Goddess she is always on top

Chapter 73 Confrontation

Ning Xi didn't know how long she had been standing this night, the cold wind made her face hurt, even her hands and feet were cold, but she had no plans to leave yet.

If she's gone now, it's really over for them.

Ning Xi stared at the bright moon above her head, she still remembered that she was still round when she saw the moon last time, now there was only a small semi-circular outline.

The moon is no longer the original moon, so how can people be the original people?

She suddenly remembered the night when Jiang Yan came to find her. Because she didn't want to listen to her explanation, she stubbornly thought that she was a stalker. Jiang Yan must have felt very uncomfortable at that time.

Ning Xi felt that her eyes were a little sore, she raised her hand and rubbed her eyes, but her fingers were slightly wet, and she reached out again to wipe off the liquid that had gathered in her eyes.

At this moment, she heard the sound of the door opening, and Jiang Yan came out from the inside. Ning Xi's eyes lit up and she subconsciously walked forward. As soon as she moved her leg, a numb feeling hit her, making her stagger Almost fell to his knees.

Fortunately, they still stabilized their bodies. There was an iron gate between them. Ning Xi stood outside the gate and watched Jiang Yan walking in his direction. The surprise on his face was obvious.

"Jiang Yan..." Ning Xi called out the other party's name, but when she spoke, her voice was really hoarse.

Jiang Yan stopped in front of the iron gate, she looked at Ning Xi's face quietly, her eyes were red, it was obvious that she had just cried, seeing Ning Xi in such a distressed state, it must be a lie to say that she didn't feel it.

"What do you want to say." There was no warmth in her voice, as if she had compromised, letting a woman blow the cold wind in the middle of the night, no matter who that person was, she couldn't turn a blind eye.

"I'm sorry." Ning Xi said subconsciously.

"If you waited all night just to say these three words to me, then I've heard it now, and you can go back."

"No, it's not...!" Ning Xi spoke in a hurry. She didn't drink water all night and was blown by the cold wind, which made her mouth dry, and she coughed violently before she finished speaking.

Jiang Yan just looked at her quietly, without any intention of inviting her in. After Ning Xi coughed for a while, she spoke again. This time her voice was a little nasal: "I think I need to Explain to you, but I thought about it, it seems that even if I explain it, it won't help, I really hurt you, this is a fact that no matter how I explain it, it can't be changed. "

Ning Xi looked at her, eyes full of sadness and remorse, "You can scold me...as long as you don't ignore me."

Jiang Yan closed his eyes and said in a calm tone: "I thought we could still be friends. After all, those things have passed, but I didn't realize until today that I still can't forget them."

"We still don't contact each other in the future."

"No!" Ning Xi's heart tightened, and she stretched out her hand subconsciously to cross the fence of the iron gate. Jiang Yan's hand was obviously much warmer than hers. At the same time, Ning Xi also noticed that her hand was too cold, so she let go quickly. She murmured: "I...I don't want to disconnect from you..."

Ning Xi chose to stay in City X because she didn't want to lose contact with Jiang Yan. She knew that once she stopped contacting Jiang Yan, Jiang Yan would soon meet the right person and fall in love again. Will be myself again.Just imagining her made Ning Xi feel extremely painful. This feeling was like cutting a piece of flesh from her heart, so painful that she was suffocating.

Jiang Yan's wrist seemed to still have the cold temperature of that person, she shook her head, "Have you forgotten, what a proud person you are, no one can trap you, I have covered you for five years and still haven't If I can melt your heart, I accept my fate."

"It's not just you who's wrong, we all have mistakes, and I'm even worse. I shouldn't be pestering you at the beginning, you're right, I'm always trapped in my own world, trapping you by my side, so that It makes you want to run away from me. If I could have cared more about your feelings and listened to your thoughts, maybe we wouldn't be so embarrassing now."

There was a little water in her eyes, and her expression was pitiful, "I have devoted five years to you and missed a lot of scenery and people. It's time for me to start my own life."

Jiang Yan felt that what she said was clear enough, and the other party should give up. She didn't want to entangle Ning Xi any longer, so she turned around and walked into the house.

Ning Xi was stunned for two seconds, then turned to Jiang Yan's back and said, "Then... can I chase you instead?"

Jiang Yan walked 99 steps for her, and at the last step he pushed her away fiercely. Now Jiang Yan is like a frightened bird, if he takes one step forward, the other party can take two steps back.

Ning Xi's voice was not loud, but it was very clear in the middle of the night. Jiang Yan's footsteps stagnated for a moment, and then walked forward quickly, without any response to Ning Xi, until her figure disappeared into the gate.



Ning Xi developed a high fever the second day after she came back from the Jiang residence. She was lying on the bed, looking at the white ceiling in front of her, but felt that her eyes were foggy. She squinted her eyes trying to find a focus.

I haven't eaten since yesterday afternoon, and now I feel weak all over. Part of it is caused by fever and illness, and the other part is caused by the hunger in my stomach.She touched the mobile phone on the side and turned on the screen, which showed ten o'clock in the morning.

Fortunately, today is the first day of annual leave, so she doesn't have to go to work.

After lying on the bed for a while, Ning Xi slowly sat up, got off the bed, put on her slippers and walked outside the house. She could feel the scorching heat of her body without even touching her forehead.

She remembered that there was a medicine box at home, and Jiang Yan prepared commonly used medicines in it. Ning Xi rummaged through the box and found the medicine box in the drawer under the coffee table.

Ning hoped for the medicine box in front of her. She could even recall that Jiang Yan put the medicines he bought into it while rambling, and opened the lid of the medicine box. Ning Xi found the antipyretic medicine and the thermometer and took them out. Ratadine tablet, picked it up by accident.

