Goddess she is always on top

Jiang Yan's wish was actually very simple.

Before the age of 16, she had no ideals, a dull personality and no friends. She always followed her father's arrangement to learn various hobbies, even though she was not interested in those, she still learned.

There is no other reason. As an only child, it is too boring to be alone. Instead of staying at home in a daze, it is better to learn something to pass the time.

After she was 16 years old, she met Ning Xi. This stranger brought her a little warmth, causing waves in her unchanging life. For the first time, she had the idea of ​​wanting to be close to someone, and she did not want to let the darkness of reality engulf her. So she wanted Ning Xi to stay by her side.

Jiang Yan is a precocious child, but she is a little bit at a loss about her relationship. Proposing a love contract was the only reason she thought of at the time to be able to be together in a legitimate way and protect Ning Xi.

They have been together for five years, and the young girl back then grew brighter and brighter. She was a flower of high mountains in front of her, but she was like a child who would never grow up to Ning Xi, who would show her the softest side. .

For Jiang Yan, Ning Xi is her guiding star, she gets rid of the darkness and walks towards the light. She never regards Ning Xi as a girlfriend "bought" with a contract, and uses her heart to maintain the relationship between them, even if Ning Xi No matter how indifferent she is to her, she still feels that Ning Xi's character is just like that.

Her wish is just to be with Ning Xi, nothing more.

Now, Ning Xi told her that she didn't like her.

This was the first time Jiang Yan cried loudly regardless of his image. Even Shen Zhihe, a bystander, was infected by her. He hugged her and comforted her softly: "Okay, be good. If you want to cry, cry out. My shoulders for you……"

At the end of crying, Jiang Yan fell into a half-dizzy half-sleep, Shen Zhihe tucked her in the quilt, and looked at Jiang Yan's red eyelids from crying with complicated emotions.

She and Jiang Yan haven't known each other for a long time, but they were accidentally assigned to an off-campus dormitory when they changed dormitories in their sophomore year and became roommates. The two of them are not in different majors, so naturally they don't have much to talk about.She thought that the relationship between the two of them was just like that, until one day when she had a fever and became unconscious, someone put on anti-fever stickers for her and thoughtfully bought her medicine, and that person was Jiang Yan.

Shen Zhihe always thought that Jiang Yan looked cold and difficult to get along with. It wasn't until after that incident that she realized that her roommate was a person who was cold on the outside and hot on the inside. She had never seen Jiang Yan lose his temper before, and this time she cried so sadly, as a friend, she was also very worried.

Youyou sighed, this reassurance passed for several hours, but fortunately there was no class today, Shen Zhihe got up and quietly exited the room to let her have a good rest.

Jiang Yan didn't sleep for a long time when she was awakened by the nightmare. She sat up and her forehead was covered with fine sweat. She dreamed of Ning Xi's wedding. The other half was not her but a man. When the pastor asked her if she would like to be the other party's wife, Jiang Yan rushed up madly, and before she could meet Ning Xi, she woke up.

She grabbed the cell phone next to her pillow, opened WeChat, there were several unread messages, and they slid down row by row, but there was no Ning Xi's name. Jiang Yan sent her several messages, but no reply was received .

Jiang Yan seemed indifferent, and tapped his finger on the screen.

Jiang Yan: "Sister, I dreamed about you just now...can you please stop ignoring me, please"

At the same time that Jiang Yan sent this message, Ning Xi was cleaning at home.

The mobile phone on the table vibrated. She opened it and saw the WeChat message from Jiang Yan. Her eyebrows could kill a fly. She set the message to Do Not Disturb and put the phone back to its original position expressionlessly.

Ning Xi doesn't love her, so naturally she can't understand Jiang Yan's humble way of staying with her like a fool, and even finds it a bit annoying. If it wasn't for the sake of her work relationship, she should delete it.

Jiang Yan likes to buy two sets of things, such as cups, toothbrushes, and slippers, all of the same style and different colors, which seem to be a couple's style.

Ning Xi felt that there was a shadow of that person everywhere in the house. She wanted to clean up everything, first from the bathroom, she swept all the toiletries that were placed side by side on the shelf into the garbage bag, and the hanging towels, all After cleaning it all over, and then gradually cleaning it out, it turned out to be a big bag full of garbage.

Throw the trash bag into the large trash can in the tool room at the end of the corridor, and then go back to the house. Except for Jiang Yan's room, everything about her inside and outside the house has been cleaned up.

Clean up the last things and start a new life.

All the things in Jiang Yan's room belonged to her, and they must all be cleaned up. Before entering the door, Ning Xi could imagine what it was like inside.

Maybe like those fanatical star chasing fans, there are posters all over the wall and all kinds of accessories of the same style. The thought of facing countless photos of herself makes Ning Xi feel a chill.

Putting her fair hand on the doorknob, Ning Xi was silent, and pressed down the doorknob after she had prepared herself.

open the door--

What greeted her eyes were pure white walls and light-colored bedding. There was no picture in her imagination, and Ning Xi was relieved.

There was a faint smell of paint in the air, Ning Xi frowned and walked in slowly.

The room was cleaned spotlessly, the books on the bookshelves were arranged in an orderly manner, and even the things on the desk were arranged neatly, which surprised her a little.

Ning Xi walked to the bookshelf. There were many books on it, of various types, and even titles in other languages.

These...does she understand?

Ning Xi couldn't help asking a small question in her heart.

Going to the desk again, there is a box of colored pencils on the desk, and a toolbox full of colored paints is placed under the desk.

Ning Xi directly scanned a sketchbook on the table, and couldn't help being a little puzzled, she...can still draw?

I couldn't help but turn to the first page with my fingers. It was a sketch, and it was a picture of a back view. I couldn't tell who it was.

Turning down another page, the person in this painting is very familiar to Ning Xi.

Just herself.

In this painting, Ning Xi is smiling happily, with curved eyebrows and eyes, and there is infinite beauty hidden in the smile. You can see the author's affection for this painting.

This style of painting looks familiar.

Ning Xi's eyes fell on the easel next to the window. On it was a vivid colored lead painting, and the person in the painting was still Ning Xi, but the more she looked at the painting, the more she felt familiar.

A symbol in the lower right corner caught Ning Xi's attention. She stared at the small wavy line for a while, then suddenly moved to the outside of the house, picked up the mobile phone on the cabinet, and pulled out the WeChat account of "Ji Xia Eighteen". Bo.

The latest Weibo was posted a week ago, and the text is still the familiar "Share pictures", and the painting in the picture is exactly what Ning Xi saw just now.

Ning Xi's pupils suddenly tightened, and her eyes were full of disbelief. She went back to the room and carefully compared the picture with the painting on the easel.

The same.

The fan she has been paying attention to is actually Jiang Yan, and Jiang Yan is "Ji Xia Eighteen", Ning Xi no longer knows what words to use to describe her mood.

In the end, she didn't move any of the things in the room. She even put the touched things back to their original state and exited the room.

The author has something to say: Ning: The amount of information is a bit large, let me take it easy

Jiang: Ah ha, I didn't expect that!