I had a crush on her and finally broke up
Chapter 21 I miss you
"It's a foul for you to do this..." Ruan Yu couldn't help but sighed, and raised his hand to rub her head.No matter how much anger she had, she couldn't express it so simply and neatly.
Qi Lan has always asked her for anything, even if she loses her sense of proportion, it is justifiable.
"Aren't you angry?" Sensing Ruan Yu's comfort, Qi Lan raised her face to look at her and asked in surprise.
Ruan Yu thought for a while and said, "Of course you are angry, but... I never had high expectations for your moral level, so it's not too unexpected for you to do such a thing."
"What?" These words were too convoluted, Qi Lan was at a loss at first, and when she understood each word and figured out its meaning, she almost jumped up from the ground, "I haven't done anything excessive, have I?" , why do you think so?"
What kind of image is she in Ruan Yu's eyes? !
"You can't blame me. You have always acted like you know everything about me. I thought you had investigated my ancestors for eighteen generations according to the usual practice." Ruan Yu frowned slightly, "This kind of investigation is always wrong. It will be all legal, but in your capacity, it is not difficult to do it, we all know that."
It's just that as a public figure, most of Ruan Yu's information is disclosed to the public, and my understanding of privacy is not the same as that of ordinary people, and Qi Lan behaves like her fan, which is barely acceptable.
But at that time, she didn't think that someone like Qi Lan would be suitable for her, so she refused mercilessly.
When Qi Lan heard this, she couldn't even care about being sad, she straightened her neck and said loudly, "I didn't!"
Fearing that Ruan Yu would not believe her, she eagerly explained, "I have checked your information, but all of them have been made public. At most... At most, I checked a little more carefully than everyone else, so what I know is also a little more detailed. More than others, but I have never used any illegal means! Even the address of your home was only known by an accident."
"What accident?" Ruan Yu was a little surprised.
Qi Lan's eyes drifted to the side, and she said with a guilty conscience, "Just... I caught you walking by the side of the road once, and I seemed to be in a bad mood. I was afraid that something would happen, so I drove all the way with you and sent you home. But It was really just an accident, and I had absolutely no other thoughts at the time!"
"When did this happen?" Ruan Yu was really surprised.Why can't she remember the time when she was in such a bad mood that she showed it in front of passers-by.
"I just... can't remember clearly, anyway, it must have happened!" Qi Lan also skipped the topic vaguely, "I have explained everything, it's really just this time, Ruan Yu, you Believe me."
"I believe it." Ruan Yu said.
Qi Lan didn't seem like the kind of deep-minded person at first, otherwise she wouldn't have noticed it after getting along for so long.
But the more this happened, the more worried Ruan Yu was, she rubbed Qi Lan's head again, and sighed, "If this is the case, then it is my fault."
Qi Lan suddenly became anxious.Although she heard this time that Ruan Yu really thought so when she said this, not that she was planning to give up on herself, Qi Lan still couldn't accept her way of taking all the faults on herself.
She raised her body and looked at Ruan Yu, "Obviously I did something wrong, how could it be your fault?"
"According to what you said, you have been paying attention to me for a long time, and even opened a store near my house, but before this, you have never surpassed anything. You could restrain yourself before, but after you were with me, you did this instead Is it not my fault?" Ruan Yu said.
Qi Lan frowned tightly, always feeling that Ruan Yu's words sounded wrong, but she wanted to refute but didn't know what to say, so she could only shake her head desperately, "No, it's my fault, it has nothing to do with you. You How can you say that to yourself?"
"It's indeed my fault. Maybe I indulged you too much and let you have no scruples, or maybe I gave you the wrong signal, so you didn't hesitate to make mistakes." Ruan Yu analyzed seriously.
As the older party, she believes that she has the responsibility to discipline and guide Qi Lan during the process of the two of them getting along.Qi Lan made a mistake, so she is also jointly and severally responsible.
But Qi Lan felt even more uncomfortable.Ruan Yu blamed herself, which made her feel more uncomfortable than punishing her and neglecting her.
"Don't say it," she said with her face on Ruan Yu's thigh, her eyes were red, "It's all my fault, it's me... I want to monopolize all your time, and let your eyes only Seeing me alone. It's because I'm jealous that Zhang Lingling can get your attention, and I don't want her to take your attention away. It's because I don't want to be separated from you for a whole afternoon and a night, and I don't want to stay at home alone and think about it... "
It is obviously difficult for Qi Lan to show her darkest, most selfish, and most unbearable side in front of Ruan Yu.
She didn't want Ruan Yu to see herself so ugly, let alone accept her trial.If Ruan Yu fears or even loathes her because of this, she has no idea what to do.
But she was even more unwilling to deceive Ruan Yu and make her blame herself for her mistakes.
After saying this, she didn't know how to face Ruan Yu, so she simply closed her eyes, "That's it, I, I am a terrible person...so it's all my fault and has nothing to do with you."
Finally forced her to speak out what was in her heart, although Ruan Yu had expected it, but when she really heard her confession, she still couldn't help frowning.
She looked down at Qi Lan.At some point, Qi Lan slid off the sofa and sat on the carpet with her arms tightly hugging Ruan Yu's calf, only burying her face in her lap.It's a very dependent gesture, but one that also smacks of escape.
From Ruan Yu's perspective, Qi Lan's expression could not be seen, but her posture already explained the problem.Ruan Yu's heart softened, he sighed slightly, and said, "Okay, now it's pointless to argue whose fault it is. But Qi Lan, you should also realize that your mentality is not quite right, right?"
Qi Lan gave a vague "hmm".
Ruan Yu said, "You have been with me all this time, and you regard me as the center of your life, so once I leave, you will feel panic, and even start to think wildly, and then want to confirm whether your guess is right or wrong, It’s not too surprising to do such a thing.”
"It's still my fault," she said with some emotion, "Actually, I hesitated at the beginning whether to move here to live with you so soon, but..." It's just that getting along with Qi Lan is indeed a pleasant thing. She also didn't consider Qi Lan's change of mind.
Hearing these words, Qi Lan didn't even care about running away, she hurriedly raised her head, looked at Ruan Yu eagerly, "Don't move away!"
Seeing this, Ruan Yu sighed inwardly again.The current problem cannot be solved by her moving away.If she leaves at this time, Qi Lan's situation will probably get worse.In the final analysis, this matter has something to do with her, Ruan Yu couldn't do anything to harm his good child, so he slapped his ass and left.
"No." She gave an affirmative answer first, making Qi Lan's heart sink, and then said, "I won't move, but you have to go out to work."
The topic suddenly went back to the beginning, Qi Lan was stunned, "Why?"
"I also said before that you are like this because you regard me as the center of your life. But how can there be only one other person in a person's life? You also became like this because our relationship is progressing too fast. Irrational. This state is dangerous, and it is not good for you. Therefore, it may be helpful to properly distance the distance between us and go out to have a look." Ruan Yu explained slowly.
Qi Lan reluctantly lowered her head, like a student who went crazy on vacation, unwilling to go back to school immediately to study hard.
She whispered, "But I can't bear you."
Ruan Yu knew at a glance that she had listened to what he said, but she was unwilling to accept it.She thought for a while and said, "Qi Lan, do you know what you look like now?"
