The False Protagonist and the True Demon King[Comprehensive]
Chapter 50 Suicide Day 5
Osamu Dazai clapped his hands, and focused the attention of both of them.
"Shen Xi, don't be so passive and sabotage. Just now I was praising you for being handsome, but the next second you plan to ignore me directly. This really hurts my heart."
Shen Xi sighed, "I see."
"Hee hee, the prince is very angry that he was ignored! Wash your neck and wait~"
Belphegor rushed forward again, with a perverted smile on his face, his thick bangs were blown by the wind, revealing his sickly eyes.
"Catch it." Osamu Dazai threw something at Shen Xi, with a little bit of calculation in his eyes.
Shen Xi caught the thing with his backhand and raised his head to avoid the prince's attack. He looked at the thing in his hand with some doubts.
It was a transparent block with a cool material, but there was a little flame burning in the middle. The flame was orange-red, just like the fire on the top of Tsunaki's head every time he used the flame of death air.
"What is this?" Shen Xi turned to look at Osamu Dazai, but turned sideways in the next second, and the flying knife passed by his ear, directly cutting off a strand of his black hair, so he is a very powerful person.
"I told you not to ignore the prince, I'm a genius, hehe."
Belphegor stood on the steel wire and looked at them with a smile.
Osamu Dazai leaned against the wall obediently, without blinking his eyes.
Ignoring the prince, Shen Xi continued what he said just now, "Dazai, what is this? Why did you give it to me?"
"Give it to him." Osamu Dazai pointed to Belphegor on the wire, "You throw it to him."
"Hey, hey, do you think I don't exist?! Hee hee, no matter what it is, I won't pick it up, so I won't let you get what you want."
Osamu Dazai raised the corner of his mouth, "Are you sure? Let me explain in advance, this is what your boss wants."
"Huh?" Belphegor tilted his head and raised the corners of his mouth, "But the bastard boss only told me to take you back, but he didn't tell me to take you back with anything, hee hee, let's pack you up and tie you up!"
The knife flew over directly, and the prince knew that if he wanted to take Dazai Zhi away, he had to defeat Shen Xi, because that guy looked like an ordinary person with no power to restrain a chicken.
The flying knife directly hit the transparent barrier, click, and the knife fell to the ground.
"Tch, it's really annoying."
The barrier that has been standing in front of them can always block his throwing knives, making it impossible to get close to him. It is a strange and annoying ability.
Shen Xi has always been lacking in interest, and has always been on the defensive, as long as he is not allowed to get close.
Perhaps for him, dealing with Belphegor is not as interesting as playing a game.
"Shen Xi." Dazai Osamu called him, "Give him that thing, and he must take it back."
Shen Xi turned his head to look at Osamu Dazai, with a strange expression on his face, "Are you serious?"
"Very seriously."
After thinking for a while, Shen Xi looked at Belphegor. The prince who was trying to sneak attack suddenly felt chills all over his body. He looked at Shen Xi, the strange man's dark eyes showed a rare firmness.
"Since Dazai has said so, you can take it away."
"What?" Belphegor was stunned for a moment, and the next second he felt a gust of wind blowing, and Shen Xi had already arrived beside him.
All the steel wires that had been arranged were cut off, and he could only fall to the ground again and stare at Shen Xi.
So fast, really too fast.
Even he didn't see his trajectory clearly, so he really deserved to be the one who made the bastard Captain Mao fail? !
But it's alright……
Belphegor raised the corners of his mouth, revealing a villainous smile.
"Hee hee hee, because I'm a prince, of course I'm smarter than you."
The moment Shen Xi stepped here, a very thin steel wire suddenly wrapped around Shen Xi's ankle, and at the same time, countless wires shot out from the surroundings in all directions, binding Shen Xi's hands and feet.
The silk thread was very thin, and the moment it wrapped around Shen Xi's body, it cut his skin, and tiny blood beads leaked from the edge of the steel thread. It was quite a miserable scene.
"Don't move around, if you move around, your neck will be cut off by the steel wire, hee hee, it's the neck."
Shen Xi raised his head, his eyes lit up instantly, "Will he die?"
"Who knows? Maybe he won't die."
Hearing this, Shen Xi frowned slightly, "What do you want to do?"
"Bring that guy back to the boss, the bastard boss is really calling people."
Osamu Dazai walked over lazily as if he had finally been torn off the wall. He stood behind Shen Xi, his kite-colored eyes were full of calm, and he was even smiling. The prince looked at him, somewhat puzzled why he was so calm.
"Do you think that's enough? It's too small for us."
The prince stared at him, and backed away after a moment. At that moment, he felt a strong threat.
