Deadly Merry [Rebirth]
Chapter 51
"San San, wait!"
Ah Man forcibly grabbed Tu Jiu'er who had been walking forward non-stop, panting for breath, distractedly looking around, they all walked to the wilderness outside the town.
Tu Jiu'er struggled to break free from Ah Man's hand, and said angrily, "What are you doing?"
"Have you really thought about it carefully, and just gave up? You have been looking for a full 400 years, and spent 400 years with so many emperors. You are just waiting for another Jin Huachu to appear. She looks exactly the same, you don't want it so easily, don't regret it!"
"What do you know, I just want to prevent myself from becoming more regretful in the future..."
Having said that, Tu Jiuer stopped.After a while, she raised her hand to wipe the corner of her eyes.
Ah Man had a delicate mind, and she understood immediately. She sighed, dragged Tu Jiuer to find a clean place to sit down, and her voice softened: "San San, have you figured it out?"
Tu Jiu'er closed his eyes, buried his face in his palms, "She is not Hua Chu, I should have understood this truth a long time ago, there will never be another Hua Chu in this world."
"But there won't be another Mingyi in the world."
"...You don't need to remind me, I know." Tu Jiu'er put down her hands, her eyelids still wet, "So I understand everything, but I still feel sad. I thought I only saw her as Hua Chu's substitute , but if it's just like this, I shouldn't be disappointed when I don't get a response from her, and I shouldn't get angry after being misunderstood by her, because I don't like Mingyi, so why would I care about Mingyi's actions? It stands to reason I just need to pay blindly and do what I think is enough to make up for it. I just need to satisfy my own desire to redeem myself and be happy. But I care if she doesn’t like me. I care so much that I don’t hesitate to touch her again. technique, even sometimes with her I would..."
Ah Man asked carefully: "What will happen?"
"I will..." Tu Jiu'er's voice began to tremble, as if she was afraid of something, "...suddenly...forget Hua Chu."
As a person who has been by Tu Jiu'er's side and watched her ups and downs for so many years, Ah Man's heart was sour when she heard her say this, and he didn't know what to say.
"If I hadn't fallen in love with her, I wouldn't have chosen to leave her, Ah Man, can you understand me?" Tu Jiu'er grabbed Ah Man's hand, the palm of which was wet with sweat, "I don't want the end of Hua Chu Repeat it on her, and I don’t want to watch the person I like being kept in the dark for a lifetime and can’t find himself, living in the illusion until he dies.”
Ah Man focused on another word in her words: "So after you distinguish her from Jin Huachu, you still... fell in love with her?"
Tu Jiu'er's face froze, he turned his head slightly, and said in a low voice, "So what."
"I think, if you are really moved, why don't you remove the charm from her and try to exchange her sincerity with your sincerity?"
"Aman, you don't understand her, don't I understand her? If there is no seductive art, she can't fall in love with me, never will be possible." Tu Jiu'er painfully grabbed the broken hair in front of her forehead, as if she was in love again. A fairy rope was tied around her neck, "But... I... I will still choose a time to withdraw, she... shouldn't live like this."
But Ah Man was a little disbelieving, and said: "I see you are reluctant to withdraw, as long as a person has tasted the sweetness, it is so easy to let go."
"I will," Tu Jiu'er looked at Ah Man firmly, "then I will marry Little Golden Crow and give her a fairy book, and I will never owe her anything in this life. I am alone, and I will live another For thousands of years, she can always be forgotten."
"And then die alone to show your determination?"
For some reason, seeing Tu Jiu'er's detached look, Ah Man began to find it interesting.
She will never be a person who is willing to wrong herself.
To be honest, she only dared to believe half of what Tu Jiu'er said, and that was the half that she really liked Ming Yi.As for the other half, Ah Man felt unreliable about her handling and decision on this matter. Tu Jiu'er could easily do something to move her, and she would give up something self-righteously to create a sad and desolate atmosphere for herself, and then immerse herself in it. A negative and masochistic perverted romance that cannot extricate itself.But in fact there must be a better solution.
An inexplicable premonition came from nowhere, which made Ah Man feel that things were not as bad as Tu Jiuer thought.
"San San, why don't we find an inn to stay in this place first, so you can take a moment?" No matter what, hold her back first.
Tu Jiu'er was also tired from crying, so he nodded quietly.
Ah Man laughed and dragged her up, with one hand behind her back, she plucked a feather, turned into a little thrush, and flew quietly to find Ju Qiaoguan with a message.
It was two hours later when Ju Qiaoguan found the inn where Tu Jiuer and the others were staying.
Ah Man waited anxiously at the door of the inn, and when she saw Ju Qiaoguan, she ignored her and looked behind her.Sure enough, she saw Yueliu walking slowly with the help of Mingyi who looked weird.
