original love

There are always many choices in a person's life, whether to choose to start and whether to choose to end.

Chen Anhua's life seems to have returned to the previous track, but it doesn't seem to be the case, because he is more and more aware of what Yi Xiao means to him. In fact, half a year ago, he never considered that there is a possibility that he will be able to survive in this life. Someone replaced Chen Yixiao's position, but some seeds in his heart had gradually grown from a fragile shoot to a towering tree that could shelter him from the wind and rain, and everything happened so imperceptibly.

He should have readily accepted this change, but recently a doubt has been bothering him, whether his feelings for Yi Xiao can stay in his heart for a long time, or is it just because of Yi Xiao's dedication The devotion has touched the heart that has been lonely all along. As time goes by and the emotion fades away, will he return to the yearning and bondage to Chen Yixiao again?Moreover, is this misplaced relationship from the beginning worthy of Yi Xiao's wholeheartedness?To Yi Xiao, is it fair?

For more than half a month, Yi Xiao seems to have been busy with the company's affairs. That day in Zhou Jinyu's room, he was so dizzy that he couldn't hear it clearly. It seemed that there was something related to the Qin family and Yi Xiao, so Anhua would Carefully ask, is your company okay?And at this time, Yi Xiao always said with a smile, "What's the matter, don't worry, it's fine."

In fact, Chen Anhua knew better that Yi Xiao placed more importance on the friendship between brothers and friends. The brothers who had been with Zhou Jinyu for so many years broke up as soon as they said they had broken up with each other. This kind of result was something he didn't want to see.In fact, he has no resentment towards Zhou Jinyu. If there is anything different from the emotions of ordinary strangers, he probably has more sympathy and understanding, because this kind of pain buried deep in his heart, he has been watching the pain of the person he likes silently. He knew everything, so he couldn't complain.

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Just after get off work that day, when An Hua came out of the hospital, he saw Yi Xiao waiting at the door with a handsome smile. Working overtime is not in vain. '

Yi Xiao stood up straight from the action of leaning on the car, opened the car door for An Hua with a smile, and let him in gently. Before closing the door, he looked at An Hua again and said: "Today's business in the company is over. It's done, I don't think there's anything wrong, I came here early and waited, and... I want to take you to a place today."

'Where? 'Anhua asked with a smile.

"You'll know when we get there." After blinking mischievously, Yi Xiao closed the passenger door and went around to the other side of the car.

Looking at Yi Xiao who was walking with ease like a child, the corners of An Hua's mouth could not help but also rise, because at this time he simply thought that Yi Xiao's career difficulties had been solved.

Recently, Yi Xiao always leaves early and returns late, and sometimes he is even so busy that he is later than him. When he gets home, he will continue to study a lot of documents and materials, and occasionally his brows will be wrinkled. It was resolved, and Anhua was happy for him from the bottom of his heart, because he was becoming less and less able to see this person being bothered by anything.

It's just that Chen Anhua didn't know that just today, Yi Xiao had mortgaged all the company's shares and assets, put the things on Qin Xuan's desk in disregard of his uncle's objection, and turned away.And if this time's all-or-nothing can't help the Qin family, then Yi Xiao will have to start from scratch in all his careers.

The car drove for a long time, and the two of them remained silent all the way. Chen Anhua did it so as not to disturb Yi Xiao's driving, but Yi Xiao's silence was a bit unusual. Finally, the car drove to a place far west of the capital, when they were at the gate of a cemetery When it stopped, Yi Xiao paused and said, "Here we are."

Loosening the seat belt, Yi Xiao turned sideways to Anhua, stroked the back of Anhua's hand with a wide and warm palm and said, "Anhua, today I will take you to meet my mother."

Yi Xiao took Anhua's hand and walked in the cemetery for a long time. When he stopped at a place with a good view, Anhua turned his head and saw the words on the tombstone, "Daughter of Qin Chuhan, Qin Ran's Tomb", and further up, I saw a photo of a very beautiful and moving woman, judging from the age in the photo, she was only in her 30s.

As if hesitating for a long time, Yi Xiao finally said, "This is my mother..."