All the steel wires broke in an instant, and Shen Xi stood quietly in front of Osamu Dazai, only his clothes damaged by the steel wires proved that he was really tied up just now.
"So, are you going to deliver something for us?"
At this moment, the positions of the two sides reversed, and the hunter turned into the prey.
……
"Hahaha, the perverted prince came back like this, and the mission failed."
"Captain rubbish white hair, don't be complacent, you also lost to that guy, you are no better than me." Bell laughed and said: "And speaking of it, you were the first mission to fail, and you didn't even get the pirated ring .”
XANXUS sat on the seat without saying a word, with disdain in his scarlet eyes.
"I can't do this little thing well, it's really useless garbage."
"Hee hee hee, they have something for you, bastard boss." Bell threw the cube in his hand to XANXUS, "That guy is really annoying, when are we going to beat him up?"
XANXUS looked at the cube in his hand, that feeling was ice.
Throwing that thing aside casually, like throwing away a piece of trash, XANXUS didn't show much expression.
However, what Osamu Dazai wanted to express has been well expressed.
I know it all.
What a terrifying man, so terrifying that one would want to crush him to death under his feet.
"Bastard boss, what is this thing? Why did that guy threaten the prince and ask him to bring it back?"
XANXUS stared at him. "Garbage doesn't need to know."
"Tch." Belphegor snorted coldly, "The prince knows, the prince is going on a mission now."
If the mission failed this time, his vacation will probably be deducted completely. Next time, let the bastard boss deal with the black-haired man by himself.
He still hasn't figured out how he got out of that steel wire.
……
In the alley, Osamu Dazai heaved a sigh of relief when he successfully bought and sold that thing to Belphegor. His face was filled with a smug smile of a successful prank.
"You haven't told me what the hell it is."
"What Li Baoen gave me is the flame of the ninth generation." Osamu Dazai stepped back while turning his back to his body: "As for why it is in the ice, I don't know, it may be the peculiarity of their dead flames. let's go."
Shen Xi responded, "Oh."
"By the way, your injury..."
Shen Xi glanced at Osamu Dazai, and then he stretched out his arm to show Osamu Dazai, the skin cut by the steel wire was already scarred, Shen Xi gently rubbed it with the other hand, the clotted blood fell off, and the skin underneath was smooth and clean as ever.
"It's really... a puzzling resilience." Osamu Dazai sighed
Shen Xi withdrew his arm, and just responded to Osamu Dazai's words, "It seems to be like this since I can remember."
Xiaoqiang is as tenacious as iron in his life. Even if he is injured, he will recover quickly. If he did not suffer fatal injuries in an instant, he might not be able to die at all. When did all this start?
It seemed to be when he was ten years old, the day that woman finally let him out.
"Dazai." Shen Xi called Dazai Zhi, "Tell me, may I never die."
He really doubts this, he pursues death, but he has not died so far, and this indescribable resilience is one of the biggest reasons.
Osamu Dazai looked into his eyes, "No, as long as you think, you can always do it."
By the time they got home, the sky had already started to turn dark, and the group of children were still thinking about the battle. Those who had completed it might still be considered relaxed, but those who hadn't started were all beating in their hearts.
Osamu Dazai looked at them, touched his chin and nodded after a moment.
"Prison Temple, come out for a while."
Immediately, Yuji tensed up, and he slowly turned his head to look at Osamu Dazai, "Too... Is Teacher Dazai okay?"
Osamu Dazai smiled at him, "I'll tell you a few key points."
After confirming that it was not a strange training, Prison Temple heaved a sigh of relief, and then ran out of the room.
"Teacher Dazai!"
Osamu Dazai looked at him, "I can only tell you a few words, first, don't let your opponent see blood, and second, use the other methods I entrusted to you in battle, understand?"
Seeing Gujiji's solemn nod, Osamu Dazai waved him away.
"Tomorrow he will fight the man we met just now, can he really win? That guy is quite strong."
Osamu Dazai looked at Shen Xi, "I never expected him to win, this match is a lost battle."
Compared with other people, this guy in prison temple is more unacceptable to failure than others, or his family education is so, for the leader to bring victory, it doesn't matter if he sacrifices his life for this, he is indeed a child from a mafia family .
Dazai Osamu and Li Baoen thought the same thing, this match, Jijiu must not win.
"Is it so important? What family, honor, it seems that those children are fighting for these."
"Because they are the backbone of the family, everything must go forward for the benefit of the family." Dazai Osamu said with a smile: "Isn't this obvious? The collective can always infect the people around it."
"So you were expelled because you didn't care about the interests of the port mafia at all?" Shen Xi asked suddenly.
Osamu Dazai was slightly taken aback, "Actually, it's still different."
If it was someone else, Osamu Dazai would have just laughed it off and would not have interfered with Mr. Mori's decision at all, but... that was none other than Oda Saku.