"What?" Qi Lan turned around and asked.
Ruan Yudao, "When I was young, there was a water park next to my house. Every day, many children came to play accompanied by their parents. It was very enviable. The children around me went to play one after another, and they started bragging when they came back. After playing, I couldn’t join the topic and was once isolated. My father wanted to take me there, but my mother said that the water park was very expensive, and one visit was equivalent to half a month’s food money for our family. I was already sensible at that time, So I never once said that I wanted to go, but every time I passed by, I would look at the children playing in it with envious eyes, thinking, it would be nice to go once!"
Qi Lan has never felt this kind of material confinement.Attracted by Ruan Yu's words, she couldn't help raising her head to look at her.
But the expression on Ruan Yu's face was not sad, and even had a bit of nostalgia.It seems that such a hard day is a beauty worth savoring carefully for her today.
The tip of Qi Lan's nose was sour, and she quickly lowered her head again.
She knew that Ruan Yu's father was a firefighter who died in an accident when she was seven or eight years old.The work of the firefighters was very busy, and Ruan Yu was still young at the time, so there were probably only a few pictures of her father left in her memory.
On the one hand, Qi Lan was happy that Ruan Yu was willing to share her childhood memories with her, on the other hand, she really regretted her recklessness today.
The better the memory, the more heart-wrenching it will be when it ends.
Ruan Yu didn't notice the change in her expression, and continued, "But on my birthday, my father came back suddenly, and took me to the water park with my mother."
"I was going crazy with joy at that time. In front of me was the water park that I was thinking about, and my parents were waiting for me outside. This was the happiest day of my life. So that day, I lingered in the water park for a long time. Ken to leave. Because I know that the water park is so expensive, and my father is so busy with work, I may only come to play once."
"Do you know? You are now like me that day, no matter what you put your eggs in, and you have to have fun." She looked down at Qi Lan, "Because I know this happiness is limited, so I want to be here In this limited time, enjoy it to the fullest."
Qi Lan's heart was shocked, she felt completely seen through and ashamed.She subconsciously avoided Ruan Yu's gaze, not daring to meet her gaze.
Yes, from the very beginning, she felt that she and Ruan Yu might not be together for long.So when she could still stay by her side, Qi Lan showed ten times clinginess, as if she could overdraw her future time and enjoy herself to the fullest.
She thought that she had concealed this state of mind well, but she didn't expect that Ruan Yu would let her out completely when she was caught off guard.
"I really never went to that water park again. At first it was because my family was financially stressed, but within a few years, that water park was closed, so naturally I couldn't go there." Ruan Yu didn't care about her avoidance, and continued, "So I regret it very much when I think about it until now."
"It's not that I regret that I didn't have fun that day, but I regret that I stayed in the water park that day and didn't want to leave. In the end, I was kicked out by the unbearable staff, which left an imperfect end to this memory. At that time, my parents were embarrassed. I still remember the expression."
"Stop talking..." Qi Lan suddenly turned her face away, shouted in a crying voice, and then began to sob softly.
In fact, even if the water park is not closed, even if Ruan Yu can go again, he will never come back that day.Because not long after that, the greatest misfortune in the world will befall this family.
The more casual Ruan Yu's tone was, the sadder Qi Lan became.
"Why are you crying?" Ruan Yu was also a little out of control by her, and couldn't help but sigh softly, "I just want to tell you that no matter how good something is, or the better something is, the more you have to keep your sanity, enough is enough. , don’t leave any embarrassing endings. In this way, even if you really can’t keep it, at least the memories are beautiful.”
Qi Lan held Ruan Yu's hand tightly, looked up at her, and said intermittently while sobbing, "I... I'll go, go to the store tomorrow."
She really knew she was wrong, and if she knew it earlier, she would have simply agreed, so that Ruan Yu's sadness would not be aroused.
Ruan Yu wiped the tears off her face with her fingers, and said softly, "Don't be sad, things haven't gone that bad yet. Besides, you're with me, always thinking that we will be separated in the future, it will also make me feel Troubled. I remember that someone once vowed that as long as I am willing to be with her, one day, I will like her as much as she likes me. "
"Where did that confident Qi Lan go?"
"I..." Qi Lan stared blankly at Ruan Yu, unable to speak for a moment.
She knew that Ruan Yu was good, but she didn't know that she could be so good.It was obviously her own fault, but she didn't get angry or lose her temper. Instead, she spoke softly and opened up the mistake to Qi Lan, letting her know where she was wrong, hoping that she could really correct it. good.
She is so good, maybe it is the reason why Qi Lan is not confident.Unavoidably, she would ask herself in her heart, can she really keep Ruan Yu like this?
But even now, Ruan Yu didn't mean to dislike her at all, but instead took the trouble to guide her.If she still failed her expectations, even Qi Lan would be disappointed in herself.So from now on, I have to cheer up again, and I can't be trapped in the vortex of passionate love like before, thinking that I already have the whole world, which is actually just another way to escape.
She will work hard to make Ruan Yu truly fall in love with her and cannot leave her.
It's not like it is now, she has to focus on herself like a child crying, but she can't help but stare at herself, unwilling to look away.
Just like myself at the moment.
……
The reason why Ruan Yu made such a long speech and analyzed so much is because he was afraid that the well-behaved children of other people's families would become abnormal after being with him. I feel sorry for Qi Lan's parents.
And she believed that Qi Lan did not intend to do this, but she was out of control.It was part of my responsibility to guide her, help her, and prevent her from going astray at this time.
But if you do something wrong, you will be punished.
So that night, Qi Lan hugged the quilt aggrievedly and slept on the sofa in the living room.
Ruan Yu woke up in the middle of the night, feeling a little worried, so he planned to open the door and go out to have a look.Unexpectedly, as soon as the door opened, Qi Lan was wrapped in a quilt and lying on the carpet at the door, sleeping soundly.
"..." This guy is really, he can surprise every time.
Ruan Yu closed the door expressionlessly, pretended nothing happened, and went back to sleep.
The price of sleeping on the ground overnight was terrible. When Qi Lan woke up the next day, she felt sore all over her body, and her whole body was not energetic. ——Of course, the reason for her lack of energy, Ruan Yu thinks it needs to be discussed.
After all, after breakfast, Qi Lan was dawdling when it was time to go out, changing clothes for a while, looking for accessories for a while, and feeling that these shoes were not suitable... In short, he found seventeen or eight reasons, and kept going. refused to go.
"Okay, although you are the boss, it doesn't look good if you go too late." Ruan Yu looked at her tossing around for a while before saying, "I remember that your shop is open 24 hours, right? With a serious look, do you plan to live in the store?"
"It's nothing, I'm leaving now, and I'll be back after get off work!" Qi Lan was afraid that Ruan Yu would change her mind and let her make the store her home, so she quickly grabbed her coat and blew out the door like a gust of wind.
Three seconds later, the gust of wind returned.Qi Lan leaned in front of Ruan Yu, stole a kiss without waiting for her to react, and then walked away contentedly.
Ruan Yu watched her leave and closed the door after a while.
I don't know if it's an illusion, there is one person missing, and when I look back at this house, I suddenly feel that it has become much more spacious and deserted.
