I just want to eat and wait to die [Entertainment]

Xie Guansheng was admitted to University C as the number one scholar in the city. He had excellent grades during school and published several papers in core journals. In his junior year, he was accepted by the current agent because he appeared in a micro film of the college for three seconds. It has been the fourth year since people dug up and signed it... These things were quickly dug up by netizens, along with some screenshots of related news reports and the micro-movie clips from that year.

There are also people who anonymously submitted articles to some big Vs, saying that they are the crew members of "A Gentleman". He can also appraise antiques, and he deserves his name to be invited to the platform of "Speaking of Words", but it's really too much to be guessed and fleshed out just because he has an extra layer of star status.

Netizens called the entertainment circle "True Xueba", and Xie Guansheng's fans were also elated, but there are still many black people who can't help but say it. Although the overall proportion is not large, it is enough for Xie Guansheng's fans to fight and for this A wave of anger.

Immediately afterwards, a long Weibo began to refresh the screen——

[About Xie Guansheng, I want to share with you what I knew about him before.

At the end of February this year, Xie Guansheng was on the hot search because of his fans, and then I noticed him. My first reaction was surprise. I didn't expect such a taciturn boy to choose the entertainment industry.

Guansheng is an orphan. According to the current progress, this matter will probably be dug up soon, so I will say it directly here.

We came from an orphanage, but the orphanage failed and collapsed a few years ago.There are many children in the orphanage, but insufficient funds, food and some supplies will appear insufficient.In order to have enough food, many older children will choose to bully the younger children and grab their food.This kind of phenomenon cannot be controlled, there is no way to control it, because there are very few employees in the orphanage... But the current orphanage should be better than the situation when we were young.

All the children in the orphanage know that only those who can cry can eat sweets, so when we are robbed of food, we usually go directly to the dean’s mother to cry, only Guansheng can’t.He is taciturn and doesn't know how to take advantage of the child, especially he is very good-looking, and he was the prettiest child in our orphanage at that time... The dean's mother is very busy, and she usually pays attention to what we don't say. As for what happened to each child, Guansheng himself did not tell, and none of the other children was particularly close to him, so naturally no one would help him tell the dean's mother.

Until one time later, I couldn't stand the older kids bullying him and helping him throw stones at those older kids. Although the older kids beat him in the end, I also knew the reason why he didn't want to complain to the dean's mother.It's not because of fear, nor because he can't speak, he just doesn't want to say it, he thinks the dean's mother is already busy enough, anyway, this kind of situation will happen sooner or later, it's better to wait for him to grow up than complain ...Maybe that's what it meant, but I can't remember the exact words.He was too considerate of others, so he made things difficult for himself.

Later, I didn't have much contact with him. I only knew that he was adopted twice, but was sent back to the orphanage not long after. I don’t have any illness, so I like it very much, but after picking it up, I found that Guansheng doesn’t like to talk, so I have no patience... Such parents are not qualified at all. Children who grow up in orphanages, except those who are too young to remember things Yes, how many people have reservations psychologically... When Guansheng was sent back to the orphanage for the second time, his body was still wounded. It has been too long and I can’t remember it. At home, the water you want to drink is scalded...

After that, Guansheng has never been adopted again. He himself seems to be reluctant, and the dean’s mother also loves him. Moreover, Guansheng was already ten years old at that time, and most families would not choose such a big one. child.

Guansheng's academic performance has been very good since he was a child. In elementary school, the knowledge was simple, and many children in the orphanage could get double hundred points. But in junior high school, the differences began to be clear. I have a high school, but high school is no longer compulsory education. The orphanage funds and government subsidies can only barely maintain high school life, and it will not be enough once I have to spend something else.So many children in the orphanage, including myself, chose to get a junior high school diploma and forget it. Anyway, their grades were not very good, and high school was a waste of money and time.Only Guansheng firmly said that he wants to study, saying that it doesn't matter if the state subsidy is not enough, he can find a way to make money by himself.

Later, when I went back to see the dean’s mother, I realized that Guansheng had been working on the construction site for several months after the high school entrance examination in order to continue his studies, and he had to work secretly because he was not yet 16 at that time, so he was considered a child laborer.Fortunately, in the first year of high school, the orphanage had a new source of funding... Unfortunately, in the third year, the sponsor's family went bankrupt, and the funding was cut off again.

Shortly after the funding was cut off, the dean's mother died in a car accident.Then the orphanage collapsed due to lack of income, and the young children were sent to other orphanages, but Guansheng was almost an adult at that time, so it was definitely impossible to stay in the orphanage.

I don’t know what happened after that, but when I think about it, I know that Guansheng’s life must be very difficult. To maintain life and study, the policies at that time were not perfect. Even if the school had subsidies, it was not much better. , especially after college.What's more, with Guansheng's character, one can tell at a glance that it is impossible to ask others for help.

