original love

After waking up with a splitting headache, Yi Xiao cursed "Fuck me" and ran to the toilet in a hurry, quickly came to the top of the toilet and impatiently drew out his gun to release the water, all the events of last night also collapsed from his not yet fully awake head come out.

"Wolf-hearted..." Yi Xiao couldn't help cursing while bowing his head.

Because compared with Zhou Jinyu, his drinking capacity is not the same level, so even if Yi Xiao doesn't say anything when there are entertainments, Zhou Jinyu will tacitly take over for him.But yesterday, that brat didn't know what kind of style to smoke, and he didn't help when he was served by those northern customers at the wine table. Yes, I don't remember how I came back.

But vaguely felt that An Hua had been here, because the touch of his hands was so real that he had the illusion that he had done it yesterday, and he seemed to be whispering An Hua's name all the time.Yi Xiao lowered his head and looked at the energetic guy as if confirming, then he shook his head with a negative smile and said that he hadn't seen anyone for two days, and he missed having sex too much, because Anhua didn't have the key here .

As soon as he returned to the bedroom and picked up his phone, Yi Xiao saw the unread text message Anhua sent last night, "I'm done working overtime, have you finished your meal yet?"

Looking at the time was still early, thinking that An Hua should have not gone out yet, Yi Xiao called back, but the phone was not picked up until the second time.

"-Anhua, I just saw it after drinking too much yesterday. Did you text me yesterday?"

After waiting for a long time, there was a knocking sound coming back from there.

After hearing this, Yi Xiao smiled reassuringly and said, "Did you have dinner last night? Didn't you say that you were on the night shift yesterday? I would have let Chen Shen pick you up if I knew it. I'm tired after working overtime for a few days. What about today, tonight?" Are you free? I'll wait for you at your house after work?"

Yi Xiao smiled and waited for a reply, but after a long while, he only heard two negative tapping replies.

"-No way? You have to work overtime today? Does your dean know that staying up late is bad for your health, so you can't arrange shifts with someone else?" Yi Xiao complained distressedly. They all want to persuade Anhua to change to an easier job.

There was no answer from the silent one over there. Yi Xiao looked up at the wall clock, and then realized that Anhua was about to go out, so he hurriedly said: "Oh, it's time to pack up and go to work, so you should go to work first." , I will be with you again during the day..."

This time, before he even finished speaking, he heard the sound of the phone being hung up.

Staring at the phone for a while, Yi Xiao couldn't help but frowned and wondered, what's wrong with An Hua?Tired of working overtime?Or angry that you didn't get a text message last night?He wished it was the last possibility. If Anhua showed a little more dependence and clinging to himself like a couple, then he would laugh out loud in his dreams.Yi Xiao turned around and looked in the mirror carefully. After struggling, he finally gave up the plan to send Anhua to work, because he really didn't want Anhua to see the hangover ghost in the mirror, so he could only lie down again unwillingly. Going back to bed, I thought about adjusting my state during the day, and went to have a look at Anhua when he was resting before the evening shift.

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After arriving at the company in the afternoon, Yi Xiao walked into Zhou Jinyu's office without knocking on the door and yelled, "Damn it, your wings have grown hard, haven't you! You weighed me for three catties and four taels, and still persuaded outsiders to let me drink?!"

Zhou Jinyu just sat and watched Yi Xiao without saying a word for a long time, how could he not know Yi Xiao's drinking capacity, and how could he not know that Yi Xiao can't remember anything after drinking too much.

He didn't leave after yesterday, but stayed in the corner of the community and waited. He wanted to see if Chen Anhua would come to take the key away.In fact, he didn't even think about what would happen if Chen Anhua really went to Yi Xiao's room. If so, he could feel at ease because Chen Anhua cared about Yi Xiao?Can you generously bless two people?How could it be possible, in fact, he hoped to see Chen Anhua break up with Yi Xiao because of this, and hoped that Chen Anhua would leave voluntarily because he couldn't bear Yi Xiao's past.

However, during the whole waiting process, he found that he was more nervous than anyone else, because he was afraid that the matter would be revealed, that Yi Xiao would be so angry that he would no longer trust him if he found out, and that he would not be able to stay by this person's side any longer even as a brother.

Fortunately, as expected, after Chen Anhua left so calmly, he didn't go downstairs again, so Zhou Jinyu went to the flower bed and quietly took the key away as if he had been found out that he had done something bad.But after this time, he was even more convinced that Chen Anhua didn't have Yi Xiao in his heart, how could he not care about this if he really liked someone?

But just as he was about to turn around and leave, he saw Xiao Kai coming out of the unit door, and then slowly came to him and asked, "Brother Zhou, you are lying to me, brother Xiao didn't actually look for me, did you..."

