I had a crush on her and finally broke up

It was already one o'clock at night when we arrived at P City Airport.

In fact, Fu Ying was eager to come back after hearing about Yan Shuang's story, but she still had to escort the group of people on board with her comrades-in-arms, and returned with the ship all the way, and then returned to the local area. Bought a plane ticket and flew over.

Just after coming out of the airport, she hesitated in her heart.

At this time, most people were already asleep. Although she really wanted to see Yan Shuang soon, this time was obviously not suitable.

She regretted that she didn't ask about Yan Shuang's residence at that time, so even if she couldn't see anyone, she could go downstairs to her house and wait, and she would feel more peaceful in her heart.As long as she has a certain direction, waiting is already a habit for her, just like she can lie motionless in the rainforest for days in ambush in order to catch the cunning enemy.

And now, because she has no specific goals, she is rarely at a loss.After hesitating for a moment, he still couldn't help sending a message to Yan Shuang, asking for her address.

Just sending a message, if she is already asleep, she should not be woken up, if not, then the two can meet earlier, Fu Ying comforted herself in her heart, and pressed the send button.

Unexpectedly, Yan Shuang's video request was sent in the next moment.

"Are you at the airport?" She immediately recognized where Fu Ying was, with a smile on her face, "Wait there for a while, I'll pick you up."

No need to ask, Fu Ying appeared at this place at this time, and specially sent a message to ask for her address. There is a high probability that work has come to an end, and she came to see her by the way.Fortunately, Yan Shuang has just returned home from work today, so she can spare some time.

While speaking, she even started to think about what reason she should use to ask for leave tomorrow.

"No need." Fu Ying said immediately, "Tell me the address, and I'll take a taxi there."

"Are you sure? It's your first time here, I should pick you up." Yan Shuang said.

"I don't want to stay here and wait." Fu Ying said.Having something to do can relieve her anxiety a little bit, but staying where she is and waiting will make her mood worse, "And it will take a long time for you to drive here, although I don't know what your job is today, But I haven't slept yet, so I should be very tired."

"But I also want to see you soon." Yan Shuang looked at her and said.

Fu Ying's expression softened instantly, and she showed a faint smile, "Well, you drive out, I'll take a taxi, and meet on the way, okay?"

Although a good date is like a joint, Yan Shuang thinks it is also very interesting, she immediately nodded and agreed, changed clothes and drove out.

An hour later, the two met in the city.

Although the relationship has changed, it may be because they haven't seen each other for a long time. After Fu Ying got in the car, neither of them showed excessive intimacy, but they could not help but pay attention to each other with their eyes.

Yan Shuang started the car and asked, "Why are you here at this time?"

She didn't ask about Fu Ying's job, because many jobs have confidentiality regulations, and they are not something that can be used for chatting.

Fu Ying turned her head to look at her for a while, and then said, "Because I also want to see you soon."

"Don't do this," Yan Shuang lowered her head and laughed, "I still have to drive, so I can't be distracted." Even so, she freed her right hand to hold Fu Ying's hand in front of her, and was immediately held tightly by the other side. Hold on.

The road conditions were not complicated and could be handled with one hand, but Yan Shuang didn't take her hand back.

Touching each other obviously relieved both of them a lot.They didn't speak any more, just maintained this posture, and drove back to Yan Shuang's residence.

Get off the car, get on the elevator, and swipe your card to enter.

Before Yan Shuang had time to turn around and close the door, her whole body was supported by a gentle but firm force and pressed against the door panel.The door lock made a "click" sound and locked.And the person in front of her also leaned forward without hesitation, lowered her head and kissed her.

It was a slightly eager kiss, as if to verify the existence of the other party. Both of them moved with a little force, and it was unknown whose lips were broken, which made the kiss smell a bit bloody, but it was even more It's addictive.

