miss me never forget

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As the train started, someone sat down next to Shen Xin. She turned sideways, covered the phone screen, and replied "yes" slowly.

The word was sent, but the person at the other end didn't know if he saw it, and there was no reply for a long time.

After Shen Xin sat down, sleepiness hit her head and face, as if she had finally passed a checkpoint, she just wanted to take a rest for the time being, and didn't want to move anymore.

His eyelids were heavy, and just as he closed his eyes, the phone in his hand vibrated suddenly.

She lowered her eyes to unlock the screen, and a photo suddenly appeared in her eyes, like a thunderbolt, blasting into her heart with a bang, blowing away her drowsiness.

Shen Xin suddenly put the phone screen down on her lap, and then took a deep breath slowly.

The person sitting on the side turned to look at her, then leaned back on the seat and thought about life with empty eyes.

Shen Xin felt that the person sitting in the same seat was in a really good state, if she could, she would also like to learn how to clear her mind.

After a while, she turned over the phone covering her lap, and re-read the photos sent by Lu Nian.

There wasn't even a face in the photo, and Lu Nian's shoulders and neck were all over the entire screen of the phone.

Lu Nian's neckline was loose, it was obviously torn open, perhaps because of his chin being raised, the neck bone was a bit obvious on the thin white neck, and the tendons were also slightly pulled, and a large piece of the collarbone was exposed underneath. Sophisticated and beautiful.

The red mole on the neck was unusually obvious, and happened to fall into the lens, it was the only eye-catching color on the plain skin.

After Lu Nian sent the photo, he typed and asked, "Is it this mole?"

Shen Xin looked carefully, Lu Nian was clearly still in the station, the environment in the photo should be in the restroom of the station.

It was too much, this kid actually hid in the bathroom and took a picture of her with his neckline open.

Leaving aside other things for the time being, Lu Nian really failed at learning.

Shen Xin looked at it for a while, then changed her sitting position again, crossed her legs together, and leaned against the window.She put on the hat that was on the table, and pressed the brim down hard.

The air conditioner on the train was turned on very low. It should have been very cold, but she was a little hot, irritable and hot, as if there was a fire burning in her heart.

"Why haven't you returned to school?" Shen Xin sent a line.

【Not urgent. 】

With a dry mouth, Shen Xin flicked up the chat history again, her eyes fell on the photo, she moved her fingers, and typed again: "Still at the station?"

【exist. 】

"Turn on the video, girlfriend." After Shen Xin sent it out, she took out the earphones from her pocket, and plugged in the cord uncomfortably.

Lu Nian really sent a video request, and the ringtone requesting a call came out from the sound hole of the earphone, very clear and loud.

Shen Xin turned a little bit towards the window, her shoulder-length hair was hanging down her face, and the phone she was holding was completely blocked.

Lu Nian's face appeared on the screen, she was still in the bathroom cubicle, her neckline hadn't been adjusted, it was still messy and loose.

Shen Xin pursed her lips, lowered her voice and said, "How did you take the picture just now?"

Lu Nian glanced at the screen, then raised her hand and tugged on the collar, the picture slowly moved down, she raised her chin, and turned her head slightly, so that the mole on the side of her neck was exposed in the camera.

As if a little uncomfortable, she swallowed, and her thin white neck moved slightly.

The collarbone on the neckline is very clear, like a smooth mountain winding to the direction of the shoulders, and then blocked by the collar.

"Do you know what I'm thinking?" Shen Xin said slowly.

As soon as the camera on Lu Nian's side moved, his free hand slowly raised up, pointing his fingertips at the mole on the side of his neck, and said calmly, "You want to kiss here."

Shen Xin pressed down on her hat and laughed softly.

"But you can't touch it." Lu Nian continued.

Shen Xin switched legs and crossed

Above, clicked, "Do you think I can touch it?" After speaking, she leaned towards the phone, as if to kiss the screen.

Before she touched it, the screen was interrupted. The video call had ended, and it was switched back to the chat interface between the two.

Shen Xin took a deep breath, she really felt that Lu Nian did it on purpose.

It's amazing, the kids have learned how to play tricks?

She wished she could get out of the car now, put Lu Nian in her pocket, and run away after putting it in.

[I'm back to school. 】

There was a new message at the bottom, Shen Xin looked at it and replied "Yes".

The person sitting next to him came back to his senses, glanced at Shen Xin, and then let his eyes go blank after a while, as if he could be in a daze at any time.

The long road is long, the train passes through the dark tunnel, climbs the mountain, goes from day to dusk, and breaks into the night far away from the hustle and bustle.

It was already the second day when we arrived in X City, and the sky had just dawned.

Shen Xin didn't sleep much at night. Someone in her compartment was snoring deafeningly. She just fell asleep when she was knocked out by the snoring.

Fortunately, she was empty-handed and didn't bring anything, otherwise she would definitely not be able to walk.

In the parking lot outside the station, there was a dark car with its engine on and its lights on. It was clearly Shen's car.