……
The Lan battle was more exciting than any other battle. Bombs and throwing knives were thrown all over the world. Shen Xi even wondered why the people around couldn't hear these sounds. Was it blocked by some device?
Shen Xi yawned boredly, since Osamu Dazai said that the prison temple would not win, then he would definitely not win, and there is no need to watch this kind of battle where the outcome is already known.
"Where are you going?" Osamu Dazai noticed Shen Xi immediately.
Shen Xi thought for a while, "Go out and have a look."
"Don't go too far."
After answering, she turned and left. Shen Xi was poking at her mobile phone while walking. Snake has been uninstalled by Osamu Dazai, because Dazai felt that it was quite abominable for him to keep playing games and ignore him.
Well...then change to another game, he can play anything anyway.
It is quite dangerous to keep looking at the mobile phone without looking at the road in the dark night. Shen Xi bumped into a person at the corner, and the person was knocked to the ground directly, and the things in his hands were scattered all over the floor.
"Hey... it hurts."
Under the street lamp, Shen Xi blinked, "Ah, sorry, are you okay?"
The other party struggled to stand up, "Information information!"
Shen Xi knelt down to help him pick up the materials, looking at the complete materials, the man nodded in relief, looking really good.
"I'm sorry because no one will be here at this time." Shen Xi apologized again.
Shen Xi's politeness is ingrained in his bones. This is the result of his aunt spending several years correcting him. No matter what he thinks, he must learn the basic principles of being a human being.
"I was also at fault. I walked in a hurry and didn't look ahead. I have something urgent...I have to go."
Shen Xi just watched him leave in a hurry with the documents in his arms, and after a while he turned his head to look into the alley, "So what are you doing here?"
The white-haired ghost secretly came out of the alley, "Xiaozheng still looks like this."
"Xiaozheng?" Shen Xi looked at the ghost, "Are you following him?"
"It's just a coincidence."
Shen Xi looked at him, and after a while he nodded and planned to leave directly.
"Do you believe it?" Ghost was a little dumbfounded, "Don't you ask a few more questions?"
Shen Xi looked at him with a strange look, "Why should I ask a few more questions? Does it have something to do with me?"
It's ok.
This person is quite independent. Even though he is Gang Ji's teacher now, he still doesn't regard himself as a member of Pengo Lie. He looks at the development of things like an outsider. As long as he is not involved, he will be fine. Participate without paying attention.
"Don't you feel lonely?"
Shen Xi looked up at him, "What do you mean?"
"Wouldn't it be lonely if you act alone all the time and don't participate in the group at all?"
"You mean I'm alone because I don't have company? There's nothing to do with other people?"
Shen Xi thought for a while, and it seemed to be the case. He grew up to be a loner. Apart from studying, it seemed that he could only commit suicide, and he didn't seem to have any relationship with another person at all.
But think about it, participating in a group, acting with other people, is boring and a waste of time.
My aunt is always worried about him, Shen Xi doesn't understand this kind of worry, it seems that there is nothing wrong with acting alone, Osamu Dazai is an unexpected surprise, if there is no... It is a pity, but it is not necessary.
The white-haired ghost looked at him helplessly, "What a guy who doesn't listen to what others say, isn't Mr. Dazai tired of taking you all the time?"
"No." Dazai should be having a good time.
"It's not about this, forget it, anyway, you don't care about it, do you want to eat cotton candy?"
"Don't eat."
Directly rejecting the ghost's cotton candy, Shen Xi continued to walk forward. The ghost looked at his back, and after a while took a bite of the cotton candy. The sweet taste spread from his mouth, and he decided to follow up to have a look.
He was really curious about the two mysterious teachers who taught Judaime to be like this.
Osamu Dazai appeared three years ago, and he has a general idea of what kind of person this is based on specific information and contacts at this stage, but Shen Xi, he doesn't know.
The only contact was when he followed him and expected himself to go crazy and kill him, and when he found that the situation was not what he imagined, the man left.
To be honest, he didn't understand what kind of character this person was and what kind of thoughts he had.
Shen Xi stepped onto a bridge, and there was a dim street lamp on both sides of the bridge, just like the legendary Naihe Bridge.Shen Xi stood on the bridge and looked at the water quietly. At that moment, he seemed to merge with the surrounding darkness.
He was always in the dark, why did he yearn for the light?
The street lamp flickered twice, and Shen Xi's figure was vaguely visible. In the little light, the ghost saw him jump over the guardrail suddenly and jumped down.
Um?Jumped?
The ghost blinked, then backed away silently, as if he saw nothing.
Sure enough, I still don't understand his brain circuit. Why do you jump when you see a bridge and a river?Obviously, it should be clear, you can't die, even so, why try?
