original love

Chen Shen handed the car keys to Yi Xiao, and at the same time politely smiled and nodded to Chen Anhua, then turned and left first.

After the two people standing in the T3 terminal looked at each other, Yi Xiao took Anhua's shoulders, walked forward and said with a smile: "It's really a lot of trouble to go out of the country. The last time I went out It was only at the strong request of my grandfather that I persuaded my dad to let my uncle take me to the United States. What he said to my dad was, "Have you ever seen such a grown-up before going abroad, let alone my Qin The grandson of the family, no matter what regulations your army has, this time you must ask Qin Xuan to take him outside to have a look!'”

After finishing speaking, he hurriedly added as if he remembered something: "I begged my uncle to take me to Canada with all my heart, but my uncle insisted that the purpose of going out this time was to let me learn how to do business, otherwise how could I be persuaded?" My dad, so I didn’t follow my wish when we got here.” After seeing An Huashu’s broad smile, Yi Xiao walked without stopping, lowered his head and raised the corners of his mouth and subconsciously said: “So I borrowed your money to go out this time. Empty."

Hearing Yi Xiao's indifferent words, Chen Anhua stopped suddenly. He looked sideways at Yi Xiao, looked into the man's dark eyes, frowned and asked in sign language: "Do you think this time you borrowed money?"Do you know that if I hadn't had severe pneumonia, if I had been infected with Ebola at that time, you might not be able to come back this time. '

Yi Xiao also stopped and turned to face Anhua, seeing Anhua's expression of worry and fear that hadn't completely disappeared in the past month, and said seriously: "Then tell me, is it meaningful for me to come back alone?"

When he saw An Hua's eyes flickering and being suppressed by bowing his head, Yi Xiao smiled and helped An Hua's shoulders, and comforted him in a deliberately relaxed tone: "I don't have any skills, but my luck is not bad. You don’t have to work hard enough to live comfortably, and you don’t have any hope for marriage, but you can still hope that the person you have been thinking about for a few years can come back and be together. You say I’m so lucky, how can God be willing to let me just be so happy? Did I take it?"

Looking left and right, there was no one in the parking lot. Yi Xiao gently took Anhua into his arms, felt the man's body temperature and said, "Anhua, I've already lost you once, I can't lose you again, I can't stand it." , I know you feel like you owe me something, but you really don’t, it’s all my own will, don’t say we’re fine this time, even if I know you’re infected again, I’ll still do it, I just can’t Put you alone in that small broken room, lying there alone with a layer of protective clothing, I can't do it, I just want to be by your side, no matter what happens, it's just the two of us If we are together, we will not be afraid."

Chen Anhua thought of the whole month of being isolated from Yi Xiao in that poorly equipped hut, from severe suspicion to gradually recovering from fever, Yi Xiao was always by his side to observe and take care of him, even though Jiang Xu tried to take care of him at first for safety reasons. Separated the two of them, but Yi Xiao held his hand unwaveringly and insisted on staying.During the first few days, when he opened his eyes, he didn't see Yi Xiao lying on his bed and fell asleep. As soon as he moved a little, Yi Xiao immediately got up and asked him how he was. , Does it still hurt, do you feel better...

Chen Anhua never shed tears during the countless days and nights when she thought about Chen Yixiao in those years, but for some reason, during the half a year when she met Yi Xiao, her eyes were wet countless times. Come to think of it, I actually started liking it a long time ago.

Seeing Anhua's red eyes, Yi Xiao hurriedly put his hands on his cheeks and joked, "Look at you, how come you are always so easily moved by me recently, how strong your resistance was when you just returned to China! "

Chen Anhua was finally amused by Yi Xiao, then raised his head and said, "That's because you are getting more and more stupid." '

Yi Xiao pinched his chin in a contemplative state, put his hands on his waist and raised his eyebrows a moment later, and said, "It's not good to keep making you feel like you owe me that much, why not? If you really want to make it up to me, can you please?" Promise that you will not go to dangerous areas like Congo and Africa to do voluntary aid in the future. If you really want to go, go to a safer place. The most important thing is to discuss with me in advance and tell me if you have anything. Of course, if you can It would be best to be a heart surgeon at Xingcheng Hospital..." Speaking of this, Yi Xiao whispered a little wronged: "We haven't started to live well yet, I don't want to be in fear every day..." In the end, Yi Xiao raised his head and asked tentatively: "If you promise me, it will be compensation for me, will it work?"