Having said so much, there may be some gaps in the language, but I just want to say, but Guansheng is a very good person. He has been so considerate since he was a child, and he has grown up on his own. , the top student in C University, the high level of graduation thesis and various titles, these are all his own hard work, and his achievements in the entertainment industry today are also his own hard work. It has been several years since Guan Sheng debuted Well, it was only this year that he began to appear so conspicuously in everyone's eyes, and only he himself knew the pain and hardships during it.

In fact, I have wanted to say these words for a long time, and I really want to let everyone see Guansheng who has worked so hard to grow.To this day, because of a program, many people are questioning him, and some people even say that his academic qualifications are forged, and that he was on the program by relying on someone behind his back... I really want to laugh, if he has a backer, he still uses It took so many years to get to today?

Although he probably doesn't remember me as a person anymore, but I want to say, Guansheng, you have to work hard!There are many, many fans who like you and care about you as much as I do, supporting you [love you] [love you] [love you]. 】

This long Weibo was constantly reposted, and soon someone dug up the previous news and photos. The photo on the paper report that Xie Guansheng got the first place in the high school entrance examination was taken by him standing at the gate of the orphanage. Some "informed people" from various parties said that they knew Xie Guansheng before, and although they didn't have a deep friendship, they were indeed a very hardworking and calm person.

Xie Guansheng's past was almost completely uncovered, so among the fans who shouted and distressed, in addition to the surviving Heizi who continued to sneer and sneer, there were many who were persuading bloggers to delete Weibo of.

[Although the blogger is a fan of Shengbao, he posted this Weibo because he likes Shengbao, but you have leaked the privacy of Shengbao, right? 】

[No one wants their life experience to be exposed by fans in the name of "I love you very much", even if they will be dug out by netizens in the end, but the blogger exposed so many things while saying that I like Shengbao... Sorry, Sambo is not bad for your liking [smile]]

[Please, if you really like Shengbao, please delete this Weibo quickly. We fans know what kind of Shengbao is like. No matter what you say, those black people are deaf, blind, unable to hear and see. , What is the use of you doing this except to sprinkle salt on Shengbao's wounds? 】

[Sisters who persuaded to delete Weibo, forget it, the number of retweets is so exaggerated, so what if you delete it, it is impossible that no one took a screenshot.As for the blogger, he is doing disgusting things under the guise of being an insider, so it doesn't matter if Sheng Bao is an orphan or not?Obviously we are talking about the powerful Xueba of Shengbao, but there is an "insider" who wants to play the emotional card. Those who don't know think you are anti-loyal [smile]]

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After reading Weibo, Xie Guansheng read the comments again. What he cared about was not the words of those sunspots, but the words of love, encouragement and consideration for the person "Xie Guansheng" from fans.

Xie Guansheng buried himself in the quilt and continued: "I am not an orphan...Although I am almost an orphan, but before I was ten years old, I still had an emperor who loved me. I am not a school bully either, I just like to eat, drink and have fun , cats and dogs, antiques and paintings are just things for me to pass the time. I am not the one who works hard without money or backing, has excellent grades and a calm personality, and is considerate of others. I like the natural straightness from the bridge to the bow. It's his business, other people have nothing to do with me, I can't manage it myself and I still care about others..."

Dora felt a little headache, human beings think a lot, what should this system do?

With an attitude of being responsible to the host, Dora said cautiously: [Grandpa...you are you in the first place, human character, as long as you don't maliciously hurt others, there is no standard of good or bad.Moreover, haven’t you noticed that you have actually begun to learn to be considerate of others, you just didn’t have that environment before, and when there are people like friends around you, you also feel it.For example, you think you won't stay in the entertainment industry for a long time in the future, so you start to think about what to do with Geng Tang. Although Zhen He didn't come together this time because he received a new invitation temporarily, you really did. exist……]

"No." Xie Guansheng said, "Dora, you don't understand... What they said is not me, and has nothing to do with me. It's not me that fans like, care about, or love. It's not that Brother Geng takes care of me like that." Because of me, none of this is mine..."

Dora finally understood this time. It turned out that Xie Guansheng didn't think he was bad, but that he seemed to have a lot now, but in fact he had nothing.Xie Guansheng felt that none of them belonged to him.

Dora said seriously: [No, Lord, you are wrong.Although it is said that you restarted with the identity of the original owner, but... Although it seems a bit unreasonable to say this, it is true that when the original owner dies and you come to this world, all this has nothing to do with the original owner.Could it be that the fans who have liked you since you woke up are because of the original owner?If you are a bad person at heart, Geng Tang will not take care of you like this just because of his status as a manager. What you get is the fruit you planted yourself.You feel that all this is not yours, that you have nothing, but all this is indeed yours. ]

"But these are all based on the identity of the original owner. Without these foundations, even if I come to this world, I will still be the person who has no friends, no relatives, and no one who cares about whether I live or die...Isn't it?"

