love poisoning

My name is Meng Baiya, and I am an orphan. In the first few years of my life, the orphanage was my home and gave me the material basis for my survival.

I have a half-brother named Meng Baixi. Xixi has a pair of extremely bright big eyes. The dean said that our siblings only have similar eyes, because if we look at the face alone, we are not like our relatives at all. Siblings, Xi Xi is purely Asian, but I have half foreign blood.

Is life in an orphanage miserable?In fact, for those of us who have never felt the warmth of a family, the peaceful life in the orphanage is not miserable, though bitter.

No matter how the years change, those times when Xi Xi and I depended on each other for life never fade away.

Later, we were adopted by a rich and powerful man, and our lives changed drastically because of the appearance of "Dad".The man who adopted us did not have a wife. Besides Xixi and I, he also adopted a pair of Japanese brothers, Watanabe Akira and Watanabe Kaede.

The Watanabe brothers are different from us, they did not become orphans because they were abandoned. Their clan members were all killed by their enemies, and the reason why they followed their father willingly was because his father avenged them.

My father didn't let us change our surname to his, nor did he give us an identity. In the legal sense, "Meng Baiya" had already died of illness in the orphanage.

Brother Watanabe is 4 years older than me. Under the guidance of his father, he has already started "studying" and "training". Yes, my father adopted us for a purpose. We are just his chosen weapon.

The condition my father asked me was very simple, if I was willing to join his organization, then he would train me to become a master, but if I didn't, he would make me and Xixi into real 'dead people'.

When I was young, I didn't understand the meaning of death. What I couldn't refuse was that he controlled Xixi's freedom. He had the ability to execute us in an instant, so I had no choice but to obey.

After that, I began to receive training with Brother Watanabe. My father wanted to train us to be perfect spies. From "education" to "physical", we must be better than others.

In fact, I am not dissatisfied with the life my father provided us. If we were not adopted by powerful people, Xixi and I could only grow up in an orphanage and live an ordinary life.

Now, although I am controlled by others, through him and through my own efforts, I can gain the opportunity to become a superior person. Maybe one day, I can also control my own destiny and live a life that others envy.

But Xixi couldn't agree with such a life. He was unwilling to serve his father, and he was unwilling to follow the path his father showed him. As he grew older, his rebellion became more and more obvious.

At first, I thought he was just rebellious in his youth, because our nerves were too sensitive without parents. I guessed that when he grew up, he might understand and accept it.

So, I cared more about him and spent more time with him, but the effect was just the opposite. Xixi's attitude towards me became more and more indifferent. Although I didn't speak harsh words to each other, I could clearly feel his alienation.

As I grow older, my time becomes more and more insufficient. The Watanabe brothers are extremely capable opponents. Although we are brothers in name, we have to face "competition" in the process of growing up. Survival of the fittest Law, so I have to go all out to deal with potential threats.

But the Watanabe brothers never seemed to have any "hostility" towards me. They have always taken good care of me since I was a child.

A lot of times their support makes me feel like my sense of "competition" is mean because they really don't seem to see me as an opponent.

The Watanabe brothers have very similar appearances and different personalities. The younger brother Watanabe Kaede has a cold appearance and a poker face. He is good at mental arithmetic and shorthand. He has a Ph. Akira Watanabe, his elder brother, always has a smiling face that has never changed for thousands of years. He majors in Western medicine, knows how to make medicine, can hypnotize, has deep scheming, and is especially good at gambling.

In addition to these hard powers on the surface, these two handsome guys with high IQs are also proficient in the same extremely terrifying technology-killing people.

Compared to Brother Watanabe's excellence, Xixi and I probably disappointed my father. I can only be regarded as a typical example of hard work making up for one's weakness. Although my grades have not been outstanding, but through hard work, I can at least maintain the "standard" line.

But Xixi, I always knew that he was a very smart kid, but he didn't care about his studies at all. He dared to resist and refuse even the "homework" arranged by his father himself.

I also guessed whether he was trying to hide his edge, but after a long time, it was hard for me not to think that he was really rebellious.

In those years, being "punished" has become commonplace for him.

I begged him to let him change his personality, and I also begged my father, saying that Xixi is not suitable for such a life, but these two people refused to compromise with each other, one stubbornly supported, and the other asked for anything.

When I was eight years old, my father brought Luo Chen and Luo Yu brothers. I have to say that my father was very lucky. The Luo brothers were the seedlings of the elite since childhood.

Rockwell and I are the same age, half a year after they came to our house, they were already able to draw with me in the fighting arena, throwing out the gender difference, after all, their physical condition is too good to be matched by others.

But the Rock family was already very old when they joined. Compared with the Watanabe brothers who have been in the family for more than ten years, their roots are too shallow.What's more, the Watanabe brothers are outstanding in many aspects. Compared with the perfect Watanabe who is not like a human being on earth, Rockwell's IQ and EQ are much more ordinary.

Everything, including his father's preference, has destined the Watanabe brothers to have a special position in this family since childhood.

When I was 14 years old, my father decided to send me to study abroad with Brother Watanabe, and I was forced to face the fact that I would be separated from Xixi.I don't want to, completely don't want to!Even if you want to go abroad, why don't you let Xixi go with me, why just separate the two of us? !

This is the first time I have resisted my father's decision, and it is also the first time I have clearly stated my position, but when I tried all means, but nothing worked, I felt hopeless for the first time.

I know my father has been dissatisfied with Xixi for a long time, I know the irreconcilable conflict between them, I have an ominous premonition, if I separate from Xixi this time, maybe I will never see him again, parting... It will be the beginning of my tragedy with him.

But my father once again proved to me his absolute authority. This family, everything here, and everyone here are under his control, including life and death.He said that even if I die here, he will transport my body abroad and let Xixi be buried with him.

For the first time, I resonated with Xi Xi's feelings. I felt hatred, fear, and resentment for such a father, such a life, and such a fate.

Maybe I was wrong, I was too naive, thinking that one day I could escape the prison by myself, but can I really do it?

In the end, they left with me like a "corpse". This resistance made me realize my situation. Under the luxurious and exquisite coat, I actually have nothing. Xixi, I miss you, I don't want to separate from you.

Didn't you... foresee such an ending early on.

Four years later, I finished my studies abroad, took back all the degrees my father asked for, and returned to China as soon as possible. After returning to China, I just found out that Xixi had been sent by the organization to perform tasks in the North Country.

After that, I kept applying to my father for assignments in the northern faction. I wanted to go to Xixi's side, whether it was in the deep enemy camp or surrounded by enemies, I wanted to see him.

In the end, what I was looking forward to was the bad news that Yin and Yang were separated——Xixi died in the mission.

From then on, my life lost the last ray of dawn and fell into an abyss of darkness beyond redemption.

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