original love

After the two sat down in the coffee shop, Chen Yixiao stared at Yi Xiao for a long time before saying, "An Hua is going abroad, do you know?"

Going abroad... Yi Xiao's pupils staring at the coffee cup tightened, but on the surface, he didn't have the slightest emotion as if he was listening to something that had nothing to do with him.

Seeing that Yi Xiao was unmoved and did not even frown, Chen Yixiao asked again: "What's the matter with you and An Hua?"

"Since you know it, why ask?" Yi Xiao picked up his coffee and asked indifferently.

"Do you know how Anhua has been doing recently?"

Knowing Chen Yixiao for so long, Yi Xiao has never seen this elegant man asking questions so aggressively, but he still looked directly at Chen Yixiao's questioning gaze, and replied: "It has nothing to do with me."

Chen Yixiao finally lowered his head and fell silent. He took a deep breath to calm himself down, and after a long time, he began to tell Yi Xiao a little bit like telling a story: "That year An Hua was about five years old. It was only the third day of junior high school, and one day on the way home from school, I saw a very smart kid being taken there to beg by an adult. He was so dirty and pitiful, so I went over and gave him the chocolates I just bought. A few days later, when I went to school and passed the intersection, I found that the child was still there, wearing very thin clothes in the cold weather, because Anhua was so cute when he was a child, and people remembered it at a glance. I handed him the breakfast again, maybe there were a few times like this, every time Anhua gave him something, he didn't speak, just looked at me silently, as if he had to confirm for a while before he dared to accept the thing."

"Finally, one time when I went to hand him food again, he suddenly grabbed my arm. Although he still didn't speak, his eyes were clearly asking for help. He happened to see a large bruise under his clothes. I asked the grown-up what was going on, and when the man saw this situation, he stood up and chased me away, trying to pull Anhua away, but Anhua just clung to my clothes, you can't even imagine I realized that a five-year-old child would have such great strength, even my school uniform was torn and he would not let go, and then more and more passers-by were called to the police..."

"That was the first time I brought Anhua home. In fact, at the beginning, it was only arranged to live in my house temporarily for a few days. Later, it was sent to an orphanage. But a few days later, the Public Security Bureau suddenly called us and asked us, this child is in your house. How was it when we were at home? Only then did we know that Anhua hadn’t eaten much since he went to the orphanage... Besides, my parents really liked him, so after going through the adoption procedures, Anhua really became a child. Our family."

"Do you know what Anhua was like when he was a child? Every time he ate, no matter how hungry he was, he only filled half of it. Maybe he would be beaten if he ate too much in the hands of those traffickers. I don't know what he experienced there. He never said , but it can make him refuse to speak, I think he must have experienced a very painful thing..."

"At that time, he was malnourished and grew up as a child. He couldn't even reach the stove and rushed to wash the dishes after eating. Since he entered our house, he washed all the clothes by himself. He was afraid that it would be inconvenient for his parents to pick him up. He studied for two years. The special school insisted on transferring to an ordinary elementary school close to home, even if he didn’t even have a companion to communicate with, he said it’s okay...” Chen Yixiao said with pain in his memory: “Now that I think about it, it’s all because I’m afraid of being abandoned. .”

When Yi Xiao heard Chen Yixiao say this word by word, he hated himself for not being able to live up to the pain in his heart, but he still said stiffly: "Why are you telling me these things?"

"Yi Xiao, I don't know why you and Anhua separated. I just want to tell you that Anhua's childhood experience made him unable to quickly get involved in a relationship with an uncertain future. To him, it's desperate. But last time when you came to my house for dinner, I asked him in private how he and you are doing? I can’t forget Anhua’s expression. Said this guy wants to get married soon..."

"Do you know people who are drowning? Once they grab something, they will hold on tightly, but Anhua will not, even if he falls into the water, he will always leave himself with leeway, and will not put all his weight on it , unless he is sure that this person can be trusted, he would rather be drowned than hand over his hand, because it means all entrustment to him.”

