Xingyun Liushui

Flowers in the Looking Glass, Moon in the Water, Ruthless Guest,

Yuji Yunguang has a caring heart.

Human nature is cheap.

Chu Xingyun never believed in this truth, at least he himself is definitely not such a man, other ordinary people can't say that.

Now, Chu Xingyun feels that... he may be a member of ordinary people.

I didn't get it before, but I put it in my heart, I can concentrate on it for ten years, and never look at others.

Once I got it, I was ecstatic, and got married in the bridal chamber. Later, I found out that this person's life was in danger, and I was desperate to cure him, wanting to give him the best in this world.

But now, Xie Liushui is cured, and they can live happily and worry-free for a lifetime. Chu Xingyun looked at the person in front of him, but his heart was calm and calm.

Chu Xingyun felt that it was wrong for him to be like this. Although there was one side ten years ago, but in real terms, they only met in March this year, and now, just in autumn, he unexpectedly... changed his mind?

It's only been a few months...

Chu Xingyun held his forehead and sighed to himself. In the past, Xie Liushui was icy and cold. He hugged him like a small ice pillow. I just feel that he is as cold as a corpse, and when he gets close, he panics a little.

In the past, Xiao Xie always liked to jokingly call him Brother Xingyun, and twisted and acted like a baby at him, but now, Chu Xingyun looked at a 27-year-old man and yelled at him, not only could not be aroused in the slightest I feel sorry for him, but I feel... a little annoyed, Xie Liushui is four years older than him, what kind of storms have I never seen in the rivers and lakes?Is it necessary to pretend to be a poor little white rabbit in front of him?

Xie Liushui also likes to play hooligans and talk nonsense. He used to stay in the tent, and once the quilt was covered, it was enough to make a fuss. When Chu Xingyun asked him about business, Xie Liushui never said these things, but now I don’t know which one is wrong. Every time Chu Xingyun is not in the mood, and when there are important matters to discuss, he will go to his brain, and his body as cold as a corpse will stick up. Hey and haha, attracting the attention of others, Chu Xingyun blushed, not ashamed, but just felt... a little embarrassed.

He was a little puzzled in his heart, Xie Liushui has always been careful, even delicate and a little sensitive, sometimes Chu Xingyun said a word unintentionally, Xie Liushui would chew it twice in his heart, for this reason, Chu Xingyun loved him a lot Well, Xiao Xie became like this, firstly, it was because of some nature, and secondly, he must have been running around in the game for many years, and he always cheated in dealing with people and doing things, which naturally made him tense and suspicious.

Once upon a time, he was full of thoughts about Xiao Xie. He thought that he would prefer a more generous and cheerful person, but later he found that his lover was an elusive character, so he liked him even more.A child is born as a blank slate, Xie Liushui will grow up like this, of course there is his reason.

Think about Xiao Xie Tuanzi in childhood, her father was unknown, her mother was a firework girl, she was pregnant, and she refused to get rid of it no matter what, by chance, she was rescued by Xie's family, married to Xie's family, and gave birth to Xie Liushui.Although the Xie family also raised Xiao Xie, did he realize that he was different from other children when he was young?Will he be pointed at by three aunts and six wives?At that time, did someone come to speak for him and vent his anger?

Chu Xingyun didn't know, and thinking deeper, he thought of the scene he had seen in Xiao Xie's dream:

Liushui Niang secretly helped Xiao Xie cover the quilt in the middle of the night. She stroked Xiao Xie's face, wept secretly, and muttered to herself:

"Why...why doesn't it look like it?"

This sentence sounds strange at first, but later, when Chu Xingyun thinks about the cause and effect, it is not difficult to figure it out.Xie Liushui's mother is beautiful, talented and beautiful, such a woman, even if she lives in the fireworks field, she will end up in an official's house, ordinary people can't afford her ransom, but she is pregnant, she would rather die Ken knocked it out.

In this case, it is probably trapped by love.

Thinking about it, she thought she was pregnant with her lover's child.

But Xie Liushui was born and grew up. His mother finally found out that no, no, Xie Liushui was not her and her lover's child at all.

At that time, Xiao Xie opened his eyes, stretched out his small hand from under the quilt, tried to wipe away the tears for his mother, and asked in a small voice:

"Mom, did I do something wrong? Why are you crying?"

……

Liushui Niang didn't treat Xiao Xie harshly because of this, maybe she was pregnant because of love, but later she had a new life, no matter who Xie Liushui's father is, this is her child, and Niang still loves him as always.

