "Miss Wang" at that time has become the "Mrs. Wang" today, and the best years of their lives have passed.
After a long time, Jiang Xi said very bluntly: "Then you...why do you want to leave Gu Yueye?"
"I can no longer live under the same roof with you, Junior Brother." After 20 years, Mrs. Wang was finally able to look at him calmly, "Everyone has dignity, I don't have the face to gain a foothold in the sect."
"..."
"I wanted to kill Meng'er in my stomach, but I couldn't bear it." Mrs. Wang said indifferently, "So I traveled to many places alone. Later, I gave birth to your child and me in Baidi City. Zhengyong Meng'er was already one year old when he found me and stayed by my side. He has always known his identity."
As she spoke, she started coughing up blood again.
Back then, he became obsessed and cultivated to the point where his spiritual core was tyrannical. He has been suppressing it all these years, and never used magic.Now, the phoenix is on fire, and the flames are soaring into the sky, and her life has come to an end.
Mrs. Wang stopped coughing slowly, her breathing became a little disordered, and she said: "Junior brother, the so-called Zhengyong kidnapped me and brought me back to the summit of death and life to get married, that's what he said to the outside world. He was always afraid of embarrassing me...... Afraid that Menger will be embarrassed."
Her eyes lingered for a long time before falling on Xue Zhengyi's body.
But it was only a moment before he was stung.
When she thought about the wedding that year, Xue Zhengyi said to her with a smile: "Okay, from now on, don't think about the past anymore. In the lonely moon night, that bad guy made you lose face. I won't."
"You are with me, and I will make you beautiful in this life."
"As long as I'm here, I won't let you suffer any more."
Mrs. Wang turned her face away, she was trembling slightly.
A gentleman makes a promise, but a horse is hard to chase.
Xue Zhengyi did it. When he was around, she never had to show her face, and she would never be embarrassed by others.The tears she shed, the humiliation she suffered, and the blood she shed were all after he left.
"For so many years, he didn't care that I was weak and couldn't get pregnant again. He didn't care that Meng'er was not his own flesh and blood, he regarded him as his own. Xue Meng... Xue Meng grew up so big, he didn't suffer much ..."
She closed her eyes, her face pale to transparent.
"Now we can no longer protect him."
Jiang Xi stood numbly.
"Junior brother, you can count these 20 years as my revenge against you...resent, hate, or loathe...just count it on me alone."
Mrs. Wang's voice became weaker and weaker.
"Please help him... don't let others harm him..."
In the end, her murmured voice was as light as fluttering: "Yechen... Please..."
The phoenix fire covered the sky and the sun, Jiang Xi stood in this sea of flames, the sky and the earth were equally blazing scarlet.He looked at the woman on the high seat.She closed her eyes and lowered her eyes, as if she was asleep.He felt that she probably still had something to say, not to mention that she had clearly promised Xue Meng just now that the mother and son would meet in the Frost Sky Palace—so he waited patiently.
He waited for her to stand up and told himself that it was all a lie, a joke, a farce.
He waited calmly for a long time, until his face became more and more gloomy, his heartbeat became more and more dull, and his blood became colder and colder.
She never spoke again.
Mrs. Wang died together with Xue Zhengyi.
She used to be a high-ranking female cultivator of a famous family, gentle and virtuous. Later, people said that she was kidnapped by Xue Zhengyi and became his wife, and some people said that she was married to Xue Zhengyi after elopement. There are many different opinions, and no one knows the truth.Over the years, many people at the summit of life and death felt that Mrs. Wang might not like her husband very much, but because she was timid, she dared not complain.
However, no matter what others said or thought, the moment she learned of Xue Zhengyong's death, she already had the intention to go.She didn't know whether it was love or something else.Perhaps in the end, even she herself didn't understand what this woman was thinking.In her life, was she grateful or loving to her husband?Has the love for Jiang Xi long since disappeared?She can't see through it.
Many things in this world, there will not be a clear answer.
In the end, what she actually thought of vaguely was only a poem she read by the window many years ago——
"Weijiang will keep his eyes open all night long, and repay his life without raising his eyebrows."
At that time, she and Xue Zhengyi were newly married, and she would vaguely think of the years spent in the lonely moon night when she was a girl.She looked out the window, and the fog in Sichuan was always so thick, gathering and dispersing, as if the ground was full of white clouds that no one swept away.
I don't know heaven and earth.
Someone came over, she was in a daze, and vaguely thought it was Jiang Xi.But when a cold coat is draped over the shoulders.The dream woke up.
Because she knew that Jiang Xi would never know whether she was cold or warm.
Mrs. Wang turned her head, the candles in the west window were bright, and it was raining at night in Bashan.
The young and handsome husband was looking at himself with a smile, scratching his head: "It's cold, be careful not to freeze."
The Danxin Hall is covered with a thick duruo pattern carpet, which is Mrs. Wang's favorite flower decoration.Jiang Xi walked out from the room full of Du Ruohua, his expression was still indifferent, even more indifferent than usual.
With a sound of "squeak", the door of the palace was pushed open.
He was about to leave here, but the moment he opened the door, he saw Xue Meng, whose face was pale and motionless.
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