Shen Xin went to open the car door, sat on the back seat and stretched her neck, "Let's drive."

The driver was half asleep and half awake. Hearing the voice, he turned his head abruptly, and he breathed out after seeing Shen Xin sitting in the back seat, "When did you get in the car?"

"Just now." Shen Xin said.

The driver drove the car out of the parking lot and raised his hand to turn up the temperature of the air conditioner.

Shen Xin sent a message to Lu Nian, telling her that she got into the car and was going home.

As soon as the message was successfully sent, she turned her head and glanced out the window. This is not the way home, and she was obviously getting farther and farther away from home.

"Uncle Li, how many dishes did you eat, did you drink enough?" Shen Xin said incomprehensibly.

The driver hesitated to speak, and after a while he said, "Madam asked me to take you there."

"Where." The more Shen Xin looked at this direction, the more she felt that something was wrong. Why was she getting farther and farther away from the urban area? She must be going to the suburbs.

"..." The driver stepped on the gas pedal and glanced at the figure reflected in the rearview mirror, "You will know in a while."

After staying on the train for so long, Shen Xin only ate some snacks, her stomach felt a bit empty, and now she was very sleepy, a little dizzy.

After the car stopped, her drowsiness disappeared immediately.

The car didn't drive home, nor did it go to the hotel, but stopped at the entrance of the funeral parlor.

Her mind was blank, and she almost lost her footing when she got out of the car. Her eyes were blurred, and it took a few seconds for her vision to become clear.

"What are you doing here, what do you mean?" Shen Xin immediately turned back to ask the driver, her brows were tightly frowned, her tone was a bit aggressive.

The driver sighed, but he couldn't explain, "Madam is waiting for you inside."

Shen Xin walked inside like stepping on cotton, passed a group of people in black clothes with white flowers pinned to their chests, and slowly clenched the hands hanging by their sides, digging their nails straight into the palms.

When she raised her eyes, she saw her parents standing in the front, facing a coffin.

The incense in the small three-legged tripod was refilled, and the smoke curled up.

After hearing the voice, Mrs. Shen turned her head, waved with red eyes, and said, "Come here."

Shen Xin was stunned. She never thought that Mrs. Shen asked her to come back because of such a thing, but who was lying there, who was it?

She paused, looked around subconsciously, then pressed her lips together and asked, "Where is grandma?"

Madam Shen didn't speak, but beckoned again.

Only then did Mr. Shen turn his head. The always gentle man seemed to have been worn out, his eyes were as deep as a deep well, and the bottom could not be seen, "Come here."

Shen Xin walked over

, suddenly clear.

Her hands trembled a little, and when she inserted the incense into the cauldron, she was almost burned by the candle flame next to her.

Mrs. Shen said again: "After lighting this stick of incense, I have to go."

Shen Xin didn't say a word, as if all her strength had been drained, she insisted on standing up straight.

After the incense was inserted firmly, the coffin was pushed to the cremation room.Shen Xin's ears were buzzing, and she didn't know who handed her an umbrella. She held the black umbrella and propped it on top of the coffin, watching the staff take over the cart and push it into the cremation room.

Through a layer of glass, Shen Xin caught the last glimpse of the person in the coffin, and it was also the first sight she saw after rushing back to City X from Town Z.

It was very hot, and the hot air rising from the ground outside the house was rolling with the wind like a wave.

However, Shen Xin's whole body was so cold that she became stiff, her internal organs seemed to have sucked in the cold air, and it took a long time to let out a breath, like a survivor crawling out of the ice, trembling all over.

On the way back, Shen Xin kept silent, she put on her hat again, the brim of the hat was so low that it almost covered her face, her whole body was covered with a layer of black cloud, making it difficult to see clearly. , but also reject people thousands of miles away.

The car was parked in the garage, the three of them walked into the house not far away, the door creaked shut, and with the sound of closing the door, Shen Xin suddenly took off his hat and threw it on the ground.

"Why did you tell me at this time, is she already sick?" She almost gritted her white teeth.

Mrs. Shen was stunned, silent and did not speak.

"If it weren't for you, how could I not even see grandma for the last time, did you deliberately push me away? It's quite far away, as far as Z town!" Shen Xin said panting.

"Calm down." Madam Shen said.

Mr. Shen was very tired, so he changed his shoes and went to the back room.

"Why did you tell me to calm down? You were the ones who made me go, and now you are the ones who asked me to come back." Shen Xin's eyes were sore, "But you are my mother, can I blame you?"

"We didn't intend to hide things from you about grandma." Mr. Shen turned around and said.

Shen Xin gave a cold snort, her forehead throbbed with pain, "It's really not intentional, it's just that I didn't take me seriously."

"Parents are very tired, don't say that." Mrs. Shen frowned.

"I'm tired too!" Shen Xin's emotions rushed out as if a gate had been opened, her eyes were extremely red.

Mrs. Shen couldn't hold back at all, and cried, "If you are tired, go and rest!"

Shen Xin didn't roll, her whole body was completely exhausted, her legs gave way and she sat on the ground, her head was lowered, her shoulders and neck trembled slightly, her crossed legs were wet.