Chu Xingyun can understand these things, but can Xie Liushui not understand?How old did he know?His mother risked her life to give birth to a witness of love with her lover, but later found out that the one she gave birth was a superfluous bastard.

Xiao Xie is so sensitive, he knows, even if his mother doesn't change him in any way, what would he think?The eldest brother is called Xie Hongzhi, the second brother is called Xie Hongyu, and he casually called him Xie Liushui.

Later, my mother gave birth to a younger sister and formed a family of three with her adoptive father. Xie Liushui was the fourth most redundant person in the family. How did it feel?

Xie Liushui didn't say these things, and Chu Xingyun didn't ask.Later, all his family members passed away, and when the relatives live together, there will inevitably be some bumps and frictions, but when they are all gone, those little troubles and those redundant feelings are also taken away together.

Since then, Xie Liushui has been alone, drifting up and down in this world, not knowing what he has done.

When I was young, I lacked love, but when I grew up, I lacked a sense of security. When such a person talks about love, he expects him to be lively, cheerful, open-minded and generous. Chu Xingyun thinks it is unrealistic. In the future, he should be more careful in speaking and doing things, and try not to make Xie Liushui think too much. Pain him a little more, every day for a long time, he believes that Xiao Xie will gradually get better.

But these small thoughts are all gone now, Chu Xingyun looked at Xie Liushui in front of him, his stomach turned into iron stone, and he couldn't turn around.Chu Xingyun can't explain why, Xie Liushui seems to have something different, like a magnet that has been stripped off, and there is no such attraction that attracts him to look over and hook him to walk over.

Even when Xie Liushui pretended not to fall into Pingyang and pretended to be a flower picker with his soul, Chu Xingyun always wanted to ignore him, but in the end he would go to him, see him, listen to him, and was overwhelmed by him.

His eyes no longer stayed for him, he stopped looking at him when talking to him, he didn't miss him when he didn't see him, and he was indifferent when he saw him. Not wrinkled, just feel a little speechless.

He no longer wants him to be close to him, and he doesn’t even want to have anything to do with him. Chu Xingyun doesn’t understand why, as soon as the corpse-like temperature of “Xie Liushui” gets close, he feels chills and an unknown fire in his heart forehead.

After going back and forth, "Xie Liushui" seemed to finally understand, and Chu Xingyun was upset to see him.

He didn't quite understand that he was talking like a hooligan, and his movements and tone were exactly the same as the original owner's. How could this person not like him being close to him?

But it doesn’t matter if he doesn’t like it, anyway, he just needs to live and stay by Chu Xingyun’s side to make him believe, and he doesn’t have to be his lover.Even if this surnamed Chu finds another lover, he is free to stay in his house as a servant, as long as he lives.

I have lived ignorantly for tens of thousands of years, facing the mountains and rocks and the cold moon, and finally one day, I can steal the existence of others and become a person, a person with five senses and four limbs, who can really feel the joy, anger, sorrow, and joy. It is enough to see the wind, flowers, snow and moon, as for the others, it doesn't matter.

"Xie Liushui" was rejected, but he didn't leave. Every time Chu Xingyun saw him sitting there obediently, looking like a little daughter-in-law waiting for her husband, he felt very guilty, but after seeing his little abandoned woman for a long time , I gradually got used to it, and even felt that he was really relieved that he didn't bother me.

At this point, Chu Xingyun had to start to face up to his own heart, he seemed, it was true, he didn't like Xie Liushui anymore.

Chu Xingyun sighed heavily, it was hard to tell, it was he who had been secretly in love with someone else for ten years, and found that Xiao Xie was that person back then, and he wanted to catch him back to the bridal chamber, and told him to cure him I'm really sick, I want to be together for the rest of my life, and it's only been a while now, and I have to tell others on my own, I don't like you anymore, let's break up.

It's just child's play.

Chu Xingyun had a headache, he couldn't figure it out, why did he do this?Vaguely, he remembered when he was newly married, Xie Liushui asked him if he remembered the rattle in childhood.

When he was a child, he fell in love with a red-edged rattle and tried his best to get it. After playing with it for two or three days, he threw it away and never looked back.

Chu Xingyun knew that Xie Liushui wanted to say that he was on the spur of the moment. When the excitement came up, thousands of mountains and rivers could not stop him, but if the excitement passed, the heavenly king and Laozi would not be able to keep him.

At that time, when the newlywed Yaner honey was mixed with oil, Chu Xingyun naturally promised him that the marriage is not a trifle, he is so old, he naturally has a sense of responsibility, how can he be like a three-year-old child again.