She directly passed Ju Qiaoguan, ran to Ming Yi's side, and asked, "Why did you come?"
Ju Qiaoguan rolled his eyes: "Aman, you can't see me, can you?"
"Who cares about you, go back quickly after you lead the way, and you will be angry again when you look back."
"Okay, okay, a group of things that forget friends after seeing sex."
Ju Qiaoguan snorted, pulled Yueliu up and walked out.Before leaving, Yueliu turned her head and whispered to Mingyi again: "Remember, don't be too fake."
Ah Man watched the two of them leave, and curiously asked Ming Yi who was standing there in a daze: "What is fake?"
Ming Yi shook her head bluntly, her words were rather stiff: "No."
"You can't do this. You can't say anything nice. How can you please her?"
"...Mmm." Ming Yi didn't know what to say.
Seeing her wooden appearance, Ah Man was a little angry, so he pulled her to sit aside first, asked the waiter for a plate of ink and a pen, grabbed Ming Yi's hand, and wrote in her palm: "Stupid , When you see her, just read it like this, if you don’t remember to sneak a look at your hand, don’t be too obvious, you know?”
"En." Ming Yi gently looked at the two words Ah Man wrote in his palm.
"Go, she's in the last room at the end of the corner on the second floor."
Mingyi got up and slowly moved to the second floor, repeatedly remembering what Yueliu taught her before and what Aman wrote to her, her mind was full of confusion for a while, and her memory was far less clear than when she first came here.
After reaching the door, Ming Yi wanted to push the door open several times, but she didn't even dare to touch it.She has never done such a thing in her life, and she has never said those words in her mind. She really doesn't know what kind of stiff and strange state she will be in for a while, and whether this state will make Tu Jiuer even more angry. annoyed.
The people inside seemed to have noticed the figure swaying back and forth at the door, and asked unhurriedly, "Who is it?"
"..." Ming Yi suddenly didn't dare to take a breath.
Tu Jiu'er waited for a while but didn't wait for an answer. Seeing that the figure hadn't left, he came over and opened the door himself.
squeak-
The bright light from the window sill poured into the dark corridor, and with the wind from the door opening, there was also the strong scent of flowers on the person inside.
The air seemed to freeze.
The two were silent for a long time with different expressions.
It was still Tu Jiu'er who spoke first: "...What are you doing here?"
"Holding, I'm sorry, it's me..." Ming Yi lowered her head, not daring to look at Tu Jiu'er, trying to find a suitable wording, "I misunderstood you earlier."
Tu Jiu'er gripped the wooden door tightly with her fingers and dug it into the crack, her heart felt sore and unbearable for a moment, and all thoughts came to her mind.He was already planning to leave her, but he was in such a hurry that he didn't even have time to withdraw the charm, because he was afraid of seeing her again and his heart would be shaken.Now seeing Ming Yi standing in front of her in person, looking at the ground so awkwardly, with her fingers at her side still tightly grasping the hem of her clothes, her feelings of reluctance for Ming Yi raged again in her heart, accompanied by her love for Jin Yi. Hua Chu's deep guilt.
At this time, Tu Jiu'er's attention was not on the matter that he had misunderstood before.
But Mingyi is still apologizing for those things: "Before I was in Yuxu Mountain, I left without saying hello to you. It was because I didn't think carefully."
"Oh." She responded perfunctorily, not to mention having the heart to settle this ancient score with Ming Yi.
"So you will... go to Donghai with me?" Mingyi asked in a very soft tone.
Tu Jiuer's mind was in a mess, with annoyed expression on his face, he replied indiscriminately: "No." He was about to close the door.
Mingyi held on to the wooden door and refused to let Tu Jiuer close it, half of her face blushed, and said falteringly, "If...you don't forgive me, I...I'll kill myself by drinking poison."
Seeing her say such words for the first time, Tu Jiu'er let go of his messy thoughts for a moment, leaned against the door with his little hands in his hands, looked at Ming Yi leisurely, and said, "Yo, you're threatening me too."
Ming Yi's neck was stained red, and he stammered, "No."
"Then you should kill yourself. Drink poison, right? Have you brought the poison. Drink it now. I'll watch you drink it."
"Hmm..." Ming Yi took out the medicine Yueliu had prepared for her from his sleeve, his fingertips trembling a little, and slowly opened the medicine bottle.
As soon as the medicine bottle was opened, Tu Jiu'er smelled a honey smell on the tip of his nose.
Ming Yi lowered her head, put her mouth on the rim of the bottle, and took a shallow sip of the contents.
"Is it good?" Tu Jiu'er narrowed his eyes and asked.
Ming Yi licked her lips, stared at the medicine bottle in her hand, and replied blankly: "It's okay."
Tu Jiu'er lowered his arms, took a step back, and slammed the door hard with a "slap".