She pressed the center of her eyebrows and couldn't help but want to laugh.She told Qi Lan a lot of truths yesterday, but in fact, Qi Lan is not the only one who has been affected during this period of time?It's just that she is more mature, more rational, and not as deep-rooted as Qi Lan, so she can still see clearly.
She was not interested in working for a while, so she made herself a pot of tea, picked out a book, and sat down in the garden to read slowly.
Looking at it, the phone rang.
Ruan Yu thought it was Qi Lan, but picked it up and saw it was Zhang Lingling.Thinking of what happened yesterday, she couldn't help laughing, picked up the phone, and teased, "Are you awake?"
"Ruan Yu, are you human? Thanks to the fact that I regard you as my best friend, I'm drunk, so you just hand me over to Lin Shen?" Zhang Lingling growled on the phone, "You know I woke up early in the morning? What does it feel like to see her when you open your eyes? I just saw a ghost!"
However, this kind of "provoking a teacher to ask a crime" is a lot of venting, so Ruan Yu didn't take it seriously, and said with a smile, "At least Lin Shen's character is trustworthy. If you are drunk like that again, even if she wants to drink Random sex, it is estimated that it is difficult to do it. Am I guessing wrong?"
Zhang Lingling snorted, "Why didn't you stop me when I called?"
This is nonsense.Ruan Yu said, "I thought you wanted to reconcile with her and planned to tell the truth after drinking. How could it get in your way? From this point of view, you didn't vomit?"
"Does throwing up all over the place count?" Zhang Lingling said angrily, "You said that I was drunk to death, spit out the truth! But after waking up, I slapped her, it's not a bad thing. "
"What did you say?" Ruan Yu asked.
"She just likes my background! I told her, don't be so courteous in front of me, and I won't give her any of my resources and contacts in the future!" Zhang Lingling gritted her teeth.
"...what did she say?"
"Just nodded calmly and said 'I got it'. Fuck, what the hell kind of reaction is this? Got it, did she think she was Yongzheng?" Zhang Lingling was indignant, "I want to see how long she can last!"
After what happened yesterday, Ruan Yu has gained a lot of understanding about relationship issues.As soon as Zhang Lingling's tone was heard, she knew that she wanted to make a sense of presence with Lin Shen.Seeing the attitudes of the two, they couldn't tell each other apart for a while, so she didn't say much, and brought up another topic, "By the way, I have something to tell you first."
"what's up?"
"Qi Lan and I are together, so you don't have to bother to match up anymore." Ruan Yu pretended to be indifferent.
Zhang Lingling immediately let out a scream, "What? When did this happen? I don't know why?"
"Hmm... just take it as what happened last night." Ruan Yu said.
It was indeed only last night that she really realized that this is a relationship that needs to be managed.Maybe it was a little hasty and hasty when I made the decision at the beginning, and I didn't think about it for a long time, but now that I've come here, it's like riding a carriage on the road, and I can only work hard to keep the car on the right track.
Zhang Lingling knew it was perfunctory as soon as she heard it, but she never intended to challenge what Ruan Yu was determined not to say.
After chatting for a while, Zhang Lingling got a hangover and had a headache. He wanted to catch up on sleep, so he hung up the phone.
Ruan Yu looked at the time, it was already eleven o'clock, and he would definitely not be able to work this morning, so he began to think about what to eat for lunch.
She didn't think of this when she drove Qi Lan away, and now she is a little embarrassed.She doesn't know how to cook, so it's impossible to start a fire at home, but if she orders takeout, Qi Lan might blow it up if she finds out.If you ordered food from Fisherman's Wharf, wouldn't that affect Qi Lan's work?
In the end, Ruan Yu decided to order takeaway.
The worst thing is to go out and throw away the takeaway box, so that Qi Lan can't see it, or order food at a restaurant that Qi Lan can rest assured, and just keep healthy.
Naturally, he couldn't read the book anymore. Ruan Yu opened the takeaway software, browsed through the various stores, and quickly fell into the difficulty of choosing, and began to struggle with which one to eat.
Just as she was hesitating, she suddenly heard a voice in the living room.
Ruan Yu was startled and immediately came back to his senses.Qi Lan is not here, and I am the only one at home, so how did this sound come from?
Could it be... a thief broke into the house?But this is at a height of more than [-] floors, what kind of professional level does this thief need to be able to come in through the window?With this skill, why not make money, why burglary?It would be even more impossible to come in through the door. The access control in this community is all fingerprint locks.
Or did hackers breach the security system of the community?But Qi Lan is just an ordinary rich second generation, so he shouldn't be worthy of someone of this level, right?
With messy thoughts in his mind, Ruan Yu casually grabbed a thick tome next to him as a weapon, walked carefully to the door, and turned the doorknob.
Then he made eye contact with Qi Lan who was standing at the door.
At that moment, she almost didn't realize who the person standing in front of her was, and swung the book out of her hand.Fortunately, this book is really heavy, and it took a lot of effort to pick it up, which gave Ruan Yu 0.1 second of reaction time, allowing her to recognize Qi Lan.
She hadn't thought about it before, but this was the most likely answer.
No snitches, no hackers, just the owner of the house is back, that's all.
"Why are you back?" She frowned slightly and asked.
Qi Lan originally wanted to say "I miss you" coquettishly, but when she saw the thick book in Ruan Yu's hand, she immediately and wisely stopped this thought.She rolled her eyes and said in a hurry, "I... I'll cook for you when I come back!"
"..." It was really an irrefutable reason, Ruan Yu, who was struggling with which takeaway to order just now, felt a little guilty for no reason.
She simply skipped this topic, and said to Qi Lan with a serious face, "You can't do this, and you came back after only going out for more than two hours. This is completely different from what we had imagined before, and it will not help you get out of your current state. benefit."
Qi Lan quickly said, "You can't say that. The patient's rehabilitation in the hospital also pays attention to a step-by-step process! You can't ask me to change it all at once, and we should take it slowly. First, come back at noon every day. So I can stay in the store with more peace of mind in the afternoon. After a long time, we get used to it, so how about going out early and returning late? Besides, I’m not at home, how do you solve the problem of eating?”
Although Ruan Yu is not considered a killer in the kitchen, he is at the level of being able to cook instant noodles, and currently has no intention of learning how to cook.So Qi Lan used this as an excuse, very confidently.
Ruan Yu said, "I can have food delivered."
"I'm worried about the food cooked outside," Qi Lan said immediately, "Since I still have a restaurant, it must be more at ease to eat at my place, right? Then when you order food, there will always be someone in the restaurant to deliver it? I will deliver it , It’s the same reason as other people’s food delivery. This is also part of the job, you can’t refuse, right?”
She may have thought about these words all the way, and now she speaks clearly and logically.
It does sound reasonable.
Although it was fallacious, Ruan Yu didn't intend to argue with her. After thinking about it, he felt that this could be arranged for the time being.Right now, Qi Lan doesn't have any other jobs, she only needs to take care of the store, so she can naturally spare time to go home, and when she has other things to be busy in the future, she will naturally make corresponding changes, and there is no need to be in a hurry.
"Okay, let's do this first." She said, glanced at Qi Lan's empty hands, and said with a half-smile, "You said you were going home to cook, why didn't you even buy food?"