Madam Shen cried a lot, knelt down to hug Shen Xin, and heard her choked up and said, "She said she would wait for me to come back."

Mr. Shen leaned against the cabinet, took out a cigarette from his pocket with trembling hands, lit it, raised his head and took a puff slowly, then let it out slowly, venting his emotions silently.

It was rare for the three of them to sit completely in the living room, but each of them sat in a different place, all of them looked absent-minded.

Only then did Mrs. Shen talk about the reasons why she decided to let Shen Xin go to Z, including but not limited to Mrs. Shen's alma mater mentioned at that time.

The old lady only found out the problem half a year ago. At that time, Shen Xin was still preparing for the Qi Wu competition overseas, and her mind was not on her studies at all.

Originally, Mrs. Shen and Mr. Shen didn't intend to transfer Shen Xin to another school, but the old lady mentioned it once.

Shen Xin has always been able to get along anywhere, and it doesn't matter which school she goes to in the city. Instead of wandering around in the city, she might as well go to Z Middle School. Under the eyes of the Shen family, if they didn't do well in the college entrance examination, they would find a way to go abroad. If they could pass the exam, it would be very good.

"At that time, your father and I went to Z to present the award. She was very happy when she learned that you had won the award." Mrs. Shen paused, "She thought it was a good decision for you to stay in Z. If something happened suddenly , maybe you won't be affected, but I thought about it for a long time, and I think you should come back and take a look." Madam Shen said.

Shen Xin didn't speak.

Mrs. Shen was silent for a while and then said: "She supports you in playing these things, but she doesn't want you to focus on these low-end things."

Shen Xin immediately wanted to refute that it wasn't something unfashionable, she frowned tightly, and held back when she was about to speak.

Although Mrs. Shen's way of reporting was a bit biased, she couldn't refute it.

Shen Xin went up the stairs in a daze, and sank into the soft mattress.

Her father didn't speak until she returned to the room, and then quietly sent a message, to the effect that there is no situation where she doesn't take her seriously, and he just hopes that she can have her own choice.

Shen Xin thought for a while, compared to other rich daughters and princes in the circle, she lived a little more comfortable life, so comfortable that she almost acted recklessly.

It's just that she was suddenly at a loss. If she didn't play Qi Wu and knocked out her previous hobbies, what else could she do in the future, and she had to go home and inherit the family business.

Oh, she can't get ahead, so she can only be forced to go home and inherit the family business. It's a bit funny to say.

Shen Xin was in a hurry to find someone to talk to, and the avatars in the list were all lit up. She didn't really want to tell Lu Nian about it, but she couldn't help but knocked over: "I'm home."

【Um. 】

Shen Xin didn't hold out hope at first, but she didn't expect that when she happened to throw away her mobile phone, Lu Nian suddenly sent back a message.

"No class?" Shen Xin was stunned, and after replying, she went to look through the calendar, only to find that today is the weekend, she was so dazed that she even forgot the time.

【weekend. 】

"At home?" Shen Xin asked again.

Lu Nian only replied one word, asking and answering, just like a child.

Shen Xin remembered that she had given Lu Nian a key to the rental house before, and she secretly asked expectantly, "Is it at your house or mine."

【your home. 】

Shen Xin called Lu Nian, put the phone to her ear, turned the volume to the maximum, and said, "I'm lying on the bed."

[I'm also on the bed. 】

Lu Nian's voice was soft and soft, and after hearing only one sentence, Shen Xin felt as if she was lying on a ball of soft sand, a little warmth slowly grew in her chest, and flowed through her whole body along with the blood.

"I want to hug you." Shen Xin said again.

【…】

"If you want to wrap your hands around your waist, you'd better pull up the hem of your clothes, not even a millimeter away." Shen Xin spoke slowly, her voice hoarse due to exhaustion.

"Put you in my arms, put your chin on your shoulders, and even turn your head to rub your cheeks with your lips."

"I can't let go of the red mole on the side of my neck. If possible, I want to leave my teeth marks on it."

Her voice was getting lower and lower, almost silent.

【Then what. 】Lu Nian's soft voice came from the speaker of the phone.

After a while, Lu Nian didn't hear Shen Xin's answer. She turned up her voice to the loudest, and heard a gentle breathing sound from the phone, and the person on the other end seemed to be asleep.

She froze for a moment, Shen Xin's words just now echoed in her ears, her ears were a little red, as if she was really hugged tightly, but the speaker fell asleep.

The duration of the call was still slowly increasing, but there was still no movement from Shen Xin.

Lu Nian pursed her lips, and clenched her hands tightly on the quilt. After a while, she loosened her teeth and said, "Sister Shen."

Still no one answered.

She lay on her stomach and buried her head in the quilt. It took a long time before she could make a sound from between her lips and teeth. She wasn't afraid that the person on the other end of the phone would hear her, since she was already asleep anyway.

"..."

"Can you do it?" Lu Nian said in a muffled voice.