Yi Xiao kept looking down at the woman in the photo, and began to talk slowly as if telling a story, "My mother is the first child of my grandparents. She has been the jewel in the palm of everyone's attention since she was born, and she has been protected by everyone since she was a child." Maybe it's because my grandfather's business is getting bigger and bigger. When he graduated from university at the age of 22, people who start to talk about marriage will step down the threshold of the Qin family, but who is this young lady? I don’t even like it, but once, my grandfather took her to a foreign guest banquet, because it was a state guest, and the army sent special forces to escort her all the way. It was that time, I met my dad who was in the escort team at that time... "

"Whether it's love at first sight or attracted to this kind of person who is different from her world, at that time it was my dad who didn't marry, but my dad was only a major at that time, and he didn't have the right to speak like he does now. I agree, but in the end, I couldn't resist this precious daughter's hunger strike, so I agreed to this marriage..."

Yi Xiao wanted to take a cigarette from his pocket to light it, but when he took it out, he found that it was empty. An Hua was beside him, and he just listened silently without interrupting.

"But the good days after marriage didn't last long, and the youthful impulse couldn't stand up to the long-term separation between the two places. At that time, my grandfather should have tried to persuade my dad to participate in the Qin family's business, but my dad was a tough guy in his bones. How could he accept marriage from his wife's family?" So I continued to work in the front line of the army without hesitation... As far back as I can remember, my mother always came back very late, and it was not that my grandfather who had always been a strict tutor reminded me, but my grandfather was also busy with his career at that time, and My daughter is already married, so I probably didn't think too much about it..."

"I remember that my mother and I lived in Qin's house most of the time, and occasionally went back to my father's army compound for a short stay, and when we lived in the compound, she came back even later, and sometimes it might be connected I couldn't see her in the world for two or three days... Later, I thought about it, maybe it was because I was in debt, so every time she came back, she brought me a lot of toys and gifts, until one time..." Yi Xiao suddenly stopped, unconsciously He squeezed the empty cigarette case in his hand, as if thinking about how to speak, and finally said: "I was seven years old that year, and my birthday was a few days away. My mother said that she was going to meet a classmate in another city. , I won’t be back until a few days ago. Before I left, I told me that the birthday presents were chosen for me. It was a set of limited-edition titanium Transformers that I liked very much but couldn’t save..."

An Hua couldn't help turning his head to look at Yi Xiao sadly. Although he had never met his biological mother himself, he knew that sometimes the pain of losing something he had was deeper than the pain of never getting it. His mother always dodges his words, Anhua knows that there must be an indelible scar in Yi Xiao's heart.

"A few days later, just the day before my birthday, news came from abroad that my mother's plane crashed somewhere in central Africa, and I couldn't even find the wreckage..." Yi Xiao gritted his teeth, as if trying to ease his emotions The same man lowered his head and grunted before saying, "But what is certain is that besides the pilot and my mother, there was another man on the private jet, who was their schoolmate..."

"At that time, I was still young, and I didn't understand many things. People in the compound began to spread rumors that my mother had eloped with others, abandoned her husband and son, and even lost her life. They said how could a rich girl endure this kind of dullness. life... At that time, I never believed it. I would beat any bastard who dared to say such a thing, because my mother would always do what she promised me. She said she would bring me toys. How could it be possible to elope with others when I came back to celebrate my birthday? But when I grow up, I don’t even believe some words.”

"You know, because my dad was in the army, I grew up with my mom, and I didn't have any relationship with my dad, so for a long time I hated my dad, thinking that it was because he never came home that he killed my mom Yes. But one time, it was very late that day. I got up to go to the toilet, and suddenly I saw a room with a light on. I walked over and passed through the door, and saw my dad hugging my mom alone. The picture is crying..."

Yi Xiao calmed down his emotions for a while, and then said in a moist nasal voice: "I saw my dad cry once in my life, and it was that time, when he was about 1.8 meters curled up, he looked so small and trembling I didn’t cry when I couldn’t do it anymore, and from that moment on, I forgave him.”

Anhua never knew that Yi Xiao would have such a sad childhood past, never knew that every time Yi Xiao smiled, there would be such a past, he turned his head to think of some way to give Yi Xiao the comfort he could convey, and At this time, Yi Xiao also turned around and looked at him with reddish eyes.