"I'll go buy it later." Finally she nodded, Qi Lan heaved a sigh of relief, the joy on his face was undisguised, and he opened his arms towards her, "However, let me hug you first, okay? I'm here this morning. In the store, I was so patronizing and thinking of you that I didn't hug you when I left."
As she spoke, without waiting for Ruan Yu's answer, she took two steps forward, hugged him into her arms, buried her head in her neck and took a deep breath, before letting go after a while, "Okay, charging is over!"
Ruan Yu just smiled and shook his head, pampering her little coquettishness.
Asking Ruan Yu to make a small concession, Qi Lan was also in good spirits, went to the supermarket to buy vegetables, and went into the kitchen to make lunch.Although Ruan Yu might not be able to help, at this time, she would usually not let Qi Lan stay here by herself, but would come in and talk to her, and occasionally help her out, so that Qi Lan would not feel that she was the only one. Busy by myself.
After lunch, the two sat in the small garden drinking tea to digest food.Qi Lan is like a child with ADHD, always unable to sit still, tossing and turning in her chair, and finally squeezed to Ruan Yu's side, holding a teacup and calling her softly, "Ah Yu."
"What kind of strange name is this? It sounds like flattery." Ruan Yu frowned unbearably.
Qi Lan's eyes widened, this was a title she had only thought about all morning!She felt that what Ruan Yu said was right, the two of them seemed extremely close before, but they were not like normal couples at all.So Qi Lan decided to go through the normal process again.
The first step is to give each other a nickname.
In the end, Ruan Yu got stuck at the first step, and she couldn't help but said in frustration, "Then what do I call you? I can't always call you Teacher Ruan, it's too unfamiliar to call you by your first name directly. It's called Yuyu? It seems a bit strange, Ah...I see! I'll call you Baby Fish!"
"What baby fish? I'm several years older than you." Ruan Yu gestured and rubbed his arms.
"Then I don't care," Qi Lan was rarely disobedient, "Anyway, in my eyes, you are the little baby who needs my care. Baby fish or baby, which one do you choose?"
"... Change it to another one, this is too nasty, how can you say it?" Ruan Yu raised his forehead.
"Nicknames are called grotesque..." In order to prove that she could really scream, Qi Lan straightened up a little, held Ruan Yu's face in her hands, and called out several times, "Baby fish, baby fish, baby fish."
Ruan Yu thought for a while and said, "Whatever you want. When you call it, don't shorten it to 'Yubao'—do you know what Yubao is? It's an animal stomach stone like Bezoar Goubao."
"...you said it so that I can't look directly at the word treasure." Qi Lan raised her hand in surrender, "Then I'd better call you soft. Anyway, your whole body is really soft, especially..."
"...cough cough." Ruan Yu coughed a few times unbearably.
"But it's not suitable to be called in front of outsiders. I'll call you at home. How about calling you Mr. Ruan when you go out? Does it seem that you are very serious, dressed like a beast, and dignified?" Qi Lan said. First laughed out of joy.
Ruan Yu looked up at the sky, "Do you really know how to use idioms? If Professor Qi knows that you use idioms so profligately, will your legs be broken?"
"Anyway, you won't complain to Professor Qi." Qi Lan smiled for a while, got up again, looked at her expectantly and asked, "What about you? What did you call me?"
Ruan Yu thought for a while, "Lanlan?"
"That's what my parents called it, and they're not creative at all." Qi Lan was not very satisfied.
Ruan Yu hastily stated, "Anyway, I will definitely not be able to scream baby blue."
"Forget it, baby or something, let it go with the wind with Niu Huang Gou Bao..." Qi Lan waved her hands vicissitudes of life, "Lanlan is Lanlan."
After deciding on a nickname, Qi Lan was instantly satisfied, leaning on the back of the chair, staring at Ruan Yu.
Although Ruan Yu has long been used to the public eye, it is still hard not to care about being stared at so hotly.After being watched for a while, he stretched out his hand to cover Qi Lan's eyes, "What's wrong with you, why are you always staring at me?"
"Why are you so pretty!" Qi Lan pulled her hand away and praised sincerely.
Ruan Yu had no choice but to rub her hair and give up.
Qi Lan stared at her for a while, then suddenly called her, "Teacher Ruan."
"Ok?"
"I... I'm not very good at liking people yet. If I do something wrong in the future, don't be angry, just teach me like yesterday, okay?" Qi Lan said softly.
Ruan Yu turned to look at her in surprise.
Qi Lan met her gaze and smiled instead, "I'm not stupid, of course I know you are teaching me. In fact, it's scary when you think about it carefully. You used such words to get me in, so that I not only willingly admit Wrong, crying and shouting to go out to work as you said, this is too powerful."
"But I'm still so happy! Do you think I'm sick?" She leaned over and kissed Ruan Yu, her tone was unbelievably gentle, "Of course you are amazing, as long as you are willing, there should be no one in this world that you can't impress But I think, there should not be many people who can make you bother, right? So I am so lucky to be treated so tenderly by you after clearly doing something wrong!"
How to say this feeling, it's a bit like watching "Tian Long Ba Bu" when I was a child, Xu Zhu, a silly boy, under various chances and coincidences, accidentally cracked Su Xinghe's Zhenlong chess game, and became Wu Yazi's closed disciple , and received the 70-year inner power empowerment, not only became a martial arts master in an instant, but also inherited the position of the head of the Xiaoyao Sect.Later, he was designed by Tianshan Child Elder to achieve good things with Princess Xixia.When the Tianshan Child Elder fought with Li Qiushui, he obtained [-]% of the internal strength of the two, and inherited the Vulture Palace logically.Later, he became brothers with Qiao Feng and Duan Yu, and finally got his wish and married his "Meng Gu".
Just astonishingly lucky.
But now, this kind of luck has come to him.
Qi Lan stayed in the shop alone today, without any customers, so naturally she had nothing to do, so she couldn't help thinking about what happened yesterday.She broke up Ruan Yu's words word by word and crumbled them into pieces, and finally figured it out.
It was precisely because she had thought about these things clearly that she felt that she must come back to meet Ruan Yu when her mood was agitated.Even though he knew that Ruan Yu might be angry, he couldn't help but ran back at noon.
When I opened the door, I was apprehensive, but... Ruan Yu was really too gentle, pampering her all the time.
So Qi Lan "made an inch" and started to make new demands.
This kind of experience that there is a conflict between two people, but there is no quarrel, but the conflict is resolved without leaving a trace is really good. It makes people have full confidence in this relationship, and I believe that they will definitely go on like this forever.
However, Ruan Yu can't always worry about these things.Therefore, Qi Lan felt that she should learn more from Ruan Yu. One day, she would be like Ruan Yu yesterday, not paying attention to any obstacles in front of her eyes, and breaking them with a wave of her hand.
At that time, perhaps, she would be able to stand confidently beside Ruan Yu without worrying that she would give up at any time, right?
"Okay, I'll teach you what you want to learn." Meeting her gaze, Ruan Yu couldn't help softening his voice and smiling.
She doesn't have Qi Lan's enthusiasm that can melt people's hearts. The only thing that surpasses her is the extra few years of life experience.Ruan Yu originally felt that he had the responsibility to guide Qi Lan, if his experience could help her avoid a few detours, it would be very worthwhile.