……
Gujiji lost as expected. When he wanted to fight with his life, he was directly taught by Tsunayoshi. Judaimu's teaching made him cry with tears in his eyes, and then he remembered... Dazai Osamu was right next to him.
He turned his head tremblingly, only to find that Osamu Dazai had already left.
"Huh? Where's Mr. Dazai?"
Tsuna thought for a while, "It seems that he left when it was over, and he seemed to be in a good mood."
"Really...really?" Prison Temple asked naively, "Then, can I escape Teacher Dazai's special training?"
Cruelly breaking the prison temple's dream directly, Tsunayoshi spread his hands and said: "It's absolutely impossible, whether Teacher Dazai is in a good mood is not the same thing as whether you want to be trained or not."
Prison Temple: ...Judaimu, I'm heartbroken.
On the other side, Osamu Dazai walked towards the darkness while looking at the location in his hand. The location was put on the button of Shen Xi's clothes by Osamu Dazai, and he also had it on his body, but Shen Xi never looked where he went.
Going down the river and walking across several bridges, Osamu Dazai managed to find Shen Xi who was dripping wet on a chair.
Osamu Dazai walked quietly from behind him, but was directly grabbed by Shen Xi, who looked at him, "What are you doing?"
Not treating it as a failure of the plan at all, Osamu Dazai threw himself on Shen Xi from behind, messing his hair into a mess.
"I picked up a gorgeous treasure chest, there must be beautiful gems and shiny gold coins inside!"
"Maybe it's just tattered, rotting plastic."
"Impossible." Osamu Dazai said firmly, "Because Shen Xi is the greatest treasure in my life."
Shen Xi looked at him, "Well, it's a treasure."
After the nonsense was over, Osamu Dazai sat next to Shen Xi and looked at his dripping wet clothes.
"Did you jump into the river? It looks like a water ghost crawling out of the river."
Shen Xi looked at herself upon hearing this, "Are you in such a mess?"
"Yes." Osamu Dazai took off his coat and put it on him, "Li Baoen will be back soon, we won't have anything to do by then, let's go out and play."
Shen Xi blinked, "Is this a group activity among normal people?"
"Huh? Why do you say that?"
"I met a ghost just now, and he asked me if I would feel lonely all the time, without establishing a relationship with anyone or participating in anything."
Shen Xi pondered, "Is it really because of this? As long as you act with others, you won't be lonely?"
"That's okay." Osamu Dazai looked at the sky, "However, you are not alone, don't you have me?"
"That's why I asked you if this is a group activity among normal people."
Osamu Dazai looked at him, "Shen Xi, don't feel confused, it's okay, because...we can't establish a stable relationship of trust with other people."
Because they are all monsters, how can non-human monsters be with humans?
Only monsters and monsters can hide these things.
"Is that right?"
"You should understand better yourself, how you feel about other people, and what kind of emotional fluctuations you have towards those people."
Shen Xi nodded, "But my aunt said that I hope I can find someone who can stay with me forever."
"Isn't it me?"
"is it you?"
"Absolutely!"
Shen Xi nodded, "That's good, so my aunt won't worry about whether I will be alone all the time."
Osamu Dazai laughed, "Because that's your mother, of course a mother would worry about her child."
"That's not my mother, it's my aunt." Shen Xi looked at Osamu Dazai, "I still remember my mother's appearance. It's not that woman, but the woman who gave birth to me. Unlike my aunt, my mother... also loves me very much, but What she taught me was different from my aunt."
Osamu Dazai seldom listened to Shen Xi talking about his past affairs, and of course he would listen carefully if he could take the initiative to mention it.
"My aunt told me that as a person, I have to integrate myself into this world, so I have to be polite and humble, but my mother told me that what you want must be held tightly in your hands, even if it is rotten, you must not give it to others."
Osamu Dazai thumped in his heart, this seemed to be different from what Mrs. Akashi said.
In Mrs. Akashi's mouth, Shen Xi's parents are a couple, and his mother is a gentle and elegant Yamato Nadeshiko-like woman, but in Shen Xi's mouth, this mother is not like that.
"Shen Xi, when did she say this to you?"
Shen Xi didn't remember clearly because he was too young, but because his mother's expression was too indifferent, he forced these words into his mind.
"Xiaoxi, you have to remember, don't be a gentle person, because a gentle person will get hurt. When you grow up, you want to be a bad person. Hold tightly in your hands what you want, even if it rots. To the others, understand?"
Shen Xi stretched out her small hand to hold her hand, called her mother softly, and asked what was wrong with her.
The woman rubbed his hair, "Xiaoxi, I hope you will be happy and happy forever."
