I had a crush on her and finally broke up

Her eyes were bright and hot, as if two fires were burning.Ruan Yu looked at her, and could almost feel the scorching temperature.

She couldn't help stretching out her hand, and gently covered Qi Lan's eyes.

Ruan Yu found himself caught in a paradox.She was afraid that if she couldn't give Qi Lan the response she wanted, she would disappoint Qi Lan, but in fact, it was her rejection that really extinguished the light in these eyes.

The eyes were covered, which made Qi Lan flustered.She raised her hand subconsciously, trying to pull Ruan Yu's hand down, but in the end she just gently covered the back of Ruan Yu's hand and held it gently.

"Except that age cannot be changed, other things, as long as you tell me, I will work hard." She said softly, "Actually, sometimes, I also regret that I was not born earlier, and did not appear in your life earlier. But it is an established fact We can't change, we can only look forward, don't waste a single cent of time, what do you think?"

Qi Lan herself had struggled with the issue of age.Just like what she said to Ruan Yu, she fell in love with him four years ago, but during these four years, she has always stayed in the dark, watching Ruan Yu silently, never appearing in front of her, just Because the gap between each other is too great, the chances are slim.

What's more, Ruan Yu already has people who accompany him hand in hand.

Ruan Yu would not know how happy he was when he heard her say that he liked the little milk dog.

Although it was just a misunderstanding, Qi Lan was grateful for the misunderstanding. If it wasn't for this, she might not have the confidence to come to Ruan Yu's side until now, and I don't know how long it would be delayed.

Now that she has gone through the most difficult step, she will not give up lightly.

"Qi Lan."

Ruan Yu felt that he had underestimated Qi Lan before. She might be young, but she was not impulsive, and in some respects even made her senior feel ashamed.

And the youthful vigor in her was something that Ruan Yu had long since lost.

Faced with such a sincere confession, if he continues to prevaricate, even Ruan Yu himself will look down on him.

She decided to be open and honest, and let Qi Lan know her thoughts and concerns.

"I want to apologize to you again. I treated you too lightly before and never took your confession seriously." Ruan Yu said slowly, "but the more I know your intentions, the more I can't take it lightly." be with you."

"Why?" Since he couldn't help but ask anxiously.

"It's hard for me to explain this matter clearly to you, because we have different ideas." Ruan Yu thought for a while and said, "Since you know so much about me, you should also be very clear about my affairs with Ye Siyun, right?"

Qi Lan responded sullenly.

"I broke up with her, and the quarrel was not pleasant, and it could even be said to tear my face. But to be honest, Ye Siyun's choice did not surprise me, and I can even understand her thoughts." Ruan Yu said, "At the beginning she and The reason why I am together is because I can bring her resources and contacts to help her take this career to the next level."

In fact, Ruan Yu has done well in the past two years, and several works that can be called tailor-made one after another have indeed made Ye Siyun's popularity rise rapidly, and he quickly entered the ranks of the second-tier.

But people are greedy. When there is no popularity and exposure, Ye Siyun wants popularity and exposure. When she has these, she starts to look forward to higher scenery, wants to win awards, and wants to become the undisputed big name in this circle.

There is nothing to criticize when people go to high places.

What's more, Ruan Yu used to write commercial scripts, with no profound connotation of handsome men and beautiful women, perfect romance, and the box office is often good, but the industry's evaluation is not high.All these years are almost over.

She herself also has the intention of transformation. If she can come up with a better book, then she can continue to cooperate with Ye Siyun, and the two of them will reach higher achievements together.

It's a pity that Ruan Yu, who has been going smoothly all the way, is very unhappy in the matter of transformation.

A good script is hard to come by. It needs inspiration and needs to be polished slowly. How can it be so easy to write?Ruan Yu made several outlines, but he was not satisfied, so he deleted them all.

As the saying goes, everything is difficult at the beginning, and these are not big problems. After passing this bottleneck, it may mean that you can produce good works.

As far as Ruan Yu herself is concerned, she is actually not in too much of a hurry. She can be regarded as successful and famous now. With so many eyes watching from outside, she would rather slow down and polish her work well.Don't ask for a blockbuster, at least play steadily.

