migratory birds do not return

After Hou Xiao finished asking this question, he stopped asking questions like he was angry, but calmed down, waiting for Du Baigong to tell him the answer.

Once a person starts to deceive himself and others, it is more powerful than anything else.In the past year, he didn't often think about Du Baigong, but he always went to the pond in front of the old man's house to feed the koi fish inside.

In winter, when the pond was frozen, he took a branch and poked it bit by bit, but of course he didn’t poke it open. At this time, he would recall the conversation with Du Baigong, and then he would be like a school teacher instilling chicken soup for the soul to the students. Brainwashing himself, implying that he was the only one who took the branches to fiddle with the ice from the beginning, and there was no Du Baigong.

Several times, he really thought he could forget Du Baigong, but as long as he fell into a deep sleep, he would have a dream with no clear meaning. In the dream, he was always chasing someone, exhausted from running, and still far behind some distance.

After waking up, he would subconsciously get out of bed and go to the cabin secretly. As soon as he opened the door, memories rushed to his face, with the smell of old decay, forcibly awakening all his memories about Du Baigong.As time passed, Hou Xiao not only failed to get this person out of his mind, but made him sink deeper and deeper, almost taking root.

"I really want to break my heart and see." Hou Xiao thought countless times, "I will try my best to dig out these three words."

But it hurts too much. Hou Xiao is a person who is afraid of pain. Although he has grown a lot after passing the college entrance examination, he doesn't like pain from the bottom of his heart.

"No." Du Baigong lowered his eyelashes, interrupting his thoughts, "I didn't leave for this reason."

The wound that had been left untreated for a long time was finally punctured with pustules.Hou Xiao closed his eyes and asked, "Why is that?"

Du Baigong opened his mouth, and his expression became lonely. After a long time, he sighed softly: "It's because my mother passed away."

Like Hou Xiao, Du Baigong was raised in a greenhouse since childhood.Du's mother fell ill when she gave birth to him, and her physical condition has deteriorated rapidly since then. Du Baigong is not much better. Before he can remember, he has been admitted to the intensive care unit several times, and almost died several times.

Later, the resistance gradually improved, and he reached the puberty of being crazy and troublesome. Du Chengli knew that he couldn't do it, so he discussed with Du's father, and the two coaxed and lied to send him to the old man's house in the harbor. It's called self-cultivation, but it's actually under house arrest.

At the end of the summer, Du's mother finally collapsed due to overwork and was hospitalized after spinning around for nearly thirty hours. Seven aunts and eight aunts were persuaded to leave.

It’s okay not to persuade, this persuasion made that side the last meeting, and even the old man couldn’t continue to hide it. Father Du drove both of them back, because it was too hasty, so many follow-up None of the processing was done properly.Du Chengli had no choice but to make another trip, and stayed in the harbor for a few days, waiting for the mess to be cleaned up before leaving.

"I didn't intend not to inform you." Du Baigong secretly glanced at Hou Xiao from the corner of his eye, "It's just that I was too busy at that time, and I didn't have time to spare. When I have time, I will... …I don’t know how to tell you.”

Hou Xiao opened his mouth, apparently not expecting such a reason.He became annoyed, and in a hurry, he took a step forward and hugged Du Baigong, his voice was extremely low: "I'm sorry."

When Hou Xiao suddenly hugged himself tightly, Du Baigong was struggling with how to explain to him why he dared not contact him. Such a sudden movement disrupted his position, so he raised his arms obediently, and followed closely. It grabbed Hou Xiao's neck, as if grabbing something extremely precious, and would not let go for a long time.

To be honest, in Hualin's encounter, being selfless is a lie, he deliberately wanted to hold Hou Xiao's hand, and he was also betting that he would not reject him, and even though he made the right bet, his heart beat like a drum and trembled No end, he even wondered if he would have a bunch of sequelae to be dealt with because of his rapid heartbeat.Fortunately not.When he buried his head in Hou Xiao's shoulder, he was almost grateful.

When Hou Xiao said "Lovesickness is really a sharp weapon for killing", he reacted very quickly and guessed what the person in front of him was thinking.It was such an ill-advised, lame attempt, one that could easily be smashed to pieces, and he found himself unable to say "me too" with a smile.No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't tell.

He knew that he could follow in the footsteps of his mother at any time, so he lived cautiously this year. He no longer confronted Du Chengli like before, smoked cigarettes secretly, went climbing mountains and night markets secretly, but turned himself into a health expert. Speaking of those strange medicines, he is more familiar than Du Chengli, and he never misses the established inspections, for fear that he will die and become a short-lived ghost. In this case, those things he didn't have time to do will really become permanent regrets.

After reuniting with Hou Xiao, he completed the things he hadn't had time to do little by little, ticking off the list he had made in his mind one after another.Like taking a few photos of Hou Xiao, playing around with him like before, going out to take pictures with him, even things like "holding hands" and "holding people" that make people blush. After careful planning, Hou Xiao didn't play the cards according to common sense, and skipped to the last item for him.

