confess to me

On Wednesday afternoon, at about 04:30, Li Jingsi took Qi Mu to the gazebo on the mountain behind the No. [-] Teaching Building to blow some air.It happened to be just the two of them, and it was a good place for conversation.

Qi Mu sat down on the stone chair and asked, "What's the matter?"

Sitting on the stone chair next to him, Li Jingsi said, "How did you and Yuwen meet? How long have you known each other? Tell me in detail."

"That's how we got to know each other, about two weeks or so." Qi Mu didn't want to talk about the fact that he was besieged by someone who was dating him - he would definitely be ridiculed!

Li Jingsi was surprised by this length of time - the atmosphere between them was not like someone they had known for only two weeks!It's fine if Qi Mu has a big heart, but what about Yu Wenqian?

But if he had known each other for a long time, it was impossible for him not to know.

He asked again: "Haven't you considered why he let you live with him?"

Qi Mu felt uncomfortable with his way of asking, but he couldn't say why.

"Is there something like 'loneliness phobia'? Why?" The name of the disease was made up by him temporarily, and he didn't know if there was such a term.Putting myself in his shoes, he himself doesn't like sleeping alone, so it's not surprising that some people don't like living alone, right?

"You have only known each other for such a short time, and he is so attentive to you, and even pulls you to live together, don't you feel something is wrong?"

"...Can't you just speak up?"

Li Jingsi paused for a moment, organizing his words—maybe he shouldn't be too direct—it was impossible—"He may have taken a fancy to your ass."

Qi Mu was stunned for a while, and asked, "Is my butt so pretty?"

"..."

"..."

"What kind of weird brain circuit is this? I mean! He, fuck, wants to fuck you! The kind that does it over and over again!"

Qi Mu was silent, opened his mouth in surprise, swallowed it, and said, "Don't talk nonsense...he looks straight, he doesn't even use facial cleanser!"

"...How did you come up with this standard of judgment? Do you think everyone is as stinky as you? And you even put on a mask, and you haven't seen your bend?"

Qi Mu was speechless, and Li Jingsi, who knew little about homosexuality, didn't know what to say next.

For heterosexual boys, it is much easier than talking about homosexuality without prejudice, especially gay men belittled or even reviled-they don't necessarily hate them, but as if only in this way can they associate themselves with them. differentiated.

Yu Wenqian resolved the crisis of the Qi family, and Li Jingsi had a good impression of him, so he didn't want to say bad words, but he couldn't say anything about understanding either.

The two are embarrassed by each other.After a while, Qi Mu thought of a new reason: "He has never touched me, and, to be honest, I think he is quite anti-homosexual."

Li Jingsi was surprised: "Ah? How should I say it?"

"Just... I teased him a little earlier, and he reacted pretty badly."

"Tricking? What did you do?"

"You don't care so much—anyway, you remember, he just treats me as a friend, nothing else is fine—I don't know what your brain circuit is, what are you thinking? If he wants... then what about me, as early as When I borrowed money from him, I said, 2000 million! Can't afford me for a few nights?" Qi Mu frowned, spread his hands, and looked serious.

Li Jingsi simply tied up the madman and beat him up: "Can you fuck for money? What the hell is wrong with you?"

Seeing that he seemed really angry, Qi Mu stroked his back and comforted him: "Just kidding, kidding, brother, don't be angry, don't be angry~"

Li Jingsi pushed him away: "I ○ your mother!"

Qi Mu put his hand on Li Jingsi's shoulder, made him face him, pointed to his face and said, "Swearing at others, don't scold mother, speak well!"

Li Jingsi rolled his eyes at him: "I kindly remind you, do you like it or not—you can cry if you are raped!"

Qi Mu was calm and unflappable: "But I owe him money, and I promised to live with him before repaying the money. I can't say that I won't do it, can I? Life and death are fate, wealth and honor are in the sky, soldiers will stop you, water will come and earth will cover you, Amitabha Buddha , I will pay attention." After speaking, he patted Li Jingsi on the shoulder, letting him sit in peace.