Chen Anhua took Yi Xiao's two hands from his waist and held them in his palms, feeling the reassuring temperature. Finally, he looked at Yi Xiao and said affectionately: "I promise you, I will discuss everything with you in advance." , no longer make decisions by yourself, and definitely don't do things that worry you anymore. 'There is still a half sentence that Chen Anhua felt was too sour and wanted to say it. In the past, it was you who gave and protected, and it will be me in the future.

The silent words like a promise made Yi Xiao pause there, and then he couldn't help holding Anhua's face and kissing it tenderly, but Chen Anhua not only didn't push it away this time, but wrapped his arms around Yi Xiao's face. The side of the waist made the two of them fit closer together, feeling the taste that had made him obsessed to the extreme since no one knew when, and the two of them just kissed in the corner of the underground parking lot with no one in it...

Because this month has experienced the edge of life and death, it seems that the time has been stretched to as long as a lifetime, long enough for people to see through their true hearts, so they have no scruples anymore, and can only use the most intimate behaviors to vent each other's emotions. I want the other party to know clearly that each other is the most important thing in life.

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Lying on the bed at night, Anhua looked sideways at Yi Xiao who was sleeping next to him, looked at Yi Xiao's bushy and slightly rebellious eyebrows that raised slightly upwards, and then looked down, seeing the tall nose bridge and some dark eyes. Red lips... Why didn't I take a good look at him before? Why did I allow myself to be stuck in the past for so long before and couldn't extricate myself? Why didn't I discover this person's kindness early and respond to Yi Xiao's sincerity?Unconsciously, An Hua slowly leaned forward and kissed, afraid of alarming Yi Xiao who hadn't had a good rest these days, he only pecked lightly on the lips before hastily parting.

Unexpectedly, Yi Xiao smiled with his eyes closed under the dim desk lamp, "I'm afraid you're too tired to move, but you brought this to the door yourself." As he said that, he rolled over and fell on top of Chen Anhua.

Yi Xiao brushed off the broken hair in front of Anhua's forehead with one hand, kissed the full and smooth forehead lightly, murmured to himself and then to Anhua: "It's better to go home."

Anhua smiled and pushed Yi Xiao away: "I didn't mean that, you think too much, you have been taking care of me recently and haven't had a good rest, go to bed early." '

"Isn't it just right for me to be like this? You can't stand it after you really rested..." Yi Xiao said with a smirk: "And it's not like you don't know how I can rest well."

Seeing Yi Xiao's unbearable expression like begging for candy, An Hua couldn't help turning his head and laughing, knowing that with Yi Xiao's vigorous energy, he couldn't run away tonight. After all, the two hadn't had close contact for more than three months. So he turned his face to look at Yi Xiao and said: "Then don't be too tired, just once." '

Chen Anhua was really trying to remind Yi Xiao not to overwork, but in fact it was fine if he didn't say anything, but it aroused Yi Xiao's enthusiasm, and Yi Xiao raised his right eyebrow and repeated, "Once? "Then holding back his joy, he pretended to compromise with great difficulty, nodded and said: "It's okay, just once, but..." After finishing speaking, he smiled and whispered in Anhua's ear.

Chen Anhua's face turned red to the neck instantly after hearing this sentence. His first reaction was that he would never do this kind of thing, but he didn't want to spoil Yi Xiao's interest just like this. Limit, so after struggling for a long time, he turned his head and said with difficulty: "No..."

"It's easy to teach, it's very simple, okay Anhua, okay, okay..." Yi Xiao relentlessly asked over and over again, and kept rubbing against him dishonestly.

After a while, he finally waited until the person under him had made up his mind, and nodded embarrassingly. Without hesitating for a second, Yi Xiao kissed him vigorously.

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Chen Anhua felt that in the dark time just passed, he seemed to have gone back to high school to take the all-round physical fitness test that he was least good at. He faintly felt that his walking would be greatly affected tomorrow, because the muscles on the inner thighs were already weak at this moment. Sour to the point of shaking.

After letting Anhua lie down, Yi Xiao sat on the top contentedly, massaged Anhua and said, "Anhua, I'm really glad that most men in this world are not gay, otherwise I would have to worry about it every day." You will be robbed."

When Chen Anhua finally recovered from his breath, he turned his head to look at Yi Xiao and said, "Apart from you, who else is so patient to accompany a mute. '

"If someone really abandons you because he dislikes you and can't speak, it can only prove that he is blind." Then he tightened his arms and said with a firm smile, "But don't worry, I won't give others this chance."

