On the day Mu Qing came to visit the class, Ye Zhitao's emotions reached the lowest point.

In the second seven days after the teacher left, Xiaomeng started to commute normally.She was alone on the subway.The subway was crowded with people, but she was alone in the crowd, as if alone.Going grocery shopping alone, in the noisy supermarket, she was pushing the cart, walking slowly like an isolated island with its back to the mainland.

Society is like a huge ruthless machine, driven by the torrent of time, mechanically urging people to run forward with all their strength.It doesn't matter how traumatized you have been after losing your lover, it doesn't even give you a chance to catch your breath, and just keeps moving forward on its own.

Anyone who lags behind will be ruthlessly crushed by its wheels and become a pile of broken meat.

But people are not machines, she has love and hate, and needs time to heal after being injured.So Xiao Meng, who hadn't healed yet, went to a funeral home to watch someone else's funeral on a weekend, and climbed to a tall building in the city against the setting sun.

She sat on the edge of the roof, watching the sunset gradually sinking, and the fire of life in her eyes seemed to be slowly extinguishing.

In this scene, Xiaomeng in the story seems to be Ye Zhitao. Zhang Jiming, who is outside the camera, sees that something is wrong with her, and quickly yells, asking the staff to carry Ye Zhitao back from the edge of the roof.

Ye Zhitao's face was very pale, and she said that she was fine.Seeing that she was not in the right state, Zhang Jiming said to her: "Taotao, it is a good thing to be in a show, and it is a good thing for many actors, but you have to understand one thing, since you are an actor, then you There is more than one kind of life.”

"Chenxin is your life, Pingyang is your life, so Xiaomeng is also your life. In the future, you will perform various lives and let them come alive under the camera."

Zhang Jiming stretched out his hand and patted Ye Zhitao's shoulder: "You are still so young, and you have never experienced such a rich and colorful life, so don't worry."

Ye Zhitao nodded, and Zhang Jiming breathed a sigh of relief: "Come here first today, I will give you two days off to relax, and we will shoot again."

Ye Zhitao shook his head: "No, Director Zhang, I think I can."

Zhang Jiming smiled at her and said, "I know you can do it, but after so many days of filming, everyone is tired. Your scene is so good that everyone is moved. Moreover, this shot is the last time to tear you apart. You have to save yourself and heal slowly. Taotao, it is not easy to find a reason to persevere in life."

"I'll give you a vacation, you can find something that can make you heal."

Speaking of this kind of sake, Ye Zhitao couldn't refuse Zhang Weiming's kindness anymore.She nodded: "Thank you Director Zhang for your guidance." Zhang Weiming smiled: "Okay, I'm done shooting here today, and we call it a day."

Ye Zhitao changed her clothes and got into her nanny's car.The assistant drove her back to the hotel.

"Farewell" is a spring story that happened in a big southern city. Ye Zhitao leaned against the window of the back seat, looking out the window at the bright purple and red eyes.

Yesterday she filmed a scene on the bus, just like now, leaning against the window, watching the cars and pedestrians passing by on the side of the road, feeling that everything around her is empty.

She remembered the "Myth of Sisyphus" she had read when she was still studying screenwriting in her early years. There was a sentence in the preface of one edition: "Life is meaningless."

Because there is no meaning, people often have a sense of absurdity, and this sense of absurdity can easily prompt people to give up life.

Ye Zhitao has such a sense of absurdity at this moment, she clearly knows that she is not Xiaomeng, but she still can't help substituting herself into Xiaomeng's emotions.

How is Xiaomeng's family situation?In the hidden setting, she is almost an orphan in this world.

She drifted in this event like duckweed until she met the teacher, and the two duckweeds joined together, seeming to be able to withstand all the wind and rain brought by this world.

But now, the person she relied on and was familiar with was gone.She loses contact with the world for a moment, all the lovely things are going away from her, everything becomes meaningless.So Xiao Meng naturally had the idea of ​​death.

Death is a commonplace thing, and so is the thought of it.Only sticking to life is extremely difficult.

Ye Zhitao is no stranger to the emotion of missing the dead. Her mother died young, and she was either thinking about her mother or thinking about her mother in her teenage years.Sometimes Ye Xue bullied her badly, and Ye Bo was too partial, and she would feel that life was very hard. She hoped that she would grow up quickly and be independent, but she never thought about death once.

What kind of emotion makes people feel like wanting to die?

Is it sad?Is it a grievance?It's nothing, it's emptiness and despair, it's a tragedy that you want to see and never see again.

During this time, Ye Zhitao was almost overwhelmed by this emotion.She crazily missed Gu Qingman, and she also missed Mu Muqing.She felt that as long as these two people could let her meet, everything would be fine for her.

Ye Zhitao was in a state of confusion, and when she returned to the hotel, her assistant Lin Yi told her to go to bed early.She really needed time to catch her breath, so she tiredly opened the electronic lock and pushed the door to enter her suite.