"I'm sorry, but also, I love you."
The author has something to say: Shen Xi's past will be revealed little by little
"Shen Xi, don't be so passive and sabotage. Just now I was praising you for being handsome, but the next second you plan to ignore me directly. This really hurts my heart."
Shen Xi sighed, "I see."
"Hee hee, the prince is very angry that he was ignored! Wash your neck and wait~"
Belphegor rushed forward again, with a perverted smile on his face, his thick bangs were blown by the wind, revealing his sickly eyes.
"Catch it." Osamu Dazai threw something at Shen Xi, with a little bit of calculation in his eyes.
Shen Xi caught the thing with his backhand and raised his head to avoid the prince's attack. He looked at the thing in his hand with some doubts.
It was a transparent block with a cool material, but there was a little flame burning in the middle. The flame was orange-red, just like the fire on the top of Tsunaki's head every time he used the flame of death air.
"What is this?" Shen Xi turned to look at Osamu Dazai, but turned sideways in the next second, and the flying knife passed by his ear, directly cutting off a strand of his black hair, so he is a very powerful person.
"I told you not to ignore the prince, I'm a genius, hehe."
Belphegor stood on the steel wire and looked at them with a smile.
Osamu Dazai leaned against the wall obediently, without blinking his eyes.
Ignoring the prince, Shen Xi continued what he said just now, "Dazai, what is this? Why did you give it to me?"
"Give it to him." Osamu Dazai pointed to Belphegor on the wire, "You throw it to him."
"Hey, hey, do you think I don't exist?! Hee hee, no matter what it is, I won't pick it up, so I won't let you get what you want."
Osamu Dazai raised the corner of his mouth, "Are you sure? Let me explain in advance, this is what your boss wants."
"Huh?" Belphegor tilted his head and raised the corners of his mouth, "But the bastard boss only told me to take you back, but he didn't tell me to take you back with anything, hee hee, let's pack you up and tie you up!"
The knife flew over directly, and the prince knew that if he wanted to take Dazai Zhi away, he had to defeat Shen Xi, because that guy looked like an ordinary person with no power to restrain a chicken.
The flying knife directly hit the transparent barrier, click, and the knife fell to the ground.
"Tch, it's really annoying."
The barrier that has been standing in front of them can always block his throwing knives, making it impossible to get close to him. It is a strange and annoying ability.
Shen Xi has always been lacking in interest, and has always been on the defensive, as long as he is not allowed to get close.
Perhaps for him, dealing with Belphegor is not as interesting as playing a game.
"Shen Xi." Dazai Osamu called him, "Give him that thing, and he must take it back."
Shen Xi turned his head to look at Osamu Dazai, with a strange expression on his face, "Are you serious?"
"Very seriously."
After thinking for a while, Shen Xi looked at Belphegor. The prince who was trying to sneak attack suddenly felt chills all over his body. He looked at Shen Xi, the strange man's dark eyes showed a rare firmness.
"Since Dazai has said so, you can take it away."
"What?" Belphegor was stunned for a moment, and the next second he felt a gust of wind blowing, and Shen Xi had already arrived beside him.
All the steel wires that had been arranged were cut off, and he could only fall to the ground again and stare at Shen Xi.
So fast, really too fast.
Even he didn't see his trajectory clearly, so he really deserved to be the one who made the bastard Captain Mao fail? !
But it's alright……
Belphegor raised the corners of his mouth, revealing a villainous smile.
"Hee hee hee, because I'm a prince, of course I'm smarter than you."
The moment Shen Xi stepped here, a very thin steel wire suddenly wrapped around Shen Xi's ankle, and at the same time, countless wires shot out from the surroundings in all directions, binding Shen Xi's hands and feet.
The silk thread was very thin, and the moment it wrapped around Shen Xi's body, it cut his skin, and tiny blood beads leaked from the edge of the steel thread. It was quite a miserable scene.
"Don't move around, if you move around, your neck will be cut off by the steel wire, hee hee, it's the neck."
Shen Xi raised his head, his eyes lit up instantly, "Will he die?"
"Who knows? Maybe he won't die."
Hearing this, Shen Xi frowned slightly, "What do you want to do?"
"Bring that guy back to the boss, the bastard boss is really calling people."
Osamu Dazai walked over lazily as if he had finally been torn off the wall. He stood behind Shen Xi, his kite-colored eyes were full of calm, and he was even smiling. The prince looked at him, somewhat puzzled why he was so calm.
"Do you think that's enough? It's too small for us."
The prince stared at him, and backed away after a moment. At that moment, he felt a strong threat.
All the steel wires broke in an instant, and Shen Xi stood quietly in front of Osamu Dazai, only his clothes damaged by the steel wires proved that he was really tied up just now.