Until the last trace of oxygen in the chest cavity was exhausted, they separated while panting, but still maintained an intimate posture, their bodies were pressed tightly together, forehead to forehead, tip of nose to tip of nose, and each other's rapid breathing and how A heartbeat like a drum.

"It's not like you to be so active." After her breathing calmed down a little, Yan Shuang began to tease the other party.

When we parted last time, she clearly only used her eyes to ask for kisses, but she didn't know that the active novice, passive and clumsy, now seemed to have suddenly upgraded, which made Yan Shuang a little unaccustomed.

"You said that when I want to kiss you, I can move my mouth." Fu Ying whispered.

Yan Shuang smiled, "Do you remember what I said?"

"I remember." Fu Ying nodded.They always get together less and leave more. When they parted, they could only pick out every word the other party said from their memories and savor it over and over again.Fu Ying has received professional training, and her memory is already very good, let alone reviewing it all the time?

Yan Shuang obviously understood what she meant, put her arms around her neck, and kissed her again, "Then I should give you a little reward, right?"

It's hard to say whether the reward was given by her or Fu Ying got it by herself. They vented their longing for each other unscrupulously in the dark until they were exhausted.

Yan Shuang felt that Fu Ying was caressing the scar on her calf. She seemed to be particularly concerned about it tonight, and even got overly excited in the middle, and bit it lightly with her teeth a few times. It didn't hurt, but it was very itchy.She lay down for a while, recovered a little strength, and asked, "What happened to my scar? Did you suddenly find it very beautiful?"

"Why didn't you tell me?" Fu Ying asked.

There was no light in the room, and she could trace the shape of the wound with her fingers, which really looked like a gunshot wound.

Yan Shuang hadn't reacted yet, "Tell you what?"

Fu Ying mentioned a place name, Yan Shuang was taken aback for a moment, then finally understood, she turned her head to look at Fu Ying with a smile, "It seems that your mission this time is related to that place, and... heard something about me ?”

She thought for a while, and then said, "I just don't think it's necessary. I said it as if I was very noble. In fact, I just did what I could."

Many people know that Yan Shuang has been abroad for a few years, and the first reaction will be that she went abroad to enjoy, just like many people who have nothing to do and travel in Europe and the United States in the name of "study tour".

Yan Shuang herself should be very aware of this misunderstanding, but she never thought of explaining it.

What she did, just be worthy of herself, there is no need to explain it to others.As for Fu Ying, it's not that she didn't want to talk about it, but compared to what Fu Ying did, she was just making trouble.Tell Fu Ying this, she will think it is ignorant show off.

Fu Ying stared at her, then lowered her head and kissed her on the forehead.

When they got acquainted, Yan Shuang came back not long ago and started preparing for her first show.

At that time, she might not have felt the magic of life encounters.Two people who should have nothing to do with each other suddenly have an intersection, and even start to run side by side. This is a problem that cannot be solved by any probability science, and it is also the wonder of life.

But it turns out that this fate also hides a more legendary and tortuous secret.

She thought they were completely different people, and even wondered whether Yan Shuang could really understand the difficulties she faced in her career, but she found out that the other party had the same beliefs as herself and was doing the same thing.

This thought stirred her up, and it was also the reason why she couldn't wait to see Yan Shuang.But now seeing Yan Shuang downplaying it, it seems that she didn't take that dangerous experience to heart at all, instead...it's hard to describe this feeling, the only thing Fu Ying is sure of is that she loves this person even more.

"Then you don't have to lie to me and say it's the drawbridge effect, right?" She pressed hard on the scar that still tortures Yan Shuang, "If there is really a drawbridge effect, it should be someone who met there who is right .”

It is more reasonable to fall in love with someone at the moment of life and death in that war-torn land.Compared with such vigor and vigor, the small-scale landslide on that rainy night was nothing at all.

Fu Ying even gave options in a serious manner, "For example, the doctor who operated on you is quite handsome."

Yan Shuang was amused by her.Finally figured out why Fu Ying was so abnormal today, she was not in a hurry, and simply picked up the topic in a decent manner, "Maybe it's because I only like women, and his gender is wrong?"