The two looked at each other quietly for a moment in the October sunshine and exchanged a kiss.
At this moment, even the wind is gentle.
Qi Lan has always asked her for anything, even if she loses her sense of proportion, it is justifiable.
"Aren't you angry?" Sensing Ruan Yu's comfort, Qi Lan raised her face to look at her and asked in surprise.
Ruan Yu thought for a while and said, "Of course you are angry, but... I never had high expectations for your moral level, so it's not too unexpected for you to do such a thing."
"What?" These words were too convoluted, Qi Lan was at a loss at first, and when she understood each word and figured out its meaning, she almost jumped up from the ground, "I haven't done anything excessive, have I?" , why do you think so?"
What kind of image is she in Ruan Yu's eyes? !
"You can't blame me. You have always acted like you know everything about me. I thought you had investigated my ancestors for eighteen generations according to the usual practice." Ruan Yu frowned slightly, "This kind of investigation is always wrong. It will be all legal, but in your capacity, it is not difficult to do it, we all know that."
It's just that as a public figure, most of Ruan Yu's information is disclosed to the public, and my understanding of privacy is not the same as that of ordinary people, and Qi Lan behaves like her fan, which is barely acceptable.
But at that time, she didn't think that someone like Qi Lan would be suitable for her, so she refused mercilessly.
When Qi Lan heard this, she couldn't even care about being sad, she straightened her neck and said loudly, "I didn't!"
Fearing that Ruan Yu would not believe her, she eagerly explained, "I have checked your information, but all of them have been made public. At most... At most, I checked a little more carefully than everyone else, so what I know is also a little more detailed. More than others, but I have never used any illegal means! Even the address of your home was only known by an accident."
"What accident?" Ruan Yu was a little surprised.
Qi Lan's eyes drifted to the side, and she said with a guilty conscience, "Just... I caught you walking by the side of the road once, and I seemed to be in a bad mood. I was afraid that something would happen, so I drove all the way with you and sent you home. But It was really just an accident, and I had absolutely no other thoughts at the time!"
"When did this happen?" Ruan Yu was really surprised.Why can't she remember the time when she was in such a bad mood that she showed it in front of passers-by.
"I just... can't remember clearly, anyway, it must have happened!" Qi Lan also skipped the topic vaguely, "I have explained everything, it's really just this time, Ruan Yu, you Believe me."
"I believe it." Ruan Yu said.
Qi Lan didn't seem like the kind of deep-minded person at first, otherwise she wouldn't have noticed it after getting along for so long.
But the more this happened, the more worried Ruan Yu was, she rubbed Qi Lan's head again, and sighed, "If this is the case, then it is my fault."
Qi Lan suddenly became anxious.Although she heard this time that Ruan Yu really thought so when she said this, not that she was planning to give up on herself, Qi Lan still couldn't accept her way of taking all the faults on herself.
She raised her body and looked at Ruan Yu, "Obviously I did something wrong, how could it be your fault?"
"According to what you said, you have been paying attention to me for a long time, and even opened a store near my house, but before this, you have never surpassed anything. You could restrain yourself before, but after you were with me, you did this instead Is it not my fault?" Ruan Yu said.
Qi Lan frowned tightly, always feeling that Ruan Yu's words sounded wrong, but she wanted to refute but didn't know what to say, so she could only shake her head desperately, "No, it's my fault, it has nothing to do with you. You How can you say that to yourself?"
"It's indeed my fault. Maybe I indulged you too much and let you have no scruples, or maybe I gave you the wrong signal, so you didn't hesitate to make mistakes." Ruan Yu analyzed seriously.
As the older party, she believes that she has the responsibility to discipline and guide Qi Lan during the process of the two of them getting along.Qi Lan made a mistake, so she is also jointly and severally responsible.
But Qi Lan felt even more uncomfortable.Ruan Yu blamed herself, which made her feel more uncomfortable than punishing her and neglecting her.
"Don't say it," she said with her face on Ruan Yu's thigh, her eyes were red, "It's all my fault, it's me... I want to monopolize all your time, and let your eyes only Seeing me alone. It's because I'm jealous that Zhang Lingling can get your attention, and I don't want her to take your attention away. It's because I don't want to be separated from you for a whole afternoon and a night, and I don't want to stay at home alone and think about it... "
It is obviously difficult for Qi Lan to show her darkest, most selfish, and most unbearable side in front of Ruan Yu.
She didn't want Ruan Yu to see herself so ugly, let alone accept her trial.If Ruan Yu fears or even loathes her because of this, she has no idea what to do.
But she was even more unwilling to deceive Ruan Yu and make her blame herself for her mistakes.
After saying this, she didn't know how to face Ruan Yu, so she simply closed her eyes, "That's it, I, I am a terrible person...so it's all my fault and has nothing to do with you."
Finally forced her to speak out what was in her heart, although Ruan Yu had expected it, but when she really heard her confession, she still couldn't help frowning.
She looked down at Qi Lan.At some point, Qi Lan slid off the sofa and sat on the carpet with her arms tightly hugging Ruan Yu's calf, only burying her face in her lap.It's a very dependent gesture, but one that also smacks of escape.
From Ruan Yu's perspective, Qi Lan's expression could not be seen, but her posture already explained the problem.Ruan Yu's heart softened, he sighed slightly, and said, "Okay, now it's pointless to argue whose fault it is. But Qi Lan, you should also realize that your mentality is not quite right, right?"
Qi Lan gave a vague "hmm".
Ruan Yu said, "You have been with me all this time, and you regard me as the center of your life, so once I leave, you will feel panic, and even start to think wildly, and then want to confirm whether your guess is right or wrong, It’s not too surprising to do such a thing.”
"It's still my fault," she said with some emotion, "Actually, I hesitated at the beginning whether to move here to live with you so soon, but..." It's just that getting along with Qi Lan is indeed a pleasant thing. She also didn't consider Qi Lan's change of mind.
Hearing these words, Qi Lan didn't even care about running away, she hurriedly raised her head, looked at Ruan Yu eagerly, "Don't move away!"
Seeing this, Ruan Yu sighed inwardly again.The current problem cannot be solved by her moving away.If she leaves at this time, Qi Lan's situation will probably get worse.In the final analysis, this matter has something to do with her, Ruan Yu couldn't do anything to harm his good child, so he slapped his ass and left.
"No." She gave an affirmative answer first, making Qi Lan's heart sink, and then said, "I won't move, but you have to go out to work."
The topic suddenly went back to the beginning, Qi Lan was stunned, "Why?"
"I also said before that you are like this because you regard me as the center of your life. But how can there be only one other person in a person's life? You also became like this because our relationship is progressing too fast. Irrational. This state is dangerous, and it is not good for you. Therefore, it may be helpful to properly distance the distance between us and go out to have a look." Ruan Yu explained slowly.
Qi Lan reluctantly lowered her head, like a student who went crazy on vacation, unwilling to go back to school immediately to study hard.
She whispered, "But I can't bear you."
Ruan Yu knew at a glance that she had listened to what he said, but she was unwilling to accept it.She thought for a while and said, "Qi Lan, do you know what you look like now?"
"What?" Qi Lan turned around and asked.