The box of allergy medicine has been unpacked and half of it is left. In a daze, Ning Xi recalled the scene when she bought the medicine; Jiang Yan, who was allergic to leeks, shouted to go home after getting an injection in the hospital, and Ning Xi was a little worried There will be other symptoms, but I can't stand the other person's petty temper, so I bought this box of medicine on the way back from the hospital, and after I came back, I forced the person to take the medicine on time, and the allergic symptoms completely subsided and recovered.

Ning Xi glanced at the date, the medicine was already three years ago, and the time has passed the expiration date, so it should be thrown away.

In the end, Ning Xi put the loratadine tablet back in the corner of the box, put the medicine box back to its original position, and boiled water to prepare to take the medicine.

The thermometer placed in his mouth made a beeping sound. Ning Xi took out the thermometer and it showed 38 degrees. Seeing this number, Ning Xi breathed a sigh of relief.

Fortunately, not very serious.

After taking the medicine, Ning Xi had no appetite, so she casually ate a few biscuits as a meal replacement, until she no longer felt hungry, and then lay back on the bed again.

Ning Xi stared at the white ceiling in front of her, and suddenly a text message sounded from the mobile phone beside her, which pulled her out of her chaotic consciousness.

She reached out and put the phone above her head, and just lay on the bed looking at the phone, unlocked the screen and turned it on to see another spam message.Ning Xi originally wanted to put the phone back and sleep again, but she unconsciously opened WeChat with her fingers, hoping to get someone's reply.

Jiang Yan's avatar and nickname just hung at the top of the chat interface. The message she sent yesterday didn't get a reply. She knew that it would be difficult to receive a reply from the other party in the future. A helpless and disappointed sigh sounded in the quiet room.

Since she left the company's dinner last night, Shen Zhihe and other familiar colleagues sent messages to care about her, but Ning Xi didn't reply or even click on it. She didn't remember until now when she saw the message list.

She clicked on Shen Zhihe's profile picture, and the caring tone of the other party made her feel soft, as if it touched the most vulnerable part of her heart, and even made her want to take advantage of her illness to find someone to accompany her, so that she wouldn't be so alone.

But that person... Ning Xi knew that she would not pay attention to herself now.

Ning Xi used to think that Jiang Yan was a person who had no opinion and no ego, but now that she thought about it, she only lost herself when she faced herself.Love can make people blind and lose themselves. Ning Xi used to scoff at these words, and even thought it was so stupid to lose themselves. Now she feels that these words are not unreasonable.

Jiang Yan has her sharpness, but she never showed it to herself before.The current self is no longer the weakness in her heart, it is normal to have such an attitude, or rather, this is the real Jiang Yan.

Ning Xi didn't know when she fell asleep. When she woke up again, the setting sun came in from the window. She blinked slowly while lying on the bed, and then stretched out her hand to cover her forehead. The temperature was not as hot as in the morning, maybe it was The fever has subsided.

She hadn't eaten for a whole day, and now Ning Xi felt very hungry. She was so hungry that she started to faintly have a stomachache. She got off the bed, went to the bathroom to wash up, and looked up to see her pale face, which was originally pink and rosy. His lips were bloodless now, and his face was haggard, like a woman who was broken up and dumped, not a bit like a popular actress.

Isn't it lovelorn?Ning Xi laughed at herself, but she quickly put away her smile again.No, this is not me. Now that she is like this, let alone Jiang Yan dislikes it, even she herself dislikes it very much.

After adjusting her mood, Ning Xi lowered her head and turned on the faucet. First, she took a handful of water to wet her face, then squeezed the facial cleanser into the palm of her hand, rubbed out the foam, and then put the foam on her face to wash it gently in circular motions.

Ning Xi washed carefully, as if she wanted to wash off the bad luck on her face as well as the waste from metabolism.

Ten minutes later, Ning Xi came out of the bathroom, and she was that glamorous Ning Xi again.

During the interval of measuring body temperature, Ning Xi planned to order takeaway. She was dazzled by the dazzling array of dishes on the screen, and finally ordered a porridge.

She thought, why don't you learn how to cook? She saw that Jiang Yan's cooking seemed very simple, but the other party never let her touch the oil fume, so that she only made a simple fruit salad until now.

If there is a chance, she also wants to cook a meal for Jiang Yan.

The result of the thermometer came out, 36 degrees five, which is considered a normal range, and I thought about taking a medicine after a while after eating.

While waiting for the takeaway, Ning Xi glanced in the direction of the second bedroom, and walked over by accident.

Pushing open the door of the second bedroom, the contents inside are still the same as when Ning Xi came in for the first time, even the furniture and floor are spotless, it can be seen that the owner has cleaned it regularly.The furnishings in the room basically remained the same, the only thing that changed was the addition of a stack of sketches on the desk.

Ning Xi walked in, walked to the desk, pulled out the chair and sat down. She couldn’t remember how many times this was. She picked up the drafts on the desk and looked at them. It has been opened too many times, and it has become a little straight, and it is placed on the table with slightly tilted sides.

Turning to the group photo again, Jiang Yan drew a hand-drawn picture of the two of them together, a group photo that she imagined, every time Ning Xi saw this picture, she couldn't help but take out her phone and find out what Ning Xi graduated from. At that time, the two were photographed in the same frame by their classmates.

Over the years, Ning Xi has changed several mobile phones. Every time she changed her mobile phone, only this one photo was copied from the old mobile phone.

In the past, Ning Xi didn't know why she did this, but subconsciously she didn't want this photo to disappear.

Now, she's thankful she didn't abandon the photo in several iterations of her phone.

"Obviously there is a group photo..."

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