"What about the nurse next to him? There are also many local residents."

"...Maybe they are not good-looking enough?" Yan Shuang sighed deliberately, "It turns out that I am also a person who looks at faces, will you be more disappointed?"

"No, looking at my face at least shows that my appearance is in line with your aesthetics, which is better than the suspension bridge effect." If it is really the suspension bridge effect, it means that it was not me who appeared there at the time, but someone else, Yan Shuang They may also fall in love with each other.

Yan Shuang raised her hand and touched her face, annoyed and funny, "I just found out today that you are such a narrow-minded person?"

"Really?" Fu Ying held her hand, "I've always been like this."

"Is there a story?" Yan Shuang could not help frowning when she heard that her tone was not right.

"It's not really a story." Fu Ying lay down next to her, pulled her into her arms and hugged her tightly, "It's a boring family problem. My mother is a very controlling person. I'm the only child. What school to go to, and what to wear today, all have to be arranged by her. Because she is a member of the military, she must go to the military academy, enter the government after graduation, and get married when she is old enough. She has even looked for a future son-in-law."

"After graduating from university, I joined my current unit, and I fell out with my family." Fu Ying's voice carried a certain depressive emotion, "I always remember what she said to me at the time: If you and I must go, then she Just treat me as dead, so as not to be sad in the future."

"So, I just pretended to be dead." So when she first joined the army, she was crazy about doing tasks, and she fought with the determination to die every time.Perhaps because of this, each task can be completed very well, and the promotion is much faster than his peers.

But she didn't die after all.

How hurtful should such words come from the mouth of a biological mother?Yan Shuang also hugged her back, and asked after a while, "What about your father?"

Fu Ying sighed, "He has been controlled by my mother all his life, he has no sense of resistance, and I am not allowed to resist."

Yan Shuang patted her on the back lightly.

Fu Ying said again, "So I was very repulsed to establish a long-term and stable relationship with others. You said that we would have many difficulties together, and we couldn't be as close as ordinary couples. In fact, it was a good thing for me, no I feel that I am bound by another person. So I can't give up my career for you, Yan Shuang, I'm sorry."

"Why do you have to apologize?" Yan Shuang was surprised, "I will not give up my career for you. Thinking about it this way, we are indeed suitable in all aspects."

"But I regret it a little now." Fu Ying raised a hand and gently stroked Yan Shuang's face, "I'm beginning to be reluctant to leave you."

Yan Shuang smiled lightly.

Fu Ying was a little annoyed, "It's funny, isn't it? I also think I'm ridiculous, capricious, and I can't even understand myself."

"When you're in a relationship, it's not a shortcoming, is it?" Yan Shuang kissed her randomly on the face, and said with a smile, "Actually, I also hate you, if it wasn't for the secrecy of your army station, if it wasn't for our relationship It’s impossible to be recognized, I just want to join the army.”

"Really?" Although she knew it was impossible, Fu Ying was still secretly happy.

"Fake." Yan Shuang rubbed her hair, "But I don't think there is no questionable part. Now our career is still in the development stage, it is a pity to give up, and it will even become a lifetime regret. But we can plan in ten-year or even 20-year cycles.”

Fu Ying said thoughtfully, "Ten years later, my physical fitness, reaction ability, memory and other aspects will gradually decline, which will not be as good as it is now. At that time, I will probably retreat to the second line and transfer to a management position."

"As for me, I just received letters of appointment from several TV stations. Ten years later, if I can't be the director and deputy director of the station, at least I will be the head of a certain department, right? At that time, I won't need to do everything myself like now, and the working hours will be relatively short. Be more stable." Yan Shuang also said.

By that time, they should also be able to transfer more energy to the small family of two, and they don't need to get together as much as they do now.

Yan Shuang hooked Fu Ying's finger, "Work hard together?"

"work together."