I had a crush on her and finally broke up

Ruan Yu came out of the shower and saw that Qi Lan was still standing in front of the dining table, holding a bowl in one hand, blankly thinking about something, and didn't even notice that he was approaching, so he couldn't help being surprised, "What's wrong?"

Qi Lan woke up suddenly, almost threw the bowl out of her hand in fright.

She quickly grabbed the bowl with both hands, not daring to turn her head to look at Ruan Yu, and said indiscriminately, "It's nothing... I'll just stand for a while like you."

"What's the use of standing like this?" Ruan Yu smiled and reached out to take the bowl in her hand, turned around and walked into the kitchen, "Are you too tired today? Go and rest, I'll do it."

"Shall I come?" Qi Lan followed behind her, anxiously wanting to take the bowl back, "How can I make you do this?"

"Why can't I do it? Occasionally, I should share some of the housework for you. You can't just push all the housework to you." Ruan Yu said, "Besides, in fact, it is easier to generate inspiration when doing housework."

"Really?" Qi Lan was skeptical, but Ruan Yu had already put the bowl in the sink and turned on the tap.She had no choice but to withdraw her hand and whispered, "Then I'll take a shower first."

Ruan Yu glanced back at her back, and couldn't help frowning slightly.

Normally, when she occasionally does these chores, Qi Lan will always stay by her side to haunt her, not only to accompany her, but also to spend time with her. After all, Qi Lan dare not disturb her at will when she is doing business.Her performance today is indeed a bit strange.

But Ruan Yu didn't think much about it. After washing the dishes, he took his mobile phone and went back to the living room. When he saw the message from Yan Shuang, he replied, "When did you come back? Find a time to get together and catch up with you."

Yan Shuang: Settling down for the next two days, Friday.

Ruan Yu wrote this matter down in the memo, and when Qi Lan came out of the bathroom, he told her again, "I have a friend who I haven't seen in a long time and just came back from abroad. I made an appointment to go out for dinner next Friday. It's a welcome for her." Wash the dust. Remember to remind me when the time comes."

Qi Lan had just sorted out her mood in the bathroom and pretended to be nonchalant, but when she heard Ruan Yu's words, she paused in her footsteps, feeling that the previous psychological construction was in vain.

"Okay." She responded sullenly.

There are many questions I want to ask, but every topic is turned on the tip of my tongue, and she swallows it back.

Can't ask.

Fortunately, Ruan Yu just mentioned it casually, and said, "Lanlan, bring me the hair dryer."

Qi Lan turned around to get the hair dryer and came back, seeing that Ruan Yu was still holding the phone in his hand, she said, "Let me blow it for you."

"Okay, I'll blow it for you after it's over." Hearing this, Ruan Yu said without raising his head, and turned his body sideways very naturally to facilitate Qi Lan's movements.

This was a habit that Ruan Yu developed after the two got together. Qi Lan suddenly felt a little better when she saw her almost unconscious movements.At least now she is by her side, the person living with her is himself.

No matter who he is, he can never take Ruan Yu away from him.

It's just that I have something on my mind, and I can't fall asleep even when I lie on the bed.Although she was careful and didn't make any noise, Ruan Yu still noticed it.

"Can't sleep?" She pressed Qi Lan's shoulders, propped up her body slightly, and leaned over to look at her face, "You're a little strange today, what happened, can't you tell me?"

"No..." Qi Lan was a little annoyed that she couldn't hide the matter, she pulled the quilt to cover her face, her voice came through the cotton, "It's nothing, I'm asleep."

Ruan Yu was annoyed and amused by this deception, "It's about me, isn't it? So you can't tell me." She thought about what happened today, and asked tentatively, "Is it because of Ye Siyun?" ?”

Qi Lan was still worried at first, but when she heard the last sentence, she breathed a sigh of relief.For some reason, she just felt that she was in such a mood that she could not see others, especially Ruan Yu, and she didn't want her to see herself like this.

She thought for a while, then pulled down the quilt, revealing a pair of eyes, looking at Ruan Yu.

Finally reacted, Ruan Yu thought he had guessed the truth, so he was relieved.

She reached out and rubbed Qi Lan's head, and said with a smile, "Don't mention her, I'm done with her long ago, and it's absolutely impossible to get back together." Fearing that Qi Lan wouldn't believe it, she thought about it, and then asked, "You know How did I break up with her?"

"It's not that she brought people home..." Qi Lan said.

"That's the case, but the scene of the breakup was also very lively," Ruan Yu said.