Unfortunately, Ye Siyun was unwilling to wait.

Ye Siyun would only be more anxious if Lin Shen, the famous three-gold actress, wanted to laugh at herself and say that she was a youth.She is almost 30 years old. For an actress, if she can't reach the top in the next few years, her acting career will go downhill.

If Ruan Yu's script had already taken shape, she might be willing to wait for a year and a half, but Ruan Yu tossed about for a long time, and didn't even know what she wanted to write.

Whether it is Ruan Yu or Ye Siyun, there are many comments from the outside world about the transformation, and most people are not optimistic.

Perhaps it was influenced by these statements, or perhaps it was because she didn't want to wait like this without a deadline. In short, Ye Siyun found another way for herself.

If the way she broke up was not so unbearable, Ruan Yu might be able to sincerely wish her better and better in the future.

As she narrated, the brows under her palms tightly frowned.

Aware of this, Ruan Yu smiled self-deprecatingly, "Do you find it hard to accept? But this is the world of adults, maybe in a few years, you will understand. When I was your age, I also devoted myself to I have liked others before. But at my age, this kind of interest exchange is the easiest and most stable, without so much effort. If she really shows her heart and wants to grow old with me, I dare not accept it lightly. "

Qi Lan is actually not because of this.She had heard from Ruan Yu that she had no inspiration recently, but she didn't expect that this matter had something to do with Ye Siyun, and it even directly led to their breakup.

Although she agreed with both hands and feet when the two broke up, Ruan Yu was able to see Ye Siyun's true face as soon as possible and stop the loss in time, which is a good thing to celebrate, but being betrayed by her lover, although Ruan Yu said it lightly, Qi Lan Believe it or not, she will feel uncomfortable.

But this idea only flashed in her mind, and Qi Lan's attention was quickly attracted by Ruan Yu's last words.

Only then did she understand why Ruan Yu told her this story, why she mentioned Ye Siyun seemingly indifferently, she just wanted to tell herself that she was not serious about her relationship, and she was ready to get together and leave at any time, so Impossible to accept yourself.

Qi Lan pursed her lips, and said with great reluctance, "I understand what you mean, but when you were with...she, you didn't think about breaking up every day, did you?"

"It's because she failed you that this is the result. If we were together, as long as I didn't violate your bottom line, you wouldn't want to break up for no reason, would you?" She squeezed Ruan Yu's hand tightly, "You Last time I was told not to lose my dignity so easily, I thought about it seriously, how could there be no dignity if I like someone? I will only work hard to become better and match her."

"So." Qi Lan finally pulled Ruan Yu's hand away, allowing the two of them to look at each other again, "Even if it's just...as your consolation, I'm willing. It's not because I lost my dignity, but because I believe that as long as you are willing to be with me, one day, you will like me as much as I like you."

"You, would you like to give me a chance?" She looked at Ruan Yu with brilliance in her eyes, "You don't need to like me now, just let me stay by your side and watch me. I believe that one day I can touch you and walk into your heart."

"What if you can't do it in the end?" Ruan Yu asked.

Qi Lan bit her lip hard, and said reluctantly, "Then at least I tried my best, and I won't feel regretful looking back on it many years later."

Having said that, Ruan Yu also raised his hand and surrendered.If she really rejected Qi Lan, maybe many years later, when she thinks about it, she will feel regretful, right?

"The last question," she looked at Qi Lan, "do you really know what 'consolation' means? If you are with me, I don't have the patience to play those children's play games with you."

Qi Lan's face turned red "shua".

"Of course I know." Although her scalp was numb, she still gritted her teeth and looked at Ruan Yu, pretending to be skillful, "When two people are together, they should... have closer contact."

However, the next sentence showed another timidity, "I will try my best...to make you comfortable."

"Oh? Do you want to test it?" This innocent look really made Ruan Yu really want to tease her.

But Qi Lan's performance was far beyond Ruan Yu's expectations. Not only did she not back down, but she leaned on the sofa with both hands, raised her body and gave Ruan Yu a kiss.

The movements are fast and precise, not like an inexperienced novice at all.

"You can try it," she said.