He didn't think of a way to deal with it, so he could only change the subject.It's really ugly.

Perhaps it was the behavior of two people running together that aroused public outrage. The president quickly called Hou Xiao's mobile phone. Hou Xiao quickly let go of his hands and took two steps back. His attitude of admitting his mistakes appears sincere and credible.However, Du Baigong's reason is really out of his mind. What is it that two people have caught a cold, and they were fine just now, but they suddenly fell ill, so it's no wonder that the president called to ask for guilt.

Putting his hands in his pockets, Du Baigong looked at Hou Xiao, explaining something narrowly for a while, and laughed with the person on the other end of the phone for a while, with a smile on his lips unconsciously.

In fact, at the beginning, he didn't think that his preferential treatment of Hou Xiao was out of liking, but simply regarded it as a protective mentality towards a guy who got along day and night.

Hou Xiao took him to experience many things that he had never been exposed to before, and he also brought Hou Xiao a novel feeling, which was the first time for them. They were jerky and at a loss, so they gradually lost their courage. Let go of the air in the balloon.

It wasn't until he left the harbor once in the middle that he realized that it wasn't the things in the harbor that really touched his heart, but Hou Xiao.He has an aura that surpasses the three-pointed moonlight night in the world, so he always warns himself to live a more transparent life, and he must never have the previous thought of muddling along, and that every second is a reward from heaven. Since he When I met Hou Xiao, I made a storm in his life, so I must be worthy of him.

Now is clearly not the time.

Du Baigong exhaled like a sigh, and found out the name of Du Chengli in the phone contacts, and pressed his fingertips on the button for sending text messages for a long time.In fact, Du Chengli has always disapproved of Du's father's behavior of dragging him away this summer vacation. He felt that this was not for exercising his body and strengthening his ability to resist stress, but to shorten the distance between Du Baigong and the god of death, so he has been contacting some doctors, trying to persuade Du Baigong to temporarily put aside his studies. Take care of your body first.

Du Baigong knew that this was not something that could be accomplished overnight, and it might take him a long time to accomplish this without leaving any sequelae.Du Baigong refused from the bottom of his heart to put aside his studies for several years and become a fragile glass bottle to be looked after, so he has not adopted Du Chengli's opinion until now.

"The president said that we should rest in peace and rest, and we will contact us again in the future." Hou Xiao came back from the call, heaving a sigh of relief, "I never lied to her...ah, I'm really guilty."

"That's great, before school starts, I can take you to familiarize yourself with the environment of this city." Du Baigong put away his phone, and rolled his eyes at Hou Xiao.

"Don't think about it." Hou Xiao rolled his eyes at him, "It was my fault for always dragging you out of the way and chasing and fighting with you. I will definitely pay attention in the future and never let you do strenuous exercise."

"No way, do you think of me as a fragile little baby?" Du Baigong wanted to cry, but no matter what he did, he would not be protected like this, "That would be too boring. Let's do it tomorrow, tomorrow I will take care of you." You go out for a walk."

"No." Hou Xiao glared at him, "You don't care about me, but I still care about it, and besides, Ruan Tang will invite me to dinner tomorrow."

"You didn't go out with me just for a meal."

"Of course." Hou Xiao narrowed his eyes, "I'm easy to bribe."

"Really?" Du Baigong hooked his shoulder with a smile, "Then you just ate the noodles I invited you, how do you count?"

"I'll give you nine dollars later, okay?" Hou Xiao was shocked by his shamelessness, and pushed Du Baigong's arm speechlessly, but the phone rang again instead of pushing it away.

Before he could speak, Du Baigong had consciously stood aside and made a gesture of invitation to him.Hou Xiao couldn't laugh or cry, walked to the side to answer the phone, and said, "Hello, may I ask you?"

"Hi, it's Hou Xiao. I'm Yang Wenwen. I came to your house to look for you before, remember?" the man said, "I wanted to meet and talk with you, but your family seems to be a little overprotective towards you." , so I just want to call first. Can we meet tomorrow?"

"Sorry." Hou Xiao frowned, confused, "I don't know who you are."

"I'm a friend of your parents." The man explained, "You saw me when you were a child, maybe you forgot now, I know the name of the camera your father left you is Winter Bird, and your birthday is on Christmas Day ,Is it right?"

Hou Xiao: "You can know these two things by asking my friends."

"But your real birthday is not on Christmas Day. Your mother changed it to that day for various reasons." The man still explained patiently, "There are many things that are hard to talk about on the phone. The birthday at the gate of your school will be held tomorrow." Let's meet at a coffee shop."

Hou Xiao took a deep breath, and finally agreed to the other party's request.He only knew that his parents died unexpectedly, but he didn't know the details, and the rest of the family never mentioned it. Even his amiable grandmother was overly sad because he found the old photos of his parents, and had an accidental stroke and collapsed.

He really couldn't help but try to understand the ins and outs of things.