Ruan Yudao, "When I was young, there was a water park next to my house. Every day, many children came to play accompanied by their parents. It was very enviable. The children around me went to play one after another, and they started bragging when they came back. After playing, I couldn’t join the topic and was once isolated. My father wanted to take me there, but my mother said that the water park was very expensive, and one visit was equivalent to half a month’s food money for our family. I was already sensible at that time, So I never once said that I wanted to go, but every time I passed by, I would look at the children playing in it with envious eyes, thinking, it would be nice to go once!"
Qi Lan has never felt this kind of material confinement.Attracted by Ruan Yu's words, she couldn't help raising her head to look at her.
But the expression on Ruan Yu's face was not sad, and even had a bit of nostalgia.It seems that such a hard day is a beauty worth savoring carefully for her today.
The tip of Qi Lan's nose was sour, and she quickly lowered her head again.
She knew that Ruan Yu's father was a firefighter who died in an accident when she was seven or eight years old.The work of the firefighters was very busy, and Ruan Yu was still young at the time, so there were probably only a few pictures of her father left in her memory.
On the one hand, Qi Lan was happy that Ruan Yu was willing to share her childhood memories with her, on the other hand, she really regretted her recklessness today.
The better the memory, the more heart-wrenching it will be when it ends.
Ruan Yu didn't notice the change in her expression, and continued, "But on my birthday, my father came back suddenly, and took me to the water park with my mother."
"I was going crazy with joy at that time. In front of me was the water park that I was thinking about, and my parents were waiting for me outside. This was the happiest day of my life. So that day, I lingered in the water park for a long time. Ken to leave. Because I know that the water park is so expensive, and my father is so busy with work, I may only come to play once."
"Do you know? You are now like me that day, no matter what you put your eggs in, and you have to have fun." She looked down at Qi Lan, "Because I know this happiness is limited, so I want to be here In this limited time, enjoy it to the fullest."
Qi Lan's heart was shocked, she felt completely seen through and ashamed.She subconsciously avoided Ruan Yu's gaze, not daring to meet her gaze.
Yes, from the very beginning, she felt that she and Ruan Yu might not be together for long.So when she could still stay by her side, Qi Lan showed ten times clinginess, as if she could overdraw her future time and enjoy herself to the fullest.
She thought that she had concealed this state of mind well, but she didn't expect that Ruan Yu would let her out completely when she was caught off guard.
"I really never went to that water park again. At first it was because my family was financially stressed, but within a few years, that water park was closed, so naturally I couldn't go there." Ruan Yu didn't care about her avoidance, and continued, "So I regret it very much when I think about it until now."
"It's not that I regret that I didn't have fun that day, but I regret that I stayed in the water park that day and didn't want to leave. In the end, I was kicked out by the unbearable staff, which left an imperfect end to this memory. At that time, my parents were embarrassed. I still remember the expression."
"Stop talking..." Qi Lan suddenly turned her face away, shouted in a crying voice, and then began to sob softly.
In fact, even if the water park is not closed, even if Ruan Yu can go again, he will never come back that day.Because not long after that, the greatest misfortune in the world will befall this family.
The more casual Ruan Yu's tone was, the sadder Qi Lan became.
"Why are you crying?" Ruan Yu was also a little out of control by her, and couldn't help but sigh softly, "I just want to tell you that no matter how good something is, or the better something is, the more you have to keep your sanity, enough is enough. , don’t leave any embarrassing endings. In this way, even if you really can’t keep it, at least the memories are beautiful.”
Qi Lan held Ruan Yu's hand tightly, looked up at her, and said intermittently while sobbing, "I... I'll go, go to the store tomorrow."
She really knew she was wrong, and if she knew it earlier, she would have simply agreed, so that Ruan Yu's sadness would not be aroused.
Ruan Yu wiped the tears off her face with her fingers, and said softly, "Don't be sad, things haven't gone that bad yet. Besides, you're with me, always thinking that we will be separated in the future, it will also make me feel Troubled. I remember that someone once vowed that as long as I am willing to be with her, one day, I will like her as much as she likes me. "
"Where did that confident Qi Lan go?"
"I..." Qi Lan stared blankly at Ruan Yu, unable to speak for a moment.
She knew that Ruan Yu was good, but she didn't know that she could be so good.It was obviously her own fault, but she didn't get angry or lose her temper. Instead, she spoke softly and opened up the mistake to Qi Lan, letting her know where she was wrong, hoping that she could really correct it. good.
She is so good, maybe it is the reason why Qi Lan is not confident.Unavoidably, she would ask herself in her heart, can she really keep Ruan Yu like this?
But even now, Ruan Yu didn't mean to dislike her at all, but instead took the trouble to guide her.If she still failed her expectations, even Qi Lan would be disappointed in herself.So from now on, I have to cheer up again, and I can't be trapped in the vortex of passionate love like before, thinking that I already have the whole world, which is actually just another way to escape.
She will work hard to make Ruan Yu truly fall in love with her and cannot leave her.
It's not like it is now, she has to focus on herself like a child crying, but she can't help but stare at herself, unwilling to look away.
Just like myself at the moment.
……
The reason why Ruan Yu made such a long speech and analyzed so much is because he was afraid that the well-behaved children of other people's families would become abnormal after being with him. I feel sorry for Qi Lan's parents.
And she believed that Qi Lan did not intend to do this, but she was out of control.It was part of my responsibility to guide her, help her, and prevent her from going astray at this time.
But if you do something wrong, you will be punished.
So that night, Qi Lan hugged the quilt aggrievedly and slept on the sofa in the living room.
Ruan Yu woke up in the middle of the night, feeling a little worried, so he planned to open the door and go out to have a look.Unexpectedly, as soon as the door opened, Qi Lan was wrapped in a quilt and lying on the carpet at the door, sleeping soundly.
"..." This guy is really, he can surprise every time.
Ruan Yu closed the door expressionlessly, pretended nothing happened, and went back to sleep.
The price of sleeping on the ground overnight was terrible. When Qi Lan woke up the next day, she felt sore all over her body, and her whole body was not energetic. ——Of course, the reason for her lack of energy, Ruan Yu thinks it needs to be discussed.
After all, after breakfast, Qi Lan was dawdling when it was time to go out, changing clothes for a while, looking for accessories for a while, and feeling that these shoes were not suitable... In short, he found seventeen or eight reasons, and kept going. refused to go.
"Okay, although you are the boss, it doesn't look good if you go too late." Ruan Yu looked at her tossing around for a while before saying, "I remember that your shop is open 24 hours, right? With a serious look, do you plan to live in the store?"
"It's nothing, I'm leaving now, and I'll be back after get off work!" Qi Lan was afraid that Ruan Yu would change her mind and let her make the store her home, so she quickly grabbed her coat and blew out the door like a gust of wind.
Three seconds later, the gust of wind returned.Qi Lan leaned in front of Ruan Yu, stole a kiss without waiting for her to react, and then walked away contentedly.
Ruan Yu watched her leave and closed the door after a while.
I don't know if it's an illusion, there is one person missing, and when I look back at this house, I suddenly feel that it has become much more spacious and deserted.
She pressed the center of her eyebrows and couldn't help but want to laugh.She told Qi Lan a lot of truths yesterday, but in fact, Qi Lan is not the only one who has been affected during this period of time?It's just that she is more mature, more rational, and not as deep-rooted as Qi Lan, so she can still see clearly.