"So, are you going to deliver something for us?"
At this moment, the positions of the two sides reversed, and the hunter turned into the prey.
……
"Hahaha, the perverted prince came back like this, and the mission failed."
"Captain rubbish white hair, don't be complacent, you also lost to that guy, you are no better than me." Bell laughed and said: "And speaking of it, you were the first mission to fail, and you didn't even get the pirated ring .”
XANXUS sat on the seat without saying a word, with disdain in his scarlet eyes.
"I can't do this little thing well, it's really useless garbage."
"Hee hee hee, they have something for you, bastard boss." Bell threw the cube in his hand to XANXUS, "That guy is really annoying, when are we going to beat him up?"
XANXUS looked at the cube in his hand, that feeling was ice.
Throwing that thing aside casually, like throwing away a piece of trash, XANXUS didn't show much expression.
However, what Osamu Dazai wanted to express has been well expressed.
I know it all.
What a terrifying man, so terrifying that one would want to crush him to death under his feet.
"Bastard boss, what is this thing? Why did that guy threaten the prince and ask him to bring it back?"
XANXUS stared at him. "Garbage doesn't need to know."
"Tch." Belphegor snorted coldly, "The prince knows, the prince is going on a mission now."
If the mission failed this time, his vacation will probably be deducted completely. Next time, let the bastard boss deal with the black-haired man by himself.
He still hasn't figured out how he got out of that steel wire.
……
In the alley, Osamu Dazai heaved a sigh of relief when he successfully bought and sold that thing to Belphegor. His face was filled with a smug smile of a successful prank.
"You haven't told me what the hell it is."
"What Li Baoen gave me is the flame of the ninth generation." Osamu Dazai stepped back while turning his back to his body: "As for why it is in the ice, I don't know, it may be the peculiarity of their dead flames. let's go."
Shen Xi responded, "Oh."
"By the way, your injury..."
Shen Xi glanced at Osamu Dazai, and then he stretched out his arm to show Osamu Dazai, the skin cut by the steel wire was already scarred, Shen Xi gently rubbed it with the other hand, the clotted blood fell off, and the skin underneath was smooth and clean as ever.
"It's really... a puzzling resilience." Osamu Dazai sighed
Shen Xi withdrew his arm, and just responded to Osamu Dazai's words, "It seems to be like this since I can remember."
Xiaoqiang is as tenacious as iron in his life. Even if he is injured, he will recover quickly. If he did not suffer fatal injuries in an instant, he might not be able to die at all. When did all this start?
It seemed to be when he was ten years old, the day that woman finally let him out.
"Dazai." Shen Xi called Dazai Zhi, "Tell me, may I never die."
He really doubts this, he pursues death, but he has not died so far, and this indescribable resilience is one of the biggest reasons.
Osamu Dazai looked into his eyes, "No, as long as you think, you can always do it."
By the time they got home, the sky had already started to turn dark, and the group of children were still thinking about the battle. Those who had completed it might still be considered relaxed, but those who hadn't started were all beating in their hearts.
Osamu Dazai looked at them, touched his chin and nodded after a moment.
"Prison Temple, come out for a while."
Immediately, Yuji tensed up, and he slowly turned his head to look at Osamu Dazai, "Too... Is Teacher Dazai okay?"
Osamu Dazai smiled at him, "I'll tell you a few key points."
After confirming that it was not a strange training, Prison Temple heaved a sigh of relief, and then ran out of the room.
"Teacher Dazai!"
Osamu Dazai looked at him, "I can only tell you a few words, first, don't let your opponent see blood, and second, use the other methods I entrusted to you in battle, understand?"
Seeing Gujiji's solemn nod, Osamu Dazai waved him away.
"Tomorrow he will fight the man we met just now, can he really win? That guy is quite strong."
Osamu Dazai looked at Shen Xi, "I never expected him to win, this match is a lost battle."
Compared with other people, this guy in prison temple is more unacceptable to failure than others, or his family education is so, for the leader to bring victory, it doesn't matter if he sacrifices his life for this, he is indeed a child from a mafia family .
Dazai Osamu and Li Baoen thought the same thing, this match, Jijiu must not win.
"Is it so important? What family, honor, it seems that those children are fighting for these."
"Because they are the backbone of the family, everything must go forward for the benefit of the family." Dazai Osamu said with a smile: "Isn't this obvious? The collective can always infect the people around it."
"So you were expelled because you didn't care about the interests of the port mafia at all?" Shen Xi asked suddenly.
Osamu Dazai was slightly taken aback, "Actually, it's still different."
If it was someone else, Osamu Dazai would have just laughed it off and would not have interfered with Mr. Mori's decision at all, but... that was none other than Oda Saku.