Xie Guansheng felt that he had stepped into a logical dead end, and his thoughts were entwined, like a complicated maze with no exit.

The only thing is clear - he feels that the time and space he lives in is very empty and fake.

Dora is also a little tangled, it doesn't know how to explain to Xie Guansheng, it only knows that Xie Guansheng's thinking is not so right.

It's better to be a heartless little prince like before. Although I don't have many sincere friends around me, at least I won't be entangled like now, but I can't tell what I'm entangled in.

The human mind is really the most complicated thing in the world, Dora thought worriedly.

[Master...how about this? If you think you got these things on the basis of the original owner, then return them! ] Dorais thought about it, and finally felt that such persuasion should be useful, [Of course, I am not talking about asking you to return your life. After all, he was already dead before you came to this world. Without you, the original owner would be dead now. It's just an ordinary person who no one cares about...Although I still think you don't need to feel uncomfortable, but if you can't get out of this dead end, then so be it, what the original owner wants, you do it for him, and you give it back He is dead, what he gave you and what you helped him will be offset!You don't have to worry about whether these are yours! ]

Xie Guansheng scratched his hair, wrapped himself in the quilt and rolled on the bed a few times, and said, "Okay, Dora, don't talk anymore, I'll figure it out after struggling for a while, the more you talk, the more confused I become."

Doraemon: [... Oh. ]

After 2 minutes, Dora said: [Grandpa, are you ready? ]

Xie Guansheng said weakly: "My head hurts... Dora, can I hug you?"

Dora was flattered, and then regretted: "I'm afraid it won't work.Although I can indeed place your consciousness and mine in the same void space in materialized form after you fall asleep without denying your consciousness, it is clear... Lord, you can't sleep now. ]

Xie Guansheng: "Oh."

After a while, Xie Guansheng didn't know what time it was, but he suddenly heard footsteps.

Immediately afterwards, the quilt was pulled twice, and Pei Yanzhi's helpless voice sounded outside the quilt: "Guansheng, aren't you hungry?"

Xie Guansheng grabbed the quilt to prevent Pei Yan from knowing, thinking that he must be in a mess now, how could he let others see it!What a shame!

Pei Yanzhi sighed, sat down beside his bed, looked at the mess on the bed, and said, "Guansheng, that Weibo post has already been deleted...Although it probably won't be useful...But, everyone I care about you very much. People nowadays are very realistic. Your strength is what everyone can see and be inspired by. Your background and education are just embellishments. They may be important, but they are not decisive factors, understand? When others mention it, you can be emotional and sad, but you shouldn’t be deeply affected... Then it’s not you, Guansheng.”

Xie Guansheng chewed on Pei Yanzhi's words, as if...a little clearer?

"Mr. Pei." Xie Guansheng poked his head out of the quilt, his hair was messy covering his eyes, and he didn't care, "I want to ask you something."

He was finally willing to speak, Pei Yanzhi heaved a sigh of relief, nodded and agreed.

Xie Guansheng asked: "If I hadn't lived downstairs with you, would we still have known each other and become friends?"

Did Pei Yan know why he asked this way, and said: "Yes. I treat you as a friend and treat you well, not because you are my neighbor. I remember seeing you once, you were in the neighborhood Eating steamed stuffed buns on the bench, with a contented face, it looks a bit silly, but it feels good to people, making me think... this is probably a person who lives a good life, and it must be very pleasant to get along with. If we are not Living upstairs and downstairs, I still feel that people who are destined to meet will naturally meet, and after meeting, they will naturally be attracted to each other."

If Xie Guansheng thinks carefully, it is not difficult to find the hidden emotion in Pei Yanzhi's words.But now Xie Guansheng only listened to the superficial words, thought for a while, and suddenly laughed.

The sudden entanglement in his heart triggered by the incident on Weibo dissipated, Xie Guansheng got up from the quilt, and asked Pei Yanzhi with a smile: "Mr. Pei, can I hug you?"

Pei Yanzhi "..."

Of course Pei Yanzhi couldn't refuse.

Xie Guansheng stretched out his hand, and the good brothers embraced Pei Yanzhi.

[Dora, I suddenly figured out what I should do next. ] Xie Guansheng said, [I want to do what I like, create a pure world that belongs to Xie Guansheng, I can do it!Before jumping out of the shackles of the original owner's background, Grandpa must first make a living in the entertainment circle!First of all, it is a compensation for using the original owner's identity. I used his identity as a star, so I will pay him back.Secondly, there is Brother Geng, Brother Geng has taken care of me for so long, no matter what, I have to give him something to comfort him.And there is you, I will not let you go back to the factory to rebuild, after all, I am a good host of the century! ]

Xie Guansheng feels that his life has never seemed so clear.

He likes this feeling.

The author has something to say: Mr. Pei excitedly posted on Weibo: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!He took the initiative!

Dora sneered: Oh, it’s not what I have left =v=

Although the update is late, but!This chapter is fat!