Ah Man forcibly grabbed Tu Jiu'er who had been walking forward non-stop, panting for breath, distractedly looking around, they all walked to the wilderness outside the town.
Tu Jiu'er struggled to break free from Ah Man's hand, and said angrily, "What are you doing?"
"Have you really thought about it carefully, and just gave up? You have been looking for a full 400 years, and spent 400 years with so many emperors. You are just waiting for another Jin Huachu to appear. She looks exactly the same, you don't want it so easily, don't regret it!"
"What do you know, I just want to prevent myself from becoming more regretful in the future..."
Having said that, Tu Jiuer stopped.After a while, she raised her hand to wipe the corner of her eyes.
Ah Man had a delicate mind, and she understood immediately. She sighed, dragged Tu Jiuer to find a clean place to sit down, and her voice softened: "San San, have you figured it out?"
Tu Jiu'er closed his eyes, buried his face in his palms, "She is not Hua Chu, I should have understood this truth a long time ago, there will never be another Hua Chu in this world."
"But there won't be another Mingyi in the world."
"...You don't need to remind me, I know." Tu Jiu'er put down her hands, her eyelids still wet, "So I understand everything, but I still feel sad. I thought I only saw her as Hua Chu's substitute , but if it's just like this, I shouldn't be disappointed when I don't get a response from her, and I shouldn't get angry after being misunderstood by her, because I don't like Mingyi, so why would I care about Mingyi's actions? It stands to reason I just need to pay blindly and do what I think is enough to make up for it. I just need to satisfy my own desire to redeem myself and be happy. But I care if she doesn’t like me. I care so much that I don’t hesitate to touch her again. technique, even sometimes with her I would..."
Ah Man asked carefully: "What will happen?"
"I will..." Tu Jiu'er's voice began to tremble, as if she was afraid of something, "...suddenly...forget Hua Chu."
As a person who has been by Tu Jiu'er's side and watched her ups and downs for so many years, Ah Man's heart was sour when she heard her say this, and he didn't know what to say.
"If I hadn't fallen in love with her, I wouldn't have chosen to leave her, Ah Man, can you understand me?" Tu Jiu'er grabbed Ah Man's hand, the palm of which was wet with sweat, "I don't want the end of Hua Chu Repeat it on her, and I don’t want to watch the person I like being kept in the dark for a lifetime and can’t find himself, living in the illusion until he dies.”
Ah Man focused on another word in her words: "So after you distinguish her from Jin Huachu, you still... fell in love with her?"
Tu Jiu'er's face froze, he turned his head slightly, and said in a low voice, "So what."
"I think, if you are really moved, why don't you remove the charm from her and try to exchange her sincerity with your sincerity?"
"Aman, you don't understand her, don't I understand her? If there is no seductive art, she can't fall in love with me, never will be possible." Tu Jiu'er painfully grabbed the broken hair in front of her forehead, as if she was in love again. A fairy rope was tied around her neck, "But... I... I will still choose a time to withdraw, she... shouldn't live like this."
But Ah Man was a little disbelieving, and said: "I see you are reluctant to withdraw, as long as a person has tasted the sweetness, it is so easy to let go."
"I will," Tu Jiu'er looked at Ah Man firmly, "then I will marry Little Golden Crow and give her a fairy book, and I will never owe her anything in this life. I am alone, and I will live another For thousands of years, she can always be forgotten."
"And then die alone to show your determination?"
For some reason, seeing Tu Jiu'er's detached look, Ah Man began to find it interesting.
She will never be a person who is willing to wrong herself.
To be honest, she only dared to believe half of what Tu Jiu'er said, and that was the half that she really liked Ming Yi.As for the other half, Ah Man felt unreliable about her handling and decision on this matter. Tu Jiu'er could easily do something to move her, and she would give up something self-righteously to create a sad and desolate atmosphere for herself, and then immerse herself in it. A negative and masochistic perverted romance that cannot extricate itself.But in fact there must be a better solution.
An inexplicable premonition came from nowhere, which made Ah Man feel that things were not as bad as Tu Jiuer thought.
"San San, why don't we find an inn to stay in this place first, so you can take a moment?" No matter what, hold her back first.
Tu Jiu'er was also tired from crying, so he nodded quietly.
Ah Man laughed and dragged her up, with one hand behind her back, she plucked a feather, turned into a little thrush, and flew quietly to find Ju Qiaoguan with a message.
It was two hours later when Ju Qiaoguan found the inn where Tu Jiuer and the others were staying.
Ah Man waited anxiously at the door of the inn, and when she saw Ju Qiaoguan, she ignored her and looked behind her.Sure enough, she saw Yueliu walking slowly with the help of Mingyi who looked weird.