……
The Lan battle was more exciting than any other battle. Bombs and throwing knives were thrown all over the world. Shen Xi even wondered why the people around couldn't hear these sounds. Was it blocked by some device?
Shen Xi yawned boredly, since Osamu Dazai said that the prison temple would not win, then he would definitely not win, and there is no need to watch this kind of battle where the outcome is already known.
"Where are you going?" Osamu Dazai noticed Shen Xi immediately.
Shen Xi thought for a while, "Go out and have a look."
"Don't go too far."
After answering, she turned and left. Shen Xi was poking at her mobile phone while walking. Snake has been uninstalled by Osamu Dazai, because Dazai felt that it was quite abominable for him to keep playing games and ignore him.
Well...then change to another game, he can play anything anyway.
It is quite dangerous to keep looking at the mobile phone without looking at the road in the dark night. Shen Xi bumped into a person at the corner, and the person was knocked to the ground directly, and the things in his hands were scattered all over the floor.
"Hey... it hurts."
Under the street lamp, Shen Xi blinked, "Ah, sorry, are you okay?"
The other party struggled to stand up, "Information information!"
Shen Xi knelt down to help him pick up the materials, looking at the complete materials, the man nodded in relief, looking really good.
"I'm sorry because no one will be here at this time." Shen Xi apologized again.
Shen Xi's politeness is ingrained in his bones. This is the result of his aunt spending several years correcting him. No matter what he thinks, he must learn the basic principles of being a human being.
"I was also at fault. I walked in a hurry and didn't look ahead. I have something urgent...I have to go."
Shen Xi just watched him leave in a hurry with the documents in his arms, and after a while he turned his head to look into the alley, "So what are you doing here?"
The white-haired ghost secretly came out of the alley, "Xiaozheng still looks like this."
"Xiaozheng?" Shen Xi looked at the ghost, "Are you following him?"
"It's just a coincidence."
Shen Xi looked at him, and after a while he nodded and planned to leave directly.
"Do you believe it?" Ghost was a little dumbfounded, "Don't you ask a few more questions?"
Shen Xi looked at him with a strange look, "Why should I ask a few more questions? Does it have something to do with me?"
It's ok.
This person is quite independent. Even though he is Gang Ji's teacher now, he still doesn't regard himself as a member of Pengo Lie. He looks at the development of things like an outsider. As long as he is not involved, he will be fine. Participate without paying attention.
"Don't you feel lonely?"
Shen Xi looked up at him, "What do you mean?"
"Wouldn't it be lonely if you act alone all the time and don't participate in the group at all?"
"You mean I'm alone because I don't have company? There's nothing to do with other people?"
Shen Xi thought for a while, and it seemed to be the case. He grew up to be a loner. Apart from studying, it seemed that he could only commit suicide, and he didn't seem to have any relationship with another person at all.
But think about it, participating in a group, acting with other people, is boring and a waste of time.
My aunt is always worried about him, Shen Xi doesn't understand this kind of worry, it seems that there is nothing wrong with acting alone, Osamu Dazai is an unexpected surprise, if there is no... It is a pity, but it is not necessary.
The white-haired ghost looked at him helplessly, "What a guy who doesn't listen to what others say, isn't Mr. Dazai tired of taking you all the time?"
"No." Dazai should be having a good time.
"It's not about this, forget it, anyway, you don't care about it, do you want to eat cotton candy?"
"Don't eat."
Directly rejecting the ghost's cotton candy, Shen Xi continued to walk forward. The ghost looked at his back, and after a while took a bite of the cotton candy. The sweet taste spread from his mouth, and he decided to follow up to have a look.
He was really curious about the two mysterious teachers who taught Judaime to be like this.
Osamu Dazai appeared three years ago, and he has a general idea of what kind of person this is based on specific information and contacts at this stage, but Shen Xi, he doesn't know.
The only contact was when he followed him and expected himself to go crazy and kill him, and when he found that the situation was not what he imagined, the man left.
To be honest, he didn't understand what kind of character this person was and what kind of thoughts he had.
Shen Xi stepped onto a bridge, and there was a dim street lamp on both sides of the bridge, just like the legendary Naihe Bridge.Shen Xi stood on the bridge and looked at the water quietly. At that moment, he seemed to merge with the surrounding darkness.
He was always in the dark, why did he yearn for the light?
The street lamp flickered twice, and Shen Xi's figure was vaguely visible. In the little light, the ghost saw him jump over the guardrail suddenly and jumped down.
Um?Jumped?
The ghost blinked, then backed away silently, as if he saw nothing.
Sure enough, I still don't understand his brain circuit. Why do you jump when you see a bridge and a river?Obviously, it should be clear, you can't die, even so, why try?