"...No, I think you are quite bold. The man is your creditor. How could you have the guts to play tricks on him? What did you do?" The topic went back again.

The air was quiet again, and Qi Mu couldn't open his mouth after being beaten to death.

After a long time, Li Jingsi: "Go back."

"Well, go back."

Although Qi Mu said he was heartless when he was young, he was not as single-minded as he showed.Although he had been persuading Li Jingsi and Yu Wenqian to treat him as a friend before, he had also noticed Yuwenqian's unusual attitude towards him after Li Jingsi's little advice.

The entanglement in his heart was difficult to untie, and he hesitated whether to go back.

Qi Mu recalled Yu Wenqian's actions in the past, he no longer knew the true meaning of those actions.He didn't want to miss Yu Wenqian's treatment of him, so he shouted in his heart: Qi Mu, Qi Mu, people treat you as a friend, but you are thinking wildly here?Are you sorry?

But the more he thought about it, the more troubled he became, and finally he went to the nightclub, the perfect place to decompress in his mind.However, when someone strikes up a conversation, he starts to think again, if Yu Wenqian really likes him, how does he feel about his night out?

...Even if you don't like him, the other party finds him to live with him because he doesn't like me staying in the house alone, but he always runs out. Isn't this a serious violation of the original intention?

He gradually lost interest, and rejected the invitations of several young ladies in a row.In the end, he decided to go back.

Even though he thought of various reasons to avoid the problem, he subconsciously thought that Yu Wenqian liked him.But when he returned home and saw that Yu Wenqian didn't have any special reaction, he shrugged his shoulders and laughed at himself for being out of his mind.

He thought it was over like this, but he didn't expect that when he got up on Saturday morning, he saw a lot of paper bags against the wall by the door, filled with various clothes, and they were all of the same brand——the ones Yu Suji gave her that brand.

Qi Mu went downstairs, saw Yu Wenqian, pointed his finger upwards, and asked, "That's..."

"Don't you like it? Give it to you." Yu Wenqian said calmly.

All are the latest models sent from abroad.

Qi Mu was dumbfounded—what kind of rubbish show is this that the domineering CEO falls in love with me?

He couldn't even remember when he said he liked it, but Yu Wenqian remembered it in his heart.

"It's not...I...this..." Qi Mu said inarticulately.After a while, he took a deep breath and said decisively, "I don't want it."

He continued: "I'm not your little lover, and I don't need these things. If I want them, I'll buy them myself." His expression was rare and solemn.

Yu Wenqian was surprised by his resistance, he hurriedly apologized, but couldn't think of what to say for a while.

"I made a new girlfriend. I should spend the night at her house tonight. I won't be back for now."

He turned back, stepped up the stairs, and said: "Return the clothes, you can sell them, there should be many people wanting them."

After a while, Qi Mu went out with his black canvas bag.

……

He turned out to be more repulsive than he imagined.

Qi Mu went to the bun shop to buy some buns, a deep-fried dough stick and a cup of soy milk, while eating in the shop, he thought: Did he have breakfast?Did you forget to eat again?

He said he forgot, but Qi Mu thought, maybe he has a tendency to anorexia, otherwise how could skipping meals become normal?A big man who doesn't eat much...

Qi Mu shook his head, determined not to miss him - after all, they are not from the same way, and even if they don't like it, don't give him hope.

After eating, he thought he had nothing to do—he didn't bring out his homework, so he went to the Internet cafe to play games. After all, he could save money and pass the time.

After playing for a few hours, he got a little bored, so he started watching online classes.The big brother who just came next to him saw that he went to the Internet cafe to study - it was a wonderful flower, but even if there was a good student sitting next to him in class, he couldn't stop him from scolding his teammates while playing games. Qi Mu almost couldn't hear the lecturer's voice.

Qi Mu was helpless, quit the online class, turned off the computer, and left the Internet cafe.