Zhou Jinyu looked at Yi Xiao at this time, and couldn't express his feelings, but no matter what, Yi Xiao didn't find him, so he was relieved, at least the relationship with him day and night can continue, so he looked at Yi Xiao and deliberately teased and replied: "I drink it every time, what's wrong with you once?"

Hearing this, Yi Xiao was so angry that he stepped forward and pretended to strangle Zhou Jinyu's neck: "You boy, you have been fed up to be disobedient, right? What's the matter?! You are not afraid that I will embarrass you when I go out? Damn How many years have not been broken, and I don't remember anything!"

Because I was used to joking with Zhou Jinyu before, I didn't think there was anything wrong. Suddenly at this moment, Yi Xiao remembered Zhou Jinyu coming out with him a few days ago, so he slowly put his arm down, still thinking about it. , I haven't done anything out of the ordinary before.

Zhou Jinyu didn't laugh at him or punch him twice this time as usual, but looked up at him and asked seriously, "Yi Xiao, why do you like Chen Anhua so much?"

Yi Xiao was stunned by the question: "What why? Why did you ask this suddenly? What's wrong with you kid, you have a weird expression?"

"Just tell me, I suddenly want to hear it." Zhou Jinyu looked up at him, obsessed with the answer to this question.

Thinking that Zhou Jinyu was just looking forward to the beauty of love, Yi Xiao happily pulled a stool over, not embarrassed at all, but as if he wanted to share something: "How should I say it? He is calm, and you can’t tell which aspect of him is good, and he seems to be good in every aspect, so you can’t help but want to get closer to him, wishing to be tired of being together 24 hours a day. You know, you used to always I looked down on me and said that I was a spender. Actually, I didn’t think much of it at that time. Although I was thinking about Anhua at that time, I might not be able to see him again in this life, so I thought there was a Companionship is fine, don’t all the people around come here like this? But now that you have Anhua, you realize that what you said is true, falling in love is really different from physical | physical satisfaction, and it makes you feel very at ease, why? To put it bluntly, it’s as if this fucking world isn’t so bad because of this person, and I feel hopeful every day, that’s how it feels.”

Seeing Zhou Jinyu staring at him in a daze, Yi Xiao asked with a smile, "How is it? Did you sum it up properly?"

Zhou Jinyu finally shifted his eyes from the state of trance and looked out of the window. Hearing Yi Xiao, a man who seemed unable to talk about love, say such touching words to him, he finally knew how Chen Anhua was moved by this man in less than two months. Convinced, it turned out that what Yi Xiao showed to outsiders and these brothers was only one side, and his best side was reserved for the person he thought was most worthy.

"What about Chen Anhua? Do you think so too?" Zhou Jinyu asked in an understatement.

Yi Xiao frowned slightly, thinking to himself again, why does this kid look down on Chen Anhua, only met once in total, why can't he catch his eyes like this?

Yi Xiao said a little impatiently: "It's almost enough. Every time you mention Anhua, you will be like this. You will meet more in the future. Don't always do it like this? How difficult it is to put me in the middle," Lin said. I did not forget to defend Anhua, "Anhua never said you were wrong."

Zhou Jinyu smiled wryly in her heart, it was because she thought it was unnecessary and never cared about it.

Probably feeling that the words just touched Zhou Jinyu's nerves of wanting to fall in love, Yi Xiao bumped him with an elbow and said, "Tell me, what do you like? I didn't know the direction was unclear before, but now I know, you Just draw a circle for me, and I will draw this person out when I reach the moon."

Zhou Jinyu maintained the posture of looking at the passing vehicles outside the window, thinking wryly in her heart, whether she had failed too much, or hid it too well, why didn't this person find out at all, and didn't suspect at all?Can we have a showdown?

Really want him to know.

After taking a deep breath and exhaling again, Zhou Jinyu finally said slowly and desperately: "He is handsome, has a good figure, is righteous, and means enough to his friends. Although he looks bad-tempered, he actually takes good care of the people around him. If you don't invest in it, you will lose it if you invest in it." Very dedicated to feelings," Zhou Jinyu slowly turned around to look at Yi Xiao after finishing speaking, and asked, "Can you find someone like this?"

Yi Xiao and Zhou Jinyu were very close at the moment, and it was always like this before, but it never made him feel cramped like now, so he leaned back inadvertently, and did not reply until a long while later: "The request is not low."

After a while, Yi Xiao stood up with his hands on his knees, and finally looked at Zhou Jinyu and made a solemn promise: "Don't worry, I'll take care of this for you."

……

As soon as I got off work, a text message came from Anhua's cell phone.