She was not interested in working for a while, so she made herself a pot of tea, picked out a book, and sat down in the garden to read slowly.
Looking at it, the phone rang.
Ruan Yu thought it was Qi Lan, but picked it up and saw it was Zhang Lingling.Thinking of what happened yesterday, she couldn't help laughing, picked up the phone, and teased, "Are you awake?"
"Ruan Yu, are you human? Thanks to the fact that I regard you as my best friend, I'm drunk, so you just hand me over to Lin Shen?" Zhang Lingling growled on the phone, "You know I woke up early in the morning? What does it feel like to see her when you open your eyes? I just saw a ghost!"
However, this kind of "provoking a teacher to ask a crime" is a lot of venting, so Ruan Yu didn't take it seriously, and said with a smile, "At least Lin Shen's character is trustworthy. If you are drunk like that again, even if she wants to drink Random sex, it is estimated that it is difficult to do it. Am I guessing wrong?"
Zhang Lingling snorted, "Why didn't you stop me when I called?"
This is nonsense.Ruan Yu said, "I thought you wanted to reconcile with her and planned to tell the truth after drinking. How could it get in your way? From this point of view, you didn't vomit?"
"Does throwing up all over the place count?" Zhang Lingling said angrily, "You said that I was drunk to death, spit out the truth! But after waking up, I slapped her, it's not a bad thing. "
"What did you say?" Ruan Yu asked.
"She just likes my background! I told her, don't be so courteous in front of me, and I won't give her any of my resources and contacts in the future!" Zhang Lingling gritted her teeth.
"...what did she say?"
"Just nodded calmly and said 'I got it'. Fuck, what the hell kind of reaction is this? Got it, did she think she was Yongzheng?" Zhang Lingling was indignant, "I want to see how long she can last!"
After what happened yesterday, Ruan Yu has gained a lot of understanding about relationship issues.As soon as Zhang Lingling's tone was heard, she knew that she wanted to make a sense of presence with Lin Shen.Seeing the attitudes of the two, they couldn't tell each other apart for a while, so she didn't say much, and brought up another topic, "By the way, I have something to tell you first."
"what's up?"
"Qi Lan and I are together, so you don't have to bother to match up anymore." Ruan Yu pretended to be indifferent.
Zhang Lingling immediately let out a scream, "What? When did this happen? I don't know why?"
"Hmm... just take it as what happened last night." Ruan Yu said.
It was indeed only last night that she really realized that this is a relationship that needs to be managed.Maybe it was a little hasty and hasty when I made the decision at the beginning, and I didn't think about it for a long time, but now that I've come here, it's like riding a carriage on the road, and I can only work hard to keep the car on the right track.
Zhang Lingling knew it was perfunctory as soon as she heard it, but she never intended to challenge what Ruan Yu was determined not to say.
After chatting for a while, Zhang Lingling got a hangover and had a headache. He wanted to catch up on sleep, so he hung up the phone.
Ruan Yu looked at the time, it was already eleven o'clock, and he would definitely not be able to work this morning, so he began to think about what to eat for lunch.
She didn't think of this when she drove Qi Lan away, and now she is a little embarrassed.She doesn't know how to cook, so it's impossible to start a fire at home, but if she orders takeout, Qi Lan might blow it up if she finds out.If you ordered food from Fisherman's Wharf, wouldn't that affect Qi Lan's work?
In the end, Ruan Yu decided to order takeaway.
The worst thing is to go out and throw away the takeaway box, so that Qi Lan can't see it, or order food at a restaurant that Qi Lan can rest assured, and just keep healthy.
Naturally, he couldn't read the book anymore. Ruan Yu opened the takeaway software, browsed through the various stores, and quickly fell into the difficulty of choosing, and began to struggle with which one to eat.
Just as she was hesitating, she suddenly heard a voice in the living room.
Ruan Yu was startled and immediately came back to his senses.Qi Lan is not here, and I am the only one at home, so how did this sound come from?
Could it be... a thief broke into the house?But this is at a height of more than [-] floors, what kind of professional level does this thief need to be able to come in through the window?With this skill, why not make money, why burglary?It would be even more impossible to come in through the door. The access control in this community is all fingerprint locks.
Or did hackers breach the security system of the community?But Qi Lan is just an ordinary rich second generation, so he shouldn't be worthy of someone of this level, right?
With messy thoughts in his mind, Ruan Yu casually grabbed a thick tome next to him as a weapon, walked carefully to the door, and turned the doorknob.
Then he made eye contact with Qi Lan who was standing at the door.
At that moment, she almost didn't realize who the person standing in front of her was, and swung the book out of her hand.Fortunately, this book is really heavy, and it took a lot of effort to pick it up, which gave Ruan Yu 0.1 second of reaction time, allowing her to recognize Qi Lan.
She hadn't thought about it before, but this was the most likely answer.
No snitches, no hackers, just the owner of the house is back, that's all.
"Why are you back?" She frowned slightly and asked.
Qi Lan originally wanted to say "I miss you" coquettishly, but when she saw the thick book in Ruan Yu's hand, she immediately and wisely stopped this thought.She rolled her eyes and said in a hurry, "I... I'll cook for you when I come back!"
"..." It was really an irrefutable reason, Ruan Yu, who was struggling with which takeaway to order just now, felt a little guilty for no reason.
She simply skipped this topic, and said to Qi Lan with a serious face, "You can't do this, and you came back after only going out for more than two hours. This is completely different from what we had imagined before, and it will not help you get out of your current state. benefit."
Qi Lan quickly said, "You can't say that. The patient's rehabilitation in the hospital also pays attention to a step-by-step process! You can't ask me to change it all at once, and we should take it slowly. First, come back at noon every day. So I can stay in the store with more peace of mind in the afternoon. After a long time, we get used to it, so how about going out early and returning late? Besides, I’m not at home, how do you solve the problem of eating?”
Although Ruan Yu is not considered a killer in the kitchen, he is at the level of being able to cook instant noodles, and currently has no intention of learning how to cook.So Qi Lan used this as an excuse, very confidently.
Ruan Yu said, "I can have food delivered."
"I'm worried about the food cooked outside," Qi Lan said immediately, "Since I still have a restaurant, it must be more at ease to eat at my place, right? Then when you order food, there will always be someone in the restaurant to deliver it? I will deliver it , It’s the same reason as other people’s food delivery. This is also part of the job, you can’t refuse, right?”
She may have thought about these words all the way, and now she speaks clearly and logically.
It does sound reasonable.
Although it was fallacious, Ruan Yu didn't intend to argue with her. After thinking about it, he felt that this could be arranged for the time being.Right now, Qi Lan doesn't have any other jobs, she only needs to take care of the store, so she can naturally spare time to go home, and when she has other things to be busy in the future, she will naturally make corresponding changes, and there is no need to be in a hurry.
"Okay, let's do this first." She said, glanced at Qi Lan's empty hands, and said with a half-smile, "You said you were going home to cook, why didn't you even buy food?"
"I'll go buy it later." Finally she nodded, Qi Lan heaved a sigh of relief, the joy on his face was undisguised, and he opened his arms towards her, "However, let me hug you first, okay? I'm here this morning. In the store, I was so patronizing and thinking of you that I didn't hug you when I left."
