Lotus overnight

are you still there?Snow Zen.

--no respond.

Snow Zen, Snow Zen, Snow Zen...

Deep inside, there is silence.

Chong Lian sat slumped on the ground, dazed and dazed.

Suddenly, she covered her face and let out a low laugh.Laughing and laughing, she shed tears.

Sifengyuan Chonglian, what a failure!

She didn't realize until now that she was destined to be alone!

In the young body, there is a soul of hundreds of years.On the immature face, there was a look of vicissitudes.She is no longer Chonglian of Sifengyuan, but she is Chonglian of Sifengyuan after all.

However, it was no longer the Sifengin Shigeren of the Sifengin family.It is no longer Shifengin Shigeren who likes Kuchiki Byakuya.

She is no longer the god of death, not the princess of Sifengyuan's family, not the captain of the second team.

as an ordinary human being.Just a young child.

She looked at her body with no expression on her face.

Is this her new body?From now on, is this her?

Closing her eyes, holding back the tears lingering in her sore eye sockets, she hugged her body and sat in the corner, but felt cold all over.

This feeling is better than death.Wouldn't it be much better if he could turn into a spirit son and forget everything?

There will be no more pain, no more hesitation, no longer remembering that person, and no longer remembering everything in the past.

We should not shed tears, for the heart is equal to the defeat of the body.

For this sentence, she persisted for many years without shedding tears.

However, everything was in vain.For him, she changed herself, made herself stronger, and watched him silently for hundreds of years, but he still couldn't see herself.

Known as the most beautiful cherry blossoms in Jinglingting-the cherry blossoms of the Kuchiki family, how many years have they bloomed and faded.

She saw the boy wielding a wooden knife for the first time since she was three years old under the cherry tree of Kuchiki's house.

The future heir of the Kuchiki family, the head of the No.20 eighth generation—— Kuchiki Byakuya.

From the time she fell in love with him to the time when she "died", she had been by his side for hundreds of years, silently liking and waiting for him.

As a woman, she has done everything she likes a person to do and not to do.

As for Kuchiki Byakuya, he didn't respond, from beginning to end.No acceptance, no rejection - but that's where it hurts the most.Compared to him marrying a woman from Liuhun Street... it hurts more.

If he had told her early in the morning that he didn't like her, things would have been much easier.

After all, behind him is the Kuchiki family, and behind her is the Sifengin family.None of them would do anything irrational because of it.It could have ended sooner.

If she had known his answer earlier, she could have given up on it, and would not have extravagant hopes or pursuits.

Behind her is the family of Sifengyuan. As the daughter of the Sifengyuan family, she will not pursue a difficult love willfully.She has her own responsibilities, but also for the face of the family.Since the other party has no intention, she will not pester her.

Even if she loves another person, she will always be rational.It's hard to let go of a relationship, but she will let it go anyway.

She has been silent about her liking for him for so many years, and she will definitely be able to hide one thing in her heart for the rest of her life.

However, the entire Jingling Court knew that they were childhood sweethearts, a natural couple, but he had no hesitation in marrying a woman from Liuhun Street. In comparison, she, the eldest lady of the Sifengyuan family, was so embarrassing.

So the entire Jingling Court knew that she, Chonglian of Sifengyuan, had lost to Kuchiki Feizhen.Since then, the heavy lotus in Sifengyuan has become a joke in Jinglingting.Even if so many people are afraid to speak up or discuss casually because of Sifengyuan's family.But the gossip and rumors behind the scenes are never less.

Kuchiki Byakuya, do you really have a heart?

Probably there are, but you have never thought about Shifengin Shigeren, and you have never put the slightest thought on her.

Otherwise, you wouldn't do such a thing and let her lose face.

What kind of posture should a girl walk in front of everyone, not afraid of rumors, always maintain a tall and straight back, and maintain the face of the Sifengyuan family——

Do you know, Kuchiki Byakuya?Have you considered the hardships involved?

Can you think about what you have done, even a little bit, for her?Even if you never liked her, but for your childhood sweetheart, friends and partners who grew up together, can you think about her?

Kuchiki Byakuya is not hard-hearted, but he is the only one who ignores her.

She thought how good it would be if she didn't fall in love with him.

She thought it would be great if she could let go sooner.

But there are not so many ifs in the world.Even if she died now, it would be better if she turned into a spirit son.Yet she is still alive, in such a way.

She must always remember how hard she loved, how she couldn't get what she asked for, how she lost to Kuchiki Feizhen, and how that person never had herself in her heart.

Kuchiki Byakuya, this is her calamity.

If there is an afterlife, I wish I would never know this person again.

And now, it is already the next life of Chonglian of her Sifengyuan.

Probably, she thought, she would never see him again.Even if I had the chance to meet, I would never "know" each other again.

They have been passers-by ever since.

He looked up, but couldn't hold back his tears.She hadn't been able to cry happily during her lifetime, even though it was hard, she came over.Who would have expected that this opportunity would be available only "after death".

Because of his words, because of his dislike, Shifengin Shigeren has always been a strong girl and never cried.

Kuchiki Byakuya, if you see me now, will you feel a little heartache?

Chonglian of Sifengyuan left all her heartaches in the bottom of her heart that no one knew, and left the world with a strong back, but in the end it was not as heart-warming as a crying woman.

Yes, a woman who can cry is a woman who makes people hurt.

Did she forget that she was just a girl, and it was her right to cry, but after all, she missed it because of someone.She forgot that he doesn't like to cry, but it's not for others, but for himself.No matter how strong she is, she won't cry, won't depend on him—he won't feel bad.

Only girls who can cry will be hurt.She carried everything by herself, who would feel sorry for her?

Kuchiki Feizhen, a strong and crying woman.I will cry because of happiness, and I will cry because of sadness.Such a woman is always more likable than someone who is always rational like her...

But, after all, Sifengin Shigeren looked down on such a person.

If she really has a strong heart and a strong character, then she will not abandon her sister.

Sifengin Shigeren despises excuses, and only admires people who are strong in heart and strong enough to take their responsibilities.Her heart has never been defeated, so she never sheds tears.

Only those who are internally strong and work hard to make themselves strong are the real strong.A strong person needs to cultivate both internally and externally.

This is the advantage of Sifengyuan Zhonglian, but it also becomes the shortcoming of Sifengyuan Chonglian.

Men probably don't like such a powerful woman.

She has a strong family background, has strong personal abilities, and is so strong even in her heart-no man dares to step forward to seek abuse.

After living for so many years, this is the first time that Chonglian of Sifengyuan cried so hard.

She is a Sifengyuan, with her own responsibilities and obligations, and she is not as unrestrained and unrestrained as the eldest sister, who can do whatever she wants and ignore the rules...

She is just a well-behaved Sifengyuan.A little princess of the Sifengyuan family, one of the four great nobles.

But, from now on, she will bid farewell to all this.

She couldn't tell whether she was sad or relieved inexplicably.

She finally let go of the shackles of the Sifengyuan family, and her own burdens, those heavy responsibilities, those honors held up, those illusory things she had to fight for...

She lost everything, including her half body, her Zanpakutō.

Since then, Chonglian of Sifengyuan has died, and the new she is no longer Zhonglian of Sifengyuan, and she is already alone.

Farewell, Soulworld.

Goodbye, Jinglingting.

Goodbye, Sifengyuan.

Never see you again... Byakuya Kuchiki...