"-Are you busy right now? I'm at the gate of the hospital. If I'm not busy, I'll have a meal and work again?"

Frowning and staring at the text message for a long time, Anhua slowly moved his finger and typed a reply, '-Okay. '

The two of them hadn't had a chance to touch each other for several days. After driving the car out for a while, Yi Xiao looked sideways at Anhua with a smile, stretched out his hand to hold the slightly skinny hand and said, "I haven't seen you in three days. arrive."

An Hua restrained the urge to pull his hand away just for a moment, and let Yi Xiao pull it like that, and finally just nodded while looking ahead.

"What time do you have to work overtime tonight? If it's too busy, let's find a place to eat nearby? But what's the matter with your dean? It's been a few days, and all your hospital doctors are like this? Or are you too skilled in medicine? So you can use yourself as a signboard?"

Yi Xiao joked that Anhua seemed to be in a low mood today, so he endured the unpleasant suggestion of persuading Anhua to change jobs.

After hesitating for a while, Anhua still told the truth: "There is no need to work overtime tonight, and I have already left work for a while." '

"Really?!" The unexpected good news brought a smile to Yi Xiao's face, and he said happily, "I would have asked Chen Shen to take a seat in advance. Didn't I tell you about a restaurant last time?" Not bad, but the boss is awesome, no one accepts advance reservations on a first-come-first-served basis, and his house doesn’t even have a menu, so he can make whatever is new that day, it’s all up to the boss to decide.”

Yi Xiao smiled and shook his head looking at the roads that were not congested, "Only restaurants with this kind of color can survive in this age", before adding with a smile: "It's all a fresh idea."

For some reason, the words "picture something fresh" were particularly harsh to An Hua today. He took his hand away from Yi Xiao, looked at the scenery outside the window and did not express anything.

Thinking that An Hua was tired, Yi Xiao hurriedly said: "But you are already tired after working overtime for a few days, why don't you take a rest first, I'll find a place closer and we can eat something and go home."

Yi Xiao waited sideways for Anhua's reply, and finally after a few seconds, he saw Anhua saying to him: 'Go to your house. '

……

Anhua originally thought that Yi Xiao would take him back to the community where the two of them lived, but unexpectedly, Yi Xiao drove the car outside the East Fourth Ring Road, and waited for Yi Xiao to park the car in front of a big mansion and serve as a servant inside. When he came out and asked the young master to open the door, An Hua realized that he really didn't understand Yi Xiao.

After telling Uncle Liu and others not to stay here tonight, Yi Xiao held hands and led An Hua into this somewhat old villa. When he saw An Hua standing in the center of the villa and looking around, Yi Xiao finally endured the pain. Hugging this person deeply from behind as if reaching the limit: "Anhua, I am very happy today, you never said that you want to come to my house."

Anhua, who was suddenly hugged, couldn't help but take a half step forward. When he looked down at the hands around his waist, he couldn't help but think, it's like this again. A person who is obviously so carefree is probably on the verge of getting tired of himself. , why let him have the illusion that 'this person is inseparable from himself'?Maybe Yi Xiao is just used to it. He is used to letting the things he has not let go belong to him. He is used to not allowing the other party to leave before he is tired of it.

Slowly breaking away from Yi Xiao's embrace, An Hua turned around and asked without showing any emotion: "Is this your home?" '

Yi Xiao smiled and kissed Anhua's forehead before saying, "This is the house my grandfather gave me, where my mother lived when I was young."

Yi Xiao asked about Anhua's affairs, and Yi Xiao was very clear about the work of family members including Chen Xue, but he never took the initiative to talk about his own family affairs.

Looking at the slightly empty house again, Anhua asked: 'Then you live by yourself now?There seemed to be no one else in the house. '

Holding Anhua's hand and walking towards the villa, Yi Xiao turned around and said with a smile, "I'll show you around first."

Like this, Yi Xiao held Anhua's hand or hugged Anhua's shoulders, walking room by room, from the dining room, kitchen to the open-air platform on the top floor, talking to Anhua all the way: "This house has been around for a long time. It seems that it was built in the [-]s. At that time, my grandfather was not as rich as he is now, but he cared about family values ​​very much. I heard that he spent a lot of savings to buy this house and decorated it himself. Finally, he gave it to the house. Grandma who was still pregnant at the time was a surprise, and then their eldest daughter was born in this house," Yi Xiao paused before saying, "...that's my mother."

When he came to the door of a room on the third floor, Yi Xiao still hesitated a little before finally pushing the door open and going in. He turned around and signaled An Hua, who was following behind, to also come in with gentle eyes.