Yi Xiao took the first half step closer and took Anhua's hand and said, "Anhua, I never believed in love before I met you. I thought it was just a hormonal flood between people. The passion will fade away, just like my mother, who was so desperate for my father back then, and finally lost her life because of elopement with others... But Anhua, you made me believe that there is love in the world, I dare not Believe that you will like someone to such an extent, as if you let go of your hand and the world turns gray."

Yi Xiao lowered his head and murmured with a smile: "Don't laugh at me, An Hua, I can only say this to you." Finally, Yi Xiao took out a pair of rings from the inner pocket of his coat and put them on. Go to Anhua's eyes and say: "Anhua, let's get married."

Today, after leaving the law firm and sending all mortgages to Qin's, Yi Xiao suddenly didn't know what to do next, and suddenly wanted to give himself a motivation to fight and a reason to look forward to the future, so he made a mistake I went to the mall and bought a pair of rings.

Yes, since he couldn't do without this person so much and wanted to keep this person by his side all the time, since he had confidence in Xu Anhua's stable home, why couldn't he continue to be together based on marriage?Let Anhua feel at ease, eliminate Anhua's worries about himself, and let him see this person every day after returning home, and fall asleep with this person in his arms.

"Anhua, I told you before that I hate betrayal and deception the most in my life. It may be more or less influenced by my parents' failed marriage, so trust me, I will never do such a thing to you...Anhua , can you give me a chance to take care of you for the rest of your life?"

Chen Anhua looked at the two rings in his palm in a daze, and was shocked by this sudden marriage proposal.

The words "marriage" and "forever" brought him a shock he had never experienced before. At this moment, these two words carried a mysterious color and awakened the most primitive desire in his heart-to have a life together with the one he loves. a home.Probably because he was abandoned since he was a child, or he knew that his love for Chen Yixiao would not be fruitful, so his desire to be together for a lifetime was severely suppressed, making him dare not even think about it.But Yi Xiao broke into his world just like that, caught off guard and gave him the happiness he wanted.

At that moment, Chen Anhua suddenly raised his head to look at Yi Xiao and opened his mouth slightly, but after a pause, he finally lowered his head, unable to let that word come out... Although now, he has no doubts about Yi Xiao's emotions, but his whole body How long can the heart be devoted to a person? Is there a fixed answer to this question? If my love of more than ten years can be easily replaced in just half a year, what about Yi Xiao's?And for the current self, can Chen Yixiao really be put down completely?

Yi Xiao saw Anhua's hesitation, which made him a little disappointed. Even though he knew that Anhua's character would not be decided so easily, he still hoped that Anhua could hug him at this moment, even if he said something that sounded silly, even if A joke said: "What kind of marriage does a big man marry, just stay together?" '

But Anhua just looked down at the side of the ground and didn't give him any feedback. In the end, Yi Xiao was the first to lose. He was afraid that it would be counterproductive if he pressed people too hard, so he quickly changed his words and said: "Actually, there is no Saying that you want to get married, I just passed by today and bought the ring because I saw it looked pretty good...and it would be unlucky enough to propose at a cemetery."

Yi Xiao smiled and stroked Anhua's hair, and said, "Okay, I've been nagging you for half an hour, you're tired, let's go home."

But when Yi Xiao hugged Anhua's shoulders and was about to leave, Anhua suddenly stopped. Finally, he grabbed Yi Xiao's sleeve, looked at Yi Xiao's sign language and said, "Yi Xiao, what did you tell me today?" I'm very happy because I hope to know more about you, but I really didn't think about getting married before. It's a bit too sudden. Give me some time, okay? '

Putting his hands on Anhua's shoulders and looking at this person for a long time, Yi Xiao finally wrapped his arms around him lightly, took a deep sniff of the scent that made him addicted, and then said: "I was too anxious, actually we are here Just be together, what does it matter if we get married or not? And we are no different from getting married now. We are busy with our own business during the day, and I will cook for you when I come back at night. Isn’t that how ordinary life is, so I am very satisfied now , Anhua, as long as we can be together, I will do anything."

This time, Chen Anhua wrapped his arms tightly around Yi Xiao without hesitation, and gave him a strong response. He rested his chin on Yi Xiao's broad shoulders, and at the same time said in his heart, thank you Yi Xiao, but I still have Not sure, give me some time.

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