……
Gujiji lost as expected. When he wanted to fight with his life, he was directly taught by Tsunayoshi. Judaimu's teaching made him cry with tears in his eyes, and then he remembered... Dazai Osamu was right next to him.
He turned his head tremblingly, only to find that Osamu Dazai had already left.
"Huh? Where's Mr. Dazai?"
Tsuna thought for a while, "It seems that he left when it was over, and he seemed to be in a good mood."
"Really...really?" Prison Temple asked naively, "Then, can I escape Teacher Dazai's special training?"
Cruelly breaking the prison temple's dream directly, Tsunayoshi spread his hands and said: "It's absolutely impossible, whether Teacher Dazai is in a good mood is not the same thing as whether you want to be trained or not."
Prison Temple: ...Judaimu, I'm heartbroken.
On the other side, Osamu Dazai walked towards the darkness while looking at the location in his hand. The location was put on the button of Shen Xi's clothes by Osamu Dazai, and he also had it on his body, but Shen Xi never looked where he went.
Going down the river and walking across several bridges, Osamu Dazai managed to find Shen Xi who was dripping wet on a chair.
Osamu Dazai walked quietly from behind him, but was directly grabbed by Shen Xi, who looked at him, "What are you doing?"
Not treating it as a failure of the plan at all, Osamu Dazai threw himself on Shen Xi from behind, messing his hair into a mess.
"I picked up a gorgeous treasure chest, there must be beautiful gems and shiny gold coins inside!"
"Maybe it's just tattered, rotting plastic."
"Impossible." Osamu Dazai said firmly, "Because Shen Xi is the greatest treasure in my life."
Shen Xi looked at him, "Well, it's a treasure."
After the nonsense was over, Osamu Dazai sat next to Shen Xi and looked at his dripping wet clothes.
"Did you jump into the river? It looks like a water ghost crawling out of the river."
Shen Xi looked at herself upon hearing this, "Are you in such a mess?"
"Yes." Osamu Dazai took off his coat and put it on him, "Li Baoen will be back soon, we won't have anything to do by then, let's go out and play."
Shen Xi blinked, "Is this a group activity among normal people?"
"Huh? Why do you say that?"
"I met a ghost just now, and he asked me if I would feel lonely all the time, without establishing a relationship with anyone or participating in anything."
Shen Xi pondered, "Is it really because of this? As long as you act with others, you won't be lonely?"
"That's okay." Osamu Dazai looked at the sky, "However, you are not alone, don't you have me?"
"That's why I asked you if this is a group activity among normal people."
Osamu Dazai looked at him, "Shen Xi, don't feel confused, it's okay, because...we can't establish a stable relationship of trust with other people."
Because they are all monsters, how can non-human monsters be with humans?
Only monsters and monsters can hide these things.
"Is that right?"
"You should understand better yourself, how you feel about other people, and what kind of emotional fluctuations you have towards those people."
Shen Xi nodded, "But my aunt said that I hope I can find someone who can stay with me forever."
"Isn't it me?"
"is it you?"
"Absolutely!"
Shen Xi nodded, "That's good, so my aunt won't worry about whether I will be alone all the time."
Osamu Dazai laughed, "Because that's your mother, of course a mother would worry about her child."
"That's not my mother, it's my aunt." Shen Xi looked at Osamu Dazai, "I still remember my mother's appearance. It's not that woman, but the woman who gave birth to me. Unlike my aunt, my mother... also loves me very much, but What she taught me was different from my aunt."
Osamu Dazai seldom listened to Shen Xi talking about his past affairs, and of course he would listen carefully if he could take the initiative to mention it.
"My aunt told me that as a person, I have to integrate myself into this world, so I have to be polite and humble, but my mother told me that what you want must be held tightly in your hands, even if it is rotten, you must not give it to others."
Osamu Dazai thumped in his heart, this seemed to be different from what Mrs. Akashi said.
In Mrs. Akashi's mouth, Shen Xi's parents are a couple, and his mother is a gentle and elegant Yamato Nadeshiko-like woman, but in Shen Xi's mouth, this mother is not like that.
"Shen Xi, when did she say this to you?"
Shen Xi didn't remember clearly because he was too young, but because his mother's expression was too indifferent, he forced these words into his mind.
"Xiaoxi, you have to remember, don't be a gentle person, because a gentle person will get hurt. When you grow up, you want to be a bad person. Hold tightly in your hands what you want, even if it rots. To the others, understand?"
Shen Xi stretched out her small hand to hold her hand, called her mother softly, and asked what was wrong with her.
The woman rubbed his hair, "Xiaoxi, I hope you will be happy and happy forever."
"I'm sorry, but also, I love you."
The author has something to say: Shen Xi's past will be revealed little by little
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