An Hua suddenly raised his hand to caress Yi Xiao's overly handsome side face, and asked this question for the first time: "Actually, don't you feel bored when you're with me?" '

"You were like this before you fell in love with you. Why do you feel bored? Anyway, I'm a nag, you just listen. In a family, two people love to talk and will quarrel at every turn, so it's best for us to complement each other." Yi Xiao As if talking about something innocuous, he closed his eyes after he finished speaking, and at the same time put Anhua's palm on his mouth and kissed him deeply.

Chen Anhua looked at Yi Xiao with some distress. How could he not know how happy it is for someone in the family to quarrel? After all, most of the time, as long as Yi Xiao does not speak, the room will always be quiet, so that even if there are two people His room seemed too deserted, sometimes he even worried that Yi Xiao would get tired of this silent world one day.

So Chen Anhua pulled Yi Xiao's face towards him with a little force. When Yi Xiao opened his eyes and looked at him again, he asked, "If, I mean, if you want me to talk, maybe I can try it." try. '

Yi Xiao was a little surprised when he heard this sentence at first, and his eyes widened a little bit, because Chen Yixiao once told him how much Anhua resented talking, so after a long while, he hesitated before asking: " I actually wanted to ask you before, but after being scolded by you once, I didn’t dare to mention it again.” Yi Xiao stood up and asked, “Anhua, I love you no matter what, but have you thought about going to see it again? The throat, whether it is work or other aspects, will be much more convenient in the future."

After being silent for a while, Anhua said: "Actually, I also went to see a psychiatrist when I was abroad, but it was still very difficult..." Recalling the experience of seeing a psychiatrist, just thinking about it made him feel like he was in an ice cave He felt cold and weak all over, but he was willing to face it for Yi Xiao, so he continued: "If you think it's better for me to talk, I'll go and have a look."

Seeing the dodge and anxiety in Anhua's eyes, Yi Xiao finally asked: "Can you tell me about your childhood?" '

Chen Anhua's eyes focused on his own reflection in Yi Xiao's eyes, which illuminated himself brightly like a mirror, making some things that he couldn't face directly for so many years seem less scary, so for the first time in more than 20 years, Chen Anhua slowly gave Yi Xiao Xiao talked about the dark basement without a ray of light, the helpless child who stayed in the dark for three whole days, the little girl who grew up with him who died beside him, never thought in this life that he would be with anyone What was mentioned by others was actually said little by little.

Although Chen Anhua tried his best to understate the details and not deliberately describe the details, after Yi Xiao listened to it, he didn't notice it himself, and his knuckles turned white due to too much grip.

Chen Anhua gently opened Yi Xiao's clenched fist, lowered his head slightly not to look into Yi Xiao's eyes, and said calmly: "It's been so many years, and I can't remember many things clearly. In fact, it's nothing. , It's all over, it's all right. '

It was difficult for Yi Xiao to calm down from the shock. He knew that if the memory was not too deep and the trauma he suffered was too indelible, why would Chen Anhua have never told anyone, including his close relatives, for so many years.Five or six years old, the age when he was still acting like a spoiled child surrounded by his family, what exactly did Chen Anhua go through.

Yi Xiao held Anhua's hand in the palm of his hand, and he finally understood why Chen Anhua stubbornly always lit the desk lamp before going to bed. If he couldn't face the hurt for 20 years, how could he have the heart to let Anhua treat everything cruelly to outsiders again? Perhaps the best thing for Anhua is not to face it but to forget it.

So Yi Xiao tried his best to keep his expression calm and smiled and said, "Forget it, I still think it's better for me if you do this."

'Why? ’ An Hua raised his eyes in confusion and asked.

Yi Xiao lay down gently on top of Anhua again, and said with the posture of the two looking directly at each other: "Because I like the way you have to walk in front of me when you want to talk to me, I like the feeling of watching you talk, I like you It’s something that only I can understand.”

Chen Anhua let himself greedily look at this man who was always by his side and never left him, who was always cautious and sometimes even humble in managing this relationship, and looked at Yi Xiao who obviously hoped that he could speak, but suppressed his longing in order to carefully care for his feelings , he felt guilty about the past, but at the same time he cherished it even more. He even suddenly felt that there was such a thing as God's will in the dark. All the sufferings are for him to wait for such a good person in his life.

Anhua didn't say thank you to Yi Xiao, but just put his hand around Yi Xiao's neck and kissed it deeply. At that time, Chen Anhua silently swore in his heart that he would never let this person down with his best in this life.

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