She directly passed Ju Qiaoguan, ran to Ming Yi's side, and asked, "Why did you come?"
Ju Qiaoguan rolled his eyes: "Aman, you can't see me, can you?"
"Who cares about you, go back quickly after you lead the way, and you will be angry again when you look back."
"Okay, okay, a group of things that forget friends after seeing sex."
Ju Qiaoguan snorted, pulled Yueliu up and walked out.Before leaving, Yueliu turned her head and whispered to Mingyi again: "Remember, don't be too fake."
Ah Man watched the two of them leave, and curiously asked Ming Yi who was standing there in a daze: "What is fake?"
Ming Yi shook her head bluntly, her words were rather stiff: "No."
"You can't do this. You can't say anything nice. How can you please her?"
"...Mmm." Ming Yi didn't know what to say.
Seeing her wooden appearance, Ah Man was a little angry, so he pulled her to sit aside first, asked the waiter for a plate of ink and a pen, grabbed Ming Yi's hand, and wrote in her palm: "Stupid , When you see her, just read it like this, if you don’t remember to sneak a look at your hand, don’t be too obvious, you know?”
"En." Ming Yi gently looked at the two words Ah Man wrote in his palm.
"Go, she's in the last room at the end of the corner on the second floor."
Mingyi got up and slowly moved to the second floor, repeatedly remembering what Yueliu taught her before and what Aman wrote to her, her mind was full of confusion for a while, and her memory was far less clear than when she first came here.
After reaching the door, Ming Yi wanted to push the door open several times, but she didn't even dare to touch it.She has never done such a thing in her life, and she has never said those words in her mind. She really doesn't know what kind of stiff and strange state she will be in for a while, and whether this state will make Tu Jiuer even more angry. annoyed.
The people inside seemed to have noticed the figure swaying back and forth at the door, and asked unhurriedly, "Who is it?"
"..." Ming Yi suddenly didn't dare to take a breath.
Tu Jiu'er waited for a while but didn't wait for an answer. Seeing that the figure hadn't left, he came over and opened the door himself.
squeak-
The bright light from the window sill poured into the dark corridor, and with the wind from the door opening, there was also the strong scent of flowers on the person inside.
The air seemed to freeze.
The two were silent for a long time with different expressions.
It was still Tu Jiu'er who spoke first: "...What are you doing here?"
"Holding, I'm sorry, it's me..." Ming Yi lowered her head, not daring to look at Tu Jiu'er, trying to find a suitable wording, "I misunderstood you earlier."
Tu Jiu'er gripped the wooden door tightly with her fingers and dug it into the crack, her heart felt sore and unbearable for a moment, and all thoughts came to her mind.He was already planning to leave her, but he was in such a hurry that he didn't even have time to withdraw the charm, because he was afraid of seeing her again and his heart would be shaken.Now seeing Ming Yi standing in front of her in person, looking at the ground so awkwardly, with her fingers at her side still tightly grasping the hem of her clothes, her feelings of reluctance for Ming Yi raged again in her heart, accompanied by her love for Jin Yi. Hua Chu's deep guilt.
At this time, Tu Jiu'er's attention was not on the matter that he had misunderstood before.
But Mingyi is still apologizing for those things: "Before I was in Yuxu Mountain, I left without saying hello to you. It was because I didn't think carefully."
"Oh." She responded perfunctorily, not to mention having the heart to settle this ancient score with Ming Yi.
"So you will... go to Donghai with me?" Mingyi asked in a very soft tone.
Tu Jiuer's mind was in a mess, with annoyed expression on his face, he replied indiscriminately: "No." He was about to close the door.
Mingyi held on to the wooden door and refused to let Tu Jiuer close it, half of her face blushed, and said falteringly, "If...you don't forgive me, I...I'll kill myself by drinking poison."
Seeing her say such words for the first time, Tu Jiu'er let go of his messy thoughts for a moment, leaned against the door with his little hands in his hands, looked at Ming Yi leisurely, and said, "Yo, you're threatening me too."
Ming Yi's neck was stained red, and he stammered, "No."
"Then you should kill yourself. Drink poison, right? Have you brought the poison. Drink it now. I'll watch you drink it."
"Hmm..." Ming Yi took out the medicine Yueliu had prepared for her from his sleeve, his fingertips trembling a little, and slowly opened the medicine bottle.
As soon as the medicine bottle was opened, Tu Jiu'er smelled a honey smell on the tip of his nose.
Ming Yi lowered her head, put her mouth on the rim of the bottle, and took a shallow sip of the contents.
"Is it good?" Tu Jiu'er narrowed his eyes and asked.
Ming Yi licked her lips, stared at the medicine bottle in her hand, and replied blankly: "It's okay."
Tu Jiu'er lowered his arms, took a step back, and slammed the door hard with a "slap".
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