After being reborn, I got into a relationship with my idol [Entertainment Circle]

From her own point of view, Xu Xiaoyan talked about the gray life in the past, without hysteria, nor out of control, but calmly recounting her memories and guesses, simply, everything Qi Chuchu told her.

Talk about Qi Chuchu's fear at the beginning, talk about the little girl in Qi Chuchu's mouth, talk about Qi Chuchu's fierce resistance from the beginning to her helpless compromise later, say that she pretended to "recover" and left, and said that she was in good spirits after being sent again. not good……

"It's not your fault. Even if you came back at that time, she might still have to go that far."

Back then, Xu Xiaodi really resented Qi Chuchu's girlfriend who never showed up. If it wasn't for her, Qi Chuchu wouldn't have been sent to that kind of place. If she hadn't stayed abroad to kill Qi Chuchu's last I hope that Qi Chuchu will not jump off the building either.

But later she experienced many things, and gradually understood, Xu Xiaoyan looked at Xiao Yu helplessly, although it was cruel, but it was the truth, "She was in a bad mental condition at that time, and there was no doctor, life was like that, corporal punishment, Taking medicine, electric shocks, and daily spiritual criticism, it is normal to be unable to hold on, even if you come back, there is nothing you can do, once a person’s spirit is broken, he is not far from death.”

Xiao Yu's tears washed away the blood on her chin, she shook her head frantically, "No, if I were here, I would be with her, and she wouldn't die, I killed her, I didn't come back sooner, yes My fault."

Xu Xiaoxiao wanted to say something, but a hand fell from her shoulder, Xu Xiaoxiao looked at An Rong sideways, An Rong shook his head, his eyes seemed to be dizzy with water.

Xu Xiaodi was silent for a while, stood up and said, "If she was alive, she wouldn't want to see you like this. What should have happened has already happened."

Xu Xiaodi didn't use too many words to describe the life at that time, but only briefly introduced it with a few words without emotion, but these few empty words had already made Xiao Yu extremely painful.

Qi Chuchu contacted her when she went out in the middle, but she didn't say anything, only said that it was very strict inside. Xiao Yu investigated later and got the information that Xu Xiaoxiao's father gave her. what happen.

Like self-torture, she tremblingly asked Xu Xiaoxiao to tell her that she wanted to know how Qi Chuchu lived every day.

Xu Xiaodi hesitated, she looked at Xiao Yu.

At this time, Xiao Yu seemed to be awake, but in fact, she was already dying. Half of her nails were overturned, and a lot of blood had already blotted out. The blood on her pale chin was diluted by tears, and dripped on the white clothes, which was shocking.

"It's getting late." Xu Xiaodi said warmly, "You have to go back to rest now, we'll talk when you feel better."

She wasn't sure if speaking out at this time would shatter Xiao Yu's last bit of sanity.

After all, Xiao Yu has been looking for Qi Chuchu for so many years, and he is full of joy to get such a result of losing his love. If he tells her what Qi Chuchu's life was like now, he is afraid that she will go crazy in a second.

Xu Xiaodi had already stood up, she patted the dust that didn't exist on her body, picked up the clothes she threw on the ground, looked back at Xiao Yu, and pulled An Rong away.

After going out, An Rong asked her why she didn't tell Xiao Yu.

With a calm expression, Xu Xiaodi smiled wryly and said, "Tell her now, won't that let her die?"

Xiao Yu was deeply guilty and blamed herself now, if she knew the pain of Qi Chuchu when she was alive, she would definitely not be able to bear it.

An Rong's expression was gloomy, Xu Xiao only talked about Qi Chuchu's affairs, she didn't say a word about their life there, An Rong could only get a glimpse of her past from her tone of voice and a few words. that life.

But just what she saw made her tremble with fear.

An Rong held Xu Xiaoxiao's hand tightly, turned to look at the closed bathroom door, frowned and said, "I seem to hear crying inside."

Xu Xiaoyan stopped in her tracks, turned her head to look, and sighed, "It's a good thing to cry."

Hearing the bad news suddenly, he felt ashamed and blamed himself. It would be a good thing if he cried and let it pass, but he was afraid that it would not make it through.

An Rong looked at Xu Xiaodi's face, and asked her softly, "Did you have that kind of thought at that time?"

She thought she was asking calmly, but as soon as she said the words, Anrong realized that her voice was shaking a little.

Xu Xiaoyan thought she was frightened, so she quickly embraced her, stroked her hair gently and said, "It's all over."

But Xu Xiaoyan didn't deny it.

At that time, no matter who it was, they would slip into the darkness uncontrollably at a certain moment, and she would have this kind of thought, and she was no exception. She had thought of it before, but she didn't feel unwilling at the last second.

An Rong hugged Xu Xiaodi tightly, for a moment, she really thought that she would lose Xu Xiaodi.

"I'm fine now." Xu Xiaoxiao smiled, like the sky and the gentle wind after the storm, "Look at you, you're like a child."

An Rong was overwhelmed by fear, and said tremblingly: "So, you are afraid that I will end up in a tragic death just like Qi Chuchu?"

Xu Xiaoyan smiled bitterly. When facing Xiao Yu, she could put away all her emotions as much as possible and describe what happened to Qi Chuchu objectively at that time, but when facing An Rong, she couldn't.

"How could I not be afraid?" Xu Xiaoxiao let go of her, looked at the wet tears on Anrong's face, and felt a soft mess in his heart, "... Qi Chuchu was also at the same age when the accident happened, and you all like a girl, Qi Chuchu and Xiao Yu You are still in love, what about you? You are just in love secretly. Qi Chuchu's parents can't accept her obedience, what about you?"