Yi Xiao rubbed the car keys in his hand. Even though the lucky bag on it had been thrown away for two months, it was still difficult to get used to it... He understood what Chen Yixiao just said, but in his opinion, Chen Anhua treated him at best. It's just trust, it's the trust and dependence gained from long-term companionship, even if that person says he loves to get married now, it's just because he was moved after chasing after him to the Congo, or he just got used to having someone by his side. It's the same, Chen Anhua's hesitation when he saw the ring when he proposed for the first time, his always dodging eyes at first, and the two big boxes of letters later... All these made him convinced that the person didn't have him in his heart at all, and he was just Since Chen Anhua couldn't get Chen Yixiao, he was just looking for a substitute, so how could he easily believe that Chen Anhua loved him? That person's sincerity was all placed in the person who was sitting opposite him for a long time. Chen Yixiao, who is the person involved, has said so much, how much does he know about Chen Anhua.

Suddenly, Yi Xiao became jealous again, he raised his head and met Chen Yixiao's gaze, he had never looked at a person so seriously before, even though he had seen so many times, Yi Xiao was as careful as when he first saw him After observing Chen Yixiao, what's so special and what's so good, it's worth Chen Anhua thinking about it for so many years even though he knew it was impossible.

After a long stalemate, Chen Yixiao finally said: "Yi Xiao, it will be another three months since An Hua left this time. I know he doesn't want to go abroad, but chooses to escape temporarily because of sadness. How did you treat An Hua before?" I can see everything about Hua, and I also believe that you are sincere to An Hua. I have also said this to An Hua. It is not easy for two people to like each other. If there is any misunderstanding between you..."

"I'm getting married," the sentence fell heavily, bringing the conversation between the two to an end. "In two weeks, if you want to come, welcome to participate."

Ignoring Chen Yixiao who was completely stunned there, Yi Xiao got up and left after finishing speaking, even if everyone misunderstood and hated him for his betrayal, it didn't matter, he just couldn't tell anyone that Chen Anhua had never loved himself before. fact.

……

Chen Yixiao's daughter was born, and everyone in the Chen family was immersed in joy, but Chen Yixiao always looked at Anhua with worry in his eyes. Anhua asked Dean Liu to help hide the matter about the hospital. Telling the parents made the two old people worry, so except for Chen Yixiao who was told the truth because he didn't hide the past, the Chen family's parents always thought that Anhua's going abroad this time was an advanced training arranged by the hospital.

"Why did you have to leave just after you came back? What did Lao Liu do?" Mother Chen complained dissatisfiedly, while looking distressed at An Hua who was going to stay abroad alone again.

"It is a good thing to have the opportunity to study abroad. Of course, Lao Liu is doing it for the good of Anhua. You only think so in the eyes of a woman." President Chen said while flipping through the newspaper.

Chen's mother stared back at her wife and muttered a few dissatisfied words, then turned around and took Anhua's hand and said, "Why are you alone this time and have no companions? Mom is worried."

Anhua tried her best to show her mother a reassuring smile and said: "Although I am the only one in our hospital, there will be many doctors there. Recently, I have contacted them in advance. Mom, don't worry, it's okay." '

"Isn't it not as dangerous as last time? Last time I scared my mother to death..." Thinking of how seriously ill An Hua was abroad last time, Chen's mother still couldn't help but feel anxious.

Anhua lowered his head, shook the weather-beaten but warm hands of the old man, then raised his head and said with a smile in sign language: "It's not dangerous, mom, don't worry." '

Chen Yixiao couldn't bear to see the sad atmosphere, so she stepped forward and smiled and comforted, "Mom, it's not that An Hua has never been abroad before, so don't worry about it, it won't be safe for An Hua to go on further studies like this."

Hearing what her son said, Mother Chen hurriedly hid her worried expression, patted Anhua's hand and said with a smile: "Yes, yes, Yi Xiao is right, you see why I, an old lady, can't think about it so much, it's a good thing to be able to study abroad, You can go to study at ease, Mom is waiting for you to come back at home."

