confess to me

Qi Mu arrived at his place early in the morning on the second day after receiving Yu Wenqian's call. He didn't inform him in advance, just to surprise him.

When Qi Mu entered the gate password, Yu Wenqian probably heard the notification bell on the entrance, and before Qi Mu stepped into the front door of the building, he opened the door.

"I'm back." Qi Mu said.

"I'm back." Yu Wenqian repeated with a smile.

Qi Mu put down his bag and it hit the ground, he jumped up and threw himself into Yu Wenqian's arms, his legs were wrapped around Yuwenqian's waist and tightly wrapped around Yuwenqian's neck, their faces were touching.Yu Wenqian supported his hips, and then heard Qi Mu say: "I came out to my parents."

Yu Wenqian was obviously shocked.

"But I didn't tell them I was dating you."

Yu Wenqian regained his composure and asked softly, "Did they blame you?"

"Yes, I was also beaten," Qi Mu stepped back, pointing at his face for Yu Wenqian to see - of course the swelling had already subsided.

Yu Wenqian kissed him on the face, and asked again: "And then?"

"I threatened to die, and then they accepted their fate," Qi Mu smiled slyly, "Hehe, they believed me when I said I don't like women."

"I've wronged you." Yu Wenqian was full of love, but his gentle eyes couldn't cover up the joy in his eyes.

"Don't be wronged," Qi Mu cupped his face, smiling like a flower, "You know what? My mother asked me to chase you."

"Ok?"

"She said that others are not as good as you, so let me just be with you—you see, my mother regards you as a daughter-in-law before you get started." Qi Mu kissed him on the mouth.

"Thank you." Yu Wenqian's smile deepened, and his eyes became more gentle.

"Thank you?" Qi Mu hugged Yu Wenqian tightly again, moved his waist and hips up and down, rubbed his abdomen, and rubbed his face against his face, and said, "But I miss you——Qian, Comfort me."

Yu Wenqian sighed with a smile, and said, "Okay." With one hand free, he squatted halfway, picked up the backpack on the ground, stood up, stepped back, closed the door, and walked into the room with Qi Mu in his arms.

"Where's Ling Guang?" Qi Mu put his hands on Yu Wenqian's shoulders, stretched out his waist, looked around, and asked.

"gone."

"Gone? Where are you going?"

"I don't know, he always comes and goes without a trace."

"Then how about doing it here?" Qi Mu looked at Yu Wenqian's face and blinked - he was already in high spirits.

Yu Wenqian laughed softly: "What if he comes back suddenly?"

"Then do it here, how exciting~"

Yu Wenqian had no choice but to put a kiss on the tip of his nose and said, "As you wish."

……

"What's in the study?" Qi Mu lay on the white multi-person sofa, his body was only covered by a thin sheet, the sheet only covered his buttocks, not even the black and white dividing line on his legs. Very attractive.

"You know?" Yu Wenqian sat on the armrest of the sofa in front of him, fully dressed, and reached out to touch his face.

"I know, so what's inside?" Qi Mu bit the tip of his index finger.

"Painting." Yuwen Qian's long and slender fingers reached into his mouth, intertwined with his red tongue, and after several teasing, his eyes were slightly drunk, and the corners of his eyes were a little red again.

Yu Wenqian pulled out his index finger and licked it, as if tasting it.

Qi Mu salivated, and he swallowed: "Can I have a look?"

"...Yes." Yu Wenqian wiped away the body fluid from the corner of his mouth with his thumb.

"Your pause is suspicious!" Qi Mu squinted at him, as if he had discovered something extraordinary.

"A lot of them are portraits of people."

"So, they are all exes?" Now I can understand why.

Yuwen Qian replied: "Yes."

"Can you watch it? Let me know about your past."

"Yes." Yuwen Qian smiled.

……

Qi Mu entered the secret room only wrapped in a quilt. He put the quilt over his shoulders, grabbed the inside of the quilt with both hands, and wrapped up his naked body.He watched Yu Wenqian pull out a book, the door opened, and they walked in. With the sunlight outside the secret room, Qi Mu could vaguely see a few easels and many paintings on the ground, hanging on the wall, and on easels.There is still a little paint smell in the air, which is faint and not obvious.

Yu Wenqian turned on the light, and it can be seen that the paintings use different paints and have different painting methods.Suddenly, Qi Mu was attracted by a painting. The place in the painting, he had seen before, was a water tank on the fourth floor, and in the tank was a blond mermaid swimming upwards——it was a girl, and the reason why it was called a girl was because She was young, she looked only thirteen or fourteen years old.

"Is she...'me'?" Qi Mu asked as he walked to the painting.

"Yes."

"When?"

"Fifteenth century."

"Tell me about her."

"She was born with a disability, her legs were atrophied, and she couldn't walk. Her parents didn't give up and raised her. But because she was in a wheelchair all year round, there were many complications."

"Ling Guang can't be cured?"

"The complications can be cured to relieve her pain, but the legs can't be cured, because of the genetic defect, Ling Guang can't change it - and, her wish is not a pair of healthy legs, but a fish tail. She likes the mermaid's legend."