Kishi Rong opened his mouth, "But I..."

"I know, you feel that you are very strong now, and you won't be sent to that kind of place." Xu Xiaoyan frowned and interrupted her, "But this is not the only difficulty you will encounter, you..."

She pursed her lips, and stopped in Anrong's more determined eyes.

An Rong raised his hand to wipe the tears from his face, looked at Xu Xiaoyan with wet eyes and asked: "So? Waited for seven years like Xiao Yu, and waited until I lost Qi Chuchu? At that time, Qi Chuchu was suffering, but now Xiaoyu Yu is heartbroken, no one is better than anyone else, why do you think Xiao Yu feels guilty now? Because she regrets that she didn't come back earlier, even if she comes back, nothing will change."

Xu Xiaodi couldn't find the words to refute for a moment, she opened her mouth as if discouraged.

Just when An Rong thought she had awakened, she heard Xu Xiaodi say: "You will know later."

An Rong's face changed, and he was so angry that he wanted to walk away. Does this person have the face to talk about her?Stubborn as a donkey!

But she looked at Xu Xiaoyan's tired face, and couldn't bear it anymore, she could only grit her teeth and said, "I'll talk about the future later."

The noon time was delayed, Xu Xiaodi didn't take a bath, and he didn't have a good rest, so he started training in the afternoon after a while.

An Rong looked around, but Xiao Yu didn't come.

The dance teacher was asking, Wang Yunshui's expression was a bit strange, and she asked for leave for Xiao Yu awkwardly, saying that Xiao Yu was ill and couldn't get up.

It is very serious to be so sick that you can't get up. Even if you don't feel well, you should take a leave by yourself, right?

Xia Chunhua heard the movement here, and ran over quickly, saying, "Sister Xiao Yu is really sick."

Xiao Yu usually behaves quite well. Since the captain and roommates said that she was ill, the teacher didn't say anything, and asked if she had been to the infirmary.

After Xia Chunhua came back, she also looked strange, but she kept her face and didn't mention it to anyone, as if Xiao Yu was really sick.

After half an hour of training, after a few minutes of rest, Xia Chunhua went out quietly.

An Rong looked at her leaving back, raised her eyebrows slightly, and said seemingly unintentionally: "Ah, Xiao Hua didn't call me to go to the bathroom."

She got up slowly, as if she was also going to the bathroom, and the other people didn't think much about it, they talked one after another.

An Rong got up and went to the dormitory, and heard Xia Chunhua's voice as soon as he entered.

"The teacher asked you, Wang Yunshui and I asked for leave for you." Xia Chunhua said in a low voice, "I went to the infirmary to get some band-aids, but I don't know what to do with your nails."

Xiao Yu remained silent.

Anrong stood at the door and looked out, but no one came outside.

She increased the footsteps, and Xia Chunhua's voice inside disappeared.

After a while, Xia Chunhua came out from the middle compartment. Seeing An Rong, she breathed a sigh of relief, "Why are you back?"

An Rong said, "I'll come and see Sister Xiao Yu."

Xia Chunhua looked tense, and looked into the room. She told others that Xiao Yu was sick. In fact, Xiao Yu didn't look sick. His nails were broken, his mouth was bitten, and his forehead was bruised. It's like a fight.

It is inconvenient for others to see Xiao Yu like this.

Xia Chunhua was going to lie to Anrong, saying that Xiao Yu had fallen asleep.

Before she could say anything, Xiao Yu, who hadn't spoken in the room, suddenly said coldly, "Well, I have something to tell you too."

Xia Chunhua rolled her curious eyes. Is there a secret?

After Anrong went in, Xia Chunhua felt that what they said should not be suitable for others to hear. It's a secret, and it's no good to know too much.

Xia Chunhua went back to the room, took a water glass, went to the door to drink water, and consciously helped the two people in the room to see if anyone was coming.

In the room, An Rong looked at Xiao Yu lying on the bed, and suddenly thought of her in the last life. At that time, she was like this, without any vitality. At that time, An Rong thought that Xiao Yu had no hope because of the setback in her career. I thought, at that time, she should have known about Qi Chuchu's death.

An Rong sighed: "The living people still have to live well."

Xiao Yu's eyes seemed to pass through her, he was stunned for a while, and then drifted past without focus.

An Rong looked at the Band-Aid wrapped around her finger, pursed her lips and asked, "Are you here to participate in this competition just because of your work? Joining a women's team, debuting in a talent show, you have your own dreams, right?"

Xiao Yu tickled the corner of his mouth bitterly, looked at Anrong and said, "I know what you want to say, but I don't have any dreams or pursuits when I come here. I just want to be famous and let her see me. Contact I."

An Rong's eyelids twitched, she wanted Xiao Yu to think about herself, not to be so desperate.

Xiao Yu put away her smile, looked at An Rong expressionlessly, and suddenly said: "Xu Xiaodi is afraid of taking medicine, not just because she is forced to take medicine every day there, do you think she is because of that reason?"

Kishi frowned, didn't he?

Xiao Yu said in a calm voice, "Chuchu never told me at all...she never told me, I only know that there is strict control there, people are not allowed to go out or bring mobile phones, so she contacted me No, they will forcefully take medicine on time, which is what I saw in the materials later.”

An Rong had a bad premonition in his heart.

Xiao Yu's gaze moved over and landed on An Rong's face, as if with a trace of powerless pity, "Xu Xiaodi's mother—the person who sent her in committed suicide by taking medicine."

what? !

Xiao Yu didn't explain too much, she said coldly: "I promised you, I told you."