An Hua gently stepped into this room with outdated decoration according to the current standard. The first thing he saw was a mahogany dresser beside the bed, which should be a woman's room.Stepping on the slightly creaking floor, although he can feel the age of the room through everything around him, he can still feel the care taken by the owner of the house, because he saw a piece of floor at the foot of the bed. Because of its old age and decay, it has been replaced with the same color as possible.

After Yi Xiao stood in the house for a long time, he looked at Anhua and said, "This is the room my mother lived in before she was alive. She lived here all the time before she got married."

An Hua didn't ask, and now he couldn't help turning his head in surprise. Yi Xiao was only in his 20s, and he didn't know when the original hostess of this room died.

Yi Xiao took a deep breath before saying, "It's been almost 20 years since I passed away. The eldest lady of the Qin family lived her whole life and died not so well. The plane crashed without even a whole body," in order to let Anhua Don't be so shocked, or want to escape this dull atmosphere, Yi Xiao smiled and said indifferently: "It's okay, don't look at me like that, it's been many years, I almost forgot what she looks like gone."

Yi Xiao took Anhua's hand and led him outside, "Let's go, take a look at the room I live in now."

In fact, the moment Yi Xiao opened the door, he wanted to tell Anhua a lot about her mother, good and bad about her, some of what he felt, and some of what he heard from others, but until he entered the room, It was only then that he realized that he was still unable to face what this woman had done, even as close as An Hua, Yi Xiao seemed unable to express his resentment and hatred for this woman, maybe wait a little longer.

Guided by Yi Xiao, he walked to the inner room on the second floor. When he opened the door, Anhua found that this room was different from the one just now. All the facilities were new, and the room should have been well-renovated. Just as he was looking at When there was a photo of Yi Xiao in high school on the bedside, when he was in a daze, the person behind him walked around in front of him and kissed him.

In fact, since the two met today, Yi Xiao endured it. He even wanted to tell An Hua that last night he missed and dreamed of the two of them. found him.

Yi Xiao hugged and took Anhua slowly to the bedside, feeling the temperature and smell of this person little by little from shallow to deep, and every time he couldn't help calling this person's name in a low voice, "Anhua ,I miss you……"

But just as the two of them overlapped each other, An Hua pushed Yi Xiao's body away a little, and then his gaze was fixed on Yi Xiao's face.

It was strange to be pushed away all of a sudden, and the way Anhua looked at him at this time made him not understand, so Yi Xiao stopped and asked, "What's wrong?"

An Hua turned his face to the outside of the window, and said after a while, "Use a condom." '

Yi Xiao felt a little uncomfortable at that moment, because whether it was the first time when he was ignorant or after Anhua returned to China, the two had never used it.Yi Xiao always believes that the closest contact should be with the closest person, although before that, he and anyone only happened under the premise of safety measures.

Yi Xiao was a little embarrassed to be asked this suddenly, but he was too embarrassed to refuse, after all, he was not the one to bear it, so he asked softly, "Did it make you feel uncomfortable before?"

In fact, he wanted to help Anhua clean up every time, but except for a few times when he was too tired to move, Anhua never needed his help.

It's not too late now, and the sky in Beijing is not yet dark. An Hua watched the sunset glow coming in through the window, and suddenly felt resentful. Why did his mood form such a strong contrast with the empty but still beautiful scenery outside the window.

In fact, Chen Anhua knew that his body had been habitually mobilized from the moment of the kiss today. He wanted to let himself go, and told himself not to think about right and wrong. After all, the person he loved deeply should be Chen Yixiao , so it doesn't matter what happens to Yi Xiao, the two of them are just a short-term companionship, and they should always develop in this direction.But why, what always comes to mind is the shadow of the boy seen through the window.Why should you care?My motives have been wrong since I first met Yi Xiao, so what right do I have to care about whether Yi Xiao has others, and how many others he has had?

But some things are just wrong. Things that he thought were unimportant before now make him sleepless at night, making it impossible for him to say it easily, so it's better to separate.

At this moment, Anhua was glad that he was a mute. He resisted the inexplicable soreness in his nasal cavity, and just said with his mouth: "It's nothing, I just think it's better like this." '

"But..." Yi Xiao was impatient down here, but he could only murmur the truth: "There is nothing at home."

This is an old house that no one has ever brought here, even before, he has never brought anyone to any of his residences, so naturally he did not prepare these things.

I couldn't help it, after all, the person I missed for a few days was by my side at this moment, after all, it was in this home, in my bed.So Yi Xiao used a negotiating tone, even a little shamelessly kissed Anhua's sensitive ear pinna with his lips and said, "Anhua~~ Next time, I will prepare next time, okay?"

There was no way to reject this person like before, Anhua's body had already made the decision for him first, so in the end, he just tacitly agreed to push Yi Xiao's hands away.

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