But now...

Waiting for leisure to change but the old people's mind, but the old people's mind is easy to change.

In ten days, Xie Liushui had only been cured in that coffin for ten days, and his state of mind was already heaven and earth.

What really happened?

During this period, they got lost in the center of the secret realm. There seemed to be no terrible danger here. The only danger was the dwindling food supply.If things go on like this, even if their martial arts are extremely high, they will still be trapped here to death.

Fortunately, Xie Liushui was well-prepared, and there was a lot of dry food in the bag. Chu Xingyun found a clean water source. Sometimes human-faced fish would swim in the pool, and they would eat them with a spear, which was enough for them to last for a while.

During these ten days, Chu Xingyun met the Han family first, and Han Qingyi, the leader, stood beside a strange man. They advanced and retreated hand in hand, and the husband and wife were deeply affectionate. They were really a loving couple.

Chu Xingyun looked a little apprehensive, but when he turned around, he saw "Xie Liushui" squatting beside him, Chu Xingyun shrank instinctively, "Xie Liushui" didn't mind, just looked at Han Qingyi's direction, seemingly unintentionally With emotion:

"It's really loving."

Chu Xingyun felt that he meant something, even a little pointing at Sang Huai, complaining that he had neglected him during this period of time, and told him to envy others, but this may also be his misunderstanding, maybe he just said it casually, not so much thought.

Chu Xingyun was a little confused. Before Xie Liushui said something casually, Chu Xingyun had heard it and passed it by. Now this person said something casually, but he was thinking in his heart whether Xie Liushui had some other purpose?

He started, did you guard against him?

Why?Why is this happening?

Seeing that he didn't answer, "Xie Liushui" suddenly leaned over, grabbed the half of the thread in front of his belly button, and said with a cheap smile: "Haha, Xiao Yunyun, you are so old, the umbilical cord is not broken yet?"

Chu Xingyun looked at the little finger of his left hand and said seriously: "Your finger is broken."

The half of Xie Liushui's soul thread disappeared long ago. To be precise, when he came out of the coffin ten days ago, the circle of silk thread disappeared from his little finger.

"Haha, yes, when I came out of the coffin that day, the soul-drawing silk disappeared. I didn't expect you to still have it."

"Xie Liushui" said, pretending to be malicious and naive, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, tugging at Xiaoyun's soul thread, trying his best to act as if it was fun, Chu Xingyun just watched quietly stared at him without saying anything.

"Xie Liushui" knows that the half of the soul thread is the biggest difference between him and the original owner. After all, not everyone can have the same body of soul. The original owner and the Chu Xingyun in front of him, I am afraid that the soul body has not been broken. Now he does not have one. This silk thread must be discovered. Instead of being suspected by Chu Xingyun at that time, it is better for him to say it jokingly first.

As soon as he came out of the coffin, he joked about this. Every two or three days, he would go to Chu Xingyun to review it, and instill it in Chu Xingyun from time to time. It was definitely not because he was not Xie Liushui, but because of the The soul silk dissipated by itself, he was the host, so it dissipated faster.

Indeed, the silk thread at Chu Xingyun's belly button is also getting shorter day by day, Chu Xingyun has no doubts for the time being, he glanced at Han Qingyi's dead husband, there is no resurrection in the secret realm, it is just a replica.

But that's someone else's business, Han Qingyi just needs to be happy.

Chu Xingyun didn't want to be alone with "Xie Liushui", and was about to get up to leave. Suddenly, "Xie Liushui" on the ground raised his head and asked:

"Would you be happy if it was you?"

Chu Xingyun stopped and said, "No."

"Why?"

"Because it's fake."

"But for Han Qingyi, the real husband is dead, and he can no longer protect her from the wind and rain. Instead, it is this fake one who treats her well for the rest of his life."

Chu Xingyun lowered his head and asked: "How do you know that the fake one will protect her from the wind and rain, instead of flying separately in the face of disaster?"

"Of course not. If it's a real person, it's a complete person. When you like it, you can share joys and sorrows. But if you change your mind, you can flap your wings and fly out to find another woman. It's different, it's a replica, and he has to rely on Han Qingyi to survive his whole life, to shelter her from the wind and rain, and there is still a chance of life. If they fly separately, it will be a dead end. All living things in the world have the first desire to survive. One, she will naturally be obedient to Han Qingyi, which is much more reliable than her original husband."