It was not yet noon, but the sun was strong enough.

"I don't know..." Did he eat it?

Qi Mu hurriedly shut up—why did he say it unconsciously?

Damn, there is no end!Why do you think of him again?

Qi Mu suddenly wondered if he skipped eating on purpose to attract his attention?Maybe he was stealing food behind his back, just pretending to eat less in front of him, or even not eating?Otherwise, how did his muscles grow?

...Why did he have a conspiracy theory?

Why do you think of yourself as important?How could someone like Yu Wenqian do such a thing for him?

The weather outside is too hot, it is impossible for Qi Mu to stay outside for a long time, he drives the car casually, procrastinating for time.For a long time, he went to a place he had never been before.

He saw a bar under a department store, so he drove into the parking lot, got out, and went to the bar for lunch.It was impossible for him to drink without the presence of acquaintances—although he usually drank a glass of low-alcohol wine to boost his courage when he was picking up girls.

He ordered Coke, ordered barbecue, occupied a table by himself, and then began to eat lunch slowly, but no matter how slow he was, it could not exceed an hour.He changed the place to spend time again, entered a hotel near the department store, and took a nap after watching the ball game.

To be honest, after being together with Yu Wenqian, almost all the food and drink are rubbed against him, so the living expenses can be saved a lot...To be together?They're not together, they just live together...

Slowly, he fell asleep.Unexpectedly, I forgot to set the alarm clock and slept until it was dark.

It's not bad, it's good to go to nightclubs at night.

He didn't drive, and walked into a nearby alley full of feasting and drinking. He was worried that he was unfamiliar with the place and couldn't find a nightclub. However, after walking for a long time, a conspicuous LED sign came into sight-"Nightclub", that's right, It's called "Night Club".

When Qi Mu saw someone walking in, he followed him in - there were security guards watching at the door, but he didn't ask them to show their ID cards, and just stood there - why did Qi Mu feel that the security guards were staring at him and smiling obscenely?

A person cannot be judged by his appearance, and a person cannot be judged by his appearance.

The nightclub was unexpectedly lively, but the question is-why are there no girls?

Qi Mu caught the man who came in together and asked, "Brother, why are there no girls in the store?"

The man looked at Qi Mu, looked him up and down for a while, and said with a smile, "Do you want to drink together?"

Qi Mu saw that he didn't answer the question, so he didn't like him very much, so he didn't bother to say anything to that person.He turned around and was about to leave this girlless bachelor's club when he was patted on the shoulder by a big guy: "Let's have a drink together!"

"No." Qi Mu refused, and walked out, the big man stopped in front of him: "Meeting is fate, don't go so fast~"

Qi Mu was disgusted by his tone, but he still smirked and said, "No, I'm going to find someone now." Looking for a girl.

"Who are you looking for? Tell me, brother will help you find it~" He gradually approached, and Qi Mu followed behind.

Qi Mu looked around, and other people were laughing and watching them, not only that, some people even whistled a few times.

Human indifference—he sighed.

He just thought the big guy was looking for faults.

Qi Mu tried to walk around him, but he didn't expect that the big guy not only approached, but also pinched one of his buttocks hard, his thumb seemed to be stuck between the two petals on purpose, he exclaimed: "It must be very good to fuck."

Qi Mu was stunned for a while, then reflexively gave him a right uppercut, and then kicked him hard.He wanted to have another broken son's leg to relieve his anger, but seeing that the big man was still standing firmly, he knew that he couldn't beat him, so he ran outside quickly, and when he went out, he said to the security guard: "Uncle, there are gays who are sexually harassing you!"

The security guard was indifferent, Qi Mu just wanted to scold him for being irresponsible, but the man chased him out, and he ran away.

After running for a long time and making several detours, he slowed down when he saw that no one was there.

Surrounded by people and scenery he had never seen before, he didn't know how to go.

The buttocks are still tactile - he's sick to the point of throwing up, and then he actually throws up...

Nausea.