As she spoke, without waiting for Ruan Yu's answer, she took two steps forward, hugged him into her arms, buried her head in her neck and took a deep breath, before letting go after a while, "Okay, charging is over!"
Ruan Yu just smiled and shook his head, pampering her little coquettishness.
Asking Ruan Yu to make a small concession, Qi Lan was also in good spirits, went to the supermarket to buy vegetables, and went into the kitchen to make lunch.Although Ruan Yu might not be able to help, at this time, she would usually not let Qi Lan stay here by herself, but would come in and talk to her, and occasionally help her out, so that Qi Lan would not feel that she was the only one. Busy by myself.
After lunch, the two sat in the small garden drinking tea to digest food.Qi Lan is like a child with ADHD, always unable to sit still, tossing and turning in her chair, and finally squeezed to Ruan Yu's side, holding a teacup and calling her softly, "Ah Yu."
"What kind of strange name is this? It sounds like flattery." Ruan Yu frowned unbearably.
Qi Lan's eyes widened, this was a title she had only thought about all morning!She felt that what Ruan Yu said was right, the two of them seemed extremely close before, but they were not like normal couples at all.So Qi Lan decided to go through the normal process again.
The first step is to give each other a nickname.
In the end, Ruan Yu got stuck at the first step, and she couldn't help but said in frustration, "Then what do I call you? I can't always call you Teacher Ruan, it's too unfamiliar to call you by your first name directly. It's called Yuyu? It seems a bit strange, Ah...I see! I'll call you Baby Fish!"
"What baby fish? I'm several years older than you." Ruan Yu gestured and rubbed his arms.
"Then I don't care," Qi Lan was rarely disobedient, "Anyway, in my eyes, you are the little baby who needs my care. Baby fish or baby, which one do you choose?"
"... Change it to another one, this is too nasty, how can you say it?" Ruan Yu raised his forehead.
"Nicknames are called grotesque..." In order to prove that she could really scream, Qi Lan straightened up a little, held Ruan Yu's face in her hands, and called out several times, "Baby fish, baby fish, baby fish."
Ruan Yu thought for a while and said, "Whatever you want. When you call it, don't shorten it to 'Yubao'—do you know what Yubao is? It's an animal stomach stone like Bezoar Goubao."
"...you said it so that I can't look directly at the word treasure." Qi Lan raised her hand in surrender, "Then I'd better call you soft. Anyway, your whole body is really soft, especially..."
"...cough cough." Ruan Yu coughed a few times unbearably.
"But it's not suitable to be called in front of outsiders. I'll call you at home. How about calling you Mr. Ruan when you go out? Does it seem that you are very serious, dressed like a beast, and dignified?" Qi Lan said. First laughed out of joy.
Ruan Yu looked up at the sky, "Do you really know how to use idioms? If Professor Qi knows that you use idioms so profligately, will your legs be broken?"
"Anyway, you won't complain to Professor Qi." Qi Lan smiled for a while, got up again, looked at her expectantly and asked, "What about you? What did you call me?"
Ruan Yu thought for a while, "Lanlan?"
"That's what my parents called it, and they're not creative at all." Qi Lan was not very satisfied.
Ruan Yu hastily stated, "Anyway, I will definitely not be able to scream baby blue."
"Forget it, baby or something, let it go with the wind with Niu Huang Gou Bao..." Qi Lan waved her hands vicissitudes of life, "Lanlan is Lanlan."
After deciding on a nickname, Qi Lan was instantly satisfied, leaning on the back of the chair, staring at Ruan Yu.
Although Ruan Yu has long been used to the public eye, it is still hard not to care about being stared at so hotly.After being watched for a while, he stretched out his hand to cover Qi Lan's eyes, "What's wrong with you, why are you always staring at me?"
"Why are you so pretty!" Qi Lan pulled her hand away and praised sincerely.
Ruan Yu had no choice but to rub her hair and give up.
Qi Lan stared at her for a while, then suddenly called her, "Teacher Ruan."
"Ok?"
"I... I'm not very good at liking people yet. If I do something wrong in the future, don't be angry, just teach me like yesterday, okay?" Qi Lan said softly.
Ruan Yu turned to look at her in surprise.
Qi Lan met her gaze and smiled instead, "I'm not stupid, of course I know you are teaching me. In fact, it's scary when you think about it carefully. You used such words to get me in, so that I not only willingly admit Wrong, crying and shouting to go out to work as you said, this is too powerful."
"But I'm still so happy! Do you think I'm sick?" She leaned over and kissed Ruan Yu, her tone was unbelievably gentle, "Of course you are amazing, as long as you are willing, there should be no one in this world that you can't impress But I think, there should not be many people who can make you bother, right? So I am so lucky to be treated so tenderly by you after clearly doing something wrong!"
How to say this feeling, it's a bit like watching "Tian Long Ba Bu" when I was a child, Xu Zhu, a silly boy, under various chances and coincidences, accidentally cracked Su Xinghe's Zhenlong chess game, and became Wu Yazi's closed disciple , and received the 70-year inner power empowerment, not only became a martial arts master in an instant, but also inherited the position of the head of the Xiaoyao Sect.Later, he was designed by Tianshan Child Elder to achieve good things with Princess Xixia.When the Tianshan Child Elder fought with Li Qiushui, he obtained [-]% of the internal strength of the two, and inherited the Vulture Palace logically.Later, he became brothers with Qiao Feng and Duan Yu, and finally got his wish and married his "Meng Gu".
Just astonishingly lucky.
But now, this kind of luck has come to him.
Qi Lan stayed in the shop alone today, without any customers, so naturally she had nothing to do, so she couldn't help thinking about what happened yesterday.She broke up Ruan Yu's words word by word and crumbled them into pieces, and finally figured it out.
It was precisely because she had thought about these things clearly that she felt that she must come back to meet Ruan Yu when her mood was agitated.Even though he knew that Ruan Yu might be angry, he couldn't help but ran back at noon.
When I opened the door, I was apprehensive, but... Ruan Yu was really too gentle, pampering her all the time.
So Qi Lan "made an inch" and started to make new demands.
This kind of experience that there is a conflict between two people, but there is no quarrel, but the conflict is resolved without leaving a trace is really good. It makes people have full confidence in this relationship, and I believe that they will definitely go on like this forever.
However, Ruan Yu can't always worry about these things.Therefore, Qi Lan felt that she should learn more from Ruan Yu. One day, she would be like Ruan Yu yesterday, not paying attention to any obstacles in front of her eyes, and breaking them with a wave of her hand.
At that time, perhaps, she would be able to stand confidently beside Ruan Yu without worrying that she would give up at any time, right?
"Okay, I'll teach you what you want to learn." Meeting her gaze, Ruan Yu couldn't help softening his voice and smiling.
She doesn't have Qi Lan's enthusiasm that can melt people's hearts. The only thing that surpasses her is the extra few years of life experience.Ruan Yu originally felt that he had the responsibility to guide Qi Lan, if his experience could help her avoid a few detours, it would be very worthwhile.
The two looked at each other quietly for a moment in the October sunshine and exchanged a kiss.
At this moment, even the wind is gentle.
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