Chu Xingyun sneered suddenly, and felt that these words were very funny. He had a similar conversation with Xie Liushui before. Xiao Xie only said at that time that it is not so important to be true or false. good.Just like Han Qingyi, she knew that her late husband was dead, but she was willing to make a fool of herself, that's understandable, but now, Xie Liushui completely said that it was good to lie, which puzzled him.

Once, Chu Xingyun stayed in the city that never sleeps, saw a lot of dirty things between men and women, and experienced bullying and betrayal by his companions.At that time, he felt that the only trustworthy love in this world was family love, which was the innate blood relationship, the unbroken fate, indestructible.Friendship, less so, but if you come and go, as long as there is not too much conflict of interest, it is still passable.Only love is the worst thing in love, the most uncertain thing in this world, the most fragile and despicable, absolutely unbelievable.

Until the age of 13, he fell in love at first sight and threw away his armor and armor.

Chu Xingyun naturally forgot about the snacks when he was a child.When he grew up, he began to realize the preciousness of the last love. Everyone is a complete person, with temper and temperament, but loves to be entangled by each other, like an eagle soaring in the sky, with the vast blue sky and the earth, but always I am willing to take my wings and fall on whose shoulders.

One day, the little eagle is not happy, maybe he will fly away, the rare thing is that he is free, but willing.

This is of course difficult, life is too long, and people’s hearts are changeable, but it is because of this that it is interesting. If you make a mechanical eagle bird, turn the forwarding thread all day long, let it fly away, or rest on your shoulder, it will Naturally, it is very reliable and reassuring, but what's the point?

Chu Xingyun originally planned to say, but when these words came to his mouth, he suddenly lost interest in talking with "Xie Liushui". He was about to leave, but was held back by "Xie Liushui". The appearance of the original owner who is about to cry:

"Am I annoying you?"

When Chu Xingyun saw his pitiful appearance, there was no fluctuation in his heart, and he was ashamed of his indifference intellectually.

Now they are still trapped in the center of the secret realm, and there is no way to get out. Chu Xingyun made up his mind to take Xie Liu Shui'an out of the secret realm first. After the emotional problems go out, let's get together and break up. Since you have changed your mind, don't delay If you follow others, you should constantly suffer from their chaos.

"Brother! Brother! Come and see this way—" Chu Yan jumped over and said, "There is a big fish swimming in the pond!"

Chu Xingyun was overjoyed. They often went to the pond in the cave to drink water and fish, but the human-mask fish in it was thin and long, and they couldn’t fill their stomachs. After ten days, the dry food became less and less, so they had to store some food. He and "Xie Liushui" rushed over to check and asked Chu Yan to wait outside.

Sure enough, there was a half-person-high fish swimming quickly in the water. It was blue, with a spindle-shaped body, a straight dorsal fin, curved like a crescent moon, a beak in the mouth, a raised forehead, and a set of upper and lower jaws, revealing the fine teeth inside. , looks very strange, not like ordinary river fish.

Chu Xingyun frowned slightly: "This monster seems to be from the sea."

But this pool is not salty, could it be that the fish came upstream from the sea?The center of the secret environment happens to be surrounded by sea on all sides. If fish can swim in from the outside, it proves that there is an exit to the outside world under the pool!

Chu Xingyun turned his head and was about to inform others. At this time, the strange fish made a sharp cry and swam around in the water angrily. "Xie Liushui" followed it to observe carefully, and oops:

"This is a little dolphin!"

Chu Xingyun was confused: "Sea... dolphin?"

"Xie Liushui" turned his head and smiled at him: "Did you forget? It was the one we met last time on the deserted island. You and Chu Yan saw so many dolphins for the first time, so happy..."

Chu Xingyun suddenly turned pale and said, "Xie Liushui, what we saw was a whale."

Suddenly, "Xie Liushui" froze. If it was an ordinary person, he would say haha ​​at this moment, saying that he might have made a mistake in his memory, so he just let it go.

But he can't, only he can't, Xie Liushui has amnesia, he can never remember it wrong!

Silence, silence, dead silence spread between the two, only the little dolphins who couldn't swim out were circling irritably in the pool, splashing and splashing.

Chu Xingyun was trembling all over, he thought of the replica "Zhanlian" who had misremembered the person who celebrated the Mid-Autumn Festival with him.

It is too complicated to reproduce a complete person, and sometimes, mistakes will be made in the details.

and so……

Chu Xingyun stared at "Xie Liushui" in front of him, rushed up with a stride, and grabbed him fiercely:

"You are not Xie Liushui at all!"