For the sake of face, she didn't mention this matter to anyone, even Zhang Lingling and Gu Chunzhi didn't know about it, but seeing Qi Lan's pitiful look, she felt that if it made her feel at ease, it would be okay to say it, "She At that time, I probably knew that I couldn't tolerate this, and since I tore my face, I spit out all the things I usually want to say but dare not say."

She said with a self-deprecating smile, "I didn't even know that she had so much resentment and dissatisfaction with me. She said that I was superior and domineering, and I had to occupy an absolute control position even on the bed. I felt that I was The servants and pets around me have no status at all. Said that I... never regarded her as an equal lover, she just couldn't stand these, so she wanted to go out to find comfort. "

"Nonsense!" Qi Lan was looking for a random reason to cover up her concerns, but she didn't expect that there was such an inside story in it, so she couldn't help being very angry.

"It's not really nonsense." Ruan Yu thought for a while, and said objectively, "Actually, from the very beginning, I was with her not because of the deep relationship, but because we are suitable for each other, and we both want to establish a long-term and stable relationship. It's just that I thought it was an equal relationship, but she felt that she was making compromises and pleasing me. So she has to find someone who is willing to please her and worship her, so as to be psychologically balanced."

She said a digression, "After breaking up with her, I sometimes wonder if Lin Shen and Zhang Lingling are together, does this happen occasionally? So I have been persuading Zhang Lingling to bow her head, maybe there is still a chance to redeem it. But From here, since Ye Siyun chose to cheat, she didn't even feel that she was wrong until they broke up, so of course I won't give her a second chance."

"So, you don't actually like her much, do you?" Qi Lan suddenly asked softly.

This question is a bit embarrassing to say the least.But Ruan Yu thought she was asking this just for peace of mind, so she nodded and said, "You can say that. But when we were together, I did seriously plan the future of the two of us, but it's not necessary now."

Qi Lan lowered her eyes, her heart was so sour that it felt like two buckets of vinegar had been spilled.

She never cared about Ye Siyun, because she knew very well that it was another person who made Ruan Yu love with all his enthusiasm.

While complaining about herself, her forehead suddenly felt warm, Ruan Yu moved a little closer and asked her, "Do you think I am superior and domineering?"

"Ok?"

"Sometimes I think, maybe it's because I really don't care much about Ye Siyun, so I didn't notice her negative emotions." Ruan Yu said, "Since the lessons learned from the past are here, of course we can't repeat the same mistakes. So I have to ask Let me ask you, do you think I hate you?"

"Of course not." Qi Lan shook her head hastily. In her eyes, Ruan Yu is the best in the world. How could she hate it?

In order to emphasize her own meaning, she thought about it, and then whispered, "Even if you are really high and domineering, I would like it."

"Small mouth is so sweet." Ruan Yu smiled, leaned over and kissed her, "You know, Ye Siyun asked me today, you are so young, what can you understand, can you satisfy me in bed?"

Qi Lan's eyes widened suddenly, and she was so angry that she almost jumped up from the bed.

At this moment, Yan Shuang leaned back first, she had to slap that smelly and shameless bitch Ye to death first!

When Ruan Yu saw her reaction, the smile on her face became wider, and she slowly stroked Qi Lan's cheek, "Actually, I really wanted to answer her, you know everything, you are young and enthusiastic, and you are better than her who thinks she is begging for perfection. It's much better. It's just that I really disgust her and don't want to bring up this kind of topic with her."

Qi Lan's face turned red, and the anger that had just surged up in his heart was dispelled by Ruan Yu's few words, and he ran off to nowhere, only the person in front of him was in his eyes.

She can always poke the softest part of her heart just right, as if she was born to restrain herself.

But it is so sweet.

"That's it," Ruan Yu's fingers gently brushed her eyelids, "When you look at me with this kind of eyes, I always feel that I will be melted by you. As long as you open your mouth, I will give you whatever you want... ..."

The last sound disappeared in Qi Lan's subsequent kiss.

She felt that there were countless emotions surging and swelling in her heart, and she had to do something to calm them down.

Ruan Yu would never mention these things, and Qi Lan knew that she thought she cared about Ye Siyun's existence, so she said it out to comfort herself.How can she be so good?So good that Qi Lan almost wanted to cry.

The more this happened, the more she couldn't let go.Even if he knew that the person Ruan Yu liked was not him, he still couldn't help but indulge in it.

In fact, Ruan Yu had told her clearly about this matter from the very beginning.She said that all she wanted now was comfort and company, and she said that Qi Lan was not her type.At that time, she could see it clearly, but Ruan Yu was so kind that she couldn't help but want more.

Then do your best, even if it's just comfort, she must do her best, engrave her enthusiasm into Ruan Yu's bone marrow, and let her taste the marrow.

You have to work hard all your life to make you happy today.