Someone in the room was vaguely talking: "Okay, today's meeting will be held here for the time being, thank you for your hard work."

It's the light voice of dusk!

Ye Zhitao thought she was hallucinating, she quickly closed the door, moved in slowly, and then saw Wan Qing sitting on the sofa and fiddling with the computer.Ye Zhitao tilted her head, as if looking at some rare object, looked at Mu Muqing, and then smiled when Mu Muqing turned her head: "Why are you here!"

Mu Qing closed the computer with one hand, took off her bluetooth headset with the other, and looked back at her with a smile: "I heard that my Xiao Tao has been working hard in filming recently, so I came here to see you."

She said, sitting on the sofa and opening her arms towards Ye Zhitao: "I've worked hard at work, let me give you a hug."

Ye Zhitao felt that the emptiness in her heart was completely filled, she shouted happily, and then rushed towards Wan Qing who was sitting on the sofa.

This pounce was a bit heavy, Mu Muqing was pushed onto the sofa by her, and her whole body was hugged tightly.

Mu Mu lightly raised her hand to pat Ye Zhitao's back, and asked her, "What's wrong? You're so enthusiastic."

Ye Zhitao put his arms around her neck, almost exhausted all his strength to rub Mu Mu into his arms, and said in a muffled voice, "It's nothing, I just miss you."

"I miss you so much, Mu Qing."

Mu Mu lightly reached out, rubbed her ears, and coaxed: "I know you miss me, so I'm here to see you." She said, leaning forward and kissing Ye Zhitao's lips.

When lips and teeth meet, Ye Zhitao responds with extreme enthusiasm.

The two went from the sofa to the bed. An hour and a half later, Ye Zhitao lay on the bed with his face covered, refusing to get up.

Mu Mu lightly turned on the bedside lamp, stretched out her hand to brush the long black hair on the back of her neck, and called her softly: "Tao Tao, it's time to get up and eat."

Ye Zhitao hugged the pillow, buried her face in it, and said in shame and indignation, "I'm sorry, didn't you say you came to see me, you're lying."

Mu Mu coaxed softly: "Xiao Biesheng is newly married, Lin Yi said that you are having trouble filming, I thought it was necessary for me to sacrifice myself to save the scene."

Ye Zhitao turned around quickly when she heard this sentence: "Dedication, what devotion?"

Mu Mu blinked lightly: "literally."

Ye Zhitao was dissatisfied and said, "I don't care, since you said you have dedicated yourself, you will try to sacrifice yourself to me tonight!" Speaking of which, Ye Zhitao was gearing up and ready to move.

Mu Qing smiled from the corner of her eyes, looked at her exposed shoulders and neck, stretched out her hand and stroked her chest.Ye Zhitao was frightened, and quickly hugged her chest: "What are you doing? Do you want to continue?"

Mu Mu smiled lightly and said: "It's not impossible to continue, but now I'm hungry. Do you think we will order room service to deliver the meal later, or let me continue to eat peaches?"

eat peach...

Ye Zhitao clutched her chest, blushing.

After a while, she hesitated and said: "Then get up... first... let's eat first."

When faced with personal safety, Ye Zhitao resolutely chooses to obey the other party.After all, if she goes crazy a few times, she probably won't be able to read the script tonight

The two entered the bathroom together, and when they came out wrapped in bathrobes, Mu Muqing had already ordered room service.She sat on the sofa with Ye Zhitao in her arms, and had dinner with her: "Why did I finish work so early today? I wanted to pick you up after I finished my work, but Lin Yi called me and said you were coming back." gone."

Leaning in her arms, Ye Zhitao lazily said: "Director Zhang said that the filming has been too hard recently, so he gave me two days off." Ye Zhitao raised his two fingers, and gestured in front of Mu Muqing's eyes : "Two days, two days! Isn't it a special luxury!"

Mu Mu nodded lightly: "Indeed, this is the first time I've met a director who is willing to give you so many days off."

Ye Zhitao giggled, took another bite of food with her hand, and looked up at her: "Then how long are you going to stay, I have two days off, what are your plans?"

Mu Mu tilted her head slightly and looked at her: "Then what are your plans? It's hard to get two days off, so I'll take you there to play?"

Ye Zhitao nodded sharply: "Okay, okay, let's take a stroll around. I heard that the scenery here is very good, but I haven't had time to go shopping. Let's drive around these two days, okay?"

Mu Mu said softly: "Okay, it's up to you, you can play however you want."

Not knowing what Ye Zhitao thought of, her face started to turn red again.Seeing her like this, Mu Mu was puzzled and said, "What else do you have in mind, let's talk about it together."

Mu Muqing is so easy to talk, she easily let Ye Zhitao let go of her shame.Ye Zhitao thought for a while, leaned into her ear and whispered, "I still want to play with you."

Mu Mu glanced at her strangely, and clicked her tongue softly: "You are getting more and more courageous, little rascal."

Ye Zhitao giggled: "That's because you taught me well."

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