Anhua looked at Chen Yixiao gratefully. The care and warmth from this person remained unchanged from childhood to adulthood. Chen Anhua slowly got up and walked to the crib which was basking in the sun to get rid of jaundice. He bent down and looked at This lovely niece couldn't help but caressed the baby's soft cheeks, what a lovely child, she will grow up healthy and happy under the careful care of the Chen family...

"Did you think of the name that reminded you last time?" Chen Yixiao approached and asked.

"How can I choose the name? Of course, you and your sister-in-law choose it, or let your parents do it." '

"Your sister-in-law and I have discussed it, and my parents also think so. You can choose this name as the most suitable one." Chen Yixiao insisted.

Looking at the sleeping baby, at that moment Chen Anhua finally showed a sincere smile on his face for the first time in these two months. After thinking for a long time, he finally took out the small notebook in his pocket and wrote two words—— Jiaer, I wish her a lifetime of happiness and constant companionship, happiness and happiness.

Since Anhua booked the air ticket in advance, and Chen Yixiao happened to have an impromptu meeting to attend that day, and persuaded the parents who needed to take care of his sister-in-law and niece, Chen Anhua insisted that he could go to the airport alone.

Before leaving, I avoided my parents Chen Yixiao's uneasy explanation: "The place I'm going this time is not so safe. I read the news that there is still war over there, but I don't listen to your advice. Be careful in everything over there. Don’t worry, I’m here to take care of you, but the agreed time can’t be longer, and when the time is up, you have to go home, you know?”

'It's okay bro, I've inquired before that there's basically no danger, at least the medical staff are relatively safe, I'll call you when I get there, you just became a father, you have a lot to worry about, don't worry about me, it's just another Leave your parents to you alone. Chen Anhua lowered his head slightly and looked away. Chen Yixiao's tolerance made him feel more guilty and frustrated. As a son, he didn't fulfill any obligations. His elder brother has been taking care of him for so many years. This time he chose to leave because of evasion. Whether he is a doctor, a son or a lover, he has failed too much.

"We are a family, why are you talking about this?" Chen Yixiao put his arm on An Hua's shoulder, sighed in his heart, and then said to An Hua meaningfully: "It's good to go out and relax."

"Brother..." After lowering his head for a long time, Anhua raised his head to look at Chen Yixiao hesitantly and said in sign language: "I should change the number when I get there, but WeChat is always connected. If..." His hand stopped in mid-air After a pause, I continued with difficulty: "If someone asks you, just tell him my phone number." '

Chen Yixiao fixedly looked at this younger brother with mixed feelings, and didn't say a word for a long time. There was only one person who might contact An Hua through him, but that person... An Hua still didn't know, he was thinking about it. That person should be getting married in a few days.

Chen Yixiao lowered her head slowly. He didn't tell Anhua that he went to see Yi Xiao that day, let alone tell Anhua that Yi Xiao was about to get married. In Chen Yixiao's opinion, that person was no longer worth it. He didn't want Anhua to feel sad for this person any more, so he felt that Anhua's going abroad this time might be a good thing. He hoped that time could heal Anhua's scars, thinking that Anhua could forget about Yi Xiao and start again.

But he and Yi Xiao made it clear, how could he naively think that Anhua would let go of this relationship easily, he felt sorry for Anhua, resented Yi Xiao, and wanted to tell Anhua not to wait for that person, but the words were still He didn't have the heart to say it out, and finally only said lightly: "I know."

……

"The road is actually closed, well, it must be blocked for a while longer," the driver asked the passenger's opinion from the rearview mirror: "Why don't we make a detour, it may cost an extra ten yuan, but it can save a lot of time, don't miss it You are flying." After confirming that the other party nodded, the driver said "Okay", and at the same time turned on the right turn signal and planned to go to the right lane.

And at the same time, in the left lane in the opposite direction to Chen Anhua, a row of wedding cars composed of the same model of Bentley drove past in style, attracting all the passers-by to look sideways and sigh.

Because it was caught in a traffic jam, the taxi driver looked back and sighed: "Good guy, there are twenty of them. I don't know which rich man got married. It's really ostentatious..."