Love fishtails?so special...

"How did she die?"

"Drowning. When I found her, her parents had died in an accident. She had no desire to live... She said she wanted to be reborn in the sea and be a mermaid. So she let me hold her and sank seabed"

Qi Mu patted Yu Wenqian's head reassuringly: "You won't let her live?"

Yu Wenqian smiled lightly and said, "I tried my best, but for her, living is more painful than dying."

"Where's that woman?" Qi Mu stretched out an arm and pointed at the classical beauty drawn with the brushwork of traditional Chinese painting—his movements moved the sheets, revealing a faint spring.

"She was already married at that time. Although her husband found a concubine, he...husband treated her badly, but she still didn't want to go with me."

She once said: You have someone in your heart, but that's not me.

At that time Yu Wenqian didn't understand, but now...

Qi Mu walked to another painting: "What about this one?" In the painting was an old man with a wrinkled face.

"At that time, she was on the verge of death and had no relatives by her side. I just spent the last time with her."

"What about him?" A white man with red hair and a bit fierce look.

"he has married."

Qi Mu vaguely remembered what Yu Wenqian had said about this person.

"Where is the original person?"

"I can't remember what he looked like, so I didn't draw it."

"why?"

"I met him when I was reincarnated as an adult. When I remembered that I was a god, I forgot about being a human being. What's more...he died too early, and I stayed in this world for too long. Went too far and couldn't find my way back, so I ended up not remembering who he was and what happened to us."

"Then how did you find his reincarnation?"

"I probably inadvertently carved my mark on his soul."

"So you just kept looking for his next life without knowing anything?"

"Yeah." Will Qi Mu be angry?

After a while, Qi Mu said, "We are not alike at all."

"I know."

"Then why, because the souls are the same?"

"Because the memory will not disappear, it will only be forgotten, and his memory is still sealed in the depths of the soul." So the past life is not unconnected with the present life. To put it more broadly: the past life will create the present life.

"You want to wake up his memory?"

Yu Wenqian raised his hand, stroked his face with his thumb, and replied, "No, it's just that no matter how different you are, you still have something in common."

"So you have been worried that we will make the same choice?" Qi Mu's expression could not tell whether he was unhappy.

Yu Wenqian was silent.

Qi Mu breathed out: "It can only be said that our choice is you, but they all have more important things, but to me, you are the most important thing."

Yu Wenqian lifted Qi Mu's face and kissed it again and again: "I'm sorry, I know you don't like me comparing you to them."

Qi Mu shook his head: "On the contrary, I feel sorry for you for forcibly distinguishing them from me."

Yu Wenqian shook his head and smiled: "I know, you are you, no one can replace you, and you don't have to replace anyone."

He bent down and pressed his forehead against his: "I love you, Qi Mu."

"I love you too." Qi Mu replied with a smile.

"Then, now, are you willing to live with me?" Yu Wenqian looked at him.

"In such a hurry?"

"no?"

"Can—how? Is it difficult?"

"It's not difficult, as long as you promise."

Qi Mu nodded.

Yu Wenqian held his face in both hands, their foreheads were still touching and asked: "I am willing to give you half of my life."

Qi Mu felt that something indescribably tactile, like energy, flowed into his body where his forehead touched.

"What about you, are you willing to give half of your life to me?"

"I am willing." Qi Mu did not hesitate.

It's like wedding vows.

Soon Yu Wenqian's forehead left him, kissed his forehead and said: "Okay."

Qi Mu was stunned—he had already accepted that it would be painful or it would take a long time to realize it, and it turned out to be that simple?

"It's so simple, why haven't you found someone willing to live with you? Is immortality not attractive enough, or are you not handsome enough?"

Yu Wenqian chuckled: "They won't choose me in the end, so they can't make it this far."

"...that's pathetic."

"But thanks to this, I was able to meet you."

"……How sweet mouth."

Yu Wenqian smiled and touched the top of his hair——

Really, as long as we are just a little bit short, it is impossible for us to get to where we are today. Fortunately, it is you...

"Do it again?" Yu Wenqian suggested.

"Yo! Okay, you will take the initiative to ask for it too~" Qi Mu joked, "I thought you were cold, brother!" He stretched out his index finger provocatively and circled his chest.

"'Brother'? It's not bad, let's call it a few more times..." Yu Wenqian put his arms around his slender waist and whispered in his ear.

Qi Mu couldn't help tilting his head, and pushed Yu Wenqian away as if to refuse or welcome: "It's too close."

"Why, don't you like it?" Yu Wenqian raised his eyebrows slightly.

"No." Qi Mu rested his forehead on his shoulder, and said, "I really like your voice."

Qi Mu grabbed Yu Wenqian's hand and covered his crotch through the thin quilt, letting him feel how much he really liked it.

Yu Wenqian's hand moved restlessly, bypassing the sheet, and directly touching his body

Qi Mu raised his eyes and looked at him: "Don't damage the painting, let's go out." His cat-like eyes were round and round, and there was a blush under his eyes.

Yu Wenqian hugged him horizontally, kissed his soft lips, and softly called: "Little fairy."