Chen Anhua unconsciously turned his head to the other side of the car window. Suddenly, the scene of Yi Xiao forcing a ring to him in the car last time flashed in his mind. Following the sunlight shining through the car window on the back of his hand, Chen Anhua put his palm Slowly turned it over, and then spread it out like that for a long, long time.

It's been two months, it's been almost two months since I saw Yi Xiao last time, the time has been stagnant for a long time, especially when he was alone in that room full of happy memories, a kind of feeling went deep into the marrow of his bones. The pain and longing for him can always torment him everywhere, so he applied to Medical Without Borders to keep himself busy temporarily.

During this period of time, he didn't dare to look for Yi Xiao again. He couldn't forget Yi Xiao's resolute attitude and disgusted expression that day. Afraid of making Yi Xiao feel disgusted, he could only endure it. He always wondered if that person would suddenly die one day. If you believe him, forgive him.Until yesterday, he couldn't bear it anymore and looked for it again, wondering if he could meet up before leaving, and wondered if Yi Xiao could listen to what he said after so long, but hope was lost again, Yi Xiao still Not at home... Anhua lowered his head, gradually moved his hand to his neck, and stroked the warm object that was already hanging there, as if this would give him the strength to continue waiting.

The sound of a text message just interrupted those emotions that were about to spread wantonly again. After Chen Anhua took a deep breath to calm himself down, he took out his phone and turned it on.And at this time, a piece of financial news about Qin's stock soaring happened to pop up on the screen. Chen Anhua never traded in stocks, but because this news was indirectly related to that person, he always wanted to get a few words from the person who cared about him here and there. news, so I subconsciously clicked in with my fingers.

However, just below the financial news, there are a lot of news related to the Qin family and the Li family. The most striking one is the news of the marriage of the two families.

Chen Anhua couldn't even believe his eyes, and unconsciously leaned forward. He quickly clicked on a few links with trembling fingers, and the small phone screen was filled with the words "marriage" , and the reported wedding date is - today.

how so……

After being in a trance for a few seconds, almost subconsciously, he quickly took the driver's seat in the front seat, and hurriedly knocked on the safety window in an attempt to attract the driver's attention.

"What's wrong with you?" The driver turned around in response and asked.

Chen Anhua quickly typed a few words to show the master: "Can you lend me your phone, please?" '

Although he thought "you just hold it in your hand", the master took another look at the speechless passenger whose anxiety was already written on his face, and passed the phone over without further questioning.

After the call was dialed, no one answered for a long time. Chen Anhua anxiously looked at the time on the phone, and at the same time was thinking about what to do next, what can he do?He thought that Yi Xiao would be angry for a long time. He could wait for one year, two years, five years or ten years. He never thought of giving up. He told himself that the person would forgive him one day when his anger disappeared, because of this belief It is the only motivation to support him to continue living, but no matter what, he never thought that there is a possibility that Yi Xiao will marry someone else...

Chen Anhua held the phone helplessly, listening to the beeping sound that no one answered, and waited for the call to be answered quickly. Although he didn't think about what he could do after the call was connected, the only thing he knew was , absolutely can't just lose that person.

After dialing the phone for the third time, the phone was finally picked up, and the familiar voice that I hadn't heard for a long time came again: "Hello."

Hearing only one voice, tears rolled down his eyes uncontrollably. It was only two short months, and he actually had the illusion of past and present lives. Chen Anhua was holding his mobile phone until it became hot. He wanted to tell Yi Xiao that he loved him and wanted to be with him. Yi Xiao asked if you could stop marrying someone else, and wanted to ask if you could give us a chance to start over again, but despite the tears running down the side of his face, even though he was so anxious that his fingers had blood stains on his palms, he just couldn't speak Come... suddenly thought of something, he put his index finger on the phone, trying to tap a few times as before to attract Yi Xiao's attention.

And at this moment, after Yi Xiao asked "Who" again, another familiar man's voice came, "The bride is almost here, if she is pregnant, don't let her wait at the door!"

Chen Anhua recognized it, it was Zhou Jinyu's voice, and the phone fell from Chen